brother is stupid

In the early morning, Yizhi went out early, he rented a car, he was going to find a fool, even if he didn't want to come back, even if he only likes his mother now, he would bring him back, even if one day he could talk, would If you scold yourself for being disgusting, you have to tie him back.

His mother's phone address was the city where he had lived. After driving for more than three hours, he went directly to the relatives of his adoptive parents, because when his adoptive parents passed away, he had left a phone number for them.

A woman had approached them, but that had been a year ago, and had given no address.

If that's the case, he can't find her at all. Even if he knows that his mother is in this city, but the city is too big and he has no clue, why should he call the police?Will he be able to find it? He suddenly thought of a way.

He went to the police station and said that he lost contact with his mother more than ten years ago and was brought up by adoptive parents. He hadn't seen her for more than ten years. He didn't know the documents, and took him to his mother's house the next day.

My mother's new home is by the river. It is a villa with floor-to-ceiling windows, high iron doors, and the majestic red tiles are very dazzling in the sun. There is a small garden in front of the house, and there is a hanging chair next to the big tree, which is the style my mother likes.

"It seems that she doesn't need your filial piety anymore."

The policeman left after speaking, perhaps mocking secretly, because Yizhi wanted money, so he came to recognize his mother.

Yizhi parked the car on the side of the road, asked the servants in the house, and found out that not long ago, the whole family went to France for a trip, and when they would come back, the idiot also went?

He had no choice but to stay in the car for one day, two days, three days...a week...

In a blink of an eye, it's sweltering July, people who are stuffy in the car.

Smelling of sweat and cigarettes, stubble, messy hair, and tired face, he took a shower in a nearby hotel, changed into clean clothes, and took a short rest.

How long will it take them to come back, and never come back for a lifetime?Want to never see a fool for the rest of your life?He doesn't want it, absolutely not. By the way, if he went to England, the servant should know the address.

The person who had been lying on the bed for a few minutes sat up suddenly, took the key and slammed the door away. He drove to the villa quickly. When he saw the BMW at the entrance of the villa, he was ecstatic and grabbed the steering wheel. Looking from afar, come back?It should be back.

Because there is no parking here, he parked the car far away.

In the middle of the night, he sneaked up the wall and walked into the villa, hiding in the small bamboo grove beside the wall. He was a little impatient, but also a little worried. He was afraid that the idiot would resist, he was afraid that his mother would find him, he was afraid that he would be thrown out, and he was afraid that his mother would take the idiot away. , leaving him nowhere to be found.

On a July night, there was a slight wind and crescent light, he moved like a thief, looking at the light on the second floor, there was a woman's voice, this voice was very familiar, it was mother, what was she talking about?

Idiot in this room?

Suppressing his fast beating heart, he hid in the bamboo forest, he waited, the lights went out, he threw small stones and knocked on the floor-to-ceiling windows, and shook the bamboo to beat the windows.

The figure of the woman startled him. He stuck to the wall and did not dare to move. When he heard the woman calling the servant's name, he ran over the wall and stood outside the house for a long time. The lights in the villa illuminated the small bamboo forest. When the light came to the side of the road, he turned and left, walking lonely on the road along the slightly hot wind in July.

A strong hug, he staggered forward, familiar breath, familiar hug, tears in his eyes dripped on the ground, he hugged the idiot back, leaned on the idiot's shoulder and wailed loudly, so you know I'm coming Looking for you, so you still remember me.

The fool hugged the weeping person tightly, and also wept a little bit.

"Little Bo."

The woman's voice cut through the warmth, the woman forcefully pulled the idiot away, but she couldn't pull away the man who was hugging the idiot tightly.

"I forbid you to approach Xiaobo."

This is the first sentence my mother said in 16 years. My mother, who is already in her fifties, is very young, still charming, with a gorgeous appearance, only 30 years old, plastic surgery?It's just hypocrisy and vulgarity, and the vicious words have not changed.

Yizhi pushed the woman away vigorously, and hugged the fool tightly, "I won't give him up to you."

"You..." The woman pointed at Yizhi blankly, "Do you know what you did to him? You actually did to your brother...you..."

"What's wrong with me, you threw him to me that year, it's like throwing garbage, ignore it, even if you see me beating him, you're living a comfortable life while watching the show with cold eyes, now you want to recycle it I've come back to find him again, what right do you have to say about me like this."

Yizhi roared angrily, seeing the fool crying, he quickly took his hand and prepared to leave.

"Stop, give him back to me quickly." The woman pulled the idiot frantically, and the idiot burst into tears.

"Go away, he's mine now, when you don't keep the agreement, he's mine." Yizhi kicked the woman away fiercely, and the woman who fell on the ground yelled.

Someone chased him out of the villa, he was a rich old man in his sixties, and he had a servant.

"He is my son, he is not yours." The woman burst into tears, and the old man helped her up, persuading her in a low voice, "Go into the room and tell me." But no one listened.

"It's mine. I've already slept with him. You also noticed the hickey marks on his body. I did it all." Yizhi said and kissed the idiot on purpose. The idiot stopped crying and stared at him. Zhuo Yizhi, "See, he likes me too, as long as I kiss him, he won't cry."

"He is your brother." The woman's voice was very high-pitched, cutting through the desolate night.

"So what? Do you think I will understand what blood relationship is, and what is family affection? Understand ethics and morality? You think I will understand that brothers cannot have sex with each other? I don't understand anything, because you haven't taught it at all. I these things."

The speechless woman took a few steps back unsteadily, and the old man hurriedly supported her, "Young man, calm down first, what's the matter, let's go into the room and talk about it."

"How did I calm down? I never hugged my mother. She only looked at my mother when she told me to steal something, beat me and scolded me. She threw me in someone else's house. There was no news for 16 years. Appeared suddenly, and came to grab my most important person from me again, how can I calm down?"

The dissatisfaction of the past, the depression and dark emotions that were crowded in the bottom of my heart, all burst out.

"..." The woman hugged the old man and cried loudly.

Yizhi suddenly remembered that his mother left the house with the idiot in the middle of the night, he hid by the door and watched with tears dripping, when the woman took the idiot to leave without nostalgia, he stood on the road and looked at the woman's back as she walked away, crying loudly Yes, he called, Mom, take me away, I will not make trouble, I will be obedient, I will wash clothes and cook, take me away, don't leave me alone.

The woman went away and never came back with the fool.

He was adopted, he missed his mother, even if it was a woman who beat him and scolded him, he also thought about it, even if it was a brother who betrayed him, because this is family affection.

In the middle of the night, he always wondered, where did his mother and brother go, and whether they would come back to find him, no, never, in the vast sea of ​​people, 16 years had sunk this love into the bottom of the sea, turning it into a hatred.

Yizhi pulled the fool and walked forward, and the woman stepped forward to hold the fool's hand, "You can't go, mother can't live without you, don't go, Lao Liao, drive him away quickly, hurry up, he wants to take it away!" My little Bo."

The old man was stunned for a while, looking at Yizhi who was crying, "Fangwei, don't do this, he is your son after all."

Yizhi wiped away his tears and smiled, "Son, did he treat me as his son?..."

The woman stared at Yizhi, and said loudly, "I have regarded you as my son."

"Then why did you lose me, why didn't you come back to pick me up, why did you always beat me and scold me, why?" Yizhi roared in dismay.

"It's your fault."

"I blame you for being like your father, who likes drinking and swearing. I blame you for beating Xiao Bo until his head was bleeding and throwing sand in his rice."

"Blame you, you're so smart, you grew up too fast, you learned to look at me with disgust, you think I'm dirty, it's embarrassing for you, but Xiaobo won't, he won't look at me, let alone Will dislike me, not because I am a jerk, he is stupid, but he will call my mother, he saved me from the mud, and what will you call me, bitch , do you think I want to do that? I just want to make more money so that you can live better."

“是吗？为了我们，在男人面前脱衣服，让我去偷东西，把我扔给别人，碰到有钱的情人，就立刻把傻子踢开，明明知道我把他揍的只有半口气了, or chose a lover, all of these are for us?" Yizhi sarcastically.

"No, I'm not... huh..." The woman pressed her chest tightly in pain, and slid down as if she lost her strength. She took a quick breath and half-closed her eyes. The old man quickly supported her, and shouted at the servant next to her, "Quick, go get the medicine..."

"Little...Bo..."

Yizhi gave the woman a cold look, and said coldly, "If you dare to snatch him away, I will kill you."

He took the idiot away, and the idiot kept yelling "ma...ma..." and refused to leave, but he was still dragged away by Yizhi.

He sold the apartment, and in order to save money, he rented a one-bedroom, one living room. His job was fired, and he gained a bad reputation in the industry, and it was hard to find a job. Bad luck happened.

When Yizhi went out to look for a job, the idiot played with Yizhi's lighter, caught fire, and scared himself away, but the apartment was destroyed, and even spread to the neighbor's house. Fortunately, there were no casualties, but the compensation scared Yizhi into stupidity.

The money was lost, and there was still a shortfall of [-]. Yizhi was a little at a loss, and he began to regret, for the sake of his pride, he didn't take the car back from Liang Zhi, regretting was useless.

Thirty thousand is obviously very little, but he couldn't even get a single dollar out. He hugged the idiot tightly.Now he has no place to live, no extra money to buy food for him, and all his clothes are ruined.

He thought of someone, someone who was not a friend but had a seven-year bed relationship, "Hi."

"I've been waiting for your call."

"Really?" Yizhi was a little speechless.

"Recently, I caught a handsome guy who is younger than you and has a better life than you..." The woman seemed to be in a good mood and said a lot, but Yizhi just listened.

"Where are you now."

"in the park."

"What a coincidence, I'm also walking in the park, you look up."

The woman is carrying a bag, wearing a long dress, and smiling brightly.

"Why are you here?" Yizhi said in surprise.

"I saw a fire here on TV, and I happened to see your back. I wanted to see your downcast appearance, so I followed you all the time."

Mansha took them back, and when she heard Yizhi say that she had sent a car to Liang Zhi, she was very happy. She already knew that Liang Zhi was not a good guy. Maybe bite her back, and when he suffers, he will understand who is the best.

The 3 yuan was returned by Mansha. The clothes and daily necessities were all made by Mansha. Painting, maybe the painting can sell some money.

Yizhi once asked the woman why she was so kind to him, and the woman smiled and said, "The warmth of icing on the cake can never compare to the warmth of giving charcoal in the snow, and now that man is trying to cheat money, I have to find out before I break up." Find a shoulder that I can hug."

"Then why continue dating?"

The woman always smiles, "His sweet words are very pleasant."

Even if it is false, I still want to have personal love. Yizhi seems to be able to understand this seemingly free and easy woman who is very empty.

"Do you want to sign an agreement with me?" The woman made such a verbal promise, "You give me the pension, and I will give you the hotel."

Yizhi didn't agree, but offered to work here. He was a little scared after what happened last time. He wanted to be with a fool, but the woman agreed. The front desk paid 2500 a month, including room and board.

Yizhi's first reaction was that the salary was too low.

"Can I get a raise?"

"No, the money is not enough, you can borrow it from me, or you promise to give me a pension."

Yizhi was depressed, and pursed his lips.

In December, the cold wind outside corroded hearing, and the gray and cold breath invaded vision. Yizhi and Shazi huddled under the quilt, hugging each other warmly.

In the morning, the idiot would stay in the room all the time, drawing, in the afternoon he would draw while listening to Yizhi talk, and sleep together at night, sometimes when Yizhi was on night shift, the idiot would stay with him all the time, and the two of them leaned against the stove until dawn.

Yizhi is very used to the life here, he is very happy and satisfied, he can be happy for a long time looking at the fool's sleeping face.

"He fell asleep?"

"Ah, you scared me." Yizhi glared at the woman and patted his heart.

"coward."

The woman smiled and handed him a business card, "Here is the business card you asked for. I have already booked a course for you. You will come over the day after tomorrow."

He took his business card and said thank you.

"Thank you, it's boring, I'm going to get a quilt for my brother."

The woman went upstairs, and Yizhi stared at the business card. This is a rehabilitation institution that teaches children to speak. He wanted to hear fools call him by name, and he wanted to teach him to express in words. In fact, he hesitated for a long time on this matter. I'm a little scared, afraid that the fool will talk and leave him, but I'm still a little unwilling. He can call mother, but he can't call him by name. It's too enviable.

The author has something to say: