fall in love with chaos

Luanbu stared quietly.

I know he is waiting, waiting for me to reject or accept.

I suddenly felt the air thinning.

Commitment means having a lover.

Means to have a deeper connection with someone in this world.

So far, there is no one around me who can be heartbroken after my death and remember me for the rest of my life.

There is no orphanage, and the roommates spent too little time together, and I deliberately didn't get too close.

That's why I can stop myself with harm without any scruples, even death doesn't matter.

Don't need to care too much.

Luanbu reached out and touched my arm, avoiding the wound, and poked it lightly through the sleeve.

"Your parents died before they could teach you to accept your bad self, and so did I."

Luanbu's voice was light and ethereal: "They left before they could teach me how to face the real world full of idiots."

Leaves the hugely handicapped child alone.

I feel the wound itching.

He mentioned his parents again. A few days ago, I could face it calmly and understand, but now I was crying uncontrollably.

"Although I really don't want to admit it..." Luanbu poked my face again, the soft flesh sank, his fingertips just stopped a tear from advancing, "But we can't live without someone else to help me Yes. I was picked up by the president, so I picked up Qingtao."

Me: "Has Mr. Ranpo ever been on the verge of death?"

Luanbu suddenly puffed up his cheeks slightly, a little unhappy: "Well, you won. I couldn't live longer than you. Anyway, they are too stupid, and I am not wrong."

I:"……"

Who compares this to you! ?

For a moment, I couldn't tell whether he was pitying me or really liked me: "Mr. Ranpo, you are joking, don't waste your time, I... know how to measure myself."

"Hmm... won't this work too?" He was muttering something, but I could hear him clearly because he was close.

"Anyway, I just want to date Qingtao, promise me!"

What kind of wayward child talk is this! ?

My heart skipped a beat, and I almost blurted out my agreement.

It's obviously a very slight liking, but now it seems to be the first time to show his teeth and claws.

I struggled to resist: "Wouldn't it be too much trouble for you...to see me anytime, anywhere..."

"No, because you simply can't compete with Ranpo-sama's reasoning ability, it's a matter of minutes."

Me: "Oh..."

The next thing he said was like a devil's voice, "Okay, okay, okay, okay, yes, yes, yes, yes, if you like Luanbu, please admit it!"

"Uh..." I had the urge to cover his mouth for a moment.

Amidst his chatter, I whispered: "OK..."

Luanbu stopped talking: "Huh? It's so quiet."

"Uh..." I paused word by word, "I said, yes."

The next second of the promise, the happy mood filled my heart in an instant.

Then Luanbu exposed his childishness, hugged me and did not let go, beeping non-stop in my ear.

"Of course I only date because I like it. I want to save people without sacrificing my girlfriend seat!"

"After all, my motto is that if it suits me, everything will be fine."

It's quite suitable.The words hug too tightly.

"Now I allow you to share the motto with me!"

I don't want it. Hey.

In the end, he was so excited that I almost lost my first kiss on the spot, but fortunately he stopped it in time.

When Ranpo was picked up by Nakajima-kun, he was still humming and said to me, "Come out and play tomorrow."

"It's a date, Mr. Ranpo..." Atsushi Nakajima, who was petrified on the spot after learning about our relationship, came back to his senses, and corrected with a soft beep in his ear.

Although I heard it too.

Luanbu changed his words in a polite manner: "Come out on a date!"

I can……"

I quietly returned to the hallway of the dormitory.

Eh?dating?Suddenly.

But so happy.

That's Mr. Ranpo.

It was as if a little flower popped out from the bottom of my heart, swaying with the wind.

At the same time, it brought a huge sense of security, no need to suppress myself, even if I relaxed because of the crushing of strength, I didn't think of Toru Katsumura, and I didn't have any bad emotions.

In fact, I also thought that this kind of situation is like a composition written in elementary school. An angel and a demon will pop up in my heart to argue with each other, whether to get money or to monopolize.

In the end, of course, the angel won, and if he was lucky, he could be recited by the teacher in class.

It's just that when they grow up, they quarrel more fiercely, and the things they quarrel with become more important.

All in all, a good night's sleep.

……

On the day of the date, I thought it would be a special date, but it was actually a normal date.

Shopping, no.If you take two random steps, you will be tired and bored.

Go to the park, no.Luanbu actually got into a heated argument with the kid who piled up the sand, and I had to pull him away.

Go to the playground, no.I have no money……

Finally, standing in front of the vending machine, he wanted to buy soda, but insisted that I buy the same.

So that he can collect marbles.

I frowned, and finally said my first objection on the day of the date: "I don't want to..."

"Uh..." Luanbu quieted down and observed me closely, "Actually, everyone around me will agree to these requests."

"Uh..." I became more determined, "I said, I don't want it. The soda is very bad."

"Ah!?" Ranbu was taken aback, "What are you talking about, peach sauce! It's obviously delicious!"

I endured it and endured it, trying to reason that everyone's tastes are different, but I was too lazy to say a long paragraph, so I had to repeat in a low voice: "It's hard to drink..."

"Then you don't drink, just give me marbles."

"No." I was quicker this time, "Waste of money..."

Ranbu: "..."

He compromised and just took a bottle of soda and shook it around.

I walked slowly when I passed a machine that took a mugshot on the side of the street.

Luanbu is so sensitive, "Do you want to go?"

I was hesitating, and said for a while, "Yes, yes."

Go in, insert coins, and various photo frame patterns appear on the small screen.

It feels strange that I appear in the same photo frame as Ranbu.

It's been a long time since I took a photo with anyone.

I pursed my lips to not show my joy too much, and Ranbu hugged me from behind like a doll, with his head resting on my shoulder.

I couldn't help complaining: "It's so heavy..."

Ranbu: "It's very rude, Qingtao!"

I didn't have much sincerity: "Sorry..."

Luanbu smiled, and instead talked about another topic: "Ha, I just said that you simply don't accept your negative emotions and don't want to cross the bottom line. In fact, Taojiang, you are wayward and naive, much more wayward than me!"

"Huh?" I stared at the screen, frantically clicking, changing photo frames constantly.

I hesitated: "Can I ask Mr. Ranpo how many girlfriends you have had?"

"Huh? What are you doing?" He was still pressing.

"No, I just want to know if they have spent [-] points of energy in dating you, and they need to pamper you very much."

"Ah...you are the first girlfriend."

I was taken aback: "Okay... Then what if I can't follow you in everything?"

Luanbu laughed out loud, leaned on my shoulder and pinched my cheek, neither light nor heavy.

I saw my movements with him on the screen, intimate and clingy.

"There are many people who dote on me." Luanbu said, "But I am the only one who dotes on Qingtao. Besides, I like you very much."

Luanbu nodded slightly, like a cat: "So you can still disobey me when I'm upset, don't worry."

It means that even if he is unhappy, it doesn't matter if I don't act like a baby, I may quarrel or quarrel.

But it will not be separated, and the emotion of liking will not be lost.

So it's okay to fully reveal your willfulness and let your personality go.

No suppression needed.

When I was slightly stunned, he pressed the camera button.

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