a setting sun

As early as the beginning of winter, one day when Xu Xin was on his way to work, he ran for a while because he was worried that he would be late for clocking in. In the end, he accidentally threw the mobile phone in his pocket at the corner of the alley. There was a protective case on the back of the mobile phone. So nothing happened, but the front screen was cracked, and there were two cracks crossing across the screen. It was not obvious when the screen was on, but it was very clear when the screen was off.But Xu Xin didn't care much about his mobile phone, so he didn't care.Anyway, the crack just doesn't look good, and it doesn't delay her use, so she didn't want to repair it before using it.Besides, she also knows that electronic products, all problems involving accessories, are actually more likely to be damaged after replacement.When she was still in Beijing, she bought this phone herself after working for almost a year.It didn't cost much at that time. If the mobile phone was repaired in Shenzhen according to the price at this time, it would be more cost-effective to buy a new one with the repair money.

So the problem was put on hold like this, and I counted from that time to now, this mobile phone has been used for two years, and it is almost at the end of its life.But Xu Xin felt that if it could persist for a while without causing other problems, then it would be fine for him to use it for a while longer.She has no vanity to compare with others on this kind of thing. It doesn't matter what brand it is, and the appearance of the mobile phone doesn't need to be gorgeous, as long as it functions normally and the memory storage is enough.Even better if it's cheap.

From this point of view, Xu Xin is more like an old man who is not willing to spend money.

Ever since she was a child, Xu Xin never told her parents directly what she wanted, and asked her parents to buy it for her. First of all, because her family background did not allow her to choose freely, even if she asked for it, she still couldn't afford it and couldn't get it.Secondly, it depends on whether the thing she wants is related to learning or not. If it is related, she may not be able to buy it.

So she learned early on that she should keep her desires in her heart. What she wants, she can only realize secretly and find a way to solve it.Even the first mobile phone after entering high school was bought by herself with the money saved from eating steamed buns in school for almost two months.Since she officially started working outside, she never asked for money from home, and she even brought a lot of savings back to help her parents pay for insurance when she went home several times during the Chinese New Year.

But this situation also aggravated her rebellious heart to a great extent. She always felt that she was living alone for a few years after leaving school, so she would psychologically resist going home.Because she can live a good life even if she doesn't go home. It doesn't matter to her whether she has enough food and clothing. The most important thing is her freedom.

In fact, although she hadn't asked the family what they meant about many things, she knew that the family would definitely not agree to it just by guessing.So the fact that she was with Shen Sihan was never let the family know.It's not that Xu Xin doesn't want to disclose the relationship between the two, but because she wants to leave a way out for Shen Sihan.She didn't want her parents to treat her differently, so that even if the two of them couldn't be together in the future, if she appeared again, she wouldn't be rejected by Xu Xin's parents.

Even when it was time to separate, in the eyes of Xu Xin's parents, Shen Sihan was still the good girl who would help adults make dumplings, and was Xu Xin's good friend.Not awkward ex-girlfriends.

So under such circumstances, Xu Xin never hoped to receive any valuable gifts from others.Every birthday, when someone asks me what I want, my mind goes blank.

People who have no desires and desires are terrible.That not only means that they are indifferent to the world, but also that they have lost their expectations and illusions about this world.There is nothing in particular that you want to get, and it doesn't matter whether you lose what you already have.

Once Xu Xin also thought that he was already a person who had no desires and no desires, when he ended the first three relationships.But she didn't expect that Shen Sihan's reappearance gave her the desire she wanted.Even from an ordinary person who was neither bad nor bad, he became a complete bad person.The days with Shen Sihan also made her come out of the black and white life again, and she was more emotionally colored.

She wants, wants to get Shen Sihan, wants to possess her completely, wants her to fall in love with herself too.

She longed, longed for a hot emotion to warm her already cooled heart.

She is demanding, demanding that the person she loves can also give her an equivalent love, hoping to hear the three words "I love you" from Shen Sihan's mouth.

That day she officially fell from the altar of desire and desire, and became an ordinary person.An ordinary person who just wants ordinary happiness.For this reason, she can have evil intentions, can use all the tricks, and can put another innocent person to death emotionally.

She is very smart.As the saying goes, offense is the best defense.When it came to dealing with Shen Sihan, she completely gave up her defense.

When charging forward, completely disregarding the rain of arrows flying from the opposite side, bleeding and suffering, he must grab the opponent's battle flag.Hurt the enemy by one thousand and self-injure ten thousand to win this inevitable battle.How cunning she is, if you get it or not, try to destroy it first.

Anyway, she came with nothing when she came, and when she left, she could still take away the gunpowder smoke all over her body.

So a piece of life advice is, be sure to stay away from people who are in the dark.Everyone living in the sunshine is so peaceful and happy. You can never imagine the indifferent eyes of the people hiding in the dark coveting everything you have in your hands.

And Shen Sihan was always so defenseless, so he was held back by someone like Xu Xin who had already stepped into the darkness.She was too soft-hearted at the time, so she made a difficult choice between friends and boyfriends.She didn't understand that even if she had chosen to draw a clear line of friendship with Xu Xin, Xu Xin might not have left, because at that time, she had no way out.Therefore, every step Shen Sihan made to retreat was Xu Xin's victory.

Now, Shen Sihan, who has been getting deeper and deeper, even secretly bought a new mobile phone for Xu Xin and gave it to her.

That day Shen Sihan mysteriously asked Xu Xin to go with her, rode a small motor to the store where they were resting, and then took out a box for her.

"Here, here's a gift for you." Seeing Xu Xin's astonished expression, Shen Sihan couldn't help but suppressed a smile on his face.

"Ah? What?" Xu Xin was a little confused. This was the first time he received a gift from someone else on a non-birthday day after he received Shen Sihan's roller skates on his birthday in Beijing last time.

"I've been planning it for two months. There was no stock before. I finally waited for it to go on sale two days ago, so I found someone to grab one. You can take it apart and have a look."

Xu Xin was so excited that his hands trembled a little. Although he didn't know what it was, this kind of surprise and excitement was already fermenting...

"VIVO, the latest model of the X series??" Xu Xin finally saw the brand name on the exquisite square silver box inside, feeling a little stuck in his heart, and asked in disbelief.

"That's right, because I know you don't like mobile phones of foreign brands, I thought of buying you a better domestic product. You take off the box and check the inside." Looking at Xu Xin's reaction, Shen Sihan said this The person who prepared the surprise got the expected effect and said happily.

"It feels so good. How much did you spend?" Xu Xin opened the box, took out the phone, stroked the back cover of the phone and couldn't put it down, but then he was a little worried that Shen Sihan had spent too much money.

"It's okay, more than 2000..." Shen Sihan didn't intend to hide anything from Xu Xin, even if she didn't say it now, with the Internet so developed, Xu Xin wondered if it would be easy?

"It's so expensive...I can't take it. Why did you buy me such an expensive thing? My mobile phone is not broken yet..." Xu Xin hurriedly wiped the fingerprints on the phone body with his sleeve, Put it back in the box.

Xu Xin actually hopes that she can use a better mobile phone, but she is really reluctant to spend money on it, so every time she enters the mobile phone store with the determination to buy a new phone, but ends up with the most cost-effective mobile phone. One of them came out.

"Oh, you can take me to buy clothes and shoes, why can't I give you a good mobile phone? You still say that your current mobile phone can be used? If I didn't fiddle with it for a while that day and it died, I thought your mobile phone It can still be used." Shen Sihan knew that Xu Xin would say that, so he said shamelessly: "Anyway, I've already bought it, and I bought it in another place, so it's impossible to return it. No matter what, you have to keep it."

Xu Xin looked at the mobile phone on the table, looking embarrassed.But in the end, I put the new phone on the protective case and turned it on.

"Thank you for the gift." Xu Xin held the phone in both hands, looked at Shen Sihan and said seriously.She was very moved.

Since she was a child, because of her personality, she has almost always had no close friends around her.Until she met Shen Sihan and became friends with Shen Sihan, she showed many of her thoughts and her true side to Shen Sihan.

There is no other person in the world who can understand Xu Xin better than Shen Sihan.So she also knows her character, and it is precisely because she knows that after the phone is broken this time, she may still not be willing to buy a good one, Shen Sihan made up her mind to buy her a new phone.

As for the gift, it doesn't matter whether it is expensive or not. In the end, it depends on whether the other party really needs it.If it is, no matter how high the price is, she will buy it for Xu Xin, because she loves her too.So since Xu Xin is not that magnanimous to herself, let her be that magnanimous person.

Having said that, the relationship between the two of them has never been maintained by material or money.In fact, it's just a heart-to-heart comparison.

Perhaps, if Xu Xin hadn't crossed the line that shouldn't have been crossed, they would have become good friends for life.After all, the friendship between the two has already passed the seven-year itch stage. After careful calculation, the two have known each other for ten years.No matter how long life is, how many decades can be used to maintain the relationship with another person?