a setting sun

After finalizing the plan to go to Shenzhen, the two began to prepare separately in two groups. The steps were simple to say, but in fact the process was so cumbersome that Xu Xin doubted his life repeatedly.

During the past two years when the two of them worked in Beijing, Xu Xin changed jobs frequently, encountered mostly cheap jobs, and always wanted to spend more for Shen Sihan, so he didn't have any savings, and it was hard in the middle After saving some money, Shen Sihan made a fuss about going to Tibet, so she took out the money for travel expenses.This time, she just had some spare money on hand, and Shen Sihan was planning to go to Shenzhen, so she could only keep this pitiful spare money as the starting capital for renting a house in Shenzhen.

And Shen Sihan's side is not much better, her job is much more stable than Xu Xin's, and she only worked as an editor and a real estate agent during the period, so logically speaking, she didn't spend much on Xu Xin, but Earning more than Xu Xin, there should be savings.

That's right, there were.But in the middle, when she saved [-] yuan in savings, she saw her college classmates making a lot of money speculating in gold and silver futures in her circle of friends, so she thought about making a small investment and earning some extra money.I signed the contract again, and uploaded the photo of my ID card, and finally joined the Chengde gold speculation group, bought and sold with them, and finally lost all my original [-] yuan.

Xu Xin thought it was a scam from the beginning, and tried to persuade Shen Sihan, but Shen Sihan didn't listen to her at all, and thought she had no sense of adventure, as the saying goes, she can't bear to let her children be caught by wolves, and dare not even try, why? Can you make money?

So, Xu Xin just watched Shen Sihan domineeringly give up his 'child' - 1 yuan in cash.

Then, after working in a real estate company for half a year, Shen Sihan once again saved more than 1 points in savings, because other colleagues had their own cars to drive clients around to look at houses, and of the two of them, only Xu Xin came here. I just bought a third-hand small electric car, which really makes people feel sad.Then I gritted my teeth and stomped my feet and bought a second-hand small Q·Q from a colleague in the same store, which cost a total of [-] yuan.

However, the most amazing thing about this step is that although she bought a car, she can't drive it, and she doesn't even have a driver's license.So Xu Xin, who came to Beijing two years ago after finishing her driver's license test in her hometown, became her exclusive driver.

Before the two of them drove on the road, Xu Xin told her to fasten her seat belt. After the car started, Shen Sihan turned around and remembered to ask Xu Xin: "How long have you been taking your driver's license test? How long have you been driving at home?"

"It's been almost two years..." Xu Xin looked calm, like an old driver who has been driving for several years.

"It's been a long time." Shen Sihan replied subconsciously, and then thought about it, something seemed wrong. Xu Xin only came to Beijing more than a year ago, and his driver's license is almost two years... This...

"I basically don't drive at home, I just practiced for a while when I was learning how to drive." Xu Xin turned his head and smiled innocently. "So, this is the first time I've been on the road since I got my driver's license."

"You, look at the road ahead!! Don't look at me!" Shen Sihan immediately clenched the seat belt on his chest and shouted nervously.

The cute little Q·Q exploded less than a year after it was opened.Xu Xin was driving the car at the front helplessly, while the smoke at the back was filled with clouds and fog, and he felt like the whole car would explode at any moment.Three meters away, Shen Sihan followed her on Xu Xin's small electric car, and kept laughing and shouting: "It's all right, there's no fire! There's a car repair place ahead! Come on, come on!"

Then Shen Sihan's 4000 was reimbursed like this.The car was sold for scrap iron and sold back for more than [-] yuan. Shen Sihan was quite optimistic and said to Xu Xin: "It's pretty good. I didn't put [-] yuan in it, so I can see the money back! Let's go! My sister treats you to a buffet." Go to the barbecue!"

But what Xu Xin cares about the most is not this, but the words that the master craftsman said when he went to repair the car: "Where did you buy this car? It's obviously an accident car. The one that overturned the car Kind of, if you look at the load-bearing places on both sides, there are obvious traces of sheet metal, although some places have been sprayed with paint, but it is still quite obvious, you are obviously being cheated."

Sure enough, neither the company nor the people in the company have ever disappointed Xu Xin's judgment.

But the money didn't belong to Xu Xin, and it would be useless for Xu Xin to get angry again, Shen Sihan didn't plan to pursue it any further, and the matter was over like this.Fortunately, there was no accident during the two people's use of the car, which can be regarded as the luckiest part of the whole incident.Because I heard that many cars that have been in an accident will continue to have accidents one after another, Xu Xin was still afraid for a while.No matter what, it was the best result for both of them to be safe and sound.

In this way, the two tragic investment cases left Shen Sihan with no savings.This directly led to the fact that when the two moved, many things could not be thrown away and had to be kept in Shenzhen for continued use, otherwise it would be a huge expense to re-purchase these daily necessities.

For several days in a row, Xu Xin packed from morning to night, and finally sealed the box.The process of packing is repeated, coming and going from one room to the next.Shen Sihan wanted to help, but Xu Xin refused.All the things she packed were placed separately by category, and finally, on the outermost layer, she simply wrote what was inside with a marker pen, so that some packages did not have to be opened when they arrived at the place.She was afraid that Shen Sihan's carefree character would not be of any help, so she would rather keep tossing around by herself.

After the two people made up their minds that day, they each resigned the next day. There was a month in between for the two people to bid farewell to the city where they had struggled briefly and left many stories behind.

But to be honest, Beijing is not a city friendly to foreigners. The more you get in touch with it, the more you will feel the alienated and indifferent atmosphere that permeates the whole city.Moreover, the two have stayed in Beijing for the past two years, and the weather in Beijing has truly demonstrated what is called yellow sand that blocks the sky, what is called flying sand and rocks, and what is called a reinforced concrete concrete urban forest.The traffic system is often paralyzed, and the atmosphere on the way to work is like being reincarnated.Anyway, it doesn't feel good.

It's like once everyone mentions the word "Beipiao", they already feel miserable.The place name of Beijing gave Xu Xin the same feeling.She is not grateful for this period of "North Drifting", she just feels lucky that Shen Sihan was with her during this period.

Because of the existence of Shen Sihan, Xu Xin's original black and white world began to have different colors no matter when he was laughing or crying.Blue is melancholy, green is vitality, red is enthusiasm, yellow is self-confidence... Even the black, white and gray collocation that Xu Xin used to wear all the year round has begun to change in color.

Xu Xin knew that his depression was actually very serious, but in order to escape the reality, he never went into the hospital system to check his bad values ​​and take the medicine that would make people feel dizzy.Anyway, if you don't tell me about this disease, no one will notice it when it's not serious.But she often fell into those dark and suffocating emotions uncontrollably. How could she not know whether she was sick or not?

Can a person who is not sick be able to kill himself?

It was only recently that Xu Xin realized this. Shen Sihan's cheerfulness and confidence seemed to be affecting her bit by bit, making her gradually stay away from those negative and dark emotions.She hadn't felt inexplicably sad for a long time.

So this trip, not to mention just going to Shenzhen, even if it is a sea of ​​swords, judging by the stubborn Xu Xin at this time, she can definitely go.

Soon, the troublesome problems before were solved one by one, and the day of leaving was tomorrow.Don't finish what you need to say in advance, and eat what you need to eat. At night, the two of them lay on the bed and fiddled with their mobile phones. After a while, Shen Sihan threw the mobile phone aside and moved towards Xu Xin's direction. Then they entangle each other with hands and feet like octopuses.

"Why... Kidnapping me?" Xu Xin also took the phone away from his face, threw it aside, reached out and gently stroked Shen Sihan's hair, then lowered his head and pressed a kiss on Shen Sihan's forehead.

"I'm so attractive, why do I kidnap you? I'll go ahead and you'll have to chase after me, hmph." Shen Sihan raised his eyebrows, showing a look of contempt for Xu Xin on purpose, and then buried his face Entering Xu Xin's arms, this guy always smells like the ocean, making Shen Sihan subconsciously want to suck her like a cat.Oh, of course, it's not the smell of seafood, it's the fresh sea water smell.It is precisely because Shen Sihan also likes to eat seafood hot pot, so she can clearly distinguish the difference between the two flavors.

"You make me feel like your pet." Xu Xin joked with a doting smile.

"Pets don't need to buy an adult ticket to fly, they can be checked in." Shen Sihan raised his head and answered solemnly, then blinked his eyes, consciously moved his body back, and wanted to distance himself from Xu Xin.

In the end, Xu Xin, who saw through her purpose immediately, hugged her back.

"You still want to run?? Say I'm a pet, right? Pets can use 'licking' to express their love for their owners. Don't run away, I'll let you see how much my 'pet' likes your 'master' " Xu Xin curled the corners of his mouth maliciously and smirked while committing himself into the bed.

"Ah, Xu Xin! What are you doing!" Shen Sihan, who only showed his head outside the quilt, has been completely blocked by Xu Xin, and now he can only vent his dissatisfaction by talking hard.

"Don't make trouble, you have to catch a plane tomorrow." Seeing that Xu Xin refused to come out of the quilt, Shen Sihan could only use business as an excuse, trying to persuade Xu Xin to stop, oh no, stop talking.

However, Xu Xin did not intend to let her go easily.

"It's itchy, haha, Xu Xin, it won't work there, hahaha..."

"Come out, come out, I was wrong. Haha..."

"Xu Xin, um, um..."

This night, Xu Xin let Shen Sihan truly see what action is, and what a gentleman is when he speaks and does what he says.

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