a setting sun

Although the breakup turmoil has passed, some changes have already happened quietly, but everyone who is a fan of the authorities has not felt much yet.Just like Shen Sihan seems to be more clingy to Xu Xin.This time, it was no longer just Xu Xin following her buttocks inseparably.There is also Shen Sihan's mobile phone that was always hidden from Xu Xin, but now she doesn't care about it, even if Shen Sihan is playing with the mobile phone, no matter how curious Xu Xin is, she will not turn it off all at once. I dropped my phone.

Because Xu Xin really couldn't stand the working mode of the real estate company, he resolutely chose to leave.Although she had repeatedly promised Wang Shaojie that she would do a good job, but now she feels that it is not a question of whether she wants to do a good job, but that the company has too many things to do and does not let her do a good job.She will stick to her own opinion on strange points, and she is unwilling to compromise for the sake of temporary comfort, so after thinking about it, the only way to go is to resign.After all, she has changed a long time ago during the two years in Beijing.She originally hated traveling far, but in order to achieve her own goals, she could bear to go away alone with a small amount of living expenses and come to Beijing.You can also keep trying jobs that you don't like, and keep trying.Even with her nerdy and introverted nature, she can do real estate sales in order to work with Shen Sihan.Thinking about it this way, it seems that Xu Xin is still very clear-headed, and there seems to be a reasonable reason behind all her actions without hesitation.So, now that she has had enough of all aspects of the real estate company, she intends to change her original thoughts and quit her job to find another job.

Originally, Shen Sihan thought that she knew Xu Xin very well, and because of Xu Xin's liking and love for her, it could be said that she had everything under control of Xu Xin.But at this time, Xu Xin, who originally chose to join the real estate company in order to spend more time with her, actually proposed to resign himself, and even ignored her stop, which completely puzzled her.

"I know it's difficult, but you've survived this year. Didn't I also open a few orders for you? Isn't it okay to continue working?" Shen Sihan sat on the sofa and looked at Xu Xin Cleaning up with a broom, sweeping from one end of the room, and then walking over from the other, keeping his eyes on Xu Xin, asking with a puzzled expression.

"You see, you also said that it is very difficult. The market has been bad recently, and there is no point in continuing to work. Besides, you also know that you are helping me when I open the orders. I can't just watch the work. It’s not suitable for me, but I’m still blindly insisting on it. In the end, I will rely on you to support me? The resources are already much less, and if I divide them from your bowl, won’t it also delay your performance level.” Xu Xin finished sweeping the floor and put the tool away. Put it back in the bathroom, returned to sit beside Shen Sihan, took her hand, interlocked fingers and continued: "Besides, I really don't like that environment. I fight with people around me all day long. If I change With a fixed duration and relatively easy work, I can spare more time to take care of you. At that time, I will mainly do the housework, and if you have time to help, you can help, and if you don’t want to do it, you don’t have to do it.”

Xu Xin actually cherishes the peaceful days when the two of them are together now. Working in the same company can really accompany each other, but because the two work hours are the same, so life is very casual, and no one has extra time to take care of the family. Besides, because the two of them disagreed a lot during their work, there have been many unpleasant disagreements at work.From Xu Xin's point of view, these quarrels at work are quite unnecessary for the two of them, and of course they should be avoided if they can be avoided.Besides, she also knew that Shen Sihan was just emotionally uncomfortable with her absence at this time, and with her personality of joking with her colleagues, she would forget about Xu Xin's absence in less than two days .

Xu Xin felt that among the two people, there must always be one person who always remembers the big and small things in the family, so that the life and relationship of the two can be maintained in a stable and peaceful state.That's right, although neither of the two of them took the initiative to mention this matter, their attitudes towards living with each other are silently changing.

Because Shen Sihan didn't have another person involved, she put all her attention on work and Xu Xin, and Xu Xin was more important than work. Although she didn't take the initiative to admit it, she always mentioned that she wanted to lose weight recently. Now, when the time comes, I will take beautiful couple photos with Xu Xin as a souvenir. For Shen Sihan who is very reluctant to take pictures, she can propose to take a photo, which proves that she has admitted Xu Xin in her heart As the identity of the other half.

Of course, this kind of hard work and rewarding situation should have made Xu Xin very happy, but for some reason, her mood has become a little subtle recently.It may be that she cared too much about the quarrel between the two that day, whenever Shen Sihan seemed to be kind to herself unreservedly, she could always recall the way Shen Sihan said that he didn't love herself that day.

The days that were too beautiful, quiet and peaceful always made her feel like she was in a dream, and whenever she recalled Shen Sihan's words that day, she could instantly bring her back to reality.

Do you still love me?She can definitely answer that of course love.But it seems that the feeling is different from the day of the first confession.She can no longer say that she loves Shen Sihan with all sincerity and no doubts.Because whenever she wanted to truly express her love, Shen Sihan's face, expression, and eyes when she said she didn't love would emerge before the words came out.At this time, Xu Xin began to doubt what he was about to say.

Am I qualified to say this to her?

Is she really willing to hear me say this, or is she acting it out for me?

She has already said that she doesn't love me anymore. Is her current behavior just to cooperate with me in playing adult games?

Just like the thorny truth hidden under the beautiful appearance, she no longer dared to expose the appearance, so she also cooperated with Shen Sihan to play her role dutifully.

But if you ask Xu Xin what her role is, she will answer you, and she doesn't know either.She just guessed that Shen Sihan wanted her to do that, and she was just trying to cater to Shen Sihan's incomprehensible thoughts.

Gradually, Xu Xin became more and more familiar with the matter of saying love, but his heart didn't seem to be moved by the words "I love you".Just like a routine, if Shen Sihan wants it, she will give it.As for being sincere or not, she didn't seem to care too much about Shen Sihan, so she became more casual.

But everything on the surface seems to have become much smoother because of Xu Xin's seemingly mature changes.

She found a new job as an optometrist in an optical shop.I learned a lot of new knowledge and worked eight hours a day, which was stable and easy.The lives of the two of them were also as she had planned before, step by step, without any disturbance.

Of course, it would have been even better if there hadn't been a small conflict because of Xu Xin's female colleague that day.

The cause of the incident was that the female colleague communicated with Xu Xin about a few things about work, and then she said a few more words as you said.

As a result, while Xu Xin was sending a message to his female colleague, Shen Sihan took his mobile phone and asked Xu Xin which one of the clothes he chose looked better.Xu Xin was still typing, so of course she didn't hear what she asked clearly. When she looked up at Shen Sihan and wanted to know what she just said, she realized that Shen Sihan's expression changed and his tone became sour asked: "Who are you chatting with? I talk to you, but you don't have time to talk to me."

"Me? My colleague, I'm talking about something about work. What's wrong with you? Why do you feel that something is wrong with you? What did you ask me just now? I didn't hear clearly." Of course Xu Xin didn't realize that it was his own behavior He overturned Shen Sihan's vinegar bottle.

"What's wrong with me? It's obviously you who are wrong! Colleagues? You can chat with colleagues so fully that you can't even hear your girlfriend call you?? Give me your phone! Let me see which of your colleagues is so attractive!" In fact, he was thinking Han is a woman whose sixth sense explodes. She always feels that something is wrong. She needs the reality to refute herself. Everything is because of her superfluous thoughts, so she can truly relax.

Of course Xu Xin would cooperate with her, she had a clear conscience about what she hadn't done, and she had nothing to hide.Directly and obediently handed the phone to Shen Sihan.

It turned out that Shen Sihan didn't look through it, but it was good, he looked through the photo album of the other party's circle of friends.When I found out that the other party was a sweet and generous girl who usually likes to cook some delicacies by herself, I was immediately excited.

"She looks so good-looking, and her voice is so gentle, why did she take the initiative to find you, don't you know?" Actually, judging from the conversation, there is nothing to see at all, it is just a formulaic question and answer and polite words among ordinary colleagues. Just greeting.Shen Sihan also knew, but she felt that the other party was beautiful, gentle and capable because she felt very dangerous, so she got excited.

"...What do I have?" Xu Xin was questioned with question marks all over his face. "The photos are all P, and the real person is just average. She is gentle because she wants something from me. How can someone beg for it with a vicious tone?! Besides! The most important point! She has a boyfriend, and you are always thinking about it." What are you thinking about!"

"Besides! It's just that you think I'm good-looking and easy to attract others. Others really don't pay much attention to me, so you don't have to worry at all!" Xu Xin has been dumbfounded by Shen Sihan, why is she surrounded by a woman? Shen Sihan's love rival is the same.

"Oh. You should have said it earlier! I, I just lied to you, to see if you have hooked up with other little girls outside. Well, if you have a conscience, this time I will pretend that you have not done anything well! "Of course Shen Sihan knew he was wrong, but he refused to admit it. Seeing Xu Xin's explanation made him almost angry, so he could only find a way out for himself.

"I didn't do it in the first place, I don't need you to do it!" Xu Xin snatched his mobile phone, turned over and directly nestled into the bed, angry.