a setting sun

Early the next morning, everyone who was going to Linzhi and Namtso got up, only Xu Xin and Shen Sihan were still sleeping peacefully.

In fact, traveling should be chic, casual, comfortable and free, but the reality is that most young people who want to travel are poor travelers. They obviously have everything and nothing is enough, but they still resolutely go there with enthusiasm. out of the way.But having said that, it is only at such an age of around [-] or early [-]s that one can have that kind of passion and motivation to achieve seemingly impossible goals.It is also at this age that I have the courage to insist on things that seem to have no results and no future.

Just like Xu Xin.

She knows that the current persistence may be meaningless in the end, because no matter whether she has had it or not, she will have nothing in the end.

But she still didn't give up.Life, after all, is to face parting again and again.Sadness and sadness are not emotions that you can get used to after a few times.No matter what kind of reason is lost, it will make people feel heart-piercing pain.

But later on, she actually often thought, is she facing a loss with an unknown end?Or do you know where the end is but live in the pain of imaginary loss every day?For her, the difference between these two choices is not that big.After all, she has long recognized the essence of life—living is a kind of pain, but we have to smile in the face of pain, telling ourselves that it is a kind of happiness not to lose the ability to smile.

In the long-term pain of life, loved ones are our temporary painkillers, and we can only laugh when they are there.So Xu Xin believes that falling in love with someone, giving for it, and experiencing the feeling of loving someone is the direction she should work towards in her life.So no matter which relationship, she has devoted herself wholeheartedly, and after the end, she is also very desperate to experience the pain of a phoenix on fire.But she never regretted her original choice, even when she was in pain and wanted to end herself.

Yes, there is a scar on Xu Xin's wrist, which was cut by himself with a knife after breaking up with his second girlfriend.When I rowed down, I really wanted to finish everything.But I don't know whether it was luck or misfortune, the new knife she took was not fully sharpened, so the cut was not deep.But there was a bruised cut there, and the blood oozed out belatedly, and the pain was returned to Xu Xin exactly the same.

In the throbbing pain that his body constantly felt, Xu Xin calmed down.Calm as if his heart had died.

It is no exaggeration to say that since then, Xu Xin really thought that he would never be tempted by others again.But who knows, the reality is like this, as if just to slap Xu Xin, Shen Sihan was led in front of her.Tell her, here, this person, have you forgotten?Even if your brain forgets, what about your heart?

Didn't forget, only then did Xu Xin know that he hadn't forgotten all the time. On the night of chatting with Shen Sihan all night, many things, many details, even the person involved, Shen Sihan didn't remember, but she still remembered clearly. I can recall.She never knew that she had such a good memory and remembered everything about Shen Sihan exactly.

From that day on, she understood that some people and certain things are indeed her own destiny. When she met, when she left, when she met again, and when she said goodbye forever, it was as clear as a script written long ago.So since Shen Sihan was his fate that he couldn't escape, he accepted it calmly.Even if fate made her live in this pain for a long time, she accepted it.

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There are many streets in Lhasa. When Xu Xin and Shen Sihan walked through them one by one, they realized that some of the street scenes here are not much different from those in their hometown or Beijing.Some distinctive buildings and some people in special clothes can only be seen near fixed scenic spots.

But this did not hinder the good mood of Xu Xin and Shen Sihan. Although the two people who finally had time to be alone were walking in this daily scenery, they were still very happy holding hands and watching while walking.

Now Shen Sihan can finally let go of his vigilance, and he can pull Xu Xin to make intimate movements to his heart's content, and he can also brazenly act like a baby and ask Xu Xin to feed her when they eat together.

Xu Xin usually dressed in a neutral style, so when the two walked on the street, they would only be mistaken for a young man and woman by others, so no one would pay attention to them deliberately.

According to Shen Sihan's highest instructions, the two went to the food street first, to experience the food culture of the local people, tried dishes that they hadn't eaten before, and then went straight to the crowded place. When they passed by a park, they met Many local people gathered together and danced in a big circle.

Although the dance moves are simple and simple, the atmosphere fascinates the two of them immediately. Everyone’s faces are filled with happy smiles. Although I don’t know the reason, it makes people feel happy just watching it. There seems to be a lot of rubbish emotions It all disappeared in that moment.

The two walked and walked all the way talking and laughing, until it was completely dark, and then returned to the hotel with the snacks they bought on the way.

It was only after pushing the door that everyone who had gone out in the morning had returned. Although everyone was exhausted, it was worth it for enjoying the beautiful scenery.Shen Sihan put away the things at hand and immediately huddled together with the three girls, chatted and looked at the photos with a smile, asked everyone about their plans for tomorrow, and said that Lin Zhi would not go, so he pulled two boys together to prepare to go tomorrow Visit the Potala Palace and Jokhang Temple.

Xu Xin sat back on the bed, and silently uploaded the group photos of Shen Sihan and Shen Sihan on his mobile phone and the photos secretly taken of Shen Sihan to the locked album in the software, leaving only some landscape photos, and selected some to post on social status inside.

"Ding Dong".It was the notification tone of Xu Xin's mobile phone.

Um? ?Xu Xin was puzzled.Generally speaking, with her personality, it is unlikely that anyone will take the initiative to contact her, so it is usually spam.

So, I turned on my phone, ready to delete it after a glance.

As a result, when the avatar popped out, Xu's heart skipped a beat.

...It turned out to be Deng Shanshan.

The second girlfriend who had the ability to make Xu Xin despair to the point of giving up on him completely.

At this time, it has been nearly three years since the two broke up, and it has been nearly two years since Xu Xin sent her a message for the last time.

How could she... contact me?Before reading what the other party sent, Xu Xinxin was already starting to feel uncomfortable.Although Xu Xin proposed the breakup at the beginning, the reason was that Deng Shanshan had someone she cared about first.

It is the state where the body has not cheated yet, but the heart is no longer with Xu Xin.Although Xu Xin has a withdrawn personality, she has a delicate mind. She had already noticed it and tried to stop it when it first emerged, but Deng Shanshan insisted that it was Xu Xin who was making trouble for no reason. Xu Xin had a big fight.

Xu Xin's liking for Deng Shanshan can even be said to be better than his own life.During that time, Xu Xin couldn't continue his classes at the university. Whenever he accidentally saw Deng Shanshan, his heart ached to death and he couldn't stop crying.She didn't want to be so unpromising, but the pain in her heart couldn't be stopped at all, and she didn't show any signs of improvement after trying medicine.

The sisters in the same dormitory all knew about Xu Xin. During that time, they tried every means to comfort her and help her get out.However, Xu Xin really couldn't control his heart, as long as the two of them appeared at the same time, his eyes would always unconsciously go to him.Even if the eyes are not looking in her direction, every pore of the body is paying attention to her every word and deed.

Even though they have only dated for a year and a half, Xu Xin still feels that he has given all the love of his life.In this way, the other party did not buy it.So Xu Xin didn't understand what kind of existence he was in her heart from the beginning to the end.

But at this moment, just as Xu Xin had just established a relationship with Shen Sihan, she received news.

For what purpose?What kind of motivation?

Xu Xin, who didn't read the message carefully, directly turned off the screen of the phone, held it in his hand, guessed the other party's intention, then looked at Shen Sihan who was smiling on the opposite bed, saw her smiling and looked at him, and squeezed I laughed out loud.

"What's the matter?" Shen Sihan didn't expect to see something wrong with her at once, and immediately walked back, thinking that Xu Xin was feeling unwell again, standing in front of Xu Xin, he touched her face and asked directly.

Feeling the warmth of Shen Sihan's palm on his face, Xu Xin's heart that was a little bit uncomfortable seemed to have received some comfort, and it was generally not so uncomfortable.

"No. It's okay." Xu Xin smiled, saying it's okay, but reached out and pressed Shen Sihan's hand that was touching her cheek, and grabbed her hand, not wanting her to take it away.If it weren't for the three girls sitting behind Shen Sihan at this time, Xu Xin even wanted to hug her and not let go.

The status and weight of Shen Sihan in Xu Xinxin is different from that of any other person.As long as Shen Sihan is by her side, she will have a very strong sense of belonging and security in her heart.

That's right, even Xu Xin's parents couldn't satisfy her sense of security, but Shen Sihan easily realized it.To Xu Xin, this was actually quite unbelievable, because she never imagined that that carefree Shen Sihan could occupy such an important position in her heart.

It's just that although this incident was completely unexpected, it can also be said to be reasonable.Because although Shen Sihan loves to be mischievous most of the time with people, and looks like a crazy girl to outsiders, Xu Xin can always see the kindness and sincerity in her bones in the things she does.

It gave Xu Xin an inexplicable certainty that even if the whole world were to frame her, Shen Sihan would not be one of them.

So she can totally trust her.