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Zhao Siqi had a long dream.In the dream, he didn't know why he was crying, the cold tears slid down his cheeks, the feeling was so real.

But he clearly knew that he was in a false dream, because he returned to the home where he lived before, and the first cat he raised in his childhood, without any pain or disease, appeared in front of him again happily.

With the passing of time, he transformed from a child into a green young man, going back and forth between home and school every day, living a fixed life of two points and one line.Standing in the warm and familiar kitchen, he saw his mother wearing an apron that had been washed and faded, asking him with a smile on his face, what kind of stuffed buns would he like to eat today.

Beef.

As soon as Zhao Siqi finished answering, the picture flew away like a feather, and Gao Chi, who had lost contact with him for many years, suddenly appeared in his bedroom.Zhao Siqi tried hard to open her eyes, trying to see Gao Chi's face clearly, but her vision was always hazy, as if there was an impenetrable veil between the two.

But he remembered that Gao Chi, who was always careful, helped him take his pajamas, tuck in the quilt, and wipe away his tears.

Zhao Siqi cried for too long and was very tired. He lay on the bed, curled up into a small shrimp.

When he was drowsy, a warm palm was pressed against the side of his face, the temperature and touch were so real that it was unbelievable.

Zhao Siqi couldn't help leaning over and rubbed lightly.

That hand never left, and even stroked the broken hair on his sideburns, the movement was a little stiff, but the strength was very light and gentle.

This sleep lasted until ten o'clock in the morning the next day.Zhao Siqi opened her eyes, but her head was still a little dizzy, which was the aftereffect of a hangover.

He got up slowly, brushed his teeth and confirmed today's date. Fortunately, he didn't have to go to work and could continue to rest at home.

The phone suddenly vibrated twice, and a message popped up, which was a voice from Gao Chi.

"I have something to do tonight. I want to attend Zhang Mingyang's daughter's full moon banquet, so I won't come back to eat."

The tone was casual, as if nothing happened, making Zhao Siqi firm that last night was just a dream he had when he drank too much.

How could Gao Chi in reality take care of him and treat him so well.

After a big drunk last night, Zhao Siqi is no longer heartbroken. He is slowly recovering his broken heart, making collages and sewing. I believe that one day, sooner or later, this heart will no longer be ups and downs because of high speed.

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Li Han patted Gao Chi on the shoulder.

This is the third time that Gao Chi stared at the phone and lost his mind tonight. Li Han couldn't help asking curiously: "What are you thinking? Who are you waiting for news from?"

"No." Gao Chi put his phone back into his trouser pocket, and said calmly, "I'm just thinking about some work."

"Want to work?" Hou Junxin sat next to him, smiling noncommittally, "I don't believe you are so dedicated, you must be waiting for some beautiful woman to chat, you have been back to China for so long, how many girls have you hooked up with?"

"Not really." Gao Chi also smiled, "In your eyes, I'm just so casual?"

"I'm concerned about your lifelong affairs." Hou Junxin poked Gao Chi with his elbow, and said in a low voice, "You know, just now Li Han told me that he got out of the order, and now you are the only one of the four of us. single."

Gao Chi looked at Li Han in surprise: "When did you leave the order?"

Li Han said, "Just a few days ago, a colleague from the same company."

Hou Junxin said: "Oh, it's still an office romance, exciting enough."

"Stop talking." Li Han interrupted him, raised his chin, and signaled them to look forward, "Brother Zhang is here."

Today is one month since Zhang Mingyang's daughter was born.Zhang Mingyang was a father for the first time, and he loved his precious daughter very much. He specially booked a high-end restaurant and invited many relatives and friends to this full moon banquet.

The banquet was very lively.Gao Chi sat at the same table with Li Han and Hou Junxin, and now Zhang Mingyang led his wife and hugged his daughter, and came to their table to toast.

Gao Chi stood up and clinked glasses with him, then stuffed the red envelopes prepared in advance into his daughter's clothes, and said, "You look so good, you must be a big beauty in the future."

Zhang Mingyang said with a smile: "I'm envious, you will have a daughter in the future."

Hou Junxin interrupted: "He doesn't even have a girlfriend, how can he have one?"

Gao Chi was a little annoyed: "Shut up, you, worry about yourself when you have time."

It is not the first time that Gao Chi has been urged to find a partner after returning to China for more than half a year.According to his personality, he wouldn't be offended by a friend making such a joke.But tonight he didn't want to talk to Hou Junxin anymore. During the second half of the banquet, he didn't reply to Hou Junxin's words very much, except for chatting with Li Han occasionally, and spent the rest of the time drinking and eating food.

It's not all Hou Junxin's fault, the main reason is still on him.

Gao Chi was thinking while drinking, if he really found a girlfriend, what would Zhao Siqi do?Who will eat with him in the future?After Zhao Siqi knew about it, would she look at him with the same eyes from last night again?Or a person crying in hiding somewhere he doesn't know?

Thinking of this, Gao Chi felt depressed.

It's just that he didn't think about where and why this boredom came from.

At nine o'clock in the evening, the banquet is over.Everyone left the restaurant and went back home.

Gao Chi and Li Han walked out of the lobby of the restaurant together. Not long after they stepped out of the door, dark clouds rolled in the sky, and it rained cats and dogs in an instant.

It was like a transparent bead curtain hung between the sky and the earth. With the thunder and lightning, many guests stopped and stood under the eaves to hide from the rain.

Li Han looked sideways at Gao Chi: "Do you have an umbrella?"

Gao Chi shook his head: "No."

Li Han said: "Wait a minute when my partner picks me up in a car, I'll let him give you a ride by the way."

Gao Chi smiled: "Okay, just drive me to the nearest subway station."

While waiting for the rain to stop, Li Han and Gao Chi chatted about work, parents, and mutual friends.Li Han said, "How are you getting along with Zhao Siqi recently?"

Gao Chi's expression changed: "Why did you ask him all of a sudden?" He is very sensitive to this name now.

"Aren't you neighbors, have you never met face to face?"

"How do you know that he and I are neighbors?" Gao Chi asked again, he remembered only mentioning this matter to Hou Junxin.

Li Han was slightly taken aback, then smiled and said, "I forgot whether it was you who told me or him. But I'm in charge of the real estate over there, so naturally I know he lives there too."

The rain fell to the ground, splashing tiny sprays.Gao Chi took a few steps back, nodded and said, "I see. You have a good relationship."

"It's not very good, it's just that we have been in touch." Li Han looked through the misty rain, and seemed to be in a daze, his voice was indistinct in the sound of the rain, "Because I am the same kind of person as him. "

Gao Chi keenly captured the point, "What do you mean?"

Li Han said that he had slipped his mouth, and immediately waved his hand: "It's nothing."

Gao Chi still wanted to ask, but suddenly a bright car light flashed in front of him, and a small gray car stopped steadily in front of the restaurant.

The co-pilot's window was rolled down, revealing the owner's face. It was a very young and handsome boy who probably had just graduated from college.From tens of meters away, he has been staring at Gao Chi and Li Han, seeing them chatting and laughing familiarly, a trace of hostility appeared on their faces.

Gao Chi noticed the other party's gaze and felt strange in his heart.The next second, Li Han raised his foot and walked in the direction of the car, and at the same time said to him: "Let's go, my partner is here."

Gao Chi opened his mouth and froze in place.

Li Han stretched out his hand and shook it in front of his eyes, "Stupid?"

Gao Chi grabbed his arm and said in a low voice, "Why didn't you tell me that your partner is a man?"

Li Han blinked: "I never said it was a woman."

After Li Han finished speaking, he opened the door of the back seat, and just about to get in, he heard the person in the driver's seat say, "I'm not the driver." His voice was filled with strong dissatisfaction.

So Li Han withdrew his foot and said to Gao Chi, "Go in. I'll sit in front."

Gao Chi said in a daze, "Li Han, I didn't know you liked men."

Li Han looked back at him: "What's wrong, can't you accept it?"

Gao Chi shook his head: "No, it's nothing to me, I respect my friend's sexual orientation."

Li Han smiled: "That's fine, get in the car quickly, you can't stop here for too long."

Gao Chi blocked his car door with an urgent tone: "Wait, let me ask you, you just said that you and Zhao Siqi are the same kind, what do you mean by that sentence?"

There was a faint smile on the corners of Li Han's eyes and eyebrows, and he said, "You already have the answer in your heart, why are you asking me?"

Gao Chi asked: "He likes men, right?"

Li Han didn't speak.Gao Chi took it as his acquiescence, he took a deep breath, and asked again: "Do you know anyone he likes?"

Li Han nodded.

Gao Chi asked: "Is that person me?"

Li Han kept smiling, and said something ambiguous: "I think it's better for Zhao Siqi to say some things."

In fact, there is no need for Zhao Siqi to say it himself, Gao Chi has already roughly determined that Zhao Siqi likes him through Li Han's reaction.

Although this matter was guessed yesterday, Gao Chi was still shocked by the reaffirmation from others today.

Back in the community, Gao Chi didn't rush upstairs, but walked downstairs a few times, and he stopped when he was sweating all over, and looked up.

I can vaguely see that Zhao Siqi's house is lit, and the warm yellow light shines through the glass windows, which is extraordinarily warm in the dark night.

Gao Chi took out his phone and decided to ask Li Han some more details.He sent a message to Li Han: [When did you know? 】

Li Han happened to be lying on the bed playing with his mobile phone, and quickly replied: 【Do you really want to know? 】

Gao Chi: [Of course.I'm the person involved, how could I not want to know. 】

The chat box showed that the other party was typing, and it took a while for Li Han to reply; [very early, high school can tell. 】

Gao Chi shook his hand, the phone slipped from his hand, and hit the rough concrete floor vertically, making a crisp sound.

This is the second shock today.

Gao Chi picked up the phone and pressed his heart. There was an indescribable feeling there - shock, incredible, unbelievable, and even a tiny bit of joy.

Holding the phone, Gao Chi started to run around the community without saying a word, and he ran five times before stopping.

After consuming some energy, he was able to calm down and think about every detail of his time with Zhao Siqi.

The whole thing is actually traceable.

For example, the coffee machine that I bought suddenly, the awkward expression when applying the medicine, or the bucket of white lollipops.

It was as if a white light flashed in front of his eyes, and the long memories rushed in like a tsunami.Gao Chi finally remembered that that brand of lollipops was the one he bought most often in high school, and it was also the one he often gave Zhao Siqi to eat.

His heart was beating so fast that he could hear the beating sound through a layer of clothing.He clutched his chest, a little out of breath, he didn't know if he ran out of it or was pressed out by this heavy affection.

In late autumn and early winter, Gao Chi went home and took a cold shower.

Near the early morning, he was lying on the bed, not feeling sleepy.He entered the name of the lollipop brand on his mobile phone, and sure enough, he found the exact same picture on the Internet.

Unexpectedly, this manufacturer's lollipops were discontinued two years ago, and now they are basically unavailable in the market.So where did Zhao Siqi buy it?

Gao Chi threw the phone aside, raised his arm to block his eyes, his chest was still rising and falling.He has eased over the initial shock, and now his heart is wrapped in several other emotions-guilt, self-blame, distressed, and depressed.

This incident had a strong impact on Gao Chi, and the stamina was so great that he almost lost sleep all night.