love sinus late

The summer vacation for the second and third year of senior high school is only half a month, but the amount of homework only increases.

As a prospective senior high school student, Zhao Siqi did not go out to play during the whole summer vacation. During the day, Zhao Yuyan went to work, and he studied at home by himself.When Zhao Yuyan came back at night, he would relax and help with housework for a while.

He is like an isolated island, closing himself up, and even the closest people don't know his inner world.

One weekend, Zhao Siqi and his mother went out for dinner. In a Japanese grocery store, he met Li Han, a classmate.

The two were not far apart, and they exchanged simple greetings.When Li Han asked him how his summer vacation was going, Zhao Siqi said vaguely: "That's it, every day at home is pretty much the same, nothing new."

Li Han said: "If you feel too bored at home, you can go to the city library to study. I just had an appointment with Gao Chi and the others two days ago. We study together and supervise each other, and the efficiency is also higher."

Zhao Siqi hadn't seen Gao Chi for a while, and when he heard the name, he was in a daze for a moment.

After a while, he asked, "Besides Gao Chi... who else?"

Li Han said: "You know them all, just the other two in our dormitory, Zhang Mingyang and Hou Junxin. Oh yes, Yu Ran also comes here sometimes, don't you know her too?"

Zhao Siqi said "hmm", "I know you."

Li Han came earlier than him, and was about to check out and leave.Before leaving, he said to Zhao Siqi: "If you want to go to Shitu someday, send me or Gaochi a text message. We will go early and we can reserve a seat for you."

Speaking of texting, Zhao Siqi suddenly realized that he hadn't contacted Gao Chi this summer.Whether it's text messages or emails, their conversations have stayed on half a month ago, the last day of the second semester of the second year of high school.

Zhao Siqi has never been a proactive person, if Gao Chi didn't come to him, he naturally wouldn't go to Gao Chi.

Thinking that not long after the singer competition ended, he didn't talk to Gao Chi for a few days, and Gao Chi blocked him in the toilet.Now, there has been no contact for half a month, but Gao Chi has no news.

Is this the case for people who are in love?

The waiter came over and poured a cup of Japanese-style sencha, which may have been steeped for a long time. Zhao Siqi took a sip and found it bitter and astringent.

After eating the Japanese food, Zhao Yuyan said that she would take him shopping and buy two new clothes.

Just in time for the weekend, department stores are crowded with people, and many stores are offering discounts.Zhao Yuyan picked out several clothes and trousers, put them in Zhao Siqi's hands, and told him to go to the fitting room to change.

There are so many people today that there is a queue in the fitting room.

In front of Zhao Siqi was a couple, high school students, still wearing school uniforms.From time to time, the two held hands, hugged their waists, and kissed each other.Even though they were in a public place, they didn't care about the eyes of others at all.

Zhao Yuyan blushed at the sidelines, feeling sorry for them.She leaned close to her son and whispered, "How come children nowadays don't know how to be ashamed at all, it's a public place, you should restrain yourself."

"It's normal, the couples in our school are also like this." Zhao Siqi turned a blind eye and didn't think there was anything wrong.

Zhao Yuyan was surprised: "Do you have a lot of people who fall in love early in your school?"

Zhao Siqi lowered her eyes, thought for a while, "There are quite a lot."

Zhao Yuyan was even more surprised: "Your teacher doesn't care?"

Zhao Siqi shook her head: "As long as there is no obvious decline in grades, the teacher will turn a blind eye and close his eyes, and will not care."

"The age is really different." Zhao Yuyan said with emotion, "When my mother was studying, if she was found to have a puppy love, she would first have to write an inspection, and second, she would call the parents. Same wrong."

People came out of the fitting room one after another, and the couple in front kissed again.

Zhao Siqi happened to see this scene, and suddenly, he thought of a question.

Will Gao Chi and Yu Ran kiss when they are in love?

"Xiao Qi, it's your turn, go in quickly." Zhao Yuyan patted her son on the shoulder, signaling him to move forward.

Zhao Siqi came back to her senses, took the clothes and walked into the fitting room, but this question lingered in her mind repeatedly.

The fitting room is cramped and small, and can only accommodate one person.Zhao Siqi took off her clothes, left her upper body naked, and stared at herself in the mirror.

Without vigor and vitality, without the vigor and vitality of young people, the whole person is white from head to toe, pale blue blood vessels are faintly visible under the skin.And too thin, when you lift your arms, your waist and abdomen will be sunken, and the ribs on both sides will protrude outward.

All in all, a not-so-good-looking body.

For some reason, Zhao Siqi began to think, if she was a girl, would it be possible for Gao Chi to like him?

When queuing, what would the dresses, skirts and skirts held by the girls in front of him look like on him?

Just imagining that scene made Zhao Siqi feel nauseated, his shoulders twitched a few times, he supported the mirror with one hand, and stroked his heart with the other. After a while, he slowly put on the men's clothing that Zhao Yuyan had chosen for him.

The new clothes fit well. After wearing them, they look youthful and lively, and their temperament is not dull at once.

After walking out, Zhao Yuyan's eyes lit up, she was very satisfied with this outfit, and she led her son to pay the bill without any hesitation.

On the way home, Zhao Siqi's expression remained calm, and he didn't seem too excited about going out for dinner and shopping.

Although he usually had this expression, Zhao Yuyan still carefully noticed that something was wrong with her son.

This strangeness has lasted for a long time. Last time she saw her son checking the computer, his brows were tightly frowned, his lips were slightly pursed, and he immediately turned off the phone as soon as she came in. It was obvious that he was hiding something from her.

Another night, she went into the study room to serve her son a cup of hot milk. When she came in, the exercise book had reached page 74. An hour later, she went in to get an empty cup, and the exercise book spread out on the table was still page 74.

During this period of time, even though her son didn't say anything, Zhao Yuyan could feel his distraction and absent-mindedness.

Zhao Yuyan only had to think about what troubles adolescent boys would have, and then she had the answer in her heart.

In the evening, Zhao Yuyan made two home-cooked dishes and a pot of winter melon ribs soup.The strong aroma continuously wafted from the kitchen, and Zhao Siqi could smell the umami of soup even when he was sitting in the room.

He closed the book and went to the kitchen to help his mother serve dishes and meals.The mother and son sat at the dining table, chatting with each other while eating.

"Xiao Qi, your mother has never been very demanding on your studies, as long as you do your best, so don't put too much pressure on yourself, you know?"

Zhao Siqi paused for a while, not knowing why his mother said that suddenly, but he still nodded: "Got it."

Zhao Yuyan brought him another bowl of pork rib soup. There was a layer of glistening oil foam on the surface of the soup, and the pork ribs underneath were stewed soft. It was Zhao Siqi's favorite soup since childhood.

"You are on summer vacation now, go out with your classmates more, or go downstairs to exercise by yourself." Zhao Yuyan said, "When you start school, you will be a candidate for the third year of high school. The pressure of schoolwork will only increase. Mom is afraid that your health will Can't stand it."

Zhao Siqi said, "Well, I have my own measure."

After eating, Zhao Yuyan tidied up the dining table, and said sideways: "Mom knows you know what's on your mind, but I always feel that you are not happy recently. Is it because you have too much summer homework to finish?"

Zhao Siqi was taken aback for a moment, then walked into the kitchen with the bowls and chopsticks, and said, "No, I'm not unhappy."

Zhao Yuyan knew her son well. She lied like this when she was a child. She would repeat a simple answer twice, as if she was convincing others, but more like convincing herself.

"Is Xiao Qi..." Reminiscent of the scene I saw when I was shopping at noon, Zhao Yuyan followed behind her son, thought for a second, and asked, "Is there someone you like?"

Zhao Siqi was about to put the bowls and chopsticks into the sink, but when he heard this sentence, he lost his grip and the top bowl fell off and hit the faucet with a bang, leaving an obvious dent.

Zhao Yuyan hurried forward, "You didn't cut your hand, did you?"

Zhao Siqi shook her head, picked up the cracked bowl, and said apologetically, "I'm fine, it's broken."

Zhao Yuyan smiled: "It doesn't matter, I will save this bowl for beating eggs in the future."

Zhao Siqi said "um", turned around and was about to leave the kitchen, but Zhao Yuyan immediately stopped her: "Xiao Qi, you haven't answered mom's question just now, tell mom the truth, do you have someone you like?"

Zhao Siqi stopped in her tracks, slowly clenched her hands into fists, and did not answer.

Zhao Yuyan lowered her voice and said with a smile: "Why are you still embarrassed? Mom won't say anything about you. I'm someone who has experienced this, so I can give you some advice."

Zhao Siqi forced a smile: "You can't give advice on this."

After finishing speaking, he returned to the room, locked the door with a click, and did not come out all night.