Unobtainable tenderness

([-]) Farewell

Everything was like a dream Zhang Sheng had in the garden. Takahashi fell ill again, this time it was very serious, he didn't take medicine or see a doctor, he just suffered from it.

Until one day when she went down to feed the cat and fainted, she was found by neighbors and called the police. The police found Miko, and she rushed to take him to the hospital.

When Takahashi woke up, Miko was peeling an apple for him to eat, "Are you awake?"

Takahashi nodded, feeling extremely depressed.

Miko said, "You didn't become like this because you divorced me, did you? Or I would feel guilty?"

Takahashi shook his head.

Miko asked him, "What's the matter with you?"

Takahashi suddenly burst into tears, a man in his thirties, divorce is nothing, but was abandoned by a little boy and cried very sadly!

Miko was frightened and called the doctor, "Doctor, doctor! Did he have a fever and burnt out his brain?"

Meizi peeled all the fruit, and finally put the knife away, "You actually fell in love with a man behind my back?!"

Takahashi said, "There is no difference between liking you and liking him, it's just liking."

Meizi looked at the haggard Takahashi, even if he was not good-looking before, he would not be ugly, but now he is really ugly enough!

"Didn't you say that he treats you very well? I think he has you in his heart. It's probably because of his father. Why didn't he tell you? I'm afraid you will think too much. Would you like to go to China to find him?"

Takahashi's eyes lit up, "Looking for him?"

Miko knew that Takahashi was tempted.

Beijing's hutongs are as intricate as a spider's web, just like Takahashi's complicated heart now.

He stood under the skyscraper, looking up, it was all strange.

He remembered the phone number of the student who studied abroad together before, and begged for the address of Yifan's house.

Yifan never talked about family affairs, like a child who ran away from home.

He stumbled to find Yifan's house with the Chinese translated by his crappy mobile phone.

It was a fat lady who opened the door, and she looked Takahashi up and down three or four times.

"Master? The master is in the room. I'll ask him."

Yifan!He is about to meet his Yifan!

Yifan was surprised when he saw him, "You? Senior Takahashi, you?!"

Before Takahashi could be happy, the black suit behind him appeared again, "Master."

Takahashi grabbed Yifan tightly, he won't let go, never!

The black suit didn't say anything, turned around and left with the fat aunt.

Yifan hugged Takahashi and kissed again and again.

Takahashi asked him, "Why did you leave?"

Yifan said, "My grandfather is here too. They asked me to marry someone else, but I ran away if I refused. They asked me to choose, choose you or my family?"

"You chose family."

"Senior, you are also my family."

Takahashi suddenly asked, "Your dad isn't mad at you for being with an older man?"

Yifan smiled, "Senior is not old, just right."

What Takahashi doesn't know is that Yifan's family is a military and political family, and Genhongmiao never tolerates any stains, and Yifan also tells lies when he tells the truth.

The truth is, the family did force him to marry someone else.

The lie is that he chose the senior, so he angered Dad, and he threatened to make Takahashi disappear!

Yifan was frightened and hurriedly agreed to go home with his father.

Yifan was standing in the study room, and there was a group of important figures in the political arena in the room, and they all came today to teach Yifan, the eldest son and eldest grandson of the "big treason".

"Shameless! Hit!"

"Unethical! Hit!"

"Don't put Xiaoyi first! Hit!"

"Evil in my heart! Hit!"

...

I can't remember how many times Yifan was beaten, but they hit Yifan carefully and measuredly, and they beat Yifan until he vomited blood but did not die.

Yifan was drowsy and heard Gaoqiao's voice. He was crying and rushed towards him. He heard the sound of whips and fists on his body, and Gaoqiao's screams.

He tried to open his eyes, but couldn't sleep.

Yifan woke up with Takahashi in his arms, both of them were in pain, and the black suit was on the side applying medicine.

"Senior, I'm sorry." Yifan put his head on Takahashi.

Takahashi looked at the ceiling and said, "Everything should be over."

Yifan was taken aback, "Senior?"

Looking at the exact same face, Takahashi asked, "Where's Mr. Yifan?"

"Yifan" suddenly panicked, "I, me? I am Yifan!"

Takahashi smiled wryly, "Even if I'm an idiot, I can't tell the difference between the two."

"Yifan" said with a serious face, "My brother, he is already dead."

Yifan died in March in Yangchun. He had just turned twenty that year. Takahashi was his Japanese teacher. During the contact, the two developed feelings different from friends. Yifan was very obsessed with Takahashi, even because of Gaoqiao Bridge's evaded suicide several times.

Takahashi was forced to resign and left his hometown. Yifan frantically looked for him everywhere, not only was he going crazy.Everyone around him was going to be driven crazy by him.

Takahashi was getting married, and Yifan was already seriously ill at that time. He walked to Gaoqiao's wedding scene, looked at Takahashi's suit and leather shoes in the photo, stroked his beard and said, "Teacher, let's work harder." Once, shall we make up together?"

Yifan was hit and killed by a drunk driver on a street outside Takahashi's wedding venue.

Takahashi also collapsed and went mad after hearing this, and divorced his wife not long after.

Hearing that the driver of the car drank a lot of alcohol, Takahashi smashed all the wine at home.

Takahashi's eyes are broken, everything he sees is yellow, the daytime is yellow, the TV is yellow, even Yifan's photos are yellow.

He almost blinded himself from crying.

When did Takahashi get sick, probably before winter came. He was wearing a coat and sitting on a bench by the sea, and someone was on the phone next to him. He said in a dejected tone that he was fired again today!

Takahashi then said, "I was fired today."

Takahashi and Yifan met on Shinsaibashi for the last time, and the lights were feasting and lively, but the boy's heart was filled with ice, "Is it really impossible for us?"

His response was a cold sentence, "No."

"teacher."

"Stop messing around, okay?"

mess around?A sincere heart, fragmented.

"teacher."

"roll!"

Yifan said, "I originally thought that I would get your tender embrace after running all the way to find you, but I didn't expect it to end so badly."

Yifan died in a foreign country, and the body was taken away by the staff in black suits. It happened to be raining that day, so Takahashi didn't go.