When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

Although Thor has played the role of a very large god-shaped parasol, Captain America is still worried about letting Freddy go to Carrie's school alone.Not to mention whether Freddy, who is a ghost, will encounter any uncontrollable accidents during this journey, even if he arrives at the school, if only Carrie can see Freddy, it may make Carrie do something. Some abnormal behavior that is incomprehensible in the eyes of others will cause other disturbances.

Before setting off, Captain America immediately contacted the school of Carrie High School and asked if any incident happened to Carrie in the school.Of course, the fact that Carrie was bullied in the school’s public bathroom has attracted the attention of the school. After Steve’s call, the teacher naturally thought that Steve was Carrie’s parent. I learned from my friends what happened not long ago in the school.After quickly explaining the ins and outs of the matter, the school teacher also expressed the hope that parents could come to the school as soon as possible.

"Carrie she..." After the call, Freddie looked at Steve in shock.

Of course he would not have thought that Carrie had her period for the first time today. Because of her lack of physiological knowledge, she didn't know that girls still had this kind of thing. She only thought that she was going to die, so she desperately called out to him for help.But Freddy didn't expect that the girls around him turned a blind eye to Carrie's fear, and instead laughed at her, even throwing all the sanitary napkins on the naked Carrie.

Freddie didn't know whether to breathe a sigh of relief or what.

Although he was relieved to know that something life-threatening happened to Carrie, but this embarrassing and humiliating bullying incident happened to Carrie, and Freddie was very worried about Carrie's current situation. situation.

In the end, Freddy was driven by Captain America to Carrie's high school. Steve also knew something about Carrie's mother from Freddy before, and also knew that Carrie was afraid of her mother.Although it wasn't a relationship with the guardian, Steve thought it would be better for him to come forward in this matter, not to mention that Freddy was eager to rush to Carrie's side.

In the eyes of the students, the downpour, lightning and thunder seemed to happen suddenly. It was clear that the sky was clear and sunny not long ago, but the torrential rain started unexpectedly. This was completely outside the weather forecast.Especially the sound of thunder among the dark clouds, and the uninterrupted flashes of lightning piercing through the clouds, made many girls feel a little scared.

When Freddie and Steve arrived in front of the principal's office, they heard Carrie's very loud "No" from the office, and the girl's voice was mixed with obvious panic and fear.Immediately afterwards, there was a loud sound of glass shattering and water scattering in all directions. It seemed that some glass product had suddenly exploded, and Freddy could still clearly feel that it was caused by the fluctuation of Carrie's power. persecution.

Hearing such a noise, Steve quickly opened the door.

Frightened, Carrie turned her head quickly.

"Freddy!" Carrie's eyes were fixed on the ghost for a moment, and then she got up and rushed over. The girl's face seemed to show the expression of the rest of her life, and the helpless fear in her heart was quickly eliminated. Dispelled most of it.

Carrie reached out her hand subconsciously to grab Freddy, but her fingers went through the soul body.

The girl's eyes were red, her fingers were clenched stiffly, her lips were tightly pursed, showing an extremely aggrieved expression.

[I'm here, Carrie. ]

Seeing Carrie's pitiful appearance, Freddy was heartbroken, but he could only comfort him softly.

"Excuse me, are you—" The principal froze after seeing Steve's appearance.

"I called you before." Steve said, "You can think of me as Carrie's guardian."

Confusion and surprise appeared on the headmaster's face. He knew about the background of Carrie's single-parent family.When he heard that Carrie's parents were on their way, he thought it would be Carrie's mother.

"I'm sorry to ask, are you Captain America?" The principal stared closely at Steve's face. The huge poster of this man's single hero is hanging on his daughter's wall. He can see it every day. See you.Looking at the blond man who looked exactly like [Captain America], the headmaster felt both excited and unbelievable.

"Yes." Captain America admitted his identity frankly. I believe that with this layer of identity, the school will trust him more, "Carrie is participating in a volunteer activity recently, and I was also invited to participate in that The event is Carrie's instructor. I heard that some bad things happened to Carrie in school, so I came here."

"...Carrie called you Freddie just now?" The physical education teacher Desjardins, who was also in the office and has been taking care of Carrie, showed a puzzled look, and then suddenly realized after a while, " Is this your alias for volunteering?"

"...Yes." Captain America had no choice but to accept the name [Freddy].

Both the principal and Mr. Desjardins could see that Carrie trusted the man very much. After the man arrived in the office, Carrie rushed to the man's side. Obviously, the arrival of Captain America gave Carrie a great sense of peace of mind.Unlike before, when the headmaster mentioned that her mother was on the way, Carrie showed an expression of extreme resistance and fear.

"Mr. Principal, let's talk about today's affairs." Steve patted Carrie on the shoulder lightly, looked at Carrie and Freddie tenderly, "Carrie, go out and find a quiet How about calming down for a while?"

Carrie nodded timidly. She also knew that the captain wanted her and Freddy to leave here first.

After leaving the office, Carrie also felt a sense of relief at last.Although I don't know why Captain America was the one who was notified to come to the school, but her mother was not here, Carrie felt that the fear that had been suppressing her heart dissipated a little, and she didn't have the helpless feeling of being out of breath. .Carrie didn't know where a quiet place was, and the girl walked in after passing by an empty elective classroom.Even though there were still dark clouds and heavy rain outside the window, Carrie still drew up the curtains immediately, fearing that Freddie would still be hurt by the light.

"I'm scared, Freddie."

Carrie stared at Freddy right in front of her. In this classroom where only she and Freddy were together, the girl finally felt a sense of absolute safety and a sense of urgency to talk.

"I don't know, in the bathroom... Suddenly, there was a lot of blood, blood from below." Speaking of this, Carrie was a little incoherent, recalling the embarrassing scene, her body trembled unceasingly, "I thought I was going to bleed to death."

"Carrie, don't be afraid." Seeing that Carrie was still trembling with fear, Freddy hoped to give the girl a comforting hug, but as a ghost, he couldn't do anything, "It's normal. , every girl goes through something like this."

"I don't know, but I don't know this... No one told me." Carrie shook her head lightly, and there were more helpless sobs in her hoarse voice, "She didn't tell me this."

Freddie knew Carrie was talking about her mother.

If Carrie's mother had spread these things to Carrie, Carrie would not have fallen into such an embarrassing situation.

Carrie, who had been silent under the comfort of the teacher, could easily pour out her thoughts and emotions in front of Freddy.Not only because Carrie deeply trusts Freddy, but also because she feels that only Freddy can truly understand her helplessness and fear, and will give her sincere concern without hesitation, When she asked for help, she chose to save her without hesitation.

"I asked those girls for help, let them save me, but..."

Obviously she was calling for help hoarsely, but what she faced was ridicule without scruple.

None of them reached out to her.

The faces of the girls all looked like they were watching a good show, mixed with expressions of disdain and sarcasm.

And she was only wrapped in a blood-stained bath towel and lying on the cold ground, all the blood flowed from her own bottom, and the tip of her nose had an indescribably disgusting smell of blood.The laughing voices of the girls kept echoing in the empty bathroom, and even echoed louder and louder in her ears, drowning her in helpless despair.

Not only did none of them choose to help her, but they laughed wantonly.

Yes, Carrie remembered well, all of them looking at her and laughing.They think she is dirty and crazy, so they dare not approach her.But they thought she was ridiculous, so they mocked her together.What they were holding in their hands fell on her body one after another. In Carrie's heart, it was like a knife being thrown, piercing her broken body cruelly.

Even though it was over, Carrie recalled the experience—

Such fear, such helplessness, such embarrassment, such embarrassment, such humiliation...

Carrie watched Freddy with red eyes.

"Freddy, it seems that every time, every time I think something good is happening, something worse is going to happen." Carrie is in a happy mood recently, and she is happy that her only good friend, Freddy, is with The lovers were reunited, and she was also happy to meet Peter and Aunt May who were very warm and kind, just when she felt that her life might change for the better.

It was as if the beam of light was right in front of her eyes, before her feet could touch it.

The chains bound her feet suddenly dragged her back into a darker abyss.

"Am I..." Carrie's tears suddenly fell.

Freddy stared at Carrie silently. Even if Carrie didn't say anything, she knew what Carrie wanted to say.

——Does it mean that people like her cannot be happy?

Freddie even felt at the moment that he understood Carrie's feelings perfectly.

——Is it true that all good things are always accompanied by shadows?

——Is it not so easy for him to reap happiness every time he is close to happiness?

——Does it mean that as long as you are content with the gloomy status quo and don't expect what you shouldn't expect, you won't suffer the pain of hopelessness.

From Carrie, Freddie saw his own shadow clearly in a trance.

He wondered if he was also afraid of the chance of happiness because of such a mood, afraid that misfortune would follow the next step, and he lost the courage to run towards the light, and chose to stay where he was.

At this moment, Freddie didn't know if he had the qualifications to make Carrie stronger, so that Carrie could muster up the courage to be fearless of these ridicules and injuries, so that Carrie could choose to pursue the path of her own hope and pursue herself Happiness.

Because Freddy knew he was a loser, a loser who had never been able to escape from his mother's control, a loser who chose to escape again and again, a loser who habitually used lies to cover up the truth.

Carrie stared fixedly at the ghost in front of her.

The rain outside the window was still falling, and the tears on the girl's face were like raindrops.

The helplessness and confusion in Carrie's eyes gradually turned to sadness, but it seemed that it was not only for herself.

Freddie heard Carrie asking him—

"Freddy, has life ever failed you like this?"

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