When can I be resurrected? [Zhongyingmei]

Peter felt that he was worthy of the title of pig teammate.

This is the operation of selling teammates, selling one after another accurately.

but you...

Peter looked at the pen still floating on the stage with a complicated expression.

Freddie, you just followed me home without saying a word, which is considered a show operation.

The little spider thought that Freddy must be hiding somewhere outside after leaving Captain America's house.Freddy didn't want to be caught by Captain America again, but he also wanted to discuss with him what to do next.So after seeing him go home, I followed him all the way back, and then I saw the text message between him and Carrie.

[Freddie is here. ]

Little Spider quickly sent a message to Carrie on her mobile phone, so that Carrie would not continue to worry about Freddy's disappearance, but she just hoped that Carrie could figure out that Freddy knew she was still up .This feeling, why is it so like being caught by the parents on the spot, sneaking around in the middle of the night and not sleeping?

"Do you want to have a chat with me? I also want to have a good chat with you." Peter also took advantage of the opportunity to sit in front of the table, and he quickly recovered after being surprised by the power of ghosts shown by Freddy Calm down, "Freddy, I was really scared today, who would have thought that you would be Captain America's fiancée!"

——[I am also very surprised. ]

The tip of the pen fell, and the slow and slightly distorted writing appeared on the paper again.

Peter nodded. Freddy, who he wanted to lose all his memories, must have been extremely shocked when he accidentally learned the truth.Little Spider doesn't know if Freddy will also lose his affection for Captain Rogers while losing his memory.However, Peter could see that Freddy didn't know how to face Captain Rogers.

"...I have something to report to you." The little spider said cautiously after a pause, "Because you remember that your name is Freddy, but in the memory of the captain, you have always been called Flora. So I asked the captain if he knew anyone named Freddy, or anyone related to you named Freddy."

Peter was afraid that he would reveal some secrets that shouldn't be revealed, and he looked at the pen suspended above the paper for a long time in his heart, a little afraid that Freddie would suddenly drop the pen and leave because of his behavior of betraying his teammates .

It took a while for the nib to leave a new mark on the smooth paper.

—[What did Steve say? ]

"The captain said he didn't have a deep impression of the name Freddy." Peter replied immediately.

——[I have also thought about this question, why the name Freddy impressed me so much when my memory was blank. ]

Peter stared at every word that appeared on the paper with extreme concentration and earnestness, waiting for Freddy to give his thoughts and ideas.The little spider also found that the handwriting on the page became more and more fluent. It seems that it was probably because Freddy used the power of the ghost to control the pen to write for the first time, so the control was not proficient at the beginning.

——[I can't think of an answer. ]

Peter looked helplessly at Freddy's response, only to feel that the expectations that had been piled up were stepped on in an instant.

"Then do you think the captain knows that you are a boy?" Peter still couldn't help asking.

—[I don't think he knows. ]

Peter felt the same way, if Freddy hadn't revealed his gender, then no one would be able to see his true gender.Freddy's appearance is so beautiful, his skin is flawless, fair and delicate, and his behavior is also cultivated by his mother to be an elegant lady, and he must have been a very popular girl.Growing up in such a special environment, with his mother's expectations and teachings, Peter couldn't help guessing that maybe Freddy himself thought he should be a girl, or that he might very much desire to be a real girl.

Captain Rogers is not only Freddy's sweetheart, but also the relationship he grew up with. Freddy, who has been treated by Steve as a girl, must be more difficult to tell his true biological gender.

"Freddy, I don't think Captain Rogers would mind if he knew you were male." Peter could vaguely feel the heavy pressure on Freddy's heart, and as a bystander, he especially hoped to be relieved. Ghost, "The captain will not change his feelings for you because of this, I think you know what kind of person the captain is."

Peter watched his gel pen levitate on the table for a long time again.

It seemed that this represented the struggle in Freddy's heart.

——[This is not important. ]

The little spider frowned and looked at the words written on the paper.

it is not important……

It means that since he is dead, it doesn't matter whether his gender is male or female.

When [death] is a predetermined fate, there is no point in unraveling those dusty secrets.

Especially, the secret that Freddie didn't want to reveal.

He was the brave girl Steve remembered who would fake cry to protect him, he was the lady who could play the piano and make other girls envious, he was the eye-catching girl who always had energy blooming in him The flower of the sun... He wants to stay in Steve's memory forever as the most beautiful girl, instead of letting him know that his sweetheart is a man who grew up wearing a skirt, which is so ridiculous and unbearable.

"Since you think so, then I will definitely not tell this secret to anyone else." Peter, who could feel Freddy's resistance, sighed and said, "But, Freddy, I still want to say, you Given this opportunity to stand in front of the captain, meet him, talk to him, and get in touch with him, do you really want to run away like this?"

"My Uncle Ben is gone, he is the eternal regret in my heart and Aunt May's heart. If he can appear in front of my eyes for such a day, no, even an hour, every second will be so meaningful to us Precious." Peter said sincerely, and he was also afraid that Freddy, who was a ghost, would suddenly disappear, wasting the extremely precious time he stayed in the world, "Freddy, maybe you should be by Captain Rogers' side. "

——[Peter, I understand what you are saying, but I am a selfish person. ]

——[I know I'm dead, but I don't know who I am, which makes me careless about the world. ]

— [But everything changed the moment I met Steve. ]

——[My gaze cannot be removed from his body, my mood begins to fluctuate violently with his words, my thinking cannot be calmed because of the appearance of this man, and my body will feel it because of his touch The temperature of life... But I can clearly feel that these variables are pulling me into the abyss, which is a delusion that a dead person can't even get lucky. ]

——[Frankly, I don’t want to suffer more. ]

Peter read Freddy's finished words in silence, and he really felt the torment his ghost friend was enduring.This is indeed the case. Compared with parting from life and death full of longing and reluctance in my heart, it is obviously a better choice to leave without knowing and nostalgia.Freddie is correct in thinking that both sides will suffer great pain in the future, and withdraw rationally early.

but……

Peter didn't know what to say, his mood was particularly complicated and contradictory.

All in all, the feeling that he wanted to do everything in his power to help, but couldn't help, made him very uncomfortable.

——[Say something happy. ]

"What's the fun?" Peter was naturally very willing to listen to Freddy share the happy things.

— [I went to the bar. ]

"What? The bar!" Peter showed a shocked expression. He didn't expect the topic to change so suddenly.Peter always felt that the pure white Freddie he knew with a fluttering long skirt was completely different from the bright and noisy bar.It's just that the little spider also thought that Freddy, who had no memory, also came from the same era as Captain America. He probably visited the bar because he was curious about the trendy culture of the 21st century.

— [I've seen quite a few naked men who are only slightly smaller than Steve. ]

—[They danced well. ]

Peter's pupils began to tremble violently.

The enchanting images of a group of sexy strippers danced in his mind instantly.

Wait, what the hell did you go to, Freddie?

Your sexuality is indeed gay!

Think about Captain Rogers who really loves you, he is the man with the perfect body that all women covet, he has the plump chest muscles and American buttocks you want!With such a fiancé, why do you still go to the bar to hang out and admire other men's bodies!How long have you been ghosting in bars!If you have this time, why don't you peep at the captain taking a bath!

Is this the happy thing you said!

Is your happiness so shallow! ?

"Are you sure you want to tell me this..." Peter said with a complicated expression after a long silence, "When I know I can't control my mouth."

"Aren't you afraid that I'll accidentally tell the captain again?" Little Spider frowned and looked at the empty table in front of him. He knew Freddy was here.Although he knew from Captain Rogers that Freddy's character is active, adventurous, and playful, but this kind of playfulness...Peter felt that he had to help the captain take good care of Freddy.

The next second—

Just like this, Peter watched as the paper with [criminal evidence] in front of him instantly turned into a mass of debris that seemed to have been hit by a small hurricane and fell on the table.

Freddie had destroyed his happiness so suddenly.

The little spider suddenly felt that Freddy was a bit useless as a ghost. He was already a ghost, but he had to be sneaky about going to the bar to see gigolos, and he was afraid of being reported.Although he kept saying that his relationship with Captain Rogers was over, he was still so nervous when he mentioned the captain.

Freddie even kindly threw all the confetti in the trash.

Quite a bit of complete destruction of evidence.

The pen that soon landed on the table hung in the air again and quickly wrote the following words on the paper——[If you also slipped your mouth on this matter...]

The memory is still fresh Peter: "..." You went to Captain America and pretended to cry that I bullied you?

——[I will secretly clip the photo of the bar dancer in the homework you handed in. ]

Dumbfounded Peter: "..." You are so bad, does the captain know?

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感谢在2020-12-1914：59：44～2020-12-2620：35：39期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦～感谢灌溉营养液的小天使：维生素c5瓶；笼中鸟1瓶；非常感谢大家对我的支持，我会继续努力的！