HE is not taken for granted

"I dare!" Wang Zheng said without hesitation.

"Do you dare?" Xiong Hui laughed like crazy, laughing so hard that he wanted to cry, "Why do you dare? You don't trust anyone at all, you don't believe in love!"

Wang Zheng suddenly calmed down, although there was still excitement in his voice that he couldn't calm down for a while, "Yes, because I don't believe it, I have been doing stupid things all these years."

Wang Zheng's words seemed to be speaking to Xiong Hui, but also to himself. He turned his back to Lu Liang. He knew that Lu Liang could hear it, and his friends could hear it, "These ten years Here, as long as I am a little less self-righteous, things will not become what they are today."

"Little bear, for you, I still say the same thing. Everyone should be responsible for their own actions. When we started, I didn't deceive you in any way. What kind of person I am, I have always been the kind of person I am. I have never pretended how infatuated I am. I have always felt that in matters of love, if we get together, we will divide. I don’t owe you anything. I have never cheated anyone emotionally. I may have liked you before, but I don't love you."

"You're wrong about one thing. It wasn't Lu Liang who got in between us. I fell in love with this guy a long time ago."

Wang Zheng's words made Lu Liang's heart stop beating suddenly.Then, suddenly, it pulsed more vigorously.

What did he hear today?

Zheng Sheng and Sun Kai also seemed to have heard something unprecedented, and couldn't help being dumbfounded.

"I've actually only cheated on one person emotionally in my life, and I've only played tricks on one person," Wang Zheng said in a more peaceful tone, "It's the man behind me with the bandages on. He's always wanted to leave me. Yes. Since I was a student, I have deliberately tried to keep him by my side. I don't believe in love, so I have been pretending not to love him. I have only been an asshole to this person. Don't let him go, and I don't intend to love with all my heart He let this happen to him."

"Didn't you keep asking me to explain to you? This is the whole truth about my feelings. So, if you think I'm sorry for you, then so be it." Wang Zheng tore off his clothes, "It's just that you made a mistake. People have revenge, I am a bastard, you are coming for me."

That night, Xiong Hui cried loudly in the dark alley.

Wang Zheng finally walked over and hugged him.

"Let me go! Wang Zheng, let me go. I will bite you and die with you."

"Bite it, it bleeds, then Lu Liang will let me stay with him, and he won't move away."

"I hate you, Wang Zheng, you ruined me, you ruined me."

"Xiong Hui, I hate you too," Wang Zheng's tears streamed from the corners of his eyes, his voice became lower and lower, so low that only the two of them could hear, "You ruined me too."

Xiong Hui wept bitterly in Wang Zheng's arms, repeating the same words endlessly.But Wang Zheng didn't say anything more.Just hug him without saying a word.

It seems to be comforting him, more like comforting himself.

He seemed to have forgotten that there was someone standing behind him.He couldn't forget that there was still that person standing behind him.

"Go to the hospital for treatment."

Finally, he said this sentence, which ended this sad farce.

When leaving, he said to Lu Liang, "I know you want to move out. If I say, I don't mind, I want you to stay, will you stay?"

In the end, Lu Liang moved out.Wang Zheng didn't stop him that day, Wang Zheng just sat in the living room, watching Lu Liang sort out his things.

After all, Lu Liang is still in the window period, and he will make the next step after the test results come out.

On the day of the move, Zheng Sheng and Sun Kai also came.

Sun Kai asked Wang Zheng, did you just watch Lu Liang leave?

Wang Zheng said that this way, he might be able to feel more comfortable.That's who he is.

And then, for a long time, Lu Liang didn't see Wang Zheng again, and the two of them seemed like they had nothing to do with each other, and they didn't get in touch even on the phone.

What a heartless person!

Lu Liang is drinking coffee at home and watching the frothy drama.He turned down all overtime activities at night, intending to take good care of his body and fight against illness.With good protection for AIDS, it is no problem to live for more than ten or twenty years.He still has to send the second elder to his death, so he has to work hard.

Ever since he found out that Wang Zheng loved him, he seemed to be reborn after death.

Can't love drink enough?

No, love can even help you reduce the fear of death.

It's not that Lu Liang is not afraid of death. He bought a large pack of self-test paper and tested it every day.Every time he took a test, he felt a little more at ease.

I heard that Xiong Hui was hospitalized, and Wang Zheng has been taking care of him.Yes, that's what Zheng Sheng told him too.

This guy Wang Zheng really doesn't play by the rules.

Regarding this matter, Lu Liang didn't know who to hate, or how to hate a person.

Lu Liang believed that Xiong Hui became like this, which was indirectly related to Wang Zheng. Perhaps, Wang Zheng was atoning for his past self.Or maybe, he actually didn't know what Wang Zheng was thinking.

That day, the weather was not bad, so Lu Liang also went to the Eighth Academy, where he finally met Wang Zheng.

"Why are you here?" Wang Zheng asked.

If the feeling wasn't too bad, Lu Liang should have sensed the uneasiness in Wang Zheng's voice.

"What? Are you here too?" Lu Liang asked.

"It can't be detected yet," Wang Zheng said, "How are you recently?"

"It's okay," Lu Liang replied, "Take me to see him."

Wang Zheng hesitated, "He doesn't want to see anyone."

At that time, Lu Liang knew that Xiong Hui's health had deteriorated extremely during this month.He only looked at Xiong Hui at the door. The originally handsome boy was now very thin, and his expression was very painful, but when Wang Zheng entered, he forcefully squeezed out a smile.

"Am I damned?" Wang Zheng asked Lu Liang when he sent him away.

Lu Liang said to him very seriously, "As you said that night, it is his own responsibility to make Xiong Hui like this, and it has nothing to do with you." You have nothing to do with it, you can't live with your own conscience."

"I'm sorry, Lu Liang." For the first time, Lu Liang saw a frustrated expression on Wang Zheng's face.

"Wang Zheng, let me take care of him with you."

"No, I won't let you take care of..."

"You are not afraid, and neither am I."

"I'm afraid," Wang Zheng said.He was afraid that one day, he would see Lu Liang lying here like this.Because of this, he hated himself even more.

"Wang Zheng, I will accompany you here to take care of him. Right now, he has no family or friends. Let's accompany him through the final journey."

The appearance of Lu Liang did not cause much disturbance to Xiong Hui, as if in front of the god of death, everyone became more magnanimous.

It's just that when there is no one, Xiong Hui will cry.

He never thought that he would have such a day.And never thought that now everyone who knows him avoids him, even his family members.

No one wants to take care of him, only this person he thinks he loves, and this person he thinks he hates.

Until one day, due to severe diarrhea, he became incontinent in bed.When Wang Zheng and Lu Liang changed the sheets for him, he lay on his side and cried bitterly.

"I'm so sorry, Wang Zheng, I'm so sorry, I knew what a bad guy he was, but I took the initiative to find him just to stimulate you. I knew you were doing it for my own good, but I still got angry and refused to listen to you. How I wish you could fall in love with me, no one is as good as you to me! Even if you don't love me, you just like me a little, no one is as good as you. "

On the day Xiong Hui left, the weather was not clear.

It was Wang Zheng who was called by the doctor.

When Wang Zheng arrived, Xiong Hui seemed to have been waiting for him. He let Wang Zheng approach him, and he didn't have much energy to speak.

Xiong Hui's voice was very soft, he said, "Thank you."

He said, "Tell Lu Liang...that...knife...is clean."

Wang Zheng turned his head and saw Lu Liang who had just arrived.

After taking care of Xiong Hui's funeral, they went to a courier store in front of the Eighth Hospital and sent Xiong Hui's belongings to his home.

Although none of his family members were willing to accompany him through the last journey of his life, they still believed that Xiong Hui would want to post his things home.This is a thought.

At the entrance of the hospital, there are still people coming and going, noisy and crowded.

In the outpatient hall, people lined up in long queues for registration, triage, and medicine.

Behind them, on a certain floor of the inpatient building, there are so many AIDS patients who have been abandoned by relatives and friends, waiting desperately for the end of their lives, without any dignity of living.

Lu Liang and Wang Zheng stood in the courtyard, standing still, their hearts were extremely restless, but they seemed to be very peaceful.

The two of them sat by the flower bed at the same time. Wang Zheng took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket and handed one to Lu Liang.

At this time, the sun is about to set, and the sky is full of gorgeous colors.

"Is your sister graduating and planning to come to Beijing?" Wang Zheng asked.

"My parents asked their relatives to find a job in their hometown. They are from the mobile company. I heard that there is a chance to become a full-time employee." Lu Liang replied.

"Girl, it's good to be closer to home."

"Where's your sister?" Lu Liang asked, "Didn't she keep arguing to come back and stay in the country with you?"

"I'm most afraid of her. She's so cruel. If she comes, I will have no life."

Wang Zheng remembered something again, "I still remember that time in college, when she came to school to look for me, and we took her to the bar together?"

"Well, what happened?"

"Later when I came home, she told me that she had feelings for you." Wang Zheng smiled.

"Really?" Lu Liang also smiled, "At that time she hadn't graduated from high school yet."

……

The two of them just smoked cigarettes lightly, chatting about some things, from each other's family members, to mutual friends and classmates, watching the increasingly bright clouds in the sky dim quietly.

I don't know how long we chatted, the gorgeous lights were first turned on, and the sky was getting darker.

The hospital, which was bustling all day, gradually calmed down a lot.

In the end, the two just stood side by side and sat quietly.

Some time passed.

"We," Wang Zheng said, "will we always be together?"

"Yes," Lu Liang said with certainty, "always, forever."

The next day, Wang Zheng accompanied Lu Liang home and packed his luggage.

Lu Liang was going to withdraw this high-end apartment, and they planned to redecorate Wang Zheng's house.Open up a study room for Lu Liang alone.

In short, they have to face their future life together.

There are not many things in the house at ordinary times, but when I pack them up, I realize that there are actually not many.

Lu Liang dug out all the clothes in the closet, and simply threw away some old clothes instead of taking them with him.

He tidied up, some clothes were still in college, they had not been thrown away, and they were put in the bottom of the box.After sorting it out, I recalled many things from my student days.

"I remember when I was in the second semester of my sophomore year, right? I just met you, and I always wanted to chase you, but I didn't know how to chase you. I was so stupid." Lu Liang joked to himself, "I didn't know how to get together later, We've become friends now. Isn't it strange that you say the fate between people is strange?"

"Is it strange?" Wang Zheng was sorting out Lu Liang's financial documents.

"At first, I was planning to give up, but everyone would have thought that we would be together in the end." Lu Liang said.

"You have always been an idiot emotionally." Wang Zheng replied.

"Who are you calling an idiot?" Lu Liang took the towel beside him and threw it at Wang Zheng, "Without my perseverance, you would have missed me who is so gentle and considerate."

"Huh, is it?"

In Lu Liang's eyes, Wang Zheng's expression really deserves a beating.

Lu Liang suddenly remembered what Wang Zheng said to Xiong Hui that night, as if trying to figure it out.

"Hey, since when did you know that I like you?" Lu Liang asked.

"From the first time you saw me." Wang Zheng answered calmly, as if he had waited for many years and finally got Lu Liang's question.

"So in school, those are not random encounters?" Lu Liang asked.

"Well, I was waiting for you on purpose." Wang Zheng replied.

"On the night of graduation, did you get drunk on purpose and let me stay?" Lu Liang asked.

"Well, that's right." Wang Zheng replied.

"So, so these years..." Lu Liang said, "Wang Zheng, are you a bit of a psychopath?"

"?"

"You love me? Go with someone else?"

"It's not entirely my fault, is it? I'm always like that. But you, others are trying their best to chase me, but you suddenly lose interest in me. You really have to hold back and be friends with me for so many years. For several years, I really thought you didn't like me anymore. You are a ruthless character, Master Lu."

Thinking of how he seemed to have been thoroughly figured out by Wang Zheng since the first time they met in the cinema, Lu Liang couldn't hold back his face, "Quickly confess, since when did you like me?"

Wang Zheng didn't answer.

cut.

Lu Liang tidied up his clothes unwillingly.

"Huh?" Lu Liang picked up a piece of clothing.

"Why don't I have any impression of this dress?"

This dress looks like a high school student's style, and it's quite old.

Wang Zheng didn't stop his hands, he was still helping him pack his things, but he just glanced over here.

Casually.

"Isn't this what you wore on the day of your freshman report?"

"My freshman report?" Lu Liang thought about it carefully, and then seemed to think of something suddenly, "Hey, how do you know?"

Forgive my selfishness, for a person like me, I am afraid that once I lose you, I will really have to die alone in this life.

end

On the day of the move, both Zheng Sheng and Sun Kai came.A few big men made three moves, five cuts and two, and they finished the matter.

Afterwards, Wang Zheng invited everyone to dinner, because the place to eat was not far from Wang Zheng's house, so he sent his friends away, and the two of them walked home.

On the way, pass a street park.

On the trails shaded by trees in the park, soft street lamps are lit.

Many citizens are walking and jogging.

Wang Zheng and Lu Liang kept passing these ordinary people.

Then, not far from them, an old couple was seen.

The old man bent his body slightly, with his hands behind his waist, and walked forward step by step.

The old grandma was walking behind him, but she stretched out her hand and naturally took the hand of the old grandpa behind her back.

Two people with gray hair.

It looks so heartwarming.

It was the first time that such a thing became so concrete in Wang Zheng's eyes that two people stayed together for a lifetime.He unconsciously put his hands behind his back.

In the next second, another warm hand held Wang Zheng's.

The corners of Wang Zheng's lips rose, but he didn't look back.Walked straight forward.

He knew that when he put his hand behind his back, at this moment, there was someone who was willing to hold his hand and walk down together.

He was not a brave person before, because he had experienced too many emotions and too many people, so he knew better than anyone how fragile love is and how untrustworthy people are.

Therefore, when facing his truest heart, he flinched.

He was afraid that if he really got the love of this person, he would soon lose the person he fell in love with.

In order to always have this person by his side, he is even willing to be a friend all the time.

Now that I think about it, how stupid this idea is.

No one will know which comes first, death or true love.

If you love, you should love with all your heart.