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Xi Ye hated Ji Yanli very much at first, even more than ordinary servants.

Others use money to do things, one hour to do one hour's work, Xi Ye said don't bother me, they obediently walked around.

No, Ji Yanli, Ji Yanli insisted on improving his grades, for the sake of his fragile conscience and overflowing love, he even did not hesitate to work overtime for free, chasing him, walking the dog and reciting texts to annoy him in different ways.

Ji Yanli always has that kind of warm smile like the spring breeze on his face, warm as jade, open and clear, making jokes that are neither salty nor bland nor funny, listen to him cursing with the greatest patience and best temper, and then continue to be inseparable Follow him to recite the text, make a fuss about all the little things he does, and seize every opportunity to praise him with hype.

That kind of flattering meaning is too strong, so strong that Xi Ye is disgusted.

At first he thought it was a poor man's flattery to his employer, and tried to drive him out by giving him more money but promising him not to work.

But what Ji Yanli did and said was from the bottom of his heart, without any discount.

He felt from the bottom of his heart that Xi Ye was a good kid. Although the ghost knew what standard Ji Yanli used to measure him, he was capable of showing his sincerity, breaking him up and putting him together, and breaking him up again, with a smile on his face He didn't change it until Xi Ye felt tired and forgot it, only to realize that he was holding on to that feeling tightly and didn't want to let him go.

Because that was the only sincerity around Xi Ye.

On the Ferris wheel that day, the surroundings were as black as splashed ink, a violent hurricane swept in from the sky, and the car creaked and shook violently.

There was no fear or panic in Xi Ye's heart, he just looked at the scenery outside the window indifferently, thinking that this is a grand way to die.

He turned his head again, and saw Ji Yanli's thin body tightly protecting his sister in his arms, his whole body tensed up nervously.

He felt jealous again, jealous to the point of madness, someone would protect her with his life when she was about to die, so what about him?Although he was going to die soon, and he wanted to die, but he didn't want to die alone, and he didn't want to die without anyone caring about him.

He is only 13 years old.

In fact... he was very afraid of death.

In Xi Ye's dilated pupils, Ji Yanli suddenly stretched out his hand to him, and at the last moment of the biggest violent swing, he hugged him suddenly.

Xi Ye's head hit his chest, he heard his violent panting and rapid heartbeat, he heard the strong wind blowing outside and the loud ping-pong noise and Ji Yihe's screaming hysterically, everything around him was turned upside down, warm blood Splashing on his face, he heard the sound of Ji Yanli's bone breaking, crisp and piercing like a needle piercing his heart.

He grabbed Ji Yanli's clothes, and suddenly cried, the cry was suppressed in his throat, he didn't understand why he should be protected by him, and he didn't understand why he was as important as his sister in his heart.

Xi Ye just pressed tightly against Ji Yanli's chest, praying desperately to the nonexistent god.

He thought, although I deserve to die, although I want to die, please not now, not here.

Not when the senior is around.

Don't let him die with me.

……

Before the end of that year, Ji Yanli said that we would set a goal together. Xi Ye suddenly felt a little ironic while holding a lollipop in his mouth. what about death?"

It was a strange coincidence that he uttered his true thoughts for the first time, although he used various methods to cover it up.

Xi Ye thought that he would criticize himself for "don't think so", or comfort him that "the world is still very beautiful", or make his old-fashioned jokes, saying that "comrades who have not yet succeeded in the revolution still need to work hard."

But Ji Yanli just squatted down and looked at him, and asked softly, "Is there something I didn't do well?"

Xi Ye almost burst out laughing, he wants none of your business, you are just a tutor, I have nothing to do with you if I want to live or die, if I don’t give you money, won’t you leave me immediately Is it?Isn't the relationship between the two of us just the pitiful tutoring fees?

But when he looked at Ji Yanli's serious eyes, those beautiful eyes with drooping eyes that were as clear as amber, he couldn't say anything, the lollipop was stuffed in his mouth, and it gradually became bitter and hard to swallow .

At that moment, Xi Ye suddenly realized that if he died, someone would be sad for him, and with a logic he couldn't understand, he blamed himself for his death.

……

On the rooftop of the third floor of Hanlin High School, the setting sun gradually sinks and slowly falls into the distant horizon.The sound of laughter and slapstick came from far away in the courtyard, as thin as the sound of another world.

The icy wind swirled through the crowd, and the metal zipper pullers jingled irregularly.

Ji Yuling stood on the edge of the platform, looked at him and asked, Xi Ye, why didn't you jump off.

why?

Countless memories of the past flowed past his eyes like clouds dissipated in the wind, and Ji Yuling's face gradually became blurred under the dark sky, blurring into his own face.

Standing on the top of the bustling and bright rooftop, he watched his differentiated 13-year-old self, after the first susceptible period, step by step towards the death place he had arranged for himself.

The edge of the feet was hundreds of meters high, and when he looked down, the magnificent lights illuminated his eyes.

"Because you, like me, foolishly think that people live for themselves." Xi Ye finally said, "You feel that you are not good enough, that no one loves you, and that the future is dark, but if you want to Open your eyes and look, and you will find that you are not the only one in the world. If you jump down here, Ji Yihe will blame himself for the rest of his life, if I were you, I would not treat her like this."

Ji Yuling's lips trembled slightly, her eyes shifted to Ji Yihe, and she suddenly trembled.

She saw Ji Yihe's face was full of tears.

Xi Ye said: "You want to be loved too much, but occasionally you can also try to love others. When you love someone, your problems are no longer problems. You feel bad about yourself, life is meaningless, and the world Not fair, but what does that matter?"

"One day, you'll meet someone."

"From now on, everything you do has meaning."

Xi Ye stretched out his hand to her: "Before then, I suggest you stay alive, because you still don't know how great the person you meet will be, so great that you will thank yourself who didn't jump off today."

Ji Yuling was shaken, her tears rolled down in big drops, she stood for so long that her frozen body trembled, she turned around slowly, and stretched out her hand tremblingly to Xi Ye.

Just then, her feet slid on the edge of the icy roof!

Ji Yuling's eyes widened suddenly, and she screamed hastily, accompanied by Ji Yihe's sharp shout: "Yu Ling!!"

Xi Ye rushed forward with extreme speed, he jumped three meters away, grabbed her hand with his long arm, but the gravity of Ji Yuling's fall suddenly brought him to slide uncontrollably on the edge of the smooth roof, Ji Yihe and Ren Jingqiu both rushed to catch him, but they were in vain.

In just a split second, the figures of the two fell to the roof.

"Xi Ye!" Ji Yanli's panting voice suddenly lit up, and even broke down.

He rushed out from the roof stairs in a hurry, and the last scene he saw was Xi Ye sliding down.

It seemed that even his heart was beating down together.

"No!" Ji Yanli's head buzzed like a bolt from the blue.

He strode forward, stumbled and ran in the snow, but couldn't even stand firmly and fell to his knees.

With a "bang", a girl in a white coat was swung up and fell to the roof.

Ji Yanli: "..."

Ji Yuling was smashed headfirst into the snow, Ji Yihe turned her over anxiously: "How are you? Are you all right?"

"Master Xi!!!" Ren Jingqiu lay on the edge of the roof and yelled heartbreakingly.

Xi Ye's figure was as light as a black wolf, he jumped up lightly, and jumped onto the roof. He stood up and patted the snow on his hands: "What are you doing? You shouted so loudly that my hands almost slipped in fright."

He pulled the short and protruding window edge on the fifth floor at the last moment, because Ji Yuling is a living person weighing more than 80 kilograms no matter how thin he is. He only has four fingers of one hand under force, and he was almost crushed by two people. The weight dragged down, he had no choice but to throw Ji Yuling up like a burden, and then he jumped up calmly.

"Throwing was a bit rough." Xi Ye glanced at Ji Yuling, saw that she was choking on Xuexue with her head down, and was coughing violently, and said nonchalantly, "You're welcome."

Ji Yanli rushed in front of him like a cloud of wind, pulled his clothes, and shook his hands like a sieve: "What's the matter with you! You, you, you, you are going to scare me to death, I just watched you jump off! You Why are you jumping off!!"

"I thought you would praise me! Is it okay for the fuck not to give me a certificate, senior?!" Xi Ye frowned unhappily, "Of course it was to save her! Otherwise? I'll dance around?"

"I thought you were going to die to save her..."

Ji Yanli's voice became quieter, the cowardly ending was blown away by the wind, he shivered violently, and shut up.

Xi Ye hilariously grabbed his hand and pressed it against his chest, his heart beating against Ji Yanli's cold palm: "Why do you think so? How can a person like me die to save others?"

"But..." Ji Yanli was still in shock, and finally recovered, "Okay..."

Xi Ye smiled: "Besides, she's not you."

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