dog and shimmer

Li Qi didn't expect that Zhang Mufeng suddenly became enlightened, and he asked the question so straightforwardly, the awkwardness just now disappeared completely.

Being told what was on his mind, he felt mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't have much surprise when he said that he was surprised, but his heart was more than half occupied by distress.

"I don't like it." Li Qi replied very simply, with a calm expression on his face.

He himself felt inexplicable when he said these three words.

If he really wanted to cover up his feelings for Zhang Mufeng, he could actually say something like "You think too much" or "I'm sorry I like women" to prevaricate. This way of covering up may have a better effect.

But he also understands that since Zhang Mufeng has enlightened, he must be like a bright mirror in his heart, he can't hide his little thoughts about him, no matter how he tries to cover it up, it's futile.

All I can do now is to hold on tight.

Of course he wanted to let go, but there were too many reasons why he couldn't let go.

He is not someone who can risk everything for love, he has too many burdens to bear, and there are still hurdles in his heart, and he never thought about pulling Zhang Mufeng into his own world.

He still doesn't want to admit it until now, but in fact, he fell in love with Zhang Mufeng at first sight.

For no other reason, he was too good-looking.

I like it, I fell in love with it the first time I saw it.It's just that I have been competing with myself and I don't want to face it.

He likes men, but he has never liked anyone.The vague memories of childhood have long been forgotten, and I don't even remember what the person I kissed for the first time looked like.The first experience of kissing was purely out of curiosity, so the impression was dull.

Meeting Zhang Mufeng, it was like pulling out the facts in his heart that he had never wanted to face, and pulling the bed out in front of him for him to see.

He thought that he could control the situation well, so as not to sink deeper and deeper.

"I do not believe."

Zhang Mufeng's voice brought back Li Qipiaoyuan's thoughts, he turned to look at Zhang Mufeng with a dull expression.

"Believe it or not." Li Qi was too lazy to talk, and walked over and grabbed Zhang Mufeng by the back collar, dragging him onto the bed like a chicken.

"Take off your clothes and lie there." Li Qi patted his neck, "I'll give you medicine."

Zhang Mufeng took off his shirt, lay obediently on the bed, buried his head in the pillow, and said in a muffled voice, "I'm sweaty all over, and I'll cover your quilt with smell."

"Now you know it stinks?" Li Qi tutted, "I smelled it when I carried you, the boss has a smell."

Zhang Mufeng got up, "Then I'll take a shower first."

Li Qi just wanted to say "I'll wash it for you", but he stopped when the words came to his lips, "It's enough to rinse with hot water twice, be careful of infection." He said.

"Ah."

Li Qi lay on the bed with his head propped up and his eyes closed. When Zhang Mufeng came out of the bathroom, he almost bit his tongue when he opened his eyes.

It's not without reason that he doesn't want to admit his feelings for Zhang Mufeng, and even regrets provoking him in the first place.

Because this guy is straight through and through.

He really wasn't ashamed at all when he should be ashamed.

After taking a bath, I walked out naked with the bird on, just like before, I took off my clothes and lay down in my bed.

Last second he was asking if the person in front of him liked him, but this second he was standing naked in front of the person who seemed to have a crush on him.

This is the first time he has seen this kind of bewilderment.

Li Qi subconsciously looked away, took the blanket beside the bed and threw it over, "Can't you come out with a towel around you? If I were a girl, I would sue you for sexual harassment."

"The towel is too short to wrap it around." Zhang Mufeng wrapped the blanket around his waist, "I don't have underwear, what should I do?"

"Naked." Li Qi dug out his sweatpants from the closet and threw them to Zhang Mufeng, "Put on the pants."

After Zhang Mufeng put on his pants, he lay down on the bed, and Li Qi sat by the bed and rubbed the medicine on him.Afraid of hurting Zhang Mufeng, Li Qi moved very gently, patiently applying the medicine to the wound bit by bit.

Zhang Mufeng buried his head in the pillow, even though he was moaning in pain, he couldn't hear his voice clearly.

"Why did you shave your hair?" Li Qi stared at Zhang Mufeng's bald head and said with a smile, "Like a bald donkey."

"I've always had this hairstyle before." Zhang Mufeng responded dissatisfied.

Li Qi smiled and said nothing.

Zhang Mufeng was also silent, the room was so quiet that only the slight humming could be heard from his mouth.

Li Qi looked closely at the scars on Zhang Mufeng's back, and after applying a little medicine, the gloom on his face increased.He could still imagine Zhang Mufeng being whipped by his father, he must have a handsome face, holding on silently.

Li Qi shook his head, his hand accidentally touched Zhang Mufeng's waist, and his fingers lightly brushed the soft flesh of his waist.Zhang Mufeng was taken aback for a moment, goosebumps appeared on the side of his waist.

Zhang Mufeng suddenly grabbed Li Qi's hand.

"What's wrong? Does it hurt?" Li Qi asked him.

"No." Zhang Mufeng's voice was muffled, he raised his head, and his voice suddenly became clear: "You really don't like me?"

Li Qi's hand paused, and said lightly: "Yes."

Zhang Mufeng turned his head, "But what should I do if I like you?"

In just one second, Li Qi didn't know what expression to put on his face, he froze in mid-air with a cotton swab in his hand, looking at the person in front of him in astonishment.

The sudden confession made him panic, and all the wild thoughts before, in front of Zhang Mufeng's light "I like you", instantly turned into nothing.

He really liked the person in front of him more than he imagined.

Seeing Li Qi remained silent, Zhang Mufeng got up from the bed, sat cross-legged in front of Li Qi, and repeated: "I said I like you."

"Do you know what you are talking about?" Li Qi looked at him.

"Of course I know." Zhang Mufeng lowered his head, his ears flushed a little, "I just lay on my stomach thinking about it for a long time."

Zhang Mufeng is such a person, once he figured it out, he wouldn't hide it.

He is different from Li Qi, he doesn't have so many worries, let alone think so much.

Li Qi sat on the bed, his heart was beating very fast, the sound of "thump, thud, thump" seemed to be echoing in his ears.It would be a lie to say that he was not moved, when Zhang Mufeng said the word "like" to him with piercing eyes, he was so happy that even his hands trembled slightly.

Both were waiting for the other to speak, but there was endless silence.

After Zhang Mufeng said what was in his heart, he didn't know what to do. At the same time, he was a little embarrassed, staring at his feet with his head down, waiting for Li Qi to answer.

After a long time, it was Li Qi who broke the silence.

"Let's forget it." He said softly.

He seemed to be talking to Zhang Mufeng, but more like he was talking to himself.

Zhang Mufeng looked up at him, and was interrupted just as he was about to speak.

"It's too late today, go to bed quickly." Li Qi blurted out the words, "Aren't you going to work tomorrow?"

Zhang Mufeng shook his head, "Go to work on Monday."

"Alright, it's okay to ask for leave, I'll take you to the hospital tomorrow." Li Qi picked up the key, "I'm going home first, you go to sleep, and take care of your wounds."

"Aren't you sleeping here?"

"I'm going home and I'm taking my sister to school tomorrow."

Before Zhang Mufeng could say anything, Li Qi closed the door and left in a hurry.He sat on the bed, staring blankly at the door, his mind was filled with paste, and his thoughts were mixed together in a mess.

Too many things happened tonight, it seems like a century has passed in one night.

The next morning, Li Qi called a friend over to take Zhang Mufeng to the hospital, but Zhang Mufeng refused.He stayed in the premises of Li Qi's bar all day, and Li Qi didn't show up again. Although someone prepared three meals a day for him, he didn't have the appetite to swallow them.

After struggling through the whole day like this, he went to work at the police station on the third day.

His mother came to the police station early in the morning to inquire about him. She must have come several times, just in time for him to be off duty, and she has been unable to find anyone.Now that I finally saw her, the old man was so distressed that he was about to cry.He also brought news to Zhang Mufeng: It is said that his father wants to sever the father-son relationship with him, so it doesn't matter if he doesn't want this kind of son.

There was nothing unexpected about Zhang Mufeng, it was the expected result.With his father's domineering nature, it was kind of him not to go to the police station and give him a few more whips in front of all his colleagues.

"What should I do? Son, go back and apologize to your father." Mother Zhang held Zhang Mufeng's arm, crying anxiously.

"I don't apologize." Zhang Mufeng said lightly.

Zhang's mother patted him angrily, "Will your child die if you give in? Your father just said it. You apologize to him and give up. This matter will definitely pass."

"Mom..." Zhang Mufeng let go of her hand, "With my father's temperament, do you really think he is joking?"

Mother Zhang stopped talking.

"Don't worry, ah," Zhang Mufeng comforted, "I'm such an adult, I can't die alone outside."

Besides, he didn't have to go back to that home, which was exactly what he wanted.

"Then where do you live?"

"I can live anywhere, and there are also dormitories in the police station."

"The dormitories in that institute don't cost money."

"Oh, I can find a way to solve it, so don't worry about it." Zhang Mufeng was a little impatient, "By the way, did you bring me my mobile phone?"

"Bring it." Mother Zhang took out the phone, frowned and asked, "You really don't plan to go back?"

"En." Zhang Mufeng nodded, seeing that his mother still wanted to persuade him to go back, he urged: "Okay, Mom, you should go back quickly, I have to go to work."

"Then you are fine by yourself. Mom will come to see you as soon as she is free."

"Oh, I see."

Zhang Mufeng didn't expect that he would run into Li Qi again when he went out to the police at night. He thought that as long as he didn't look for him, they might break contact like this again.

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