Fire to the Abyss

In Xia Lin's self-cognition, he thinks that he is essentially a heartless person, especially after seeing the unequal relationship between Xia Yan and Zhong Qing over the years, he feels that he is very different from his brother in terms of emotion. Similarly, Xia Lin couldn't think about one person with all his heart and mind, whether it was caused by genes or by osmosis.

In middle school, because of his good looks and good brains, he was very popular, so he has been adhering to the scumbag style that does not refuse anyone. After a long time, he gets tired of it.It wasn't until college that the unobtrusively handsome Xia Lin and the overly handsome Xu Luo went in and out together all day long, and they naturally became green leaves to set off the red flowers, so they didn't attract so much attention.He was also happy to be free and unrestrained, and discovered his new hobby - being a dead house.

When he took the initiative to pierce the layer of window paper between Xu Luo and Xu Luo, he actually didn't think about anything, he just felt that everything was going with the flow.Later, when he calmed down and thought about it, Xia Lin found that he couldn't be sure whether he had the same feelings as Xu Luo. He felt that his behavior was likely to be affected by the surge in hormone levels, or he was satisfied with the dazzling existence in everyone's eyes. of vanity.

Xia Lin knew that he was probably still a scumbag in essence, so he always adopted the tactics of advancing and retreating against Xu Luo.When the other party asks, he will give, and he will never take the initiative to ask for anything.Regarding his own affairs, if Xu Luo didn't ask, he would never take the initiative to mention it.Therefore, since he separated from Xu Luo during the winter vacation, he never took the initiative to contact Xu Luo once.Every day I go to the Chengzhou detachment to report, and then go back to the dormitory to live alone, and I don’t have any special feelings, but I just returned to the state before the window paper was pierced.

It's no big deal, Xia Lin originally thought so.

until this moment.

Xia Lin was hugged tightly by Xu Luo, and could clearly hear Xu Luo's rapid heartbeat, smell the dusty smell on his body, and feel his warm breath falling on his neck and ears.

Xia Lin suddenly felt that something was overflowing from his chest, and he stretched out his arms to hug this man who was still hurrying for him on New Year's Eve, greedily feeling the other's temperature and breath, as if it was his own. Missing something for hundreds of years.At this moment, I finally got the answer.

Xia Lin's voice was very soft, trembling uncontrollably: "I miss you."

It turned out that the feelings that filled my heart were not a big deal, but just a little bit of longing.Not much, only a little bit, usually not a big attack, but occasionally it will flood and break the embankment.

And all my previous actions had nothing to do with hormone levels and vanity, but simply wanted this person.

Xu Luo felt the unusual trembling of the person in his arms, and when he raised his chin to see his expression, he was stunned for a moment, then immediately melted a bright smile on his face, lowered his head, and kissed gently Tears fell from the corners of his eyes.

Bitter, hot, but sweet.

Xu Luo: "I miss you more."

Xia Lin never imagined that he would also have a rainy day in the arms of his lover. He felt that his handsome face might be lost in the first few minutes of the new year. He hurriedly pushed Xu Luo away, turned around and wiped off his own face. With tears and nose snot, he turned his back to Xu Luo and said, "Why are you here? Don't you need to spend New Year's Eve with your family?"

Xu Luo said with a smile: "We had a reunion dinner together at noon. My parents are love supremacists. After lunch every year, I don't know where to fly to the world of two people."

Xia Lin couldn't laugh or cry for a while: "Is there such a free and easy way to live?"

"Yeah," Xu Luo walked over and wrapped his arms around Xia Lin's waist from behind, put his chin on his shoulder, and continued: "There are five people in my family, parents, grandma, and a sister who is four years older. My father is a gardener, my mother runs a flower shop, my sister married to the UK, and my grandmother basically dances square dances with her old sister every day. The conditions are not too rich, just enough to be well-off, and the family members are very open-minded and They are very gentle people, you must be compatible with them. What else do you want to know? I will tell you all."

This sudden frankness caught Xia Lin off guard. He blushed for a few words, and his tone was either natural or unnatural: "...What did you say all of a sudden? Who wants to know!"

"You are like this, maybe it is the arrogant Liu Xiran often said." Xu Luo lightly bit the earlobe close at hand, "I finally see that you are not so easy-going."

Shocked, Xia Lin quickly pushed away Xu Luo's entangled arms, and stretched out his palms with shame and anger to draw a line with him: "Who is arrogant? Don't learn strange terms from Liu Xiran!"

Xu Luo didn't speak, but the two eyebrows that entered the temples were squeezed together, the eyelids drooped, and the corners of the mouth were slightly turned down, looking a little aggrieved, which means you can learn from me, why can't I?

It was the first time Xia Lin saw such an expression on Xu Danan's face, and he looked away unnaturally: "Okay, okay, it's cold down here, if you have anything to say, go to my bed."

Xia Lin washed his face with cold water several times before the temperature of his cheeks returned to normal. He climbed to the edge of the bed and sat, shaking his legs while waiting for Xu Luo, watching Xu Luo busy back and forth and laughing uncontrollably.

As usual, Xu Luo cleaned up the dormitory briefly, washed off all the dust, got into his bed under Xia Lin's burning eyes, and sat down beside him.

This time Xia Lin didn't touch him, but hugged the quilt and started talking about himself.

"There are only two people in our family, my brother and I. My brother is seven years older than me. My mother died of dystocia when she gave birth to me. I have never met her, but according to Xia Yan, she is a very personable person. I am very similar to her. Don't look at me like this. In fact, my dad is a policeman, and my brother also followed him into this industry. My dad is basically a serious and serious person. A curable workaholic. I was basically brought up by my brother and the enthusiastic neighbor next door, so I may have been exposed to Xia Yan's bad habits. My father and my brother are clearly in the same system, but they never ask outsiders Son, he is not lukewarm when we meet on public occasions. I heard Xia Yan complained that he was sometimes colder to him than to others. My brother didn't want to make too embarrassing troubles with his father, so he applied to be transferred from the district police. The Chengzhou detachment soon became a detachment leader. Don’t look at him as serious, but inside he is an idiot with a glass heart. He has been overprotective of me since he was a child, telling lies that he thinks is protecting me.”

Xu Luo smiled helplessly, and decided not to reveal that Xia Yan had arranged a secret mission for him for the time being.

Xia Lin went on to say: "It happened more than three years ago. At that time, I was still in my third year of high school. Xia Yan suddenly told me that my father died in the line of duty. He said that he was involved in gang fights when he was out on the job. He was shot and killed. I was young at the time, and I felt like the sky was falling, but I was not stupid or blind. There were indeed traces of a gunfight at the scene. Dad fell behind a bunker and was shot in the heart. , was killed on the spot. There were several witnesses at the scene, and the police quickly captured the members involved in the shootout, but none of the guns in these people’s hands met the ballistic comparison—coincidentally, the old man’s body was missing his partner gun. And the 7.62mm bullets taken out of Dad’s body happened to be the bullets used by the Type 64 pistols equipped by the public security officers in the district at that time.”

Xu Luo: "So the bullet in your father probably came from a police gun, or even his own gun?"

Xia Yan nodded: "This is the only reasonable explanation. Being hit by your own pistol, there are two situations. One is that his gun was taken away by someone, and the person who snatched the gun shot him; He couldn't think about it, so he fired a shot at himself. After the incident, the gun was taken away by someone, and there was indeed a smoke reaction in his hand. But there are two doubts. The trace team checked all the bullet holes on the scene. There is only one household with the same caliber of bullets, but he has a gunpowder smoke reaction in his hand, which proves that he has indeed fired a gun, but he does not know where his shot went. There is another doubt, That is, his wound had obvious burn marks, which were produced when a gun was shot at close range, and there were no signs of fighting on his body, that is to say, my father was held at close range with a gun to his heart. He was shot and killed when he resisted, and that person was holding a police gun.

"In this way, this case is not as simple as being involved in some gang fight and being accidentally shot. I think the murderer is someone my father trusts, and it is very likely that he is the police in the district. He cheated from my father. took his gun, shot him when he wasn't looking, and took the gun with him so as not to leave any clues."

Xu Luo nodded: "Well, this reasoning is the most reasonable. What happened to the case?"

Xia Lin sighed softly, with a bitter arc drawn from the corner of his mouth: "Later, my brother didn't let me touch this case anymore. I told him my reasoning, and he patted his chest and said that the murderer would definitely be brought to justice. I studied hard. It didn’t take long for the case to progress. The gang members who were arrested said that one of them was responsible for the robbery. The young man happened to be seriously injured in the firefight and died within a few days. Put the crime on the dead, and the case will be over.

"In my opinion, he is simply the unlucky guy who was selected by other people in order to mitigate his crime after hearing the news. There are as many loopholes in this case as there are sieves. As a result, Xia Yan said that the case has been settled. It's the truth. I said, you might as well tell me that Dad committed suicide, maybe it's more believable. Xia Yan is not a fool, he can definitely detect even things that I think are unreasonable, but he clearly swears He said that he would definitely catch the murderer, and then he lied to me with full of loopholes. I think he must know some inside information, but no matter how much I ask him, he won't open his mouth.

"Since then, I packed up my things and moved out of my hometown, and started the exciting life of running away from home. No, I can only spend the Chinese New Year in the dormitory. Oh, don't look at me with those watery eyes, In fact, it’s nothing. After Li Xue’en’s case happened, our relationship has eased a lot. I had a family dinner with Xia Yan at noon, and at night I ate dumplings with the dormitory auntie and a few left-behind children here. Everyone has a good meal."

Xu Luo didn't speak, just wrapped Xia Lin in his arms, and gently rubbed his cheek against his hair.He looked at Xia Lin like a child who accidentally broke his beloved, full of guilt and pity - he was still late after all, and let Xia Lin endure a lot of cold alone in this empty room night.

Xia Lin felt a little uncomfortable, why did this person feel sorry for her, but it made her feel so distressed.

Xia Linxin said: I really like him very much.

The two got tired of it for a while, Xia Lin raised his head, held Xu Luo's face, and said seriously: "If one day, I have the opportunity to find the murderer who killed my father, even if no one supports me, the process may be difficult. When I encounter danger, I must also pursue it, can you understand?"

Xu Luo held his hand instead: "I don't understand, unless you let me join."

"Oh?" Xia Lin didn't expect Xu Luo to answer like this, she was stunned for a moment, and then shook her head like a rattle: "No, no, how can I get you involved in dangerous things? What if something goes wrong..."

"You also know that if something goes wrong, do you think how superficial my liking for you is, that I can just watch you do something in case something goes wrong?"

Xia Lin opened his mouth to say something, but Xu Luo covered his mouth with his hand in time, and leaned in front of him, showing a slightly naughty smile: "And don't forget, I'm better than you, regardless of the bed."

Xia Lin Wannian's face, which was as strong as a copper wall, flushed "shua", Xu Luo could say such shameful words so naturally!The strength of the handsome guy is really terrifying!

Xia Lin immediately thought of the humiliating memory of Xu Luo's bloody abuse - ever since Xu Luo rescued him from Wei Ziyi's knife, Xia Lin found that Xu Luo was also very good at fighting.In terms of fighting, Xia Lin is quite confident in himself. After all, he had the experience of beating violent elder brothers when he was a teenager.So after the dust settled, Xia Lin would make a gesture with Xu Luo as soon as he had time, and the two of them were basically in a state of three days a small fight and five days a big fight.Regrettably, Xia Lin finally understood deeply what it means to be "there are people beyond people, and there is a sky beyond the sky". Every time, Xia Lin was pressed against something and had no power to fight back.These things are sometimes floors, sometimes walls, sometimes tables, and sometimes beds... Then Xu Luo will start the second round of destruction on Xia Lin from indescribable aspects.

Xia Lin suddenly felt a chill down his spine, and a terrible thought came to his mind: This man spoiled him with everything, and personally raised himself into a fat house with osteoporosis, is it just for the sake of talking in the future?

And the smile on Xu Luo's face seemed to confirm this idea, with a deep light shining in his eyes, and he said in an almost charming voice: "You just need to say 'yes' now." Then he let go and covered it Xia Lin's hand took his lips precisely.

Xia Lin: "..."

Whether it's good or bad, I can't speak in this state.

Charrington feels that the whole person is not very good. Some people are gentle sheep on the surface, but they may be a black-bellied wolf on the inside.But the person I choose has to live with tears in my eyes.