Don't be sad behind my back

--See you tomorrow--

Han Yi has been bored at home for the past few days and hasn't gone anywhere.

During the National Day, Wen Shan had to work overtime, and Han Teng went out to fool around.

Wen Shan went home at night and apologized to Han Yi for not being able to spend time with him.

Why do you want to accompany me?Han Yi's first reaction was this, but he didn't say it out loud.Just responded in silence.

Han Yi remembered that when he was a child, he begged Wen Shan to take him out to play the day before Children's Day, and Wen Shan agreed.

That day Han Yi got up early, waited at home, and finally ran to the gate of the community to wait.

Han Yi waited all day without even eating a meal.He remembered yesterday that his mother promised him that he would take him to play and eat delicious food today.

At seven o'clock in the evening, Wen Shan came back from get off work and saw Han Yi at the gate of the community. She forgot yesterday's agreement, and when she remembered, she only had one sentence: "I'm sorry."

Han Yi didn't cry or make a fuss, he couldn't remember how many times he waited from morning to night, then Wen Shan missed the appointment, and finally he just apologized.

Later he got used to it and didn't care about holidays or anything.He didn't understand why anyone would commemorate those days, when it seemed to him that every day was the same.

Han Yi was woken up this morning by the vibration of the phone's WeChat.

Half of his face was buried in the pillow, his black hair was scattered on the pillow, his eyes were half-opened, and he stretched out a hand from under the quilt to touch the phone, and saw that there were more than ten unread messages on WeChat.

It's Cheng Xiao...

Han Yi suddenly woke up a lot, and clicked on the chat box.

Today is the last day.

Does the little fox come out to play?

I am back from my travels.

I brought you a present, are you curious?

……

Cheng Xiao talked a lot, but in short, he just wanted to find Han Yi to come out.

Han Yi was a little surprised, even a little at a loss.He hasn't played so-called games for more than ten years, and has always been dull and closed, so that when someone suddenly came to him, his first reaction was not surprise, but a little cautious and scared.Years of loneliness and depression made him fearful and instinctively wanted to run away.

He wanted to find a reason to refuse Cheng Xiao's invitation.But this time, he couldn't find it, because there was a little expectation in his heart, whether he was curious about what the gift was, wanted to see Cheng Xiao, or some other trivial reason, which was enough to shake Han Yi.

Originally suppressed to the extreme, already invulnerable, but still has weaknesses.Light can always pass through the layers of gaps, bringing a ray of light into this decayed, cold and damp room.Once you have the first time, you will look forward to the second time extravagantly.

The more incurable, the more terminally ill, everything will be reversed, and often only a little external force is needed, and it will collapse in an instant.

The pursuit of light in Instinct is exposed at a glance.

I deliberately avoided everything, escaped my inability to do anything, and feared that I didn't deserve it.

I'm just a coward. The way I'm afraid is to make myself indifferent to everything. As long as I don't face it, I won't be afraid.

But as long as Cheng Xiao is around, I forget that I am a coward. I want to bravely break out of the shadows and stand in the light with him.

The weather in early October is perfect for going out and playing.Han Yi was walking on the road in a black sweater and gray sweatpants.

When we arrived at the appointed place, we didn't see anyone.

Han Yi sent a message to Cheng Xiao:

I'm here, where are you?

As soon as it was sent, a voice popped up, and Han Yi clicked on it.

behind...you...behind—

Han Yi's eyelashes twitched slightly, realizing something, turned halfway around, and saw a tall figure appear from the corner of his eye, jumping on top of him in an instant.

Cheng Xiao wrapped his arms around Han Yi's neck, and threw himself on Han Yi from behind. Han Yi staggered two steps when he was thrown like this.

"Miss me?" Cheng Xiao said in a raised voice.

Cheng Xiao wore a khaki windbreaker, a pure black dress underneath, and a pair of blue denim straight-leg pants, casual and casual.Han Yi looked at it for a while, then looked away.

"Ask you, do you miss me?"

"I don't want to." Han Yi turned his head, but couldn't hide the smile in his eyes.

"I'll give you a chance to answer again, or I'll confiscate the gift!"

Cheng Xiao took out a small and delicate black velvet gift box from the windbreaker pocket, and waved it in front of Han Yi.

"Okay... I miss you, I miss you, okay?" Han Yi couldn't help but laugh.

In Cheng Xiao's impression, Han Yi always had a cold face at the beginning, said little, and never smiled.

But now, Han Yi has really changed a lot.

Han Yi talked more, and sometimes he would hate Cheng Xiao or hurt Cheng Xiao a few words.Besides, he was willing to laugh. Every time Han Yi smiled happily, the fox eyes narrowed, which was very beautiful.So Cheng Xiao would thank God from the bottom of his heart, it was worth it.

During the time spent together, Cheng Xiao found that Han Yi was always avoiding everything around him, and he clearly had expectations in his heart, but he couldn't take that step.Others can't see it, but you can see it, so you must give Han Yi a hand.

He also found that Han Yi was actually very cute under his cold appearance.

When Han Yi was too sleepy in class, he would support his eyelids with his fingers, he would lean on the chair and nod, his eyes would shine because of the delicious food, and he would curl up against the wall when he slept at night. It's a ball, and even its head is retracted, like a cat.

He will find a way to respond to Cheng Xiao's kindness to him.Seeing Han Yi awkwardly thanking him stiffly, Cheng Xiao deliberately didn't expose it, pretending not to understand anything, seeing Han Yi's bewildered look, he couldn't stop laughing in his heart.

These are probably the reasons why Cheng Xiao likes to play with Han Yi.

Cheng Xiao always thought so.

"That's pretty much the same. I'll reward you with a gift made by Brother Xiao himself. It's the only one in the world." Cheng Xiao nodded with satisfaction, and handed the box to Han Yi with a smile.

Han Yi was stunned for a moment, looking at the box in his hand, he felt that it was very heavy, and he couldn't bear it.

Cheng Xiao saw Han Yi's concerns in an instant, and explained to him: "Actually, it's nothing, it doesn't take much time, it's just a very simple gadget."

Seeing that Han Yi nodded in relief, he finally accepted.He breathed a sigh of relief silently.

Han Yi opened the box, and inside was a bracelet.

The main body of the bracelet is made of black fine braided rope, and the connection is two pull-out style. The bracelet is embedded with a rectangular light blue stone wrapped in silver and as wide as the thickness of the bracelet.

The stone carving is very delicate, very clear and translucent, shining and bright under the sunlight.Han Yi's intuition told him that the stone was not that simple.

The bracelet is simple and textured, which is very suitable for men.

Han Yi looked at the exquisiteness of the bracelet, and looked at Cheng Xiao with disbelief.

Cheng Xiao found that Han Yi didn't seem to believe that he did it casually, so he hurriedly corrected his nonsense: "Actually... it took a lot of effort..."

"Uh..." Han Yi didn't speak, but it was written on his face: keep talking.

Cheng Xiao couldn't make it up anymore, so he simply admitted it.

The main body of this bracelet was indeed made by Cheng Xiao himself according to the style of the bracelets in the souvenir shop, because those bracelets were either red or green, and Cheng Xiao thought the color was ugly, so he chose the color and made it himself. Black, I chose black.

As for the stone on it, it is not a stone at all. It is called aquamarine, also known as the "Stone of the Brave".

Cheng Xiao's father was in the jewelry business, and Cheng Xiao picked this stone from the stones his father had found, and Cheng Xiao's family had many more of the same stone, so Cheng Xiao's father gave it to Cheng Xiao.

He asked his father to find someone to drive him out that day.Because Cheng Xiao's request was not difficult, he made it quickly.

"This... is too expensive..."

Han Yi actually likes it very much, but he feels that he is really unworthy.

Gems are precious, but Cheng Xiao's intentions are even more precious.

Cheng Xiao expected Han Yi's reaction, so he didn't answer directly, but asked him, "Has your birthday passed yet?"

Han Yi didn't know why he asked this, but it was still early for his 17th birthday, which was in January.

"No."

"That's just right. This is your 17th birthday present. I'll give it to you in advance. I will celebrate my birthday next month, so you can just return me a present."

He knew that this bracelet was because of the gemstones on it, and that Han Yi always paid more on the same basis when thanking others, so Han Yi would definitely be burdened.

He also said: "Let's say it first, you have to do it yourself, don't think about spending a lot of money to fool me, and it doesn't count if I got this stone for nothing."

Han Yi didn't expect him to say that, and he really couldn't refuse for a while.

Seeing Han Yi with his eyes open and his mouth slightly open, Cheng Xiao knew that the plot had succeeded, and now he had no reason to refuse, and he himself admired his wit.

Sure enough, Han Yi accepted it, and also agreed to Cheng Xiao's birthday present.

Cheng Xiao and Han Yi wandered around the commercial street, which was very lively during the holidays, and the girls passing by would turn their heads to peek at them.

This street has always been vague in Han Yi's memory. He only remembers passing by it once more than ten years ago, and has never been there since.

He shuttled through the crowd, looking at the buildings on both sides, both familiar and unfamiliar.

Cheng Xiao asked Han Yi to wait for him, and Han Yi nodded.

A family of three walked by, the child was only four or five years old, with a floating hydrogen balloon tied to his wrist, holding his father with his left hand and his mother with his right.

Han Yi stared in a daze, not noticing Cheng Xiao's return.

Cheng Xiao used his mobile phone to order two drinks at the drink shop early in the morning, and when he came back, he saw Han Yi turning his head and staring at something in a daze.

He handed the straw to Han Yi's mouth and touched him. Han Yi came back to his senses and took a sip. It tasted like lemon and was delicious.

"Thank you." Han Yi smiled slightly.

"Why are you being polite to me, let's go, I'll take you to dinner, didn't you eat when you went out?" Cheng Xiao held Han Yi's arm, his spirits high.

"Ok!"

Han Yi felt that a certain part of his heart seemed to be filled at that moment, as if making up for years of regrets and fulfilling past obsessions.

This time I don't have to envy others anymore, I think, at least in the whole street, I am the happiest one, because I have Cheng Xiao by my side.

Cheng Xiao took Han Yi to a hot pot restaurant, and greeted the proprietress warmly as soon as he came up, and it seemed that he came here often.

The decoration in the store is Chinese style, all the decorations are made of wood, and the private rooms are blocked by screens.Today is a holiday, there are quite a lot of people in the store.

Cheng Xiao clattered through the menu and asked Han Yi one by one. At first, Han Yi said "Yes" or "Everything is fine", but then he was really helpless.

"You can do whatever you want, I believe in you."

When everything was on the table, Han Yi looked at the table with veins throbbing on his forehead.

The table is pretty big, but it's still covered.On the wooden shelf next to it, there are still no less than ten plates that have not been put on it.

"This... is it finished?"

"Isn't our little fox here today? He must be well taken care of." Cheng Xiao said while busy.

Han Yi also wanted to help Cheng Xiao, but Cheng Xiao hurriedly stopped him.

"Oh, just wait and eat, don't get burned if you have thin skin and tender meat." Cheng Xiao said worriedly.

Han Yi laughed angrily, leaned back on the bench lazily, and just looked at Cheng Xiao like that.

Cheng Xiao's hands are broad, with short nails. You can see the protruding muscles and bones on the back of the hand when you move your fingers. The whole hand has an obvious skinny feeling.

Han Yi didn't notice that a hill had already been piled up on his plate, and found that Shi Cheng Xiao was still trying to pinch Han Yi's plate.

"I found out that you just want to support me every day." Han Yi looked at Cheng Xiao seriously.

Cheng Xiao tilted her head and chuckled: "I'm wronged, isn't it because you are too thin?" Said, put down the extended chopsticks, and picked up a pair of disposable gloves.

Han Yi was eating with his head down when he heard a "open mouth".

Han Yi didn't react. He opened his mouth obediently and raised his head. A peeled shrimp was put into his mouth. Cheng Xiao withdrew his gloved hand and continued to peel the shrimp.

Han Yi's face turned red indistinctly, and was slightly hot.

He didn't think much about it, thinking that he was just a little embarrassed that someone would peel shrimps for him and feed him.

The two played outside for a day, and they parted at the intersection.Cheng Xiao turned around and yelled "See you tomorrow" before leaving.

Han Yi's eyes fell on Cheng Xiao's back, his eyes were gentle, and he said softly, "See you tomorrow."

Back home, Han Yi put the black velvet box and the previous post-it note into an empty box, and put it in the innermost drawer.

He hoped that time could pass faster, to tomorrow as soon as possible.