Don't be sad behind my back

--Confuse--

Wen Shan's car was parked at the school gate. She was wearing a simple and capable white shirt, black pants, and a gray windbreaker.

Han Yi and Cheng Xiao went out of the school together, and Wen Shan immediately went up to meet them.

"You are Cheng Xiao, right?" Wen Shan's face was soft and gentle.

"Yes, hello, auntie." Cheng Xiao responded politely.

"Cheng Xiao, are your parents here? We have something to do during this time. Han Yi has been bothering you to take care of it. It must have caused a lot of trouble. I am really sorry. I want to thank you in person, and I have prepared a thank you Li, I hope you can accept it." Wen Shan evaded the seriousness, cast a cold look at Han Yi, and immediately smiled and apologized.

Cheng Xiao didn't pay attention, but Han Yi could understand that look: It's really embarrassing to live with someone for two weeks, I feel ashamed.

"No, no, auntie, Han Yi really didn't cause any trouble. I wish I had someone to accompany me, and my parents like him very much. There is really no need for a thank you gift, and my parents will definitely not accept it."

Cheng Xiao quickly waved his hand to refuse, Wen Shan was stunned after hearing this, and looked at Han Yi lightly.

Seeing the situation here, Lao Cheng from a distance also came over.

After Wen Shan and Lao Cheng met, they also expressed their gratitude and apology. Lao Cheng also praised Han Yi, and he liked it with both mouth and mouth. He was determined not to accept Wen Shan's thanks.

"You didn't cause trouble, did you?" Wen Shan held the steering wheel in her hand, her eyes kept looking at the driveway outside the windshield, her expression was completely blank, and her previous smile was gone.The words were originally a question, but the tone seemed to be a confirmation.

"I'm paying attention." Han Yi sat in the passenger seat, looking at the sky outside the window, as if he didn't have any emotions about Wen Shan's question.

The light of the sunset is not as dazzling as at noon, and the hills cover half of her face, but they still radiate light, circles of halos try to ignite the entire sky, and golden lights are like sharp swords trying to ignite the whole sky. The darkness dissipates.

The sun rises in the east and sets in the west.This beautiful and gentle Miss Sunset had no choice but to leave her last evening in the world, in order to heal and comfort people who have been busy all day in the world.

Han Yi liked to watch the sky since he was a child. When he was alone at home, he would nest in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, with a dark and silent house behind him, and a golden sunset in front of him.

During the day, I would also run downstairs, sit on a bench and look up at the amazing and unreal sky.Han Yi wanted to keep it but he had no choice but to look at it a few more times.

Wen Shan seemed very dissatisfied with Han Yi's answer, and continued coldly: "He said politely that it's not troublesome, he likes you, who wants to let an outsider live in his house for free, it depends on you being a child It’s embarrassing to show anything.”

Wen Shan's voice raised a little, she exhaled heavily, and Han Yi could hear Wen Shan's nasal exhalation.Wen Shan continued accusing and ordering: "Farewell in the future, I feel ashamed."

Han Yi has long been used to cynicism, and calmly responded: "No more."

Han Yi could have refuted, because this was Wen Shan's idea in the first place, and she and Han Teng also reached a consensus at the beginning.

But now Wen Shan's attitude is completely opposite, just because it was just an excuse that Han Teng and Wen Shan threw out at will when they had nowhere to go. They don't need to be responsible, and they don't think about the consequences, they only think about the most beneficial path for themselves at the moment.

Although it was for Han Yi, for the sake of the child, it was better to say that the relationship needs to be temporarily stabilized for other reasons, and Han Yi was just an excuse that both parties knew well.

But Han Yi did not refute, because Han Yi has long been accustomed to Wen Shan and Han Teng's repentance and evasion of responsibility.

Wen Shan glanced at Han Yi, turned her head and blinked unnaturally, thinking about it, and then her tone was much gentler, but a little awkward: "It's not good to live in someone else's house, as if the child has no home and no one to take care of him." Same, what do the parents of this family think, right? The family ugliness should not be publicized, you have lived in this family for two weeks."

When Wen Shan said "two weeks", she unconsciously accentuated her tone and raised her pitch, full of shock and absurdity, but she immediately realized something was wrong, and her voice slowed down again: "Isn't this embarrassing myself?"

Han Yi was always looking out the window, only a few rays of the setting sun were left, and the dark blue sky was slowly devouring the last golden yellow, step by step towards darkness.

Han Yi withdrew his gaze, the golden color originally reflected in his pupils dissipated when he closed his eyes, and turned into a bottomless pool of stagnant water when he opened them again.

Han Yi looked down at his legs, crossed his hands and fingers on them, remained silent all the time, his eyes were indifferent, and he couldn't see through his thoughts and emotions, because Han Yi didn't have any at all, this was just the hollow and lonely look that Han Yi was used to.

Seeing Han Yi lower her head, Wen Shan believed that Han Yi was regretting what she was teaching, and couldn't help feeling a little satisfied, then adjusted her sitting posture, straightened her waist, and stepped on the accelerator.

After getting out of the car, Wen Shan took the initiative to talk: "In the past two weeks, the one at home has become more honest, her voice has become quieter, her temper has changed a lot, and she knows that she has come to help me. Don't talk when I get home later. Put on a good face, after all, he is still needed now."

Han Yi was a little puzzled, he grew up so big, and never realized what Han Teng's "usefulness" was. If Wen Shan hadn't said so, he might still be confused about why Wen Shan kept forbearing.

Han Yi had long suspected that this family was not that simple. He had asked Wen Shan before, but Wen Shan never disclosed any information related to the family network to him, only how she was bullied by her mother-in-law and Han Teng.

Later, through his own observation, Han Yi only found some irrelevant information, and ever since Wen Shan discovered that Han Yi had started to understand things, she deliberately concealed and guarded against them, and even stopped revealing them at all.

Han Yi remembered that from the time he could remember, his grandma kept talking about how bad Wen Shan and grandma were in his ears every day. Is running away.

Later, when she grew up, Wen Shan began to slowly tell him about her past.

When I was a few months old, Wen Shan went to work and asked her grandma to take care of her. As a result, her grandma didn’t give her food for a day, and all the water she drank was tap water. Afterwards, the rascal said that Wen Shan didn’t give Han Yi food or water. Money, I don't have a penny.

After Wen Shan bought the ingredients, grandma either deliberately put more salt or more oil on purpose, or directly made the vegetables half-cooked, or didn’t even cut them very much or didn’t cut them at all, deliberately made rice instead of porridge, and put it in the refrigerator to freeze Then take it out and feed Han Yi.

Afterwards, taking the opportunity to tease Han Yi to play, he beat Han Yi, patted Han Yi, or kicked Han Yi down again and again. Every time Xiao Han Yi got up with a smile even though he felt pain, and leaned against the wall to find his grandma. After taking a step, he was kicked down again, and then got up again.

Wen Shan saw the bruises on Han Yi's body, and grandma explained that the child fell by himself when he was learning to walk.

When Han Yi went to elementary school for vacation, grandma went out to play mahjong every day and locked Han Yi at home alone.

Xiao Han Yi was hungry, but there was no food at home, and he had no money, so he went out to find his grandma.

Xiao Hanyi didn't have the key, but grandma told him where he was playing mahjong, but Xiao Hanyi couldn't find it there.

After coming back, the door was locked again, so I had to sit on the bench downstairs, looking up at the boundless sky in a daze.

There are children with friends in the yard, every time they see Han Yi, they avoid him with disgust, or stand far away and shout in a childlike voice: "That child is a street child, a beggar, stay away from us, It's so dirty! Get out of the community!"

"Yes! Get out! You are not welcome here!"

"Don't sit there, how can we sit if it gets dirty!"

"Look at him, he looks like a monster. I want to protect my family. I warn you, get out of here!"

The children collected stones everywhere again, trying to drive away the monsters in front of them.Xiao Hanyi stared straight at them with her beautiful fox eyes, lowered her head, jumped off the bench and ran out of the community, sat on the stone steps in front of the convenience store at the gate of the community, still looking at them with her knees hugged. Sky.

Afterwards, Han Yi never went out again. He just nestled in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows and looked at the sky.

Wen Shan slowly told Han Yi about the past when Han Yi was in junior high school. It was also from junior high school that grandma's attitude towards Han Yi changed completely, and even became complicated. extreme.

At the same time, Han Teng did not hit people as frequently as he remembered, or roared angrily.

What's even more strange is that Wen Shan and Han Teng started to show their hearts to Han Yi together, paying attention to study and life, to be precise, monitoring, because they never had the most important trust.

Say nothing when it’s good, and scold you when it’s bad, and it lasted until high school.

Bring your mind back to reality, now.

Han Yi raised his eyes and glanced at Wen Shan. Under the backlight, Han Yi's eyebrows and eyes could not be seen clearly, only a black shadow across his eyes.Wen Shanquan accepted Han Yi's agreement, and took Han Yi home with a smile.

As soon as he got home, Han Teng came over and took the initiative to take Han Yi's bag. When Han Yi wanted to change his shoes, he generously handed over the slippers and asked with a smile on his face, "Son, are you tired recently?" ? I heard that your No. [-] Middle School is very tiring."

"It's okay." Han Yi replied indifferently.

This was probably the first time in a long time that Han Yi answered Han Teng's words directly, and while chatting, Han Teng suddenly became energetic.

"Son, don't be too tired, it's almost enough, don't tire yourself out, the system of the Second Middle School is too exaggerated." Han Teng seemed to be really upset for Han Yi, and he was a little anxious and worried.

"Yeah." Seeing Han Teng doing this for the first time, Han Yi couldn't bear to be indifferent. It was rare that he had some emotion, and his voice had warmth.

"I saw that Cheng Xiao today." Wen Shan said suddenly.Han Yi's eyes lit up when he heard the name, and a warm current surged in his heart.

"That child looks pretty good to me. I want to give it to the father and son, and the father and son are determined not to."

Han Yi didn't notice that there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, and his eyes were gentle.

"Oh, that's okay, don't be some messy person." Han Teng's face turned cold, and he glanced at Han Yi inexplicably.

The corners of Han Yi's mouth, which had been slightly raised, drooped again. He vaguely felt that if his parents knew that Cheng Xiao was a sports student, their attitude might be reversed 360 degrees.

This night, the three of Han Yi's family rarely sat together for dinner. It can be said that they were happy and happy, laughing and talking, but basically it was just Han Teng and Wen Shan who were looking for something to say, blunt and reluctant, and Han Yi would occasionally answer a few words.

The forced harmony and warmth are unbearable and even more tormenting.

When Han Yi returned to the room, he still habitually stayed at the door for a while before leaving. When he opened the phone, a bunch of messages popped up, it was Cheng Xiao.Han Yi laughed immediately, his heart softened like a piece of clear water.

Cheng Xiao: Little fox, I'm home too.

Cheng Xiao: My mother became sad after knowing you went back, and Lao Cheng has been comforting her.The same goes for Lao Cheng, who came back and told me about you.

Cheng Xiao: Are you okay there?

Cheng Xiao: No matter what, you must tell me that you are not allowed to secretly feel sad behind my back.

Cheng Xiao: I am very worried about you, every minute and every second.

Cheng Xiao: You are my beloved wife.

Every sentence, every word of Cheng Xiao made Han Yi feel heavy and sad, and was at a loss for a while, like a log.

Cheng Xiao's love is surging and blatant, and he can always smash Han Yi's cautious barrier with one blow, and then wrap Han Yi with strong and strong affection and intention.

I want to clean up the rotten past, hold you in my arms, and become the most solid fortress for your future.

Han Yi pressed the voice button: "I'm fine, don't worry..."

Just as Han Yi wanted to release the voice button, he looked at the messages sent by Cheng Xiao, thought of something, then hesitantly forced himself to say: "Old, hubby."

Han Yi immediately released the voice button, and Han Yi's burning face and neck were reflected in the dressing mirror.

When Han Yi was intimate with Cheng Xiao before, he was called "husband" by Cheng Xiao in various ways, but he couldn't get it anymore and called out honestly, but Cheng Xiao got more violent in exchange.But even after so many calls, the re-calling is still shy and stiff.

Sure enough, Cheng Xiao immediately responded to the message, which was also a voice.

"Baby, do you know, I really want to..." Cheng Xiao spoke very slowly, with a low and playful voice, a magnetic voice unique to mature men stimulated Han Yi's ears one after another, numb and slightly itchy, and then his voice added Si Xiemei: "Take, you, eat, get, even, bone, head, all, no, leftover."

Han Yi's eardrums rang loudly, and Cheng Xiao's voice was like countless small electric currents flowing from the base of his ears to his whole body, swallowing Han Yi's senses bit by bit, and his whole body became weak and weak uncontrollably.

Han Yi quickly escaped from the vortex and regained his senses. He shook his head to get rid of those lingering scenes in his mind, and then returned his gaze to the phone screen again, looking at the two characters of "Cheng Xiao" on the top of the WeChat chat interface. The word, Han Yi had thought for a long time what he wanted to give Cheng Xiao a note, but now he quickly changed it in a second: big villain.

The big villain has been calling Han Yi all night, most of them are calling Han Yi to come to his home tomorrow, saying that Lao Cheng and the others are not there, he is lonely and scared at home, and needs his wife to accompany him.

Han Yi couldn't laugh or cry, but finally agreed.The two chatted until very late, Han Yi was so sleepy that he fell asleep, the phone was still on the phone in his slightly open palm.

Cheng Xiao on the other side asked Han Yi to go to bed when he heard Han Yi yawn for the first time, Han Yi refused, saying that he was not sleepy, and then he yawned several times, Cheng Xiao could imagine it even if he couldn't see it Han Yicun still has that stubborn little appearance, which is cute and heart-wrenching.

Cheng Xiao coaxed and said, "Bao'er, go to sleep when you're sleepy, leave the phone on, and hang up when you're asleep, okay?"

Han Yi was still insisting, but was rejected by Cheng Xiao again: "Oh my dear wife, go to bed early, you can wake up early tomorrow, and you can see your husband earlier, go to sleep." Han Yi couldn't resist, and finally fell asleep. past.

Cheng Xiao heard Han Yi's voice on the phone getting weaker and weaker, and his speech became more and more blurred, and finally only the sound of steady breathing remained.

Cheng Xiao smiled softly, and listened to Han Yi's breathing for a long time, feeling drowsy, finally said good night tenderly and reluctantly, and hung up the phone.

On Sunday morning, the cold wind blew away overnight, coating everything with a layer of ice crystals, a quiet misty blue in front of my eyes, and the ice cooling was a bit melancholy, as if just getting close would shatter the sleeping body in the ice. world.

The sun peeled away the clouds and mist, and the light penetrated the ice layer and fell on the ground. Two figures overlapped, one tall and one short, embracing each other.

Cheng Xiao took off his scarf and wrapped it around Han Yi's neck, then cupped Han Yi's hands and put them to his mouth to warm them up.

"Why don't you wear more, your hands are freezing and your nose is red from the cold."

"I want to see you sooner, but I'm too anxious, so I can't take care of it."

Cheng Xiao grinned, and Han Yi raised the corners of his mouth.

Cheng Xiao grabbed Han Yi's hand and put it in his pocket, like a burning stove, melting the cold around him.