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After staying in the ward for a long time, he got used to the quiet environment. When he left the inpatient department suddenly, the noise of people coming and going and the sound of cars whizzing by on the road filled his ears. Yang Wei was not used to it.

I want to find headphones to bring myself, but the backpack is on Palin, and Yang Wei has nothing but the mobile phone in his hand, "Peilin!" Yang Wei shouted to the people standing on the side of the road waiting for the bus, but The surrounding sounds were too noisy, even mixed with the crying and wailing of children, Palin didn't hear it.

Flipping through the phone boredly with his fingers, Yang Wei felt helpless that he could only sit under the shade of a tree and wait for the bus.

With a sound of "Ding", a message popped up on the phone, and when I opened it, I saw the head portrait of the yellow Kodak Duck, and an unconscious smile erupted on my irritable face.

Ding Shuo: Are you in the car?

Yang Wei: Not yet.

Yang Wei: [picture]

He casually took a photo of Dama Road and sent it to Ding Shuo.The sky in the photo is gray, and the people who come and go in a hurry on the road are blurred in the picture. Everyone in this society is impetuous.

After the message was sent, the word "the other party is typing" on the top of the dialog box has not disappeared. Yang Wei couldn't help but want to laugh, guessing in his heart that this dead child was deleting, deleting, deleting, modifying and modifying in front of the phone, and finally sent the message Maybe as little as one line.

Yang Wei: I wrote so many things, and it has been displayed for a long time while typing, and the information has not been sent yet.

Soon Ding Shuo replied to the message, with only a dumbfounding expression, followed by a sentence, "I wanted to ask you about when you would be back, but I didn't need me to pick up the car, so I deleted it again."

After replying to Ding Shuo with an emoji of patting his head, Yang Wei sent him a voice message, saying, "After we go back, we won't be able to see each other every day, will you miss me?"

At this moment, Ding Shuo responded to the message very quickly. He received a reply almost a second after the voice was sent out. There was only one word, "Think".

This kind of time is both sensational and helpless. Yang Wei looked at the phone screen and tried to imagine Ding Shuo on the other side of the phone screen. His big eyes were full of disappointment, and he felt uncomfortable in his heart.

After pressing the voice button with his thumb, he sent another message to the WeChat with the yellow duck head, and the sound of a car horn rang in his ears, short and sharp.

"I will try my best to get better soon, just wait for me."

Ding Shuo was driven back to Yongshi by Yang Wei the night before yesterday. Before he left, he stared straight at Yang Wei with his big eyes, with a look of reluctance and obedience. Looking back now, Yang Wei Also feel a little distressed.

It's not that he doesn't want Ding Shuo to be by his side, it's just...

"Weiwei, how many days of leave will the company grant you when you return to Yongshi?" Mama Yang sat in the passenger seat, stretched her neck and turned her head to talk to her son, but his son seemed to be staring out the window in a daze, only Neng put his eyes on Palin again, "He's undergoing surgery on his hand, giving anesthesia or something, it won't affect his brain..."

"Mom..." Yang Wei had to pull his mind away from Ding Shuo, sighed out of his parents' sight, and said, "I have a work-related injury, and I have already reported it. The sick leave is paid by the hospital. The diagnosis certificate shall prevail, and the removal of the steel plate after one year will also be treated as work-related sick leave.”

Hearing Yang Wei's words, Yang's mother gave a thoughtful "Oh" and turned her head to mutter something to Yang's father, then turned back and said to him: "Now let's go back to the district hospital for examination. You may have to stay in the hospital for a period of time for rehabilitation, and when the doctor confirms that you can go home to recuperate, you will move back in, and don’t renew the small apartment you rented outside.”

Yang Wei didn't seem to intend to discuss this matter with his mother in a deliberative tone, so he replied firmly "No", asked Peilin to put on headphones, turned up the volume, closed his eyes and stopped talking.

"It's inconvenient not to go home to recuperate after being injured..." Regarding Yang Wei's resolute attitude, Yang's mother didn't jump, as if she had expected this answer early in the morning, and she seemed to be talking to herself. After muttering a few words, he turned around and threw the hot potato at Pei Lin.

"Pellin also helped persuade him."

"Auntie, you know that Weiwei's spirit is high. If he can go back home and let someone take care of him after leaving the hospital, he will feel uncomfortable."

"I know, I know, but when I was just discharged from the hospital, it was always inconvenient to move..." Mama Yang looked at her son who was pretending to sleep with his eyes closed and Pei Lin who was sitting on the side with her head lowered and playing with her mobile phone. She was suddenly a little discouraged, and closed her eyes. Mouth stopped talking.A mother knows best about her son's temper.

After sitting in the car for a long time, Yang Wei felt uncomfortable. After asking Peilin to adjust the angle of the back seat, he leaned against the backrest.Peilin saw that his brows were frowning a little bit, and wanted to talk to him, but Yang Wei, who was wearing earphones, kept him away from him thousands of miles away. Peilin knew that he was not feeling well, so she stopped bothering him.

Yang Wei didn't want to go home because he felt he was already compromising.

Before Ding Shuo went back the night before, they had some small disputes in the hospital ward.It is almost impossible to say that two people had a dispute a few days after they established their relationship, but it just happened.

The weather in Guicheng was cold day by day, Ding Shuo wrapped a scarf around Yang Wei and pushed him to the garden for a walk.Just now at dinner, the doctor came to tell Yang Wei that he could go through the formalities of discharge after he could continue to walk on the ground. Yang Wei immediately contacted Peilin and asked her to arrange the company's administration to handle the work-related injury insurance.

"Do you want to go back to Yongshi after being discharged from the hospital?" Ding Shuo asked knowingly. In fact, he just wanted to know how Yang Wei would go back in this situation. Yang Wei nodded and told Ding Shuo not to worry, saying that his parents would drive to Guicheng to pick him up. .

"So will uncle and aunt come to pick you up the day after tomorrow?" Pushing Yang Wei to the edge of the fish pond in the garden under the hospital, Ding Shuo watched the withered and yellow leaves float from the branches to the water surface, and ripples hit the pool Coming to the side, he was a little confused.

"If your parents come to pick you up the day after tomorrow, then I can buy a ticket to go back tomorrow night." Ding Shuo's voice fell lightly into Yang Wei's ears, without any emotion.

Seeing Yang Wei looking up at him with puzzled eyes, Ding Shuo smiled, "Your parents are here, of course I have to go back, I can't go back with their car."

"why not?"

"Are you... wanting to come out?" Recalling the scene when Yang Wei introduced himself to his friends and colleagues, Ding Shuo was not sure whether Yang Wei's homosexuality had been known by his parents. If not, he was also not sure. Will Yang Wei take this opportunity to tell the truth.

"I..." Yang Wei was stunned by this question, he didn't know how to answer this question.

His sexual orientation has never been concealed in front of friends and colleagues around him. He is not the kind of person who hides, although he will not take the initiative to say it, but as long as he is guessed, he will openly admit it.But Ding Shuo suddenly asked this question, but he didn't know how to say it.

"My parents really don't know."

His parents never asked him about his love life. Naturally, he did not take the initiative to mention that he likes men, but now that Ding Shuo said this, he is not sure what Ding Shuo's attitude is, "they will come the day after tomorrow, just right Let me introduce you to each other."

I thought Ding Shuo would accept it readily. After all, when his colleagues came to see him that day, he introduced Ding Shuo as his boyfriend. Although Ding Shuo was surprised at that time, after a short period of confusion, he also laughed together with him. .But this time, Ding Shuo directly refused.

"Don't tell them..." The words were heavy for Ding Shuo, "If you can, don't come out to your family."

Yang Wei was puzzled and asked him why, but Ding Shuo's silence answered him.

"What are you worried about?" Pulling Ding Shuo's hand to make him squat down, Yang Wei stared straight into his eyes, trying to see a little bit of clues from those deliberately dodging eyes.

Although Ding Shuo has bravely raised his head to meet Yang Wei's sharp eyes, there are still many worries that Yang Wei doesn't know about in those eyes, "I know you want to live a frank life, but trust me once, Never come out to your family if you can."

The conversation that afternoon did not end as sweetly as usual. When they returned to the ward, both of them were silent.Even though both of them knew in their hearts that there would be problems if they didn't speak like this, neither of them was willing to reach out and touch the thorn in the heart first.

The sky gradually darkened, and it rained again inexplicably, the originally dry air gradually became moist, and everything began to become delicate.Yang Wei saw Ding Shuo's thoughtful eyes, and even the inadvertent sigh seemed to be amplified dozens of times and reached Yang Wei's ears.

Ding Shuo was still holding his hand, obviously unwilling to leave him half a step.

Yang Wei hooked Gou Dingshuo's fingers wrapped around his hand, and said, "If you don't want to see my parents, then go away..." Seeing that the person beside the bed looked up with a confused expression, Yang Wei sighed immediately tone.

"I don't have to wait until the day after tomorrow. I can get out of bed now. You can't sleep well at night after taking care of me these days. I'll see if there are any tickets back to Yongshi later. Go back and rest early."

This is an eviction order.

No matter how slow Ding Shuo reacted, he understood at that moment that he rejected Yang Wei's idea of ​​coming out with his parents, which made him feel uncomfortable.He opened his mouth to explain, but he didn't know what to say, hesitated again and again, and finally he could only nod with a lonely look.

Just like he came without hesitation, and left in a hurry in the end.

Ding Shuo got on the bullet train back to Yongshi that night, and before leaving, he sent Yang Wei a message saying "I'm going back", but Yang Wei didn't have any more words except "okay".

Until Yang Wei got distracted and went to Ding Shuo's blog to see if he had updated it again, and if he could find out what was on his mind that he couldn't guess from it, he accidentally saw the title of September 9th in the blog directory. "About my coming out" blog post, I called Ding Shuo with trembling hands.

At that time, Ding Shuo just got on the high-speed train and kept going through the tunnel. The signal was not good, and his voice was intermittent. Yang Wei didn't bother him. He called and talked to him over and over again, and he didn't let go until he had explained everything clearly. tone.

Father Yang kept humming the favorite songs of his generation while driving the car, "But my heart is still occupied by her every moment, she is like the moon, she still doesn't open her mouth..."

Not knowing how fast the car was going, Yang Wei estimated the time to Yongshi with his eyes closed.It's only been a day since Ding Shuo was separated, and he has already begun to miss this dead child who keeps everything in his heart and refuses to say it.

The phone's WeChat issued a notification sound of "Ding", and his chaotic thoughts were interrupted. Yang Wei opened his eyes reluctantly, but when he saw the sender clearly, the corners of his mouth curled up unconsciously.

Ding Shuo: The weather in Yongshi is quite warm. I bought dragon fruit for you. After you finish the hospital procedures, I will make juice for you every day.

He is such a caring and distressing child.

What Ding Shuo said to him on the train that night suddenly popped into Yang Wei's mind. Although the signal was not good, Ding Shuo still insisted on finishing his words.

He said, "I've already been through a catastrophe, and I don't want you to lose your home like me."

That's the person he puts on top of his heart. The words came out of his mouth, lightly, but the scraping was so painful.Yang Wei could only compromise.

It's just that he has already compromised not to come out to his family members. If he is allowed to compromise to leave his small space and go back to live at home, he will no longer be able to meet and be alone with his beloved one freely, it is absolutely, right, wrong ,possible!