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To find this matter, I just made up an excuse, saying that I was at Lao Yu's place and I would be back in a while, and then I hurriedly took a taxi and ran back.I never thought that when I returned to the shop, I didn’t see the Nissan Mini Marchi in the white shirt, nor did I see his mother’s Audi A3. I was just wondering, and I took out my phone to check, only to find that he sent me back a message: "Stay there and don't move, I'll go pick you up."

This is embarrassing...

I seem to be able to guess in my mind what his expression would be when he went to Lao Yu's place and I came back in the end.And I began to hesitate, should I call him and tell him that I will go over now and tell him not to come over, or should I stay here obediently and wait for him to come back?

Just when I was hesitating and struggling, the phone rang, and the white shirt called. I was a little afraid to answer it, but finally I answered: "I, I didn't pay attention to my phone, I saw you said you were in my store, I I ran back quickly."

"It's okay, I just happen to have something to give to Lao Yu, so I'll just send him documents."

He wasn't angry, he was a little happy.

"Just stay in the store and pack your things..." Hearing what Bai Shirt said, I quickly interrupted: "Then will you come back later?"

"Come on, let's go and help." Hearing what he said, I seemed to feel relieved. I breathed a sigh of relief, said a few words casually, hung up the phone, and happily went to pack my things.

That night, he bought some beer and cooked food, and after we cleaned up the sundries in the store, we went to my house for dinner together.He said, "Old Yu told me, you want to move?"

"Well, move to VD..." I was hesitating whether to tell him about my shareholding, and he answered, "That's fine, the environment over there is good, the security system is relatively sound, and it's in the The VD is upstairs, and it will be convenient to go to the store to take care of business when the time comes.”

"You know all about it?" Lao Yu said everything out of his mouth.

But I don't blame Lao Yu, after all, Bai Shirt is also one of the partners of the store, and it is common sense to tell him that there is a new partner, let alone everyone knows each other.It's just that I feel a little embarrassed, as if I have done something wrong.

We talked a lot in the evening and drank a lot.

In fact, I don’t know how much I drink. I only drank some when I was in high school on weekends with my classmates, but I didn’t dare to drink too much. I was afraid that I would be criticized by my parents when I went home.After I came out, there was no chance for me to drink. Apart from being busy making money, the rest of the time was spent thinking about how to make money.

So that night, it was the first time I got drunk, and I remembered that I said "I'm a little dizzy", but I don't remember clearly what happened after that.When I was conscious again, it was already noon the next day.

When I woke up, my head was blank for a long time, as if my computer had crashed, I was numb, and couldn't think of anything.Seeing that the white shirt was not there, I thought he had gone to work, but when I was still in a daze on the bed, I heard the sound of someone opening the door with a key.

"Are you awake?" The white shirt held the freshly bought vegetables in his hand, and he saw me sitting on the bed like a chicken coop from the small living room. He might think my appearance was a bit funny, and the voice he talked to me was full of with a smile.

I nodded, but when I moved a little, I felt that my head was too heavy, my neck was sore and swollen, and I felt uncomfortable. Thinking about it again, I probably had a hangover.

The white shirt didn't care that I was still sitting on the bed, put the vegetables in the refrigerator, wiped my face with a towel, and then cleaned up the wine bottles in the living room, collecting a large bag full of empty soda cans.

"Do you want to sell it? If you don't sell it, I'll just throw it away." Bai Shirt said, his mother always likes to ask the cleaning lady to wash and put away the empty bottles, and then sell them as scraps for something smaller. Small change, used to feed stray cats and dogs.

Listening to what he said, I feel that his mother is a very caring person.

I wanted to shake my head, but my head was too heavy. If I shook my head, my neck and head would feel uncomfortable, so I just lay back on the bed and said sullenly, "I won't sell it anymore. There are no waste collectors around here, so it's not easy to sell. .”

Then I fell asleep again.

After waking up, I suddenly thought of a problem. After I was drunk at night, I fell asleep directly, and I didn't know if there was any smell on my body.So at dinner that night I asked about the white shirt and he said I was stupid.

"Who would ask such a direct question?" After saying this, he laughed for a long time, so long that I wondered if I told a joke instead of asking a question.In fact, I just asked: "Did you take a bath for me after I was drunk, did you peek at me naked?"

There is nothing wrong with this sentence, is it so funny?Or is his laugh so low that I can't get it?Hey... I don't know who is stupid.

Anyway, it’s fine that he didn’t answer me directly. He just said, “You’re not so drunk that you vomit, you won’t smell on your body.” Too lazy to ask.

But having said that, the white shirt is really a warm hearted and nice person. I have sent him a "good person card" here many times, but it is not that kind of "good person card", it is a "good person card" for really nice people .

Tell me, when I encounter a pervert, he will help me find a way to solve this problem, and also help me consider future development issues.I want to move the store and move, and he will also help me organize and pack things.Just take yesterday as an example. I had a hangover and a headache. I lay dead at home all day. It was the white shirt that helped me pack my things!

He drove his little March to buy me a packing box during the day, and he also helped me pack all the household appliances that could be packed in advance, such as TV, microwave oven, small refrigerator half the height of a person, single dog My small washing machine, rice cooker... Anyway, it can be installed in advance, and everything is well protected and installed.

Ah, if I were a woman, I would chase him crazily. I must chase him and marry him. After all, there are not many good men who can do housework and take care of others!

Last night, the white shirt also helped me open the cabinet.

Like I said, it’s very troublesome to disassemble and assemble these things, so let’s just leave them here. It’s not a big item that can’t be bought, it’s just some small furniture that I bought when I first moved in, such as bookcases and desks. , Shoe cabinets and these things.

But Bai Shirt insisted that these pieces of furniture were relatively small and easy to assemble and disassemble, so he dismantled them all overnight, packed them together with nail accessories and put them in boxes.

I don't even know what to say, I'm the one who needs to move, but instead of packing things myself, I asked him to prepare them for me.

"You are so kind to me, I will be very sorry." I looked at the neatly packed boxes in the living room and said with some regret.

"I promise you with your body." The white shirt joked with me.

For a moment, I really wanted to nod my head and say "Okay", but I couldn't, I couldn't show my affection and deep liking for him in front of him.

I know I'm afraid, but there's nothing I can do about it. After all, he's such a beautiful person. I'm afraid that once such words are spoken, they will become the last words before we part ways.

So I whispered "yes" in my heart, but on the face I could only pretend to be joking and say, "You can't afford me!"

Maybe it was too tiring to help me clean up. After all, I cleaned up the small electrical appliances in the whole house and dismantled several small furniture, which took a lot of physical strength.The white shirt said that he didn't want to drive back, he was worried about driving tired on the road, and wanted to stay with me.

I'm even more sorry!

It's all because I'm moving and I'm hungover that he's helping me with this and that, otherwise I wouldn't be so tired.And I'm about to move, it's a mess, there's no place to make a floor for him, and I feel so guilty and ashamed that I have to wrong him to sleep in the same bed with me.

But the white shirt said it didn't matter, saying that I sleep well, I don't roll around, and the bed is so big, two people can still make do with it.

Now it's my turn to be embarrassed.

He said that my sleeping appearance is not bad. It should not be the conclusion that I got up in the middle of the night to watch me sleep when I was protecting me from being harassed by perverts. After all, normal people who have nothing to do will wake up in the middle of the night to see if another person’s sleeping appearance is good. Good looking, so, most likely, he stayed with me all night after I got drunk.

Ahhh!In this way, I am even more sorry!

So, I didn't sleep well last night, I didn't dare to move around, I didn't dare to turn over for fear of being next to him, he was warm, if I was next to him, he would definitely feel hot.Hey... Guilt makes people sleepless.

So in order to thank him for taking care of me and helping me pack my things yesterday, and for continuing to help me pack my things and find a moving company today, I treated him to a seafood meal tonight!

Ah, plump sea crabs, sea shrimps, oysters, snails, and scallops!It couldn't be better!

He also seemed very happy, and after eating, he took me home, and then drove his little March home.

"If I don't have to go to work tomorrow morning, I will help you move." Bai Shirt seemed a little sorry for not being able to help me move tomorrow morning, but I quickly said "nothing" several times to express my heart Sorry, he really helped me too much!

The white shirt also said: "It's okay, if I have nothing to do tomorrow morning shift, the moving company's car has arrived at VD, and I can help tidy up your new house."

I happily agreed, haha!

Oops, got a good night's sleep tonight!

Alright, I’m done today. After moving tomorrow, I’m going to reorganize the goods that a treasure store has moved to the new small warehouse. I may need to replenish them. I guess I’ll come to chat with you next time, and it’ll be a day or two later~

you!good night!

[Blog] Female men are terrible

I've been exhausted for two days.

You don’t know how tiring it is to move. I thought it would be good to just move the sundries, and then install, place, and clean, and then I can sleep peacefully for a night.Who knew, it took two full days, two days! !

Originally, the plan on the morning of the 8th was that after the moving company truck pulled my things to the new apartment, I would clean up in the house by myself.As a result, the truck couldn't enter SOHO when it arrived at VD. I explained to the security staff for a long time, but I didn't want to believe that I was a new resident, and I was worried that the road stone would be damaged when the car went in.

Ten thousand muddy horses are galloping past me, I just want to curse.There was really nothing I could do later, so I called Bai Shirt.

I didn't want to bother him. After all, he belongs to the commercial management company. My matter is firstly a personal matter, and secondly, it belongs to the real estate side, so I have nothing to do with him.But I can't help it, I don't know who to turn to, but at this time I can't get in touch with the real estate consultant who signed the contract with me, and I don't know if it's just a vacation.Anyway, it was finally done by asking the white shirt to help communicate with the property department.

By the time the moving company moved my things into the new house, it was almost twelve noon, and most of the day had passed.

Bai Shirt asked me to eat in the dining area on the fourth floor of VD, but I was too embarrassed to ask him to invite me, because I always trouble him more.But he insisted, saying that I introduced Lao Yu to him and let him complete the task smoothly, and the three of us will be partners again in the future, and it is not an exaggeration to invite me to dinner for two good things.

Now that he said that, it's not easy for me to refute. After arguing and arguing, it's embarrassing in the end, so I simply agreed.

but!Something really embarrassing happened!I really want to die in VD...

I still remember the colleague in the white shirt I told you a long time ago, that female man, the girl who bumped into me watching that film in my shop, the one who came to my shop with the white shirt and wanted to recruit me to open a VD shop girl.

She is so simple, she doesn't care about the occasion at all!

I ate with White Shirt on the fourth floor, and I happened to be sitting near the corridor.This little girl saw me and the white shirt from a distance, and greeted us through the glass. I thought I knew her, so I beckoned her to come in and eat together.

At that time, Bai Shirt said: "You will regret asking her to come in." But I didn't understand this sentence at the time, and I didn't know what Bai Shirt wanted to express. I knew that when he said this sentence, Laughing weirdly.

Therefore, a sentence was verified, "If you don't listen to the old man's words, you will suffer in front of you."Some things, as expected, still need to listen to experience.I regretted it before I told the woman to sit down, because as soon as she entered the door and saw me, she yelled:

"Brother GV!!!"

I'm a big weed!

Who is Brother GV? !Who is who? !Is it me? !Shouldn't it? !I, I, I... My name is Ding Shuo, not Brother GV! !

I petrified in place, do you know how to cut it?Is there a hole in this girl's mind...

My originally enthusiastic smile suddenly turned into a stiff and awkward smile.Excuse me, what is the purpose of this girl calling me "Brother GV" in public, afraid that everyone will not know that I have watched GV?

smile.

I was already very embarrassing at the time, who knew that more embarrassing things would come later.After the white shirt heard the female man call me "Brother GV", he actually had a funny expression on his face, blinked his eyes and looked at me, and said, "Why did you call you Brother GV?"

WTF!Don't ask this question please! ! !I don't want to answer at all...

Keep smiling.

"Hahahahahaha! You don't have to be so cute, you are so cute!!" The female man still had the nerve to laugh?She still has the nerve to laugh?I'm almost so embarrassed by her, how can she still laugh? !

Just when the volcano in my heart was about to erupt, the female man added a knife: "Because he was watching GV in the store and wanted to masturbate, and I saw him! Hahahahaha..."

Ding Shuo, please keep smiling, okay?

What's wrong with this world?

I feel the maliciousness of this world...

(When I get home, I will crush 10 Tintin rabbits!!(╯‵ ′)╯︵┻━┻)

[Blog] Ding Ding rabbit

Haha, everyone seems to be very curious about what is Ding Ding rabbit, so I will post some pictures of Ding Ding rabbit for you, ha ha!

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The one above is the legendary "Ding Ding Rabbit", the mini Q version of the little Jiji, isn't it cute?Are there any super cute ones?I used this as a small gift for buying sex toys before.I made a lot of purchases before, but when I moved, I found a big box with no place to put it. I took the VD to the store yesterday and put it in the store as a small gift for entering the store and scanning the QR code to follow the official account. It can also be used for sales, which attracted a lot of people. Customers enter the store!And most of them are girls.

Girls nowadays are really unrestrained, haha.Seeing the Dintin rabbit I placed on the display stand, I immediately came in and asked how it was sold.After explaining to them that scanning the QR code to follow the official account of the store can be given as a gift, I immediately took out my mobile phone to follow without saying a word.It was not enough to give one as a gift, and I bought several back, saying that they were used to place on the desk to relieve stress and relax.

What a lovely paper for girls!Of course, this is inseparable from my lovely Ding Ding rabbit, ha ha ha!

Now Dintin rabbits are sold in many places, but it is not easy to buy good ones, because most of them are rough in workmanship, and the lines on them are not well done. Although they look cute, they are missing that kind. Real, dirty feeling.

Fortunately, the batch of Dintin rabbits I bought back are still pretty good. The lines on Jiji’s body are meticulous, but they are still cute. The main reason is that the bouncy material is super exciting! (It feels quite real, you know)

In fact, VD's store is much better than I imagined, and it is closer to my ideal sex toy store. It is worth investing in Lao Yu's store.

That is... the salespersons in the store are rather shy, and they are always timid when it comes to receiving customers, and they can't let go. This is not conducive to sales, and they need to be well trained, or find some fresh graduates, who are cheerful and outgoing, boy Girls are fine, but they have to be good-looking, at least not to make people look wretched.

However, I heard that it is difficult to recruit good-quality salespersons near VD, so I am ready to stay in the store for a long time.

The shopping center is different. The opening and closing time of the store is fixed every day, and there are many rules, such as not being able to tally goods during business hours, not stacking goods in the business area, and what are the fire door management regulations in the store, warehouse inspection regulations, Rules such as fire extinguisher inspection regulations.

But that’s fine too, there are no rules and no rules, without these and other constraints, there would not be a mature shopping mall, and I am willing to abide by it.

But these two days are really exhausting...

There isn't a lot of traffic in the store right now, so I finally have to take a break and come up to chat with you for a while.

The life after the move is completely different from the life I imagined and planned.Originally, I thought it would be the same as when I opened the store before, but there is always a difference between a street store and a shopping mall store. Anyway, life is quite tiring, but it is also quite fulfilling.

but……

Our shop in VD is on the second floor, and Bai Shirt works on the first floor. We don't have much time to meet each other, which is a bit regretful.But Bai Shirt said that such a staggered floor would be beneficial for him to manage the operation of the store, not to mention that such a boutique is not suitable for the first floor, even if it is on the first floor, as one of the partners of the store, in order to avoid talking He can't participate too much in the operation of the store, so, staggering the floors will help him to participate more in the operation and operation of the store.

He said, let me prepare some more interesting products, not practical sex toys, just some daily dirty toys, such as "Ding Ding Rabbit".

I asked, "What are you going to do?"

"It's almost Halloween and Thanksgiving, and I will organize some activities in conjunction with the mall to attract customers into the store. At the same time, the official account will increase fans, so it will be more convenient to do activities in the future."

Hmm... As expected of someone who is in charge of attracting and operating shopping malls, he always thinks more thoughtfully about business matters.

Let's do this first, get ready for 22:00, and we will be seeing off guests at the closed shop of the plaza later. I'll get off first, and we'll talk another day.

BTW, do you like Tintin Rabbit?

[Blog] My thoughts-1

Before I knew it, it was already October 10th, and I feel like I haven't come up to chat with you guys for a long, long time, mainly because I've been too busy recently!

I didn't think opening a store in a mall would make me that busy.In addition, I have not slept well in the past few days, and I always have no energy during the day, and I am not in a good mood, so I feel extraordinarily hard at work.

Bai Shirt said, I must have something on my mind that I can't sleep well at night. I asked him why he said that, and he said, "Seeing that you are always in a daze during the day, I know you have something on your mind."

But I don't know if I have something on my mind, maybe there is, maybe I don't take "that matter" as something on my mind.

In fact, the thing is like this (I think I can tell you a lot today, maybe nonsense).

A few days ago, Bai Shirt said that he was not very busy at work recently and wanted to know about the daily operation of the store. I happened to be going to buy goods, so he said he would take me there, and chat about the store on the way.So the two of us drove his little Nissan Marchi to buy goods.

In fact, there are no special products, they are all brands that you can see every day, such as Durex and the like.After ordering a lot of products, we ate out and the white shirt sent me back.We were talking about the store along the way.

"Has the business here always been so good?" I asked.

"What is good for you?"

"Actually, I don't have any concept of whether the sales of the stores in the shopping center are good or bad. After all, the stores I used to manage were all managed by myself. There were no labor costs and no other expenses. It was just a store rent and purchase Cost.” So I don’t know what should be used to define a good or bad business for an adult products store in a shopping mall.

Lao Yu designed this store very ideally, not only ordinary adult products (condoms, lubricants, sex toys, etc.), but also clothing with special meanings (improved various COS clothing, bunny girl clothing, SM clothing, bundled Clothes, etc.), there is also a boutique area, such as dirty daily necessities (the eraser that looks like Mimi, and Ding Dingtu is one of them), and a static exhibition area is set up for customers photographed.

What I admire the most is that Lao Yu was able to complete so many functional divisions in this shop that is only [-] or [-] square meters in size.

"Indeed, there are many things that need to be calculated into the cost of a store in a shopping mall, such as rent, property fees, water and electricity fees, labor costs, and other marketing expenses." White Shirt explained to me the cost of a shopping mall store in detail. The cost structure is very complicated. I don't understand it very well, but I think the white shirt that analyzed these data with me is very powerful!

Just when we were talking about such and such topics with relish, accidentally, the car in front suddenly braked suddenly, and we also bumped into the buttocks of the car in front suddenly.

rear end! !

You don't know, it terrified me at the time!I have never experienced this, so I don't know what to do!

The white shirt immediately pressed the double flashing lights, then went to the trunk to get a tripod and placed it not far behind the car before going to the front to check.

God, the front of the car is deformed!The rear of the car in front was also hit badly by us.

I was so stupid at the time, after all, people who don't have a car don't know how to deal with such an accident.It could be regarded as a rear-end collision caused by the sudden braking of the vehicle in front, or it should be regarded as a rear-end collision caused by us not keeping the distance between cars.Who should be responsible?

I thought that Bai Shirt was going to argue with the owner of the vehicle in front, but who knew that before Bai Shirt could speak, the owner of the car suddenly knelt down.

I think I will never forget that scene.

With trembling hands, the owner took out a white cat from between the wheels. The cat was already limp and lifeless, with blood continuously oozing from its open mouth and nose, and quickly wiped out the owner's clothes and pants. All red.

The owner of the car, Bai Shirt knows him, and I have seen it once before. It was the manager of the men’s clothing store that Bai Shirt bought me clothes for when I was targeted by a pervert and ran away to VD for help. His name seems to be in English. What’s his name? Come on, I can't remember, it should be called Abel.

I think it is fate that we can meet like this.

Abel hugged the white cat and cried all the time. At first, he cried softly with sobs choked up, and then he wailed loudly as if he couldn't restrain himself.White Shirt and I stood beside us. None of the three wanted to talk, only the sound of cars passing by on the road and the sound of "whooping" wind.Such a scene actually made me feel extremely desolate.

I don't know how long it took, when my hands were cold by the autumn wind, Abel finally stopped crying, took off his coat with red and swollen eyes, picked up the cat, buried it in the dead leaves in the isolation zone, and then turned away Go back to the car.

"It's you?" He seemed a little surprised that the white shirt and I were standing next to him, and there was a hint of surprise in his red and swollen eyes from crying.

Bai Shirt said, "We went shopping, and when we came back, we didn't pay attention to the distance between the cars, and accidentally bumped into each other."

"I should be the one who said sorry, I shouldn't have slammed on the brakes." Abel's voice was clearly nasal, which was the trace of crying hard.

"Don't say that, it's because you accidentally ran over..." Bai Shirt couldn't finish speaking, and his throat choked up.

I thought that Abel must be very sad about this matter, but I didn't expect that the white shirt was so emotional.But I believe that anyone who sees that scene will be moved.I stretched out my hand to pull the white shirt, but I didn't dare to look him in the eyes. I guess he didn't want to cry in front of people, so I thought I didn't look him in the eyes.

"That's good, at least there are still people who can cry for them..." Abel's voice couldn't hear any emotion, it was a little dull, and he didn't know what he wanted to express with this sentence.

In the end, Bai Shirt called and reported the insurance.

Abel's car was hit in the rear and was able to be taken in for repairs.Because the white shirt's car was hit by the front of the car, the front of the car has been deformed, the engine inside was damaged, and it couldn't be driven. Finally, the insurance company found a tow truck to tow it away for maintenance.

Abel said that he would take us back. After looking around, there was indeed no place to call a car on the fast ring road, so we nodded and agreed, and asked Abel to take me back to VD first and then send the white shirt home.

They didn't talk too much in the car, they chatted casually.Bai Shirt asked, "I heard that you are no longer the store manager here, where have you been transferred?"

Abel said: "I had a minor operation some time ago, and my health is not very good. I applied to be transferred back to do logistics, and take care of the goods."

What they were talking about was all the topics in the VD. I didn't understand very well, and I didn't interrupt on the side, but I was a little envious in my heart.If only I, like Abel, could have a lot in common with White Shirt.

[Blog] My thoughts-2

Back at VD's apartment, I took a quick shower to warm myself up, and then I was thinking about what happened at night.

For this matter, I have a shadow in my heart.

I still can't forget the look of that cat.And the way Abel hugged it and cried bitterly, I can't erase it from my mind.Why did Abel cry so much? Did he think of something? Maybe it was because he had raised a cat before, so he was very touched when the little animal was run over to death?

I also raised small animals before, when I was still young, I was still in school, probably in elementary school or just in junior high school.At that time, I raised a puppy, also with snow-white hair, fluffy all over, very cute, but later, he got sick and left my life just like that.Since then, I have never raised a small animal, and I can't bear the pain of life and death.

But not long ago, I actually witnessed the scene of life and death.Although they may not have much emotion for living together, seeing Abel cry like that, he must feel very guilty and blamed himself.

Hey……

Fortunately, the white shirt's car broke down and couldn't move anymore. Otherwise, if Abel were to drive home alone, I don't know if he would be in a bad mental state because of this incident, leading to dangerous driving.

So, what will White Shirt and Abel talk about?

Abel is a very special person, at least I think so.The first time I saw him was when I was targeted by a pervert, I fled to VD to find a white shirt for help, and accidentally tore my pants.A white shirt was bought for me in Abel's store, and it happened to be what Abel matched for me.I still have that suit hanging in my closet.

A pair of black slacks with rolled legs, a linen tunic with a stand collar, and pure white sneakers.If the three items are placed separately, you will never imagine how good-looking they will be on the body, and I myself can't imagine that they can be matched like this.

Originally, this suit was intended to be returned to the white shirt, but he said that since he bought it for me, he gave it to me, and I didn't insist.

It seems that the topic is getting far away, let's talk about Abel.

The reason why I think he is very special may be because of his temperament.Although it was the first time I saw him that day, I didn't think he was a difficult person to get along with, and I didn't have that grudge.So he came to the fitting room to change my clothes, help me with my wounds with white shirts, and I didn't object.Perhaps it can be said this way: he is a gentle person, which can be seen from his eyes.

His eyes seem to be smiling all the time, kind and gentle, like water and wind.I can't describe the feeling.

Just because he gave me the impression of being such a kind and gentle person, I couldn't react to his sudden burst of tears.It is precisely because of this that I judged that he must have suffered a great trauma in his heart, or thought of something that made him extremely sad, so he cried bitterly on the main road without any scruples.

Drinking warm tea after taking a shower, I thought about Abel and the white shirt at the same time.

What did they talk about on the way home?It should be some VD work topics, after all, they used to work together.

I don't know why, but I actually feel that Abel and the white shirt are actually a good match. Thinking of this, I feel sore in my heart.Whether Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder or not, I like white shirts, so I think everyone will like him.Do you understand that feeling?

"Are you home?" I couldn't help sending a message to Bai Shirt, but he didn't reply to me after a long time.

I suddenly blamed myself again, like a little girl asking about her boyfriend's itinerary.

I often tell myself, Ding Shuo, to Bai Shirt, you are just an ordinary friend, maybe a friend with a better relationship.But no matter how good the relationship is, you are friends after all, don't put too much emotion in it, don't show too much.

It is the best choice to treat the relationship between the two as ordinary friends.

But even though I always remind myself like this, every time I receive a message from the white shirt or a call from him, I can't help but put these seemingly ordinary communications into a given environment, pretend , We are in that kind of relationship, and then we become complacent.

can not be like this……

I always keep reminding myself, but I often can't help breaking this requirement.

It wasn't until very late, when it was almost midnight, that Bai Shirt replied to my message: "I just got home, and I went to have some supper with Abel just now."

I said, "Is he in a better mood? He looks really sad."

Bai Shirt said, "He moved after the operation some time ago. Before he moved, he fed stray cats in the yard over there. Maybe he remembered that cat tonight."

Sure enough, as I thought, Abel is a person who has raised small animals, otherwise he would not have such strong emotions for small animals.But what I didn't expect was that the relationship between White Shirt and Abel was so good, I thought they were just related to work.

After sending a message to Bai Shirt for a while, he told me about Abel's situation, and then reminded me to go to bed early: "You go to the store so early every day, go to bed early, it's late."

I looked at the clock, it was already past midnight, and I was indeed a little sleepy, so I casually sent a "good night" emoji, turned off the lights and lay down on the bed.

But I didn't fall asleep. When I opened and closed my eyes, Abel cried bitterly while hugging the cat.For a while, there was an image of the dead cat limp in his mind, and for a while, Abel was talking to us with red eyes and head down.

Meeting such things and such people in such an autumn makes it difficult for me to sleep.I think Abel is a person with a story.

I just stared at the ceiling with my eyes open, my mind was in a mess, I didn't know what I was thinking, but I was thinking about everything.I don't know how long it took, but the phone that I put next to my pillow vibrated suddenly.I took a look at it, and it was the white shirt who sent me a WeChat message.

Didn't you just tell me to let me go to bed early, why did you suddenly send me a message.

I turned on my side, turned on my phone, clicked on WeChat, and clicked on the white shirt dialog box. The content he sent was brief, but it made me feel as if I was frozen, maintaining the posture of rolling over on the bed, motionless and stiff for a long time.

There were only a few words on it: "Ding Shuo, are you gay?"

Eight characters, plus a comma and a question mark.Such a short sentence made me feel like I was struck by lightning. I didn't know what to do, and my heart was in a mess.

Why did he suddenly send me such a message?

What did I do that made him find out?

Did he know I was gay and asked that?

What is the purpose of asking this question?

My mind went blank, so many questions popped up and I didn't know how to react.In a panic, I simply turned off the phone and stuffed it under the pillow.Feeling that it was not enough, I took it out from under the pillow again, put on slippers and took it to the living room to put it.

After finishing these things, when I was lying on the bed, my chest was pounding non-stop.My heart has been beating fast, I am nervous, no, it should be said that I am afraid.I don't know how to answer White Shirt's question, and I don't know how to face him.

Maybe that's why I'm so out of my mind these days, I thought.

[Blog] What to do on a rainy day, I'm sad

January 2017, 10 17:22

It has been raining outside for a whole day, from morning to night, and it hasn't stopped.

For a while it rained heavily, for a while it was light rain, and for a while it was a silent drizzle.The background music in the square is very suitable for the occasion. For a while, the theme song of a certain TV series "In the Rain" is played, and for a while, "It's Raining" by a certain singer is played. Anyway, it is a song related to rain over and over again.

Those who play the music may not have any intentions, but those who listen to the music have many things on their minds.

"What if it's raining, I miss you so much..."

"The rain is still falling, it seems to be talking, it knocks on my window, tick tock, the season of love, it's better to let it go..."

"The most beautiful thing is not the rainy day, but the eaves that escaped the rain with you..."

……

The more you listen, the heavier your mood, and the more you listen, the lower your mood.

Because of the rain, there are not many customers in the VD today. Judging from the situation, it is estimated that the store will be closed at night, and today's sales will be less than 1000 yuan.But I don't seem to care much about the turnover, maybe because I have too many things in my heart.

Since he sent me such a text message that day, the relationship between us is a bit awkward, at least I think so.

There have been several times when I felt that my relationship with him might really be close to piercing the window paper, and there were several times when I wanted to test something, but I gave up in the end, maybe I was still timid.

I also want to fight for it. After all, this seems to be the first time I have feelings for a person. I am a little ignorant and impulsive. It comes so suddenly and so heavy.But I still dare not, just like I dare not reply to that text message, dare not try to fight for something, quite cowardly, right?

The day after that text message, I was late for work.Because I turned off my mobile phone and left it in the living room, I missed the time to get up, and when I remembered that I still had to arrive today