He has not lived enough

Zhao Yu felt sour in his heart. This feeling was not from himself, but from the remaining emotional influence of the original owner.

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Zhao Yu felt sour in his heart. This feeling was not from himself, but from the remaining emotional influence of the original owner.

When the original owner was young, he overheard the old maid talking about his mother's dystocia when she gave birth to him. It was so dangerous that she almost died. Looking at this incident, he still felt that he was disgusted by his mother because of this incident.

The original owner has struggled with this matter for many years, especially when he mustered up the courage to get close to his mother but was always treated indifferently by her, and he dared not go there after that. As time passed, the relationship between mother and child became more and more cold and alienated, not to mention close .

The original owner was only five years old when she passed away, and he didn't understand the difference between life and death, and he spent more time with Queen Mother Shen and the prince on weekdays, so he didn't feel any changes in his life for a while.

When he grows up enough to understand what his mother's departure means, time has already diluted the grief he should have, and only the woman in the gorgeous palace dress is left in his memory. She is so beautiful and inaccessible that the original owner For a while, she wondered if she really cared about her son.

Now it seems that she knew that she didn't have much time, so she deliberately alienated Zhao Yu and made him closer to the Shen family. After she really passed away, Zhao Yu wouldn't be alone, nor... too I miss her biological mother too much.

"If your mother and concubine can see you grow into such a good child, she will be very pleased. The dead are gone, and we living people need to live well for them."

Seeing that Zhao Yu was in a low mood, Queen Mother Shen comforted her softly.

If other people said this, it might be chicken soup for the soul to stand up and talk without back pain, but Queen Mother Shen is the most qualified to say this.

Zhao Yu was also temporarily affected by the original owner's emotions. Although he was emotional, he quickly adjusted, calmed down and nodded.

Although Queen Mother Shen didn't know much, Zhao Yu still extracted some information from it.

The origin is mysterious, and her hometown is most likely in the southwest, and at first the emperor seemed to be deliberately concealing her whereabouts.

So... the former emperor secretly brought the noble concubine out from somewhere, are you afraid of being settled?

Zhao Yu's expression was subtle, and he felt that this conclusion was not reliable.

Calculating the time, the first emperor should have been 35 or six years old when he brought his concubine into the palace. Four years later, there was Zhao Yu. Sneakily bring back someone else's daughter.

but……

Thinking of the mysterious masked man, who can come and go freely in this palace, his strength should not be underestimated.

If the imperial concubine really came from the same place as the masked man...

Things seem to be getting more and more complicated.

Seeing that Zhao Yu's brows were getting tighter and tighter, Queen Mother Shen thought that his emotions had not recovered, so she signaled Madam Du to fetch things.

"Okay, let's not talk about that..." Empress Dowager Shen smiled and pulled Zhao Yu to the study. Madam Du had asked the maid to unfold several portraits. , you are closest to Heer, he will definitely tell you what kind of girl he likes."

Zhao Yu hurriedly withdrew his thoughts for a while, he hadn't been in a relationship yet, so he was worrying about others.

After he fixed his eyes and looked at it, he was even more speechless. The portraits on these scrolls were exactly the same, except for the costumes, there was basically no difference.

"Your minister looks good, and my cousin never told me about this..." Zhao Yu could only perfunctoryly say, "Let's wait for him to come to see him in person on that day."

Empress Dowager Shen didn't let him go so easily, she said with a smile: "Since Yu'er thinks everything is fine, why don't Ai's family invite you into the palace?"

Zhao Yu: "..."

"It's not urgent, it's better to discuss this matter in a long-term way..." Zhao Yu said dryly, and was afraid that Mrs. Shen would say something later, so she found a reason and took Su Shun to leave in a hurry.

That figure escaped faster than Huo Shao's butt.

Empress Dowager Shen watched him leave and shook her head helplessly: "They are all good children, why don't they all want to get married?"

Mother Du comforted me: "Ma'am, don't worry, gentlemen are still young after all, just when they don't want to be controlled by family affairs, just wait for two years."

Empress Dowager Shen waved her hand: "Forget it, the Ai family did what they should do, it just depends on their own fate."

The master and servant smiled at each other, and Madam Du helped Empress Dowager Shen to continue looking at the portrait.

After a long while, the candidate was finally decided, and someone was sent to deliver the post.

Just waiting for the day of the flower viewing party.

After Zhao Yu went back, she wanted to tell Shen He about the blind date in advance, so that he could also be mentally prepared, but she didn't see him until the night before the flower appreciation banquet two days later.

As soon as Zhao Yu entered the hall, Zhao Yu saw him coming in with a brisk expression, as if he had some good news, Zhao Yu asked, but it was as expected.

"Zhou Guiyuan's case has been investigated. He doesn't like to be in contact with others. There are not many people in the palace who hand him over to him. It is easy to investigate and there is nothing wrong with it."

Shen He sat down and took a sip of the tea cup, and continued: "But just in case I went to his hometown in Nanxin Mansion personally, and everything is normal, so I am completely sure that there are no other forces behind him. He didn't intend to come here to plot an assassination, what happened that night was indeed his unintentional mistake."

Zhao Yu was surprised: "Nanxin Mansion? Cousin, did you just come back from there?"

Zhao Yu had seen the map of Dajin. It was five or six hundred miles from Zhongzhou, the capital city, to Nanxinfu. It would take two or three hours to travel on high speed in modern times, but it was not that simple in ancient times.

Shen He grinned: "It's not like I just came back. I went to Nanyang Mansion the day before yesterday. After checking yesterday, I returned to Beijing at noon today. According to what Ayu said before, I made arrangements for him before entering the palace."

"Eunuch Zhang is also back. I'll let him go and rest first. Now that everything is in order, Ayu can sleep peacefully tonight."

Shen He didn't feel tired when he said these words, his handsome eyes looking at Zhao Yu were full of starlight.

However, Zhao Yu noticed his dusty coat and beads of sweat on his face: "Why are you in such a hurry, let them check it slowly."

Shen He said seriously: "The sooner you find out about Ayu, the sooner you will be safe. I was not in the capital before, and I failed to protect you well. Now I won't let you suffer any more grievances."

Zhao Yu's heart warmed, and she personally took a handkerchief to wipe his cheeks, but the color changed after wiping twice. Shen He pressed the handkerchief awkwardly: "I, I'll just do it myself."

Unintentionally, he held Zhao Yu's hand. When his big rough hand touched Zhao Yu's delicate and cool back, both of them were stunned for a moment by the crispy feeling of skin-to-skin contact.

Shen He's breathing suddenly became heavy, and the affection in his eyes couldn't be concealed without words, and he murmured: "Ayu..."

In the spacious inner hall, the distance between the two was very close, and the atmosphere became a little delicate.

Zhao Yu also noticed something strange, and his intuition told him that if it continued, the situation would be out of his control.

Just when Shen He lost his mind and didn't control his strength enough to hold his hand, Zhao Yu gritted his teeth and said, "Hiss...cousin, please be gentle..."

Shen He quickly let go, he took out his hand and shook it, and took two steps back.

Although half of it was pretending, Shen He's hand strength was really not covered up. I saw a few red fingerprints on the back of the white hand, which made Shen He feel guilty and annoyed: "I'm not even able to control my strength. Hurry up and announce the imperial physician to take a look..."

Zhao Yu secretly breathed a sigh of relief—even though he didn't understand why he was nervous, he pretended to be disgusted and threw the handkerchief to him: "Look at the imperial doctor, I'm not paper, wipe it off yourself!"

The charming atmosphere of Xiancai is not left at all.

In embarrassment, Shen He took a veil and wiped it on his face a few times, but now he couldn't see the original color at all, and sniffed himself secretly, and couldn't sit still.

In the past, a group of big men ate and lived together in the military camp, and no one disliked anyone. Shen He had long been used to this rough life, and he was even clean compared to others. Embarrassed with hindsight.

Secretly putting away the dirty handkerchief, Shen He stood up and said, "I have withdrawn all the extra guards in the palace, but the defense in the palace has been strengthened, so don't worry, I, I will go back to take a bath first."

Seeing him running away, Zhao Yu reminded with a smile, "Don't forget about tomorrow's flower feast—"

Shen He turned his head and hurried away, those who didn't know thought it was Zhao Yu who drove him out.

Seeing him leaving in a hurry, Zhao Yu put away her smile and crawled onto the bed with a tangled expression.

Although he pretended to be a fool just now, but Zhao Yu was not really stupid.

Zhao Yu knew that Shen He had always been very kind to him, and he had never thought about other aspects, but Shen He's demeanor and demeanor...was definitely not as simple as just treating him as a cousin.

Realizing this, Zhao Yu recalled the details of the two people's daily relationship, and the more he thought about it, the more different meanings came out.

Especially thinking of the scene of Shen He wiping his feet a few days ago, Zhao Yu blushed, and pulled the brocade quilt to cover his feet so that he couldn't see... His heart was still annoying.

At this moment, Su Shun came with the medicine, and seeing Zhao Yu's tangled daze, he called him cautiously.

Zhao Yu came back to his senses, suppressed his thoughts and took the medicine, and suddenly remembered something: "Someone go to the Imperial Medical Bureau and ask Lu Imperial Doctor to prescribe some medicinal bath prescriptions that can soothe the muscles and bones. He mentioned it to me before, okay. Afterwards, send it to Zhen Guo Gongfu to Shen Duhu."

Shen He's wholehearted treatment of him is unmistakable, for three days and two nights for his comprehensive attack, if Zhao Yu changed his attitude towards him because of the entanglement just now, he would really be a white-eyed wolf.

Su Shun responded one by one, and then asked if there was anything else that needed to be ordered. Zhao Yu remembered what Queen Mother Shen said, and he was going to tell Shen He in advance.But now... Maybe it's useless to say it.

"It's all right, let him have a good rest." Zhao Yu waved Su Shun down.

The medicine Lu Yun prescribed had calming ingredients, and Zhao Yu became sleepy not long after drinking it, and finally let go of her entanglement and fell into a deep sleep.

Zhao Yu didn't wake up until Que'er called Zhao Yu back and forth on the branch. He sat on the bed in a daze for a while before calling for someone to come in.

A group of palace people filed in, Zhao Yu rubbed his eyes and asked them to wear them. He didn't react until the clothes were handed in front of him, and said unexpectedly: "Why don't you rest for a few more days, Ah Weng? Let them do the work."

It was Zhang Defu who came to serve him in person. After a few days of not seeing him, he became thinner, and he seemed to be in good spirits.

Zhang Defu smiled like a chrysanthemum on his old face: "The old slave wanted to serve you last night, and was afraid of bad luck, so he had to wash up before he dared to come to you today."

He tidied up Zhao Yu's clothes, wiped away his tears secretly, and said, "The more I think about it, the more I feel sorry for you. I have caused such a disaster. If I didn't want to come out to see you, I am really sorry." I'm going to die inside to apologize!"