Eat this toad [Entertainment]
Chapter 120
In the evening, Wan Jin sent a video to Su Jinjiang.
In the video, Father Su is lying on the hospital bed, looking at the camera with an unnatural expression.
Wan Jin's voice came from outside the screen: "Just say something, he must really want to hear your voice."
After two seconds, Su's father said a little awkwardly: "I'm fine now, it's fine. You don't need to come over, just do your own work, ah."
After pausing for a while, he said again: "The ward is also very good, single room, quiet."
In line with his words, the camera turned around and showed the furnishings of this single ward.
The author has something to say: After another pause, Father Su seemed to be unable to think of anything to say, and waved his hand outside the camera: "Okay, that's it."
The video ends immediately.
It was just such a short video, with only a few words, Su Jinjiang watched it several times.
In his memory, his father had not spoken to him in such a tone for a long time.Suddenly, they're like normal father and son again.
However, Su Jinjiang didn't know what a normal father and son should look like.
After making a phone call, Wei Tan lifted the quilt and sat next to Su Jinjiang, "I contacted the XX hospital here, and if necessary, I can arrange a transfer at any time."
"Thank you." Su Jinjiang patted Wei Tan, "I'll tell Aunt Pan to see if my dad wants to transfer."
"En." Wei Tan looked at his watch, turned and went into the kitchen.
Su Jinjiang felt that the way of communication between himself and Wei Tan was amazing.When they were unfamiliar, Wei Tan didn't talk much, but he felt very comfortable.Now they are very familiar, Wei Tan talks less, but feels more comfortable.It seemed that he could feel every thought and emotion of Su Jinjiang, so he knew when to be silent and gave Su Jinjiang enough space.
After a while, Wei Tan came out, bringing a tray with a small bowl of wontons and a small bowl of red bean soup.
Su Jinjiang didn't have a good appetite these two days and didn't eat much.Wei Tan didn't force him either, but made every meal a small portion.
Su Jinjiang took the plate, put it on the small table in front of him, and squeezed Wei Tan's hand.No matter when, such a moment will always make him extremely happy.
Wei Tan doesn't say too many comforting words, there is only one way he most often expresses his concern: wash his hands and make soup.
When Su Jinjiang was a child watching TV dramas with his mother, he would always be moved by a plot.The protagonist in the play seems to be in all kinds of troubles forever, and no matter how you look at it, it is impossible to get out of the shadow of life.
But there will always be a person close to the protagonist who will say when the protagonist is most depressed: I will cook, no matter how big it is, I have to eat.
I don't know why, but with just this sentence, Su Jinjiang suddenly felt that the protagonist's life had hope again, and everything was not so bad.
At that time, Su Jinjiang thought ignorantly, that's great.I will be sad in the future, as long as someone stays with me and cooks delicious food for me, I will be fine.
At that time, he thought that this person would be his mother.
At this moment, Wei Tan brought a long-handled spoon and gently placed it on the side of the tray.Su Jinjiang had never seen a beautifully carved spoon.
"Is it so delicate to eat wontons, boy?" Su Jinjiang picked up the spoon and looked at it. Beautiful things can make him feel better. "When did you buy this?"
"Wanran gave it as a gift, a complete set." Wei Tan said, "She said, next time we come to eat, everyone can use the same tableware."
"Oh." Su Jinjiang smiled, "Then let's watch a horror movie. Speaking of which, the movie last time had a lot of stamina. If I think about the scenes in it when walking at night, I'm really a little scared."
"Then I'll walk behind you, so you won't be afraid." Wei Tan said casually.
Su Jinjiang felt at ease again.
He is a relatively insecure person, and his family has never been able to be his solid backing.Whenever he tried to move forward, he found that his back was empty.
It wasn't until Wei Tan was there that he had support behind him.From then on, he can look forward with confidence without worrying about the darkness and cold behind him, and he can also walk boldly without fear of a cave-in or cliff ahead.Even if he stepped on the ground, someone would grab him from behind and prevent him from falling.
very nice.
After eating, Su Jinjiang opened Jin Qiping's official website, clicked on a few posts and looked at them.
The first rehearsal will start tomorrow night, and noon is the deadline for docking with the organizer.Whether he will attend or not, we must give the sponsor a clear reply before then.
Su Jinjiang clicked on his own social network platform again.His last dynamic content was the official promotional video of Golden Chess Ping forwarded a few days ago, and it has not been updated in the following days.
Posts discussing whether Su Jinjiang will attend the nomination party can be seen everywhere on the Internet, but Sutang is very quiet, and almost no one participates in this topic.
A passer-by left a message saying: [This year's fans are not good, Su Jinjiang is going to be confused, are there no fans at all? 】
[Even if you are not popular, you should buy some fake fans to show your face.Su Jinjiang is disheartened and ready to quit? 】
Su Jinjiang quit the webpage.He knew why the halva were so quiet.
Since the news that he may not attend the nomination party was reported in the media, there has been a lot of news from the fan base:
【Don't stress Susu, no matter what, we love you. 】
[Susu, you will always be the best in our hearts! 】
[Susu, we will wait for you obediently, don’t worry, just do what you think]
In order not to affect Su Jinjiang's thinking, Sutang suppressed his anxiety, gave him room to think, and waited quietly for his decision.
They can all feel that this year's Golden Chessboard is not just an award for Su Jinjiang, but a node that determines his future direction.This is a decision that only he can make, and no one can replace it.
Su Jinjiang lay down on the bed, turned off all the lights in the room, and only turned on a starry sky light.
Countless light spots projected onto the ceiling and walls, slowly rotating Yin Yue like a starry sky.
In this darkness, isolated from the crowd, he could hear his own thoughts.
Wei Tan also lay down beside him, holding Su Jinjiang's hand.The sandalwood scent on his body still smells so good, the same as when they first met.
Su Jinjiang took Wei Tan's hand and rubbed it on his cheek, "Honey, I think of many things from the past."
"En." Wei Tan moved, turned sideways, and touched Su Jinjiang's neck with his lips.
Su Jinjiang hugged him, "I asked you how you survived being hacked when you first debuted. You said that you didn't want to be a person who can't make a sound, so you persevered. ——Remember? "
Wei Tan nodded in his arms.
"I owe you a thank you." Su Jinjiang said, "Thank you for persevering, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to see you now."
Wei Tan guessed what he might say next, fell silent for a moment, and said: "You are different from me now. I was just starting out at that time, and if I didn't persist, I would have nothing. But now you can have different choices. Even if You quit and your fans will understand."
"Yes, I understand." Su Jinjiang said, "but think about it this way: If I quit tomorrow, I may be able to spend my birthday in peace. But in the future, I will encounter other bad things, or I feel so unlucky and useless. What am I going to do then?"
"No." Wei Tan hugged him tightly, "Even if something bad happens, it will pass."
Su Jinjiang lowered his head and kissed Wei Tan's face, "Baby, you see, because you are always moving forward, you will pass no matter what you encounter. I am the opposite of you. If you are stuck, you will not be able to get out."
Su Jinjiang sighed, "I actually hated my mother a little bit in the past, and hated her for starting a new life so soon. But after thinking about it, I think she was right. If you encounter a bad thing, stop it. It's going to keep hurting me. That's why I'm here now."
"No." Wei Tan protested in a low voice, "You have encountered so many things in the past three years, so you have come here."
"Yes, I'm here. Some things I couldn't handle before." Su Jinjiang said, "Because I subconsciously feel that I will die at the age of 24. Therefore, no matter how bad the situation is, I only need to endure it for three years. It's only three years, it's not too difficult. But if there is no deadline, can I still endure it?"
"..." Wei Tan didn't speak, and hugged him even tighter.
Su Jinjiang closed his eyes, "I have learned one thing in the past three years. When encountering bad things, you have to move forward and don't stop. Don't be patient, don't carry it hard, think about what you want, keep going, keep going, It will pass. I want to be a person who can shine. I want to stand tall so that many people can see me and hear my voice. I want my fans to think that I am a treasure after many years. This is I want it. I'm sure."
The starlight above his head, like the light from the universe, gently shines into his heart.
"Baby." Su Jinjiang said softly, "I don't know what will happen in the future. My future development, my relationship with my father, and many other things, I don't know what will happen to them. But I I want to start moving forward. Let’s walk a long way together, okay?”
"Okay." Wei Tan said.
The next day, Jin Qiping's official website announced the list of guests attending the nomination party, and Su Jinjiang's name was impressively listed.
At the same time, Su Jinjiang also updated a post on his social networking platform:
[April ×× day, see you soon. 】
As soon as this news came out, the onlookers had mixed reactions.Some were happy for Su Jinjiang, and some were mocking:
【Hey, this guy has such a big heart, how dare he come out?Aren't you afraid that other fans will beat you black apples on the spot? 】
[People are not afraid of being beaten, maybe they are still having fun secretly, this wave of free hype is 6 ah, the artists produced by Yaofeng are all top quality for the sake of superiority]
Negative emotions on the Internet always spread faster than positive emotions, and it didn't take long for public opinion to gradually be led to scolding wars.
At this time, Sutang stood up.
In the perception of many people, Sutang is a group of Buddhist fans who have no sense of existence.When Su Jinjiang was hacked by the whole network, they didn't speak.When other fans came to fight, they still didn't speak.Someone once joked that this seems to be a mysterious group that "collectively nirvana as soon as it reaches the battlefield".
However, this time, Sutang directly stood at the forefront of public opinion.
Sutang quickly drew up a slogan between seriousness and entertainment:
[In the past we kept silent, because he could hear everything we wanted to say.This time he can't speak, so we can no longer be silent.Make a sound for Su, today, we will make a very Su sound together. 】
===============
Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
18 bottles of Ran Lele;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
In the video, Father Su is lying on the hospital bed, looking at the camera with an unnatural expression.
Wan Jin's voice came from outside the screen: "Just say something, he must really want to hear your voice."
After two seconds, Su's father said a little awkwardly: "I'm fine now, it's fine. You don't need to come over, just do your own work, ah."
After pausing for a while, he said again: "The ward is also very good, single room, quiet."
In line with his words, the camera turned around and showed the furnishings of this single ward.
The author has something to say: After another pause, Father Su seemed to be unable to think of anything to say, and waved his hand outside the camera: "Okay, that's it."
The video ends immediately.
It was just such a short video, with only a few words, Su Jinjiang watched it several times.
In his memory, his father had not spoken to him in such a tone for a long time.Suddenly, they're like normal father and son again.
However, Su Jinjiang didn't know what a normal father and son should look like.
After making a phone call, Wei Tan lifted the quilt and sat next to Su Jinjiang, "I contacted the XX hospital here, and if necessary, I can arrange a transfer at any time."
"Thank you." Su Jinjiang patted Wei Tan, "I'll tell Aunt Pan to see if my dad wants to transfer."
"En." Wei Tan looked at his watch, turned and went into the kitchen.
Su Jinjiang felt that the way of communication between himself and Wei Tan was amazing.When they were unfamiliar, Wei Tan didn't talk much, but he felt very comfortable.Now they are very familiar, Wei Tan talks less, but feels more comfortable.It seemed that he could feel every thought and emotion of Su Jinjiang, so he knew when to be silent and gave Su Jinjiang enough space.
After a while, Wei Tan came out, bringing a tray with a small bowl of wontons and a small bowl of red bean soup.
Su Jinjiang didn't have a good appetite these two days and didn't eat much.Wei Tan didn't force him either, but made every meal a small portion.
Su Jinjiang took the plate, put it on the small table in front of him, and squeezed Wei Tan's hand.No matter when, such a moment will always make him extremely happy.
Wei Tan doesn't say too many comforting words, there is only one way he most often expresses his concern: wash his hands and make soup.
When Su Jinjiang was a child watching TV dramas with his mother, he would always be moved by a plot.The protagonist in the play seems to be in all kinds of troubles forever, and no matter how you look at it, it is impossible to get out of the shadow of life.
But there will always be a person close to the protagonist who will say when the protagonist is most depressed: I will cook, no matter how big it is, I have to eat.
I don't know why, but with just this sentence, Su Jinjiang suddenly felt that the protagonist's life had hope again, and everything was not so bad.
At that time, Su Jinjiang thought ignorantly, that's great.I will be sad in the future, as long as someone stays with me and cooks delicious food for me, I will be fine.
At that time, he thought that this person would be his mother.
At this moment, Wei Tan brought a long-handled spoon and gently placed it on the side of the tray.Su Jinjiang had never seen a beautifully carved spoon.
"Is it so delicate to eat wontons, boy?" Su Jinjiang picked up the spoon and looked at it. Beautiful things can make him feel better. "When did you buy this?"
"Wanran gave it as a gift, a complete set." Wei Tan said, "She said, next time we come to eat, everyone can use the same tableware."
"Oh." Su Jinjiang smiled, "Then let's watch a horror movie. Speaking of which, the movie last time had a lot of stamina. If I think about the scenes in it when walking at night, I'm really a little scared."
"Then I'll walk behind you, so you won't be afraid." Wei Tan said casually.
Su Jinjiang felt at ease again.
He is a relatively insecure person, and his family has never been able to be his solid backing.Whenever he tried to move forward, he found that his back was empty.
It wasn't until Wei Tan was there that he had support behind him.From then on, he can look forward with confidence without worrying about the darkness and cold behind him, and he can also walk boldly without fear of a cave-in or cliff ahead.Even if he stepped on the ground, someone would grab him from behind and prevent him from falling.
very nice.
After eating, Su Jinjiang opened Jin Qiping's official website, clicked on a few posts and looked at them.
The first rehearsal will start tomorrow night, and noon is the deadline for docking with the organizer.Whether he will attend or not, we must give the sponsor a clear reply before then.
Su Jinjiang clicked on his own social network platform again.His last dynamic content was the official promotional video of Golden Chess Ping forwarded a few days ago, and it has not been updated in the following days.
Posts discussing whether Su Jinjiang will attend the nomination party can be seen everywhere on the Internet, but Sutang is very quiet, and almost no one participates in this topic.
A passer-by left a message saying: [This year's fans are not good, Su Jinjiang is going to be confused, are there no fans at all? 】
[Even if you are not popular, you should buy some fake fans to show your face.Su Jinjiang is disheartened and ready to quit? 】
Su Jinjiang quit the webpage.He knew why the halva were so quiet.
Since the news that he may not attend the nomination party was reported in the media, there has been a lot of news from the fan base:
【Don't stress Susu, no matter what, we love you. 】
[Susu, you will always be the best in our hearts! 】
[Susu, we will wait for you obediently, don’t worry, just do what you think]
In order not to affect Su Jinjiang's thinking, Sutang suppressed his anxiety, gave him room to think, and waited quietly for his decision.
They can all feel that this year's Golden Chessboard is not just an award for Su Jinjiang, but a node that determines his future direction.This is a decision that only he can make, and no one can replace it.
Su Jinjiang lay down on the bed, turned off all the lights in the room, and only turned on a starry sky light.
Countless light spots projected onto the ceiling and walls, slowly rotating Yin Yue like a starry sky.
In this darkness, isolated from the crowd, he could hear his own thoughts.
Wei Tan also lay down beside him, holding Su Jinjiang's hand.The sandalwood scent on his body still smells so good, the same as when they first met.
Su Jinjiang took Wei Tan's hand and rubbed it on his cheek, "Honey, I think of many things from the past."
"En." Wei Tan moved, turned sideways, and touched Su Jinjiang's neck with his lips.
Su Jinjiang hugged him, "I asked you how you survived being hacked when you first debuted. You said that you didn't want to be a person who can't make a sound, so you persevered. ——Remember? "
Wei Tan nodded in his arms.
"I owe you a thank you." Su Jinjiang said, "Thank you for persevering, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to see you now."
Wei Tan guessed what he might say next, fell silent for a moment, and said: "You are different from me now. I was just starting out at that time, and if I didn't persist, I would have nothing. But now you can have different choices. Even if You quit and your fans will understand."
"Yes, I understand." Su Jinjiang said, "but think about it this way: If I quit tomorrow, I may be able to spend my birthday in peace. But in the future, I will encounter other bad things, or I feel so unlucky and useless. What am I going to do then?"
"No." Wei Tan hugged him tightly, "Even if something bad happens, it will pass."
Su Jinjiang lowered his head and kissed Wei Tan's face, "Baby, you see, because you are always moving forward, you will pass no matter what you encounter. I am the opposite of you. If you are stuck, you will not be able to get out."
Su Jinjiang sighed, "I actually hated my mother a little bit in the past, and hated her for starting a new life so soon. But after thinking about it, I think she was right. If you encounter a bad thing, stop it. It's going to keep hurting me. That's why I'm here now."
"No." Wei Tan protested in a low voice, "You have encountered so many things in the past three years, so you have come here."
"Yes, I'm here. Some things I couldn't handle before." Su Jinjiang said, "Because I subconsciously feel that I will die at the age of 24. Therefore, no matter how bad the situation is, I only need to endure it for three years. It's only three years, it's not too difficult. But if there is no deadline, can I still endure it?"
"..." Wei Tan didn't speak, and hugged him even tighter.
Su Jinjiang closed his eyes, "I have learned one thing in the past three years. When encountering bad things, you have to move forward and don't stop. Don't be patient, don't carry it hard, think about what you want, keep going, keep going, It will pass. I want to be a person who can shine. I want to stand tall so that many people can see me and hear my voice. I want my fans to think that I am a treasure after many years. This is I want it. I'm sure."
The starlight above his head, like the light from the universe, gently shines into his heart.
"Baby." Su Jinjiang said softly, "I don't know what will happen in the future. My future development, my relationship with my father, and many other things, I don't know what will happen to them. But I I want to start moving forward. Let’s walk a long way together, okay?”
"Okay." Wei Tan said.
The next day, Jin Qiping's official website announced the list of guests attending the nomination party, and Su Jinjiang's name was impressively listed.
At the same time, Su Jinjiang also updated a post on his social networking platform:
[April ×× day, see you soon. 】
As soon as this news came out, the onlookers had mixed reactions.Some were happy for Su Jinjiang, and some were mocking:
【Hey, this guy has such a big heart, how dare he come out?Aren't you afraid that other fans will beat you black apples on the spot? 】
[People are not afraid of being beaten, maybe they are still having fun secretly, this wave of free hype is 6 ah, the artists produced by Yaofeng are all top quality for the sake of superiority]
Negative emotions on the Internet always spread faster than positive emotions, and it didn't take long for public opinion to gradually be led to scolding wars.
At this time, Sutang stood up.
In the perception of many people, Sutang is a group of Buddhist fans who have no sense of existence.When Su Jinjiang was hacked by the whole network, they didn't speak.When other fans came to fight, they still didn't speak.Someone once joked that this seems to be a mysterious group that "collectively nirvana as soon as it reaches the battlefield".
However, this time, Sutang directly stood at the forefront of public opinion.
Sutang quickly drew up a slogan between seriousness and entertainment:
[In the past we kept silent, because he could hear everything we wanted to say.This time he can't speak, so we can no longer be silent.Make a sound for Su, today, we will make a very Su sound together. 】
===============
Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
18 bottles of Ran Lele;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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