Eat this toad [Entertainment]

The Su family did fight.Su's father, Pan Yulan, and Su Jinxi were fighting hard, pulling their clothes and hair.

The housekeeping aunt was terrified.She had often seen the family fighting coldly with each other, but it was the first time they had fought like this.

The direct cause of this situation is Su Jinxi.

At the breakfast table, Su Jinxi announced a news: he plans to sign a contract with an entertainment company.Two days ago, when he was attending a party with his classmates, he met an agent of this company, and they chatted very speculatively.The other party left him a business card, expressing that he wanted to sign him as his artist.

Under the influence of Pan Yulan, Su Jinxi yearns for being a star and attracting attention.The other party was eloquent, which quickly moved his heart.He considered for a few days and decided to agree to the other party.

Unexpectedly, as soon as these words were uttered, it caused a bloodbath.

Pan Yulan really hopes that her son will enter the entertainment industry.In the past, the path she planned for her son was to take over the Su family's company. When she became a successful entrepreneur in the future, she would be able to follow suit.It's a pity that Su Jinxi is really not this material, and has no interest in business management.If the company is in his hands, it is better to sell it directly.Pan Yulan had no choice but to recalculate: Su Jinxi has a good appearance, if Su Jinjiang is willing to pave the way for him, he should be able to thrive in the entertainment industry.If he becomes a starlet in the future, Pan Yulan can still be decent.

However, Pan Yulan was not at ease about the so-called big manager her son said, and wanted to ask Su's father to check the background of this person and this company. If it was really reliable, she planned to discuss it with Su Jinjiang again.

Father Su's idea was completely opposite.In his view, the entertainment industry is not a serious place, and being an artist is not a serious profession, and it is easy to provoke right and wrong.His eldest son Su Jinjiang's going this way has already made him very angry, not to mention the fact that such a big thing about the fund has happened, which made him even more disgusted with the entertainment industry.As a result, the youngest son was about to jump into the fire pit again. He refused to say anything, and poured all the anger that had been accumulated for a long time on the youngest son, and scolded him severely.

Su Jinxi was spoiled by Pan Yulan since she was a child, and she disapproved of her father.In his heart, he has always felt that his father's real preference has always been his elder brother Su Jinjiang.Su Jinjiang is like the son Fusu, and he himself is like Hu Hai.Regardless of his father kicking Su Jinjiang out now, when it comes time to choose an heir in the future, Su Jinjiang will still be put first.Father Su's scolding, Su Jinxi couldn't bear it, and quarreled with his father on the spot.

The father and son had a quarrel, and Pan Yulan hurried over to persuade him.Unexpectedly, it was fine if she didn't interrupt, but when she interrupted, it would only add fuel to the flames.Su's father pointed at her nose and scolded angrily: "It's because you don't do business all day long that he thinks about these crooked ways. You're a lot older, and you still go to learn how those dubious young people make micro movies, you see Those messy things you posted in your circle of friends, you don’t do serious things every day, just reply to messages there, do you really think you are a star?”

It didn't matter a few words, every word hit Pan Yulan's lungs.

What Pan Yulan can't tolerate the most is others slandering her microfilm career.Not because of how much she loves micro-movies, but because it represents half of her life's vanity.When she was young, she also had the dream of becoming a star, and she had reached a place very close to her dream.It's just a little delay by reality, and in a blink of an eye, the beauty is old.So she can be tossing hard in the circle of friends, using those posed and refined photos in exchange for a moment of life that she imagined was missed.

In the end, with a few words, Su's father tore off the layer of gold leaf that she had painstakingly pasted on her face, allowing her to see the mud tire inside her.

Pan Yulan was furious immediately, and immediately sneered and retorted: "Oh, from what you mean, you seem to be a decent person. But if you were a decent person, why would you have a mistress outside and drive your ex-wife away?"

The ex-wife is Su's father's heart disease, especially the scandal related to that mistress, which is even Su's taboo, so Pan Yulan doesn't mention it easily.Now that we have uncovered each other's scars, which pot should not be opened and which pot should be lifted.

Speaking of this point, swords were on the verge of breaking out, but Su Jinxi sneered at this moment, not concealing the disdain on his face at all.In fact, he didn't have much respect for his own father.

In a rage, Su's father raised his hand and slapped Su Jinxi.Pan Yulan quit, and rushed forward to fight back, so the family of three fought into a ball.

The housekeeping aunt didn't know the ins and outs of these things, but only knew that the three of them were talking, their voices became louder and louder, and they suddenly moved their hands.Auntie couldn't stop her, she saw that the disturbance was really outrageous, and she was afraid that she would be responsible for causing some big trouble.She didn't know any of the relatives of the Su family, so she had no choice but to call Su Jinjiang.

Auntie spoke urgently and unclearly, as if someone was about to die.Su Jinjiang was also afraid of making a big mess. After thinking about it, none of the relatives who lived close to his family were reliable, so he found a friend from high school, and asked him to go to the house to have a look first, and then he went back. rush.

Xiaoan drove Su Jinjiang and Wei Tan to the neighboring city.When driving on the expressway, my friend called Su Jinjiang back, saying that Pan Yulan didn't let him into the house, so she used the intercom doorbell outside the yard to talk to him a few words.I don't know what's going on in the house, but it sounds like it should be fine for the time being.

Su Jinjiang called Wan Jin again and told him about the situation.This is a private matter of Su Jinjiang's family, Wan Jin can't just intervene casually, and asked Su Jinjiang to keep the phone on and contact him at any time.

A few hours later, the car arrived at Su Jinjiang's home.

"Do you want me to accompany you?" Wei Tan asked.

"I'll go in and have a look first." Su Jinjiang said, "Wait for my call. Don't stop here, drive a little further away."

"I know." Wei Tan glanced at Su's small building.This is the third time he has come here, and every time he sees this building, his mood is different.The first time was uneasy, the second time was calm, and this time was helplessness mixed with worry.

He really wanted to follow in, but he understood Su Jinjiang's mood at the moment.Family fights are not something glorious after all, and Su Jinjiang probably didn't want him to see such an embarrassing scene.

He squeezed Su Jinjiang's hand, not knowing what else to say, and finally only said two words: "Telephone."

"Yes." Su Jinjiang patted his head and got out of the car.

The housekeeping aunt opened the door for him.

"How is it?" Su Jinjiang asked.

Auntie Housekeeping frowned, but it was difficult to say what she wanted to say, "Go in and see for yourself."

Su Jinjiang walked towards the gate.On the way here, he was furious, thinking of many kinds of chaotic scenes and ways to deal with the aftermath.Now at the door, the fire slowly died down.Should he really come back?is this necessary?

The tables and chairs in the living room were tilted here and there, and a thin porcelain vase that was originally placed by the table was smashed to pieces, and the dry branches inserted in it were scattered all over the floor.There were also fewer porcelains on the antique shelves, and Pan Yulan sat on the sofa near the entrance with her hair loose.

This location is very close to the intercom doorbell. It seems that she has been sitting here without moving after talking with Su Jinjiang's friend.At this moment, she folded her arms on her shoulders, staring blankly at the floor with red eyes.Su Jinjiang had lived with her under the same roof for more than ten years, and it was the first time he saw her look so embarrassed and dazed.This was a woman who had always seemed to know what she wanted, and who always had the haughty belief that she could get it.But at this moment, all the set racks she had spent years and years carefully building around her collapsed, revealing the chicken feathers behind the curtain.

"Aunt Pan." Su Jinjiang walked to her side, "Where's Xiaoxi?"

Pan Yulan looked at him weakly, and answered after a few seconds: "I went to his classmate's house and said I won't be back today."

Su Jinjiang didn't ask where his father had gone, he didn't really want to know.He looked around the messy living room again. Not long ago, he took a few photos here when he was interviewed by a magazine. Unexpectedly, within a few days, more than half of those things were gone.

Pan Yulan still had tears on her face, and she didn't touch up the makeup she had spent.Su Jinjiang went to the bathroom to get a wet towel and handed it to her. Pan Yulan took it numbly and rubbed the corner of her eyes lightly.After a while, he let out a long sigh and said quietly, "I made you laugh."

She kneaded the towel, and slowly told the whole story, as if every word she said would consume a lot of her strength.Without the cover of delicate makeup, she is still beautiful, but she looks tired and old.These years, her life has not been easy.

"If you really want Xiaoxi to go this way, I have no objection." Su Jinjiang said, "But this circle is more complicated, especially now, I have something to do with myself. Tell Xiaoxi to be careful, Don't be used by others. If you are worried about the person he met, I will find a way to check. "

"That's what I mean too. He's so simple-minded, don't get into trouble with us at this juncture." Pan Yulan didn't talk in circles like usual, and she turned out to be a little blunt , "Here is that person's business card, take it." She nodded on the coffee table.

Su Jinjiang picked up the business card.He knew the brokerage company printed on it, but he had never heard of this person's name.He took a photo and sent it to Wan Jin, and then sent Su Jinxi's description of the man's appearance, and asked Wan Jin to check it out.With the lessons learned from the Yu Fei incident, they had to be cautious about these people who suddenly approached them proactively.

"Aunt Pan, then I'll go first." Seeing that nothing was wrong, Su Jinjiang was about to leave so as not to meet his father face to face, "I'll contact you if I have news."

"Okay." Pan Yulan nodded, and the expression on her face regained some of the past, "Then it will be hard work for you."

Just as Su Jinjiang was about to stand up, he suddenly heard the voice of the housekeeper from the entrance: "Mr. Su is back."

Before the words were finished, Father Su walked in with a gloomy expression as usual, walking in a hurry without even changing his shoes.The suit jacket was draped over the arm.

"Clean up the living room!" Father Su kicked the broken porcelain on the floor, and turned his head dissatisfied, "I've been out for a long time, and it's still like this, what are you doing?"

The housekeeping aunt looked embarrassed, and trotted over to sweep the floor with a dustpan.

"Sister Liu, leave it alone, there is no need to clean it up." Pan Yulan said suddenly, "I'm fine today, you can go back."

The housekeeping aunt didn't know who to listen to, so she looked at Su Jinjiang in embarrassment.

Only then did Father Su notice that Su Jinjiang was there, and he froze for a moment, his face becoming even uglier.Not just ugly, but embarrassing.

Su Jinjiang didn't want to look at him and wanted to walk out the door.But the entrance was too narrow, and there were three more people standing there, unable to get through.

"You called him back?" Su's father glared at Pan Yulan, "What do you want to do?"

The last time Su Jinjiang and Pan Yulan planned to invite people from the magazine to their home for an interview, Su's father was very angry and refused to agree, saying that the atmosphere of the entertainment industry should not be contaminated at home.Pan Yulan explained to him at the time that this magazine is not an entertainment magazine, but a special interview with people from all walks of life. She even showed Su's father an issue with financial figures on the cover, and Su's father reluctantly accepted it. .

"I called him back. What's the matter?" Pan Yulan raised her chin, "Who am I meeting with, and I have to make an appointment with you?" She had a contemptuous smile on her face.If Su Jinjiang was here this morning, he would have seen the same smile on Su Jinxi's face.

"Nonsense!" Su's father was stimulated by this laugh, and he threw his coat on the ground heavily, "Everyone wants to be some kind of star, they are all obsessed with ghosts! Let me tell you, if anyone enters that circle, don't step into it again. This door!"

"Yo——" Pan Yulan made a long voice like singing, "Then I just want to bring people to my house to shoot a movie, and I will shoot it here. The environment is so good, there is no need for a set. The film As for the name, it’s called Virtue, do you like it?”

"Pan Yulan!" Father Su's temper was really aroused again, "Speak well, don't be smug!"

"What do you say when you see someone?" Pan Yulan couldn't help feeling ruthless when she thought of the anger she had received in the morning, "what's your accent, what's my accent."

"I don't want to quarrel with you shrew again. You have to destroy this family to be satisfied." Su's father passed Su Jinjiang and Pan Yulan and walked straight forward. He couldn't hide the strong disgust on his face, but he didn't know what he hated. Who exactly is the subject.

"I'm a shrew?" Pan Yulan jumped up suddenly, "I want to ruin this house? If you eat shit outside, wash your mouth clean before you come back, don't put shit on others as soon as you enter the door spray!"

The more she spoke, the angrier she became, and she slapped Father Su's face.Father Su grabbed her wrist, and the two tore again.

"Pan Yulan! You haven't had enough trouble, have you?" Su's father couldn't help it, he staggered back, almost getting a scratch on his face, "How many people do you have to shame yourself in front of today before you are satisfied?"

Pan Yulan had no intention of restraining herself, as if she had worked so hard for half her life to put on airs, and at this moment she could finally put it aside.

"Are you still afraid of being ashamed? Do you still have someone to lose?" Her voice was high-pitched and shrill, "You bastard named Su, how many years have I endured your insanity? I can't, I can't keep my wife, I can't control my son, you have no one to lose! If I were you, I might as well die! I will ask you why don't you die? No one wants to see you, you live Interesting? I advise you to have a good pregnancy in your next life and be a good person from the beginning!"

More vitriolic abuse poured out of her mouth like a torrent. At this moment, she was almost ferocious, like a wounded lioness trapped in a trap, trying her best to make a final fight with the hunter.

My father was also yelling, and the sound of breaking things and knocking over furniture continued to sound.

All this made Su Jinjiang dizzy for a while.His brain thought he should go and grab them, but his body stood still.He seemed to be standing on a set where a fight scene was being filmed, but he couldn't find his place.

He had heard similar quarrels, many years ago.

At that time, he was watching cartoons in his room upstairs, and the noise of his parents fighting came from downstairs.His mother's voice was also so shrill, rushing in through the closed door of his room, hitting his ears: "Su, you bastard, are you still a person? You are the one who has a mistress outside, you are so special!" Do you still have the face to doubt me? Where did you get the face! You still have to ask if he is your seed? All right, I will leave him to you, and you can test it as you like!..." He turned the volume on the TV Turn it up, and stare wide-eyed at what's on the screen.SpongeBob SquarePants said, let's catch starfish.He just repeated this sentence in his heart like rewinding, let's catch starfish, let's catch starfish, repeat a hundred times, and they will stop arguing.

……

Su Jinjiang turned his head and walked out.At this moment, he even kind of missed the ten years he spent here, at least he could maintain a false calm at that time.But the truth is, everyone in this family is so angry that if one thing opens a gap, everyone will pour all the grievances in their lives on another person.

The sudden sunlight that shone into his eyes made him pause, a little disoriented, not knowing whether he had left the yard or not.A churning feeling came up in his stomach, he stopped, squatted down and called Wei Tan.

"Come and pick me up." Su Jinjiang raised the back of his hand to cover his eyes, and it took two seconds to realize that he could face the sun with his back, so he turned around, "I just came out, and I'm a little dizzy right now.  … Nothing happened, just dizziness, maybe hypoglycemia."

Just after hanging up the phone, Wei Tan's car appeared.

Su Jinjiang sat in the back seat, arched his body, and pressed his forehead against the backrest of the front row.

"Do you want to lie down for a while?" Wei Tan was surprised when he saw his face.

Su Jinjiang shook his head, took two bites of the chocolate that Wei Tan handed over, and drank some water, the feeling of nausea slightly eased.He used to be weak when he was in school, and he would fall into this problem when he didn't eat breakfast, was nervous or overworked.

Wei Tan stroked his back lightly with his palm, without asking anything.

"I'm fine." As soon as the words came out, Su Jinjiang felt dizzy and nauseated again, but it was much better than before.

"They were still arguing when I came out." Su Jinjiang closed his eyes and took Wei Tan's hand, "I can't persuade you, I don't want to bother."

"Yeah." Wei Tan continued to stroke his back, "You rest here, I'll go and have a look."

"Take a look, and if it doesn't work, call the police." Su Jinjiang thought of the quarrel in the room, and his stomach writhed again, "They are not afraid of shame, I don't care about their face."

Wei Tan lightly patted him on the back twice, confessed to Xiao An, and opened the car door.

Su Jinjiang still hunched over, listening to the slamming of the car door, once again isolating the noise outside.He felt suddenly at ease.He hid, and he still hid shamefully, shrinking himself into a shell like he did when he was a child.

After an unknown amount of time, the car door opened again, and Wei Tan came back.

"Let's drive." Wei Tan said to Xiao An, while holding Su Jinjiang's hand, "Let's go home."

Su Jinjiang wanted to ask him what was going on inside now.When the words came to his lips, he lost interest again.He found that he no longer cared about the question.Recalling that I answered the phone a few hours ago and hurried here with a pale face, I just felt extremely absurd-thinking about it carefully, in fact, there is not much about him in it, it is a contradiction between the family of three.What is he doing in it?

What Wei Tan said again, Su Jinjiang heard it in his ears, but his mind seemed to be stuck in paste, and he didn't turn a turn.Until Wei Tan touched his forehead and said: "I left my phone number for the housekeeper, if there is anything else, she will notify me."

Su Jinjiang regained consciousness in a trance, and said, "Then let's go, I don't want to stay here anymore."

The car started slowly.Along the way, Su Jinjiang didn't speak any more, and kept looking outside.He looked carefully at every street and every building, as if trying to find something inside.

When passing an intersection, Wei Tan asked softly: "What are you thinking?"

"I'm thinking about what my dad said just now." Su Jinjiang still looked outside.

"He scolded you again?" Wei Tan was a little nervous.For Su Jinjiang's father, he really couldn't think of him well.

"No, he didn't scold me. In fact, he didn't talk to me today." Su Jinjiang said, "When he saw me, he seemed very embarrassed. He didn't want me to know what happened today, just like he didn't want his neighbors to know about the quarrel at home. same."

Wei Tan didn't quite understand what he wanted to say, so he didn't respond.Su Jinjiang didn't say any more, and kept silent all the way.

When I got home, it was already dinner time, and the day was inexplicably tossed.After taking a shower, Su Jinjiang sat on the bed and turned on the game console.

"You don't have to worry about me." Su Jinjiang took the controller and flicked through the menus, "I'm not in a good mood, so I'll play games for a while to calm my nerves."

"What do you want to eat?" Wei Tan asked.

Su Jinjiang thought for a while and said, "Shrimp dumplings, okay?"

"Okay, I'll go and order." Wei Tan was slightly relieved.As long as you still want to eat, your state is not bad.

After a while, several takeaway shrimp dumplings arrived.

Wei Tan arranged the shrimp dumplings on Su Jinjiang's favorite plate, prepared a plate of vinegar, and sent them to the room inside on a tray.

Su Jinjiang was still playing games.Wei Tan glanced at the picture on the monitor screen. Two jelly-like cartoon characters, one pink and one green, slashed at each other with various weapons. Until one party runs to the finish line first.

The little pink man is controlled by a computer, and he hides in the bushes and shoots arrows secretly.The little green man controlled by Su Jinjiang couldn't dodge while running. He was shot in the chest by an arrow, screamed, and shattered into jelly slag.The little pink man immediately started running forward, and the little green man came back to life and charged towards the little pink man again with a big sword on his shoulder.The two sides advance and retreat like a seesaw. If they are opponents of the same level, they can play like this for a whole day.

Wei Tan gently placed the plate on the small table, sat cross-legged and watched.Su Jinjiang's hands are beautiful, long, with well-defined knuckles, but they are too pale due to the color of the handle, as if they will shatter like jelly if they are too hard.

Wei Tan felt a little distressed and wanted to touch those hands, but seeing Su Jinjiang's focused expression, he didn't want to disturb him.

"Ah!!" The little green man uttered a heartfelt scream again, turning into a mess once again.The little fan was already very close to the finish line, and rushed over in one go.

"Damn." Su Jinjiang put down the handle and moved his knuckles, "It's quite difficult. This game can be played by two people, and we will play together later."

"Okay." Wei Tan touched his hand, "Do you want to eat now?"

Only then did Su Jinjiang notice the tray on the small table.Translucent shrimp dumplings are neatly placed on an oval plate, next to a white porcelain vinegar dish and chopstick rest.Wei Tan also made a small decoration on the side of the plate, using a small piece of peeled cucumber to simply carve a flower to make the base, with a few rose petals dotted on it, the color matching is pleasing to the eye.Just facing such a plate of appetizing food, Su Jinjiang felt that he had no reason to be unhappy.

Su Jinjiang picked one up, dipped it in the vinegar dish, and put it in his mouth.As soon as you bite down, the delicious flavor of the shrimp breaks through the thin skin and overflows the tip of your tongue.

"Delicious." Su Jinjiang ate a few more and put down his chopsticks, "My mother can make shrimp dumplings. When I was young, she often made this for my breakfast."

Wei Tan nodded.

After a pause, Su Jinjiang said: "I shouldn't go. In fact, I knew from the beginning that I shouldn't go." He opened his eyes and looked at Wei Tan, "I may never see my father again in this life, I lost control when I saw him, and a string in my head would break. I knew he saw me too. I was really afraid that one day he and I would cut each other with a knife, really. My uncle and my cousin were like that, for a year During the Chinese New Year, the two of them quarreled at the dinner table. My uncle rushed to the kitchen and took a knife and slashed at my cousin. It was real, not a show. If my cousin hadn’t reacted quickly and dodged it, Something big might happen. My cousin went abroad later, and he hasn’t contacted my uncle until now, as if he disappeared. We don’t know if he is still alive now.”

Wei Tan didn't speak.

"My mother was still with my father at that time." Su Jinjiang lowered his voice, "She told me that my father's family couldn't raise a boy, and if they raised a boy, they would fight with their father to the death. It’s a tradition in their family. I believe it now, it’s probably true. People in our family may have this gene.”

When he left home many years ago, he threw the keys back into the yard from the outside, stubbornly thinking that he would never come back.However, there is a small corner in my heart, hiding a secret thought: as long as he wants, he can still come back.The father's gaze behind the curtain at that time also seemed to be a silent retention.

Maybe in the future he will gradually become more mature, maybe time and distance will heal the gap between the family, maybe his father will learn to be peaceful and tolerant as he gets old, maybe one day they will all want a belated reconciliation .

Maybe, maybe, maybe.

But now he began to understand that there are many things in life that are irreversible, even if they can be overthrown and restarted, many "maybes" will not be realized.In other words, when those "maybes" are finally realized, they have already lost their original meaning.

In TV dramas, people argue and quarrel, but in the end, everyone is happy.But at that time, the story is coming to an end.

"Don't think about it anymore." Wei Tan leaned towards him and hugged him in his arms, "It's all right now."

"No." Su Jinjiang still looked at the plate of shrimp dumplings with no expression on his face, "I suddenly discovered something today. I don't care about them anymore. It's bad. I don't have a good relationship with my dad, but I do care He. Until today, I felt that I cared about him. I was really anxious when I received the call, mainly because I was afraid of what happened to my dad. But when I saw him..." Su Jinjiang paused, "Look When I see them, I don't feel anything, I just feel like I don't want to be there, and what happens to them has nothing to do with me."

He should have felt relieved, but he hadn't.He was a little apprehensive.

He has always firmly believed that there must be a strong enough emotional connection between a person and the world he lives in, so that this person can live well.The so-called emotional connection is the bond between oneself and others.Happy, sad, successful, or failed, there must be someone to share with, otherwise, the connection between oneself and the world is like a wisp of smoke hanging in the air, and it will disperse as soon as it floats.

For a long time, he and his father contradicted each other and cared for each other, and because they cared for each other, they contradicted each other even more, forming an unsolvable cycle.He even imagined what would happen to his father if he died like that without being reborn.Will you be sad for him, will you think of him in the days to come, will you still have a seat at home waiting for him to come back one day.

He always thought so, but today that feeling has changed.

While listening to Pan Yulan arguing with her father, he stood where he was, and suddenly felt that he was truly an outsider.Although it is in the same place, although the content is similar to the past, but there is no role for him.He is an actor left over from the previous performance, and the troupe has been changed here.All the emotions and sorrows staged in this house do not require him to put himself in his shoes.It's not that he can't handle their play, it's that they didn't take him to act in the first place.

——The thread connecting him to this world may be being cut one by one by an invisible blade.

This imagining made him shudder, and he shivered from the bottom of his heart.

He had made many assumptions about the reason for his rebirth.He felt that it might be because he was unwilling to die like this, so he had a strong resentment.There is a folk saying that the soul with unfulfilled long-cherished wishes will stay in the world and refuse to leave. Maybe his situation is similar to this.

But later he found another explanation: because the call from Wei Tan was an emotional connection for him.

The phrase "I want to see you" that Wei Tan said made him feel at that moment that he was still needed by others.Although at that time he felt that he did not hear what Wei Tan said clearly, but in fact, he heard it, and he listened to it in his heart.

In this world, there is a person who wants to see him at that moment, so he can't just disappear like this.At least he can't leave until he meets that person and fulfills the other person's wish.

While there is no way to verify the truth of this assumption, he believes this is why.

If another accident happens to him a year later, is there anything that can pull him back this time?

"Honey, I will only have you from now on. You have to stay with me." Su Jinjiang hugged Wei Tan tightly.If he and his father had really expelled each other from the emotional world, then the only bond he had with this world was Wei Tan.

"I'll be with you." Wei Tan rubbed his shoulder, "I'll be with you all the time."

This action is a bit childish, and a bit like a small animal.Su Jinjiang was amused, "It's ok. Even you are cute, can this world be better?"

"It will be good, it will be good." Wei Tan looked up at him, "Do you still eat the shrimp dumplings, don't let them cool down."

"Of course I want to eat. Such a delicious food, how can I not eat it." Su Jinjiang picked up one for Wei Tan, "Come on, open your mouth baby." He fed the shrimp dumpling in, then lowered his head and gnawed at the corner of Wei Tan's mouth Take a sip, "I've fed you, I'll have something to eat tonight."

"I can also make shrimp dumplings. I don't have ingredients today, so I just ordered takeaway." Wei Tan said, "I'll make it for you in the morning. Whatever you want, I'll make it for you."

"Yes." Su Jinjiang couldn't bear to let go of Wei Tan's lips, and teased the other's lips again.His Wei Tan, the Wei Tan that only belongs to him, the Wei Tan who always puts his emotions in the most important position in his heart.As long as there is this person, his connection with this world will never be broken.

As long as this person is...

Su Jinjiang stopped kissing.A thought that terrified him climbed up.

As long as Wei Tan is around, he believes that there is absolutely no reason for him to voluntarily give up his life.

But what if Wei Tan...is not here anymore?

After seeing the "omen", he and Wei Tan imagined all kinds of possible unexpected and non-accidental situations, but they were all aimed at Su Jinjiang.There is a possibility that has not been discussed by them, and that is whether something will happen to Wei Tan.

"Baby." Su Jinjiang held Wei Tan's face, "We may have guessed the wrong direction all along. On my birthday next year, I may not encounter any accidents. But if you... what happened to you If something bad happened, I would definitely not want to live."

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