Eat this toad [Entertainment]

In the live broadcast room, Su Jinjiang sat opposite a female host with a very friendly image.The gestures of the two are very casual, creating a relaxed atmosphere for conversation.

After chatting a few gossips as a warm-up, the hostess began to guide the topic in an emotional direction according to the established script: "You also had a talk show before, and you were asked why you chose to be an actor as a career."

"Yes." Su Jinjiang nodded, "It was almost exactly a year ago."

"At that time, how did you answer?" The hostess asked with a smile.

"I remember saying..." Su Jinjiang recalled, "Actor is a very compatible job. I hope to enrich myself by experiencing other people's lives."

The hostess asked again: "Now that a year has passed, and many things have happened in this year, has your view on this issue changed?"

An understatement brought the "fund gate incident" to the past.On the barrage, some viewers sighed with emotion.

"My views on the profession of an actor have not changed." Su Jinjiang thought about it, "but in some aspects, I have a deeper understanding."

Hostess: "What's the specific aspect?"

Su Jinjiang: "Actor is a profession with a high exposure rate. Whether it is the image you create on the screen, the various activities you participate in, or even your personal life, it will come into the public eye. We often watch When we meet someone, this person's behavior will set an example for us."

"That's right." The hostess nodded, "So artists can easily become role models and be imitated by fans. You also have your own fans, so do you feel any pressure in this regard?"

"For me, the pressure does not come from the fans, but from myself." Su Jinjiang said, "I am a person who lacks self-confidence. The profession of an actor magnifies my shortcomings. After I have fans, I Realizing that the way I express my attitude towards certain things will affect them. The effect may not be obvious, but if they pay attention to me for a long time, the cumulative effect will be very powerful. I want to have a positive effect on my fans This is my pressure and my motivation."

"Then, in your own life experience, are there any idols who have had a major impact on you?" the hostess asked.

"Yes." Su Jinjiang smiled, "There is an actor who has a deep influence on me. I have been his fan since I was a student, and I will follow every one of his works. The external reason for me to enter the actor industry is It was a coincidence that there was an opportunity to sign with a brokerage company. The internal reason was the subtle influence he gave me, which made me subconsciously wish to be like him."

"What kind of person is he, can you tell us about it?" The hostess also asked with a smile.

"He..." Su Jinjiang chose his words carefully, "He is very responsible and powerful. His strength is not very obvious to me on the surface. At first, I just felt that liking him was very comfortable. Until I I have also become an artist, and with my own fans, I realized that it is actually very difficult for others to like you comfortably."

The hostess took over at the right time, "Why do you say that?"

"Indeed, on the surface, this matter seems to be a matter of course." Su Jinjiang said, "If you have a work, someone will like you, and there will be interaction between you and your fans, and there will be a tacit understanding. But the fact is not It’s so simple, it’s like a project, and the hardest part is invisible to others. How to be yourself and at the same time give fans the greatest sense of security, I think this may be a big problem throughout an artist’s entire career subject."

"Then what do you think you have achieved now?" the hostess asked.

"I'm still learning." Su Jinjiang said truthfully, "I still don't have enough ability to protect my fans' sense of security, causing them to suffer a lot of anxiety that they shouldn't have to bear. But there is one thing that makes me feel more relieved, That is, I have seen my own growth. Some things, if I put it a year ago, I would not have been able to face it. I might shrink back or give up on myself. But now..."

Su Jinjiang paused.The hostess asked gently: "How is it now?"

Su Jinjiang smiled slightly, "I think I can make it through."

Following his words, a wave of barrage floated across the screen: [Susu, come on! ! 】【Susu, don't be afraid! ! 】

The hostess changed to a more casual sitting posture, and continued to ask questions as if chatting: "One year is not a long time. What made your mentality change so much? In this In it, is there also the role played by the role model you just mentioned?" The hostess brought the topic back to Su Jinjiang's relationship object.In today's interview, the topic of Wei Tan and fans should always be closely intertwined and advance in a tortuous way.

"Yes." Su Jinjiang looked serious, "During my most difficult time, besides the fans, he has always given me the utmost support. He said a word to me, I don't know if he still remembers it. "

Su Jinjiang closed his eyes, "He said that those who set an example for others must take every step well. Your life experience is not only related to yourself, but may also be related to other people's beliefs."

Off the screen, Wei Tan's fingers unconsciously tightened slightly, holding the edge of the tablet.He did say such a sentence to Su Jinjiang, but if Su Jinjiang hadn't mentioned it today, he would have almost forgotten it.He remembered that one day when the two of them were having dinner at home, they watched a TV show. He said something casually at that time, but Su Jinjiang didn't expect Su Jinjiang to remember it so clearly.

The hostess asked: "If you live with this idea, will you be too burdened by being an idol?"

"No." Su Jinjiang still smiled, "I have to take every step well, this is not for others to see."

His eyes darkened slightly, "Maybe it has something to do with my growth experience. For a long time, in my concept, other people's expectations and my own expectations are two opposite things. To make others happy, you have to suppress yourself. But..."

He looked at the camera, and looked at Wei Tan who was watching the live broadcast through the screen, "The person who told me this made me understand one thing, people who can't live their own lives are incapable of making others happy .Although the truth is very simple, I didn't understand it until I met him."

Xiao An, who was driving, heard these words and quickly glanced at the rearview mirror.Wei Tan silently stared at the screen, motionless, Xiao An couldn't see his emotions.

The gentle voice of the hostess came from the computer again, "So, this became the motivation for you to change your mentality, didn't it?"

"Yes." Su Jinjiang said, "For me, the best state of liking someone is this: because I like him, I also like to try to imitate his self. He is a role model worthy of my imitation, and also A belief in myself. By liking him, I can become who I want to be."

"Wow!" Xiao An laughed when he heard it, "I really can't see that our Brother Su is so good at flirting."

Wei Tan fiddled with the computer for a long while before saying "hmm".

It wasn't until the end of the live broadcast that he slowly closed the computer and leaned back in the chair, and said to Xiaoan, "Stop by XXX Road, I want to buy a cake."

"Oh." Xiaoan glanced at the rearview mirror again.Wei Tan still looked out of the window, but the corner of his mouth raised a small arc.

Of course the cake was bought for Su Jinjiang.

After Su Jinjiang ran the notice, he returned to the apartment where he and Wei Tan lived temporarily. As soon as he entered the door, he saw cakes and candles in the dining room.

"Could it be someone's birthday today?" Su Jinjiang asked knowingly, "No, didn't we celebrate your birthday?"

"I don't want to celebrate anyone's birthday." Wei Tan opened the red wine and poured it into the glass, "I'm in a good mood, I want to be happy, can't I?"

Knowing that he watched the live broadcast, Su Jinjiang walked over to hug him, "Okay. As long as you're happy, you can do whatever you want."

The netbook that the two usually share is placed by the dining table, and the screen is still on.Su Jinjiang picked it up and looked through it. It was Wei Tan's fan group who often dived in a vest.

Sutang in the group is discussing today's live broadcast.Many people are guessing who the person Su Jinjiang is talking about is.The most guessed one is naturally Wei Tan. Every work the two have collaborated since "Hongmeng" is listed again. CP fans happily sit in a row and relive their pictures in the same frame.

Su Jinjiang also put on his diving vest and went to Wei Tan's fan group to have a look.The Tanxiangs were still discussing Wei Tan's latest work and the next support activity as usual, and didn't have much reaction to today's events.Even when someone maliciously tied up Wei Tan for hype, the Tanxiangs rarely responded.

Su Jinjiang had mixed feelings, "When we make it public, they won't be so indifferent?"

"No." Wei Tan cut a piece of cake and handed it to Su Jinjiang, "We are really sure, they will be happy."

In the first two years since his debut, Wei Tan took the route of an idol group, and his fans were mainly girlfriend fans.But with his transformation, fans have gradually become compound.For the current Tanxiangs, Weitan is not just an emotional object, but also an object that projects their own values ​​and life philosophy.Sandalwood's feelings for Wei Tan are not only the lovers in their dreams, but also their ideal selves.

Therefore, if you see that your ideal self has finally reaped a satisfying love, the sandalwoods will also be gratified.It's like following the protagonist of a novel through bumps and bumps, and finally has a happy ending.

In bed at night, Wei Tan briefly talked about meeting Pan Yulan.

"Thank you, baby." Su Jinjiang kissed Wei Tan's face, "That's all. After a while, I'll find a place to hold a family gathering or something, let the media take some photos, or Aunt Pan and I Let’s cooperate to make a micro-movie and do proper publicity.”

"Okay." Wei Tan was silent for a while, then suddenly said softly: "I saw your room."

"Ah?" Su Jinjiang didn't realize all of a sudden, "What room?"

"The room you used to live in." Wei Tan stroked Su Jinjiang's back, hesitated for a moment, and said it with a little worry in his heart, "I'm a little scared."

Su Jinjiang stopped, "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that one day you will suddenly pack up and leave."

"I'm not going anywhere." Su Jinjiang leaned over again, biting Wei Tan's ear and whispered, "I'm here to take root."

Given what the two of them were doing now, this normal sentence suddenly became indescribable.

Su Jinjiang felt that the temperature on Wei Tan's face instantly rose by a few degrees, and even the touch passed on to Su Jinjiang became hotter.

After taking a shower and going to bed, Wei Tan's cell phone rang suddenly.

Wei Tan was tossed by Su Jinjiang for a long time, and now he was so sleepy that he couldn't open his eyes, and lay still.

The bell only rang two or three times before it quieted down, and then Su Jinjiang's cell phone rang non-stop.

Su Jinjiang had no choice but to force himself to put on his clothes.Looking at the phone screen, Ding Ziyan's name is clearly in sight.

Su Jinjiang answered, "Is there something wrong?"

"I have something to do. I called A Tan first, but he didn't answer after two rings. I guess he was already asleep, and I didn't want to disturb his rest, so I called you. Anyway, I don't care if you rest or not." Ding Ziyan Very frankly.

"Thank you." Su Jinjiang was short-tempered, "Speak up if you have something to say, don't gossip."

"That grandson of Qian Hao is probably going to spread rumors about you. He's looking for someone to spy on me."

"Oh?" Su Jinjiang looked back at Wei Tan, and turned the call to the outside, "How do you say?"

"I didn't say it clearly, so I asked me what I thought of you, and also asked me if I knew A Tan very well. I thought it was strange, so I did some research, and it turned out that it was Qian Hao's grandson who came here. Tell me, what is he doing asking about these things at a time like this? Isn’t it just for gossip?”

Su Jinjiang and Wei Tan looked at each other and asked, "Then what did you say?"

"I said, I know A Tan very well. We used to be classmates. It's not a secret. Many people in the industry know about it." Ding Ziyan said, "I didn't mention you, but when that kid said bad things about you , I didn't stop him either. He should be able to sense that I don't really want to see you." Ding Ziyan deliberately emphasized the word "special".

Su Jinjiang held his mobile phone and thought for a while, "Nail, what if—"

"Come on, I know." Ding Ziyan interrupted him impatiently, "Since I called you this time, I know what to do, don't chatter with me. Send me a letter after you have discussed it. That's it, hang up."

Ding Ziyan hung up the phone neatly.

Su Jinjiang couldn't help but smile.Ding Ziyan knew that Su Jinjiang wanted to ask him to do something, he deliberately didn't let Su Jinjiang finish his sentence, so as not to make Su Jinjiang feel as if he owed him a favor.

Wei Tan propped himself up and sat up, "What do you want to do?"

"You go to sleep, I'll call Brother Wan and see if I can check something through Mr. Xin's contacts." Su Jinjiang flipped through the address book, "It's fine if Qian Hao doesn't do anything this time, if he really wants to do something. Something, we might have a chance."

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