I'm not really a dual personality

The morning sun, the constantly turning clock, the steaming breakfast, and the smiling mother and sister.

Chishang Linghua sat on the chair in a daze, facing the breakfast on the plate and wanted to gag.

Just at the last moment, she killed Chishang Yaomeng, Yaomeng's blood splashed on the plate, the bread was soaked with blood, and became red and wet, but the next moment, she was sitting here, looking at the blood in front of her. The aroma of hot bread, wheat and butter penetrated into her nose, and the desire to vomit kept churning.

Why is this happening?

At first, although Chishang Linghua thought it was weird, she still had no idea, even if she would go back to the beginning of time every time she killed these two people, she really loved their expressions of pain and collapse before death, but, no matter how much Joy can also become weary from too much experience.

Yes, she is tired.

Reika Chigami wanted to escape from this infinite cycle.

She no longer has any concept of time, let alone how long she has existed in this place. This is like a cage that belongs to her, and there is no way out. She began to constantly look for ways to leave, trying by any means.

But every time, she would come back here and look at the gentle smiles of the two of them.

"Linghua? Your complexion is not very good, are you sick?" Chishang Yaomeng looked at Chishang Linghua worriedly.

In front of Chishang Linghua's eyes, there were images interlaced constantly, the corpse covered in blood was replaced by the worried person, and finally turned into Chishang Yaomeng, whose face was covered in blood, smiling faintly at her.

"Linghua?" Chishang Yaomeng spoke again.

"Mom, Linghua doesn't look very well, shall we go to the hospital with Linghua?"

The mother quickly wiped off the water from her hands. She hugged Chishang Linghua affectionately, and then put her hand on Chishang Linghua's forehead, "I don't have a fever, Linghua, what's wrong with you?"

Chishang Linghua looked at her blankly, and after a while she let out a scream, turned around and rushed out of the room.

"Linghua? Linghua!" The fake sister and mother called Chishang Linghua's name at the door.

The world is not right, why is it like this?

Ikegami Reika kept running.

There must be a way to get out of here, absolutely not to decay in this endless cycle of reincarnation!

Off-screen, Hiroshi Hinata looked at the girl who kept running.

"How many times is this her reincarnation? I can't count it."

"No. 30 twice." Shenzuo Chuliu replied calmly.

"Did Kazuru-kun still record the numbers? It's really worthy of you, but this person will have a mental breakdown. Relying on this method can really give her hope?" Komaeda Nagito sighed, "Of course, I am not I am questioning Lord God, and a scum like me is not qualified to question anything, just doubts."

Shenzuo Chuliu turned to look at him, "Programs can be counted."

"Ugh?"

In the next moment, Komaeda Nagito realized that Kazuru Kazuru was talking about his doubts about recording numbers. It turned out that he did not do calculations seriously, but the program itself has the function of recording data.

Then while waiting for Kamizuo to explain further, Komaeda Nagito found that Kamizuo had stopped talking.

He directly ignored Komaeda Nagito's question behind him.

...It seems that the god seat outflow really doesn't like him very much.

Really sorry.

Of course, he doesn't like the outflow of the seat of God very much.

[I really didn't expect that she could reincarnate 32 times in such a short period of time. 】Hinata Chuang frowned,【Although the number of reincarnations made her more and more crazy and chaotic, but this person's nature is really bad, and in this situation, he would enjoy it at the very beginning. 】

As he said that, Hyuga Chou clicked his tongue slightly.

Incomprehensible.

So Hinata is an ordinary person, even if he is the same person as Kamizade, his nature is also a friendly and gentle guy, he can't understand why a person can get happiness from hurting others.

【about there. 】The seat of God said: 【The next stage is coming soon. 】

Hinata Chou was silent for a moment, then he nodded, [OK. 】

In this new world program and illusion combination plan, it is divided into three stages.

In the first stage, Chishang Linghua fell into an abyss from which she could not escape, time and time again, increasing her despair every moment.

And the second stage is to tell her that she will never escape this nightmare.

On the screen, Chishang Linghua was sitting by the seaside. She looked at the waves of the sea in the distance, and the veins on her forehead bulged.

"Damn it!" Chi Shang Linghua stomped her feet vigorously, "Damn it, damn it! Am I dreaming?!"

"I must be dreaming! There is no world of infinite reincarnation, and there is no idiot who is friendly to me. None of this is right! Yes, it is because of this, so no matter how many times I kill those two idiots, I will return to the original point. Only I can wake up by myself."

Ikegami Linghua raised the knife, but this time the blade was aimed at herself.

"Goodbye, world!"

Chishang Linghua smiled crazily, she stabbed the knife into her neck forcefully, blood shot out instantly, No.30 reincarnated for the second time——

End.

At the moment before Chishang Linghua's consciousness disappeared, she vaguely remembered something. It was a man wearing a black coat with a clean white shirt and grass-green tie inside, but he had a pair of red pupils, He just watched her die indifferently, without any emotion.

……Who is that?

Chishang Linghua sat up from the bed suddenly, she saw the bright sunshine and heard the alarm clock ringing continuously.

"Linghua, wake up." Mother called her name outside, "It's 06:30, I'm going to school after breakfast, Xiaomeng, wake up soon."

Chishang Linghua's eyes darkened.

She still has not escaped from this nightmare, this is a cage that she cannot escape even if she commits suicide, and she is a prisoner who does not even have the freedom to die.

Despair completely enveloped her, she began to cry, tears kept falling, and this time, it was the most real cry.

[The second stage is completed. ] Shenzuo Chuliu calmly looked at the data fed back by the new world program, [The power of the Despair Fragment is constantly increasing due to the despair of the Desperate Veteran, but Chigami Linghua lacks spirit and is unable to continue to kill and continue to reincarnate. 】

[Because she is already desperate enough. 】Hinata So sighed,【I can't think of a way other than hurting others, but hurting others will only make things worse, so I can only do nothing in despair. 】

[The third stage can be carried out. 】

Cultivate hope.

Even if it is a compulsive one-off, as long as it is hope, it can purify the fragments of despair.

There is no need for the long-term hope of the Desperate Veteran, and it is not necessary whether the Desperate Veteran will return to his original nature in the future. What Kamito Outflow and Hinata Chuang want are just fragments of hope.

……

Chishang Reika did not kill them anymore, she began to slowly accept living in this world, however, Chishang Reika found that even if she did not kill anyone, the world would end on the seventh day, and then return to the beginning one day.

There is no way but to endure the world repeating again and again.

Chishang Linghua walked quietly on the way back from school. The world will be reset after the end of the day. She lowered her head and walked slowly towards the house. She thought: She will probably live in this world forever, and reincarnate at some point. can never stop.

At this moment, she stopped, and she turned her head to look at the flower shop next to her, remembering the lilies she had bought in her memory.

That flower probably withered in time.

Thinking this way, Chishang Linghua couldn't control her steps. She bought a bouquet of lilies from a flower shop, and went home with the flowers in confusion.

"Linghua, why didn't you wait for me?" Yaomeng ran over happily, "I went to look for you, but your classmate told me that you had left, I was so embarrassed."

Ikegami Reika looked at her, and after a while she lowered her head, and then raised the flower in her hand, Chishang Yaomeng babbled because the flower was stuck, she blinked, looked first at the flower and then at Ikegami Reika, She seemed to be caught in a hesitant and moved expression.

Finally, she said with bright eyes, "Is it for me?"

Ikegami Linghua nodded hesitantly.

So she watched Yaomeng Ikegami cheered and took the flowers, solemnly put them into the vase, and even kept showing off to her mother at night.

What is there to be happy about?And tomorrow morning, the flowers will disappear and time will be reversed.

But Chishang Linghua didn't speak, she waited quietly for the time to reset.

The next day, Chishang Linghua was called by the alarm clock, she glanced at the time, at 6:30, she walked out of the room, her mother and sister were already waiting for her, but this time, Chishang Linghua found that the breakfast was no longer baked Bread and fried eggs, but a traditional Japanese breakfast.

Chi Shang Linghua turned her head hastily, she first saw the delicate lilies in the vase, and the date on the calendar that was one day more than yesterday.

Time is advancing.

Later, Linghua Chishang discovered that time can actually move forward little by little. As long as she tries her best to be nice to her sister and mother, time will move forward. Once she hurts them, time will reset, and when she does nothing When doing it, the time will still restart after a period of time.

If you want time to never repeat itself, then do good deeds, then love others.

Ikegami Linghua is forced to embrace love, and in endless despair, this is the only way.

"Forced false hope." Komaeda Nagito frowned, "This is not hope at all, and it can even be said that this is simply a reprint of despair."

Shenzuo Chuliu sat on the chair and turned around, "Isn't this what you have been pursuing."

"what?"

"The strong hope of overcoming despair in the face of great despair." The red pupils of the gods were icy cold, "Great despair, the strong hope after defeating despair, this story perfectly fits your imagination, and the final ending is also the victory of hope, you What else is there to be dissatisfied with?"

"It's not about wanting to win at all, but the victory of the outcast." Komaeda Nagito looked at him complicatedly, "Forget it... I think this is the ending, after all, you are a super high school-level almighty, outcast."

Still ignoring Komaeda Nagito, Kazuru Kamizuo sat up from the chair, he got up and left directly, the destination was a nearby hospital.

Sitting on the hospital bed, Chishang Yaomeng was a little surprised by the arrival of the outflow from the seat of God.

"Mr. Hinata?"

Kamizuo Chuliu came over, he handed the mobile phone to Chishang Yaomeng, Chishang Yaomeng was stunned for a moment, and finally took the mobile phone in Shenzuo Chuliu's hand, she turned on the screen, and the next moment she saw a familiar person, that Familiar people made her fingers tremble.

"Ling... Linghua?"

Chishang Yaomeng stared blankly at the screen, Chishang Linghua was careful to please her family, and tried hard to change her behavior pattern. She seemed to be trying to make herself better, and the self on the screen went hand in hand with her. Going to school, the eyes are full of light.

This is a picture that makes Yomu Ikegami feel like he is dreaming.

"Mr. Hinata? What is this?"

"It's Chishang Linghua herself." Shenzuo Chuliu said the truth calmly, "Don't doubt, this is your sister."

Chishang Yaomeng subconsciously covered her abdomen, where she was stabbed by Chishang Linghua, and it still hurts till now.

"What does Hinata-san mean?"

"You decide." The seat of the god said: "Whether you want to give her a chance."

"Huh?" Chishang Yaomeng was stunned for a moment, and after a while she lowered her head, her voice was as soft as a mosquito, "...Although I don't know why, it's really a difficult decision."

Shenzuo Chuliu looked at her calmly, "According to the current situation, only you are qualified to decide."

"Yes, is it?" Ikegami Yaomeng clenched her hands, and she twisted the quilt tightly with her fingers. After a while, she said, "I understand, let her go where she should go."

Not surprised by her choice, Kamizuo Chuliu put away her mobile phone and was about to leave. Ikegami Yomeng, who was making various choices in her heart and was constantly struggling, froze for a moment. She subconsciously said, "Mr. Hyuga, are you leaving now? I thought You will ask me why I chose this way."

"You don't need to ask." The seat of the god said: "Ordinary people's choices have always been fixed like this."

"... Ordinary people." Chishang Yaomeng whispered, she was startled, and then said anxiously: "If it was just me, I would definitely choose to forgive, but, but I understand one thing, My forgiveness may not have any meaning, once she is still the same, maybe both I and my mother will be in danger, I can't risk my life to forgive."

"So, it's not that I've become cowardly." Chishang Yaomeng seemed to be convincing himself, "I'm just protecting myself and my mother, yes, that's it."

"There is no need to explain." Shenzuo Chuliu looked at her, "Humans' desire to survive and fear of death are innate things, and it is too boring to be ashamed of this."

This is the difference between ordinary people and hope, and why sapling Makoto will become the hope of the super high school level. Only sapling Makoto will be full of trust in those who have reformed from evil, and only he will hide the fact that people in future institutions will become desperate and remnants of the party. Issue 77 is kept.

Chishang Yaomeng watched blankly as the seat of God left, and she leaned against the head of the bed after a while.

"Am I, an ordinary person?"

Because she is an ordinary person, she is full of fear for Linghua, even thinking that it would be great if she didn't exist, so she is just an ordinary person.

……

Chi Shang Linghua left from the New World program, but before she was overjoyed, the police came to take her away the next moment. Since she hurt her sister and no one in her family defended her, she will stay in the juvenile courtyard a period of time.

On the other side, Shenzuo Chuliu looked at the white fragments floating in front of him, and there was no change in his red eyes.

"King of God?"

Komaeda Nagito came over, he looked in front of Kamizuru,

"Is there a fragment of hope here?"

Shenzuo Chuliu looked at him, "What do you want to say."

"No, I'm just curious." Nagito Komaeda said, "If the Fragment of Hope is here, why can't I see anything? Or, the so-called Fragment of Hope and Despair can only be seen by Kazuru-kun or Hinata-kun." ?”

"Speaking of which, can Hinata-kun still feel the so-called breath of despair?"

Komaeda Nagito looked puzzled, "I didn't see anything, presumably Miss Nanami couldn't see anything like me."

"Is it because you have any special abilities?"

【can not see? ] Hinata Chuang said strangely, 【But I hope the fragments are always here, right?It turns out that other people can't see the shards of hope? 】

[The problem of world consciousness. 】 Kamito Chuliu answered calmly.

Hinata Soshu raised his brows, 【Ah, this is why the world consciousness sent us here?The ability to let us see the hope fragments and the like, because we can be regarded as two people, so it saves effort. 】

【Um. 】

Kamizuru looked at Komaeda Nagito in front of him, a coldness flashed in his red eyes.

It seems that this guy needs to be kept away from Chuang.