ten years, you are still there

"Ning'er---I'm hungry, can I eat?"

The last dish was brought out of the kitchen, the sound came from afar, presumably Rong Xin is still on the stairs.In response to Rong Xin's call, she filled two bowls of rice, and when she heard the quickening footsteps, Bai Ning'er smiled sweetly.

I have been in France for three years, and I have completely adapted to eating French food, and now I can still cook a table of French food.Bai Ning'er only mentioned once that she wanted to eat Rong Xin's cooking, but after Rong Xin rejected Bai Ning'er, she never mentioned it again.

That day, Bai Ning'er also cheered up and said, "Xinxin, I want to eat the food you cooked, but I haven't had it for a long, long time." Bai Ning'er lay on Rong Xin's lap and watched TV, obviously feeling Rong Xin's cooking. Xin paused, then stood up and looked at Rong Xin.

Rong Xin took Huamei's hand and froze in the air, looking at his own hand stupidly.Bai Ning'er didn't know what was wrong, she shook Rong Xin in a panic, "Xin Xin, what's wrong? Are you feeling uncomfortable?"

Rong Xin came back to his senses, forced his mouth up and smiled, "How can a hand that has killed someone have the right to touch such a clean thing as food."

Rong Xin's voice was very soft, but Bai Ning'er still heard it.It's irony, it's self-hating, Bai Ning'er can tell.The pain on Rong Xin's face made Bai Ning'er feel distressed.Sitting on Rong Xin's lap, he kissed Rong Xin's lips, "I believe that Xin Xin killed all bad people, and I will cook for Xin Xin every day from now on. I'm sorry, I'm self-willed."

Now, Bai Ning'er knew why the refrigerator that was supposed to be in the kitchen was moved out of the kitchen, because Rong Xin didn't like the kitchen.Only now did Bai Ning'er know why Rong Xin didn't cook, because Rong Xin felt that she was not qualified.

Bai Ning'er blamed herself deeply, why every time she brought up Rong Xin's sad things.Even though we have been together for so many years, I still feel that I still don't know Rong Xin very well, it must have happened in those few years!Not completely aware of what happened in those years, Rong Xin must have kept something from himself.

Otherwise, why Rong Xin's face was full of sadness when she told herself those things.Otherwise, why would Rong Xin disappear for a whole day on July [-]th every year without saying a word, and when he came back, his eyes were red and swollen.Otherwise, why Rong Xin was never willing to take her to Yunnan.Otherwise, who can tell her why Rong Xin wrote the word Yin Hao on the paper.

All the while, there are still many things I don't know or understand.Rong Xin didn't want to give himself this chance!That must be something Rong Xin doesn't want to mention, Bai Ning'er comforted herself.Suddenly, Bai Ning'er didn't want to know anymore. If it was really Rong Xin's sad thing, she didn't want to bring it up to make Rong Xin sad again.

This is very good now, Rong Xin loves her very much, and she loves Rong Xin very much.