Aokawa

It rained intermittently for three days, and finally did not clear up.The ground was still wet, as if it had been soaked several feet deep, and it would take more days of sunshine to become dry again.

Perhaps Xu Jingshu felt the same way.

There are three weeks left before the college entrance examination, and the results of the second stage of the big exam are announced.

Obviously it was the most stable time, but Xu Jingshu's grades dropped from No. 40, No. 90 in the first stage examination, to No. [-], eighth, almost falling out of the top [-].Seeing his results, Xu Yunzhe couldn't be happy even though he got the third place in the city.Perhaps because of being too anxious, Xu Yunzhe suddenly had an exaggerated thought: What is Xu Jingshu going to do in the future?Said that they would leave home together and take on their own lives from now on.How is he going to bear it?Why don't you just go to work instead of going to college?

Of course, this idea is really exaggerated, because with Xu Jingshu's current grades, as long as he keeps up, there is still no problem in getting a first-class undergraduate.The reason why Xu Yunzhe came up with such an idea is because the college entrance examination is coming soon, and the pressure is just causing trouble.

He could feel, and even see, that Xu Jingshu had suffered quite a blow because of this result.After the results were announced, Xu Jingshu didn't speak for a whole day.They usually lived together and spent a long time together, Xu Yunzhe knew that he didn't study hard, so facing Xu Jingshu's loss, although Xu Yunzhe felt distressed, he also silently said "he deserves it" in his heart.

There was a feeling of hating iron but not steel in his heart, Xu Yunzhe never persuaded himself to find a reason to comfort Xu Jingshu.

Xu Jingshu didn't seek comfort either, he seemed to plunge into the review, he stayed in the classroom for self-study even at noon, and didn't go back to the dormitory.

After lunch, when he said he was going back to the classroom for self-study, Xu Yunzhe didn't expect it.No matter how hard Xu Yunzhe usually worked, he still had to keep his lunch break as much as possible. Hearing this, he hesitated subconsciously, but finally hid his reluctance and stayed in the classroom with Xu Jingshu.

Such a result made it difficult for Xu Yunzhe to concentrate in the afternoon class. However, he looked back at Xu Jingshu several times, and found that his attention was always highly concentrated, and he didn't even notice his gaze.

If this state can be maintained until the end of the college entrance examination, then maybe he can perform exceptionally well and get admitted to a key university. ——After this idea came to the fore, Xu Yunzhe couldn't laugh or cry to himself in his heart. Thinking about being spoiled, it's about the same. Seriousness and anger can't last long. As long as the other party shows a little bit of goodness, he will naturally have unlimited hopes for the future.

The results of this stage test gave Xu Yunzhe confidence and peace of mind. He thought, as long as he maintains the current momentum and concentrates more, then the goal ahead is within his pocket and within reach.So the emotion of parting came first.

Of course, Xu Yunzhe has been to the provincial capital and the urban area, but those short visits do not mean leaving. Only living in another new place for a long time, called "migration", is really far away.

Then, he has never left Qingchuan, the first time he leaves, he will go to a very far place, and it is very likely that he will never come back.Xu Yunzhe thought about leaving, but never coming back never appeared in his concept.But he didn't feel extremely reluctance, he neither expected nor regretted, just as he did at the beginning, he planned to accept such an arrangement naturally.He couldn't be sure, though, if that was because that moment hadn't actually come yet.

What will happen if you only live with Xu Jingshu in the future?How far can these two kites that suddenly broke their strings fly?Will there always be a breeze that will lift them up the clouds?

Xu Yunzhe had no idea about the future arrangements after the decision.The only thing he thought about was that after the college entrance examination, they would have a long summer vacation.He had to use that time to work part-time to earn his first-year tuition fees.In a situation like theirs, the family should not be considered poor, so applying for bursaries is out of the question.As for scholarships... now that I think about it, it seems too far away.

How much is the tuition fee for one year?Xu Yunzhe took out his mobile phone from under his pillow and searched for the annual expenses of an average college student. The result made him shudder, and he had to add the word "poor" after "average".After losing, Xu Yunzhe couldn't help laughing, and clicked OK.

"Xu Yunzhe, are you asleep?" Suddenly, Xu Jingshu who was lying on the upper bunk asked.

"No, what's the matter?" Xu Yunzhe answered quickly.He didn't talk much all day, and he didn't take a lunch break at noon. After they climbed into bed at midnight, Xu Yunzhe thought he fell asleep soon, but he didn't expect that an hour later, he suddenly made a sound.

Xu Jingshu was silent for a while, and asked, "I didn't pass the exam this time, do I have to move out?"

Xu Yunzhe was stunned for a few seconds when he heard this, and then he came back to his senses and asked, "You are unhappy today, are you thinking about this?"

"It's not all..." Xu Jingshu said sullenly.

It's fine if he doesn't say it, but Xu Yunzhe doesn't remember why he complained in his heart that he didn't review properly in the morning.Xu Yunzhe immediately comforted and said: "No need to move. There are always enough small dormitories, and there are not many applicants, so even if you don't get into the top 20, you don't need to move out. There are less than [-] days left. Those who get into the top [-] this time There are probably not many people in their fifties applying to move the dormitory." After speaking, he listened intently to the echo in the air, but he couldn't hear Xu Jingshu's answer for a long time.

Is he not comforting properly?Xu Yunzhe couldn't help being nervous, and asked in a low voice, "Xu Jingshu?"

"Oh..." He answered blankly, then said dejectedly, "I'm worried that I won't be able to get into a good school. Tell me, if I don't pass the college entrance examination and I want to go to school in the same city as you, I can only go to school. Erben, shall I still go?"

"What nonsense are you talking about?" Xu Yunzhe was distressed and funny, "Come down and sleep with me, don't think about it."

The upper bunk moved, Xu Yunzhe took away the phone, and saw Xu Jingshu leaning out from above, hanging upside down, looking at him quietly.

His face illuminated by the light of the mobile phone looked dull and sneaky, but Xu Yunzhe suddenly remembered the night when he just moved here.It was also when the stage test results had just been announced, and he excitedly came over with the bed after the lights rang, saying that they would be roommates from now on. At that time, Xu Yunzhe thought his actions were reckless and disorganized, but he said that he couldn't wait.

"Hurry up." Seeing him not moving, Xu Yunzhe urged with his eyes.

Xu Jingshu let out a groan, quickly got out of bed, and lay down in Xu Yunzhe's arms.

When did Xu Yunzhe hear Xu Jingshu say such frustrating words in such a serious manner?In Xu Yunzhe's heart, Xu Jingshu is simply the most confident person in the world.He asked thoughtfully, "Would you regret liking me a bit?"

"What?" Hearing this, Xu Jingshu, who had been weak in speaking just a moment ago, instantly sobered up.

Hearing his completely changed tone, Xu Yunzhe couldn't help laughing, pinched his face, and said, "It's nothing, I'll just talk about it."

"Oh, I'm really annoying..." Xu Jingshu began to count his troubles in detail, "I have to save for the travel expenses to go to school, even if I take the train, it costs a few hundred yuan. The food in the school cafeteria is not expensive, and the living expenses can be earned slowly. But the tuition for the first year has to be paid before the start of school, which is several thousand yuan. Besides, there are still clothes and shoes to buy, right?"

Listening to his rambling, like a little old man, instead of feeling stressed, Xu Yunzhe felt relaxed.He asked strangely: "Why do you need to buy clothes and shoes? If you don't ask your parents for money, try to save money on food and clothing, and don't buy new clothes if you can."

"I know!" Xu Jingshu explained impatiently, "But it's too short, so I can't wear it anymore, so I have to buy new ones, right? I grew two centimeters this year, and I might have to keep growing when I go to college. Don't tell me...you don't grow taller anymore. Is it? Then will my height surpass you in the future?"

Xu Yunzhe suddenly felt that he didn't want to answer his question.

"Actually, I still really want to focus on the exam. Northern University is definitely out of the question. Go to a school that is closer to you, so that we can meet each other more often." Xu Jingshu suddenly sighed, "I really look forward to..."

expect?Xu Yunzhe heard him talk about his troubles for a long time, and finally heard this word, and couldn't help smiling.Before they made an agreement, Xu Jingshu was so obsessed with finding his "mother" that he refused to spend even a few hundred yuan for a battery.Seeing that he was only looking towards their future, even though he still had some doubts in his heart, Xu Yunzhe was more happy.After these complicated and varied emotions, Xu Yunzhe breathed a sigh of relief.

The past is a huge puzzle, knotted and connected by secrets one after another, including his home and Xu Jingshu's home.

When Xu Yunzhe was very young, the biggest mystery for him was who his father was. Later, because of his grandpa's harshness and his mother's sadness, he forced himself to forget how curious this question is that everyone else has an answer to. .However, just when he thought he had forgotten everything, the answer came suddenly.The answer slammed under his feet, smashed off the cliff, and made him fall into the abyss of truth.

Perhaps, not all the truth should come out, should it?Otherwise why would they sink to the bottom of the lake once?

Now he has Xu Jingshu to plan the future together, which is already very good.How lonely was Xu Yunwan back then?Not even a single person to confide in.Even though Xu Yunzhe has deep feelings for the wrong person, he shouldn't point the finger at the injured person, let alone that person is his own mother.Xu Yunwan may have concealed a lot from him and told a lot of lies, but Xu Yunzhe believed that sentence, she gave birth to him because she loved him.

Therefore, maybe Xu Yunzhe's current progress seems to be similar to the two elders, and he can't help but try to interfere with a person he loves like them.

Xu Jingshu stopped looking for his "mother", and stopped looking for the "mother who loved him deeply".Xu Yunzhe hugged the sleeping Xu Jingshu into his arms, and sighed secretly. At this moment, he suddenly understood why Xu Yanshen and Xu Yunwan wanted to hide it from him.From now on, no matter how hard it is, they will live a life that belongs only to them.