[Wen Ye] Miss Nakahara's Revenge

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The existence of feelings, even for the parties involved, is equally difficult to explain clearly.

It's so strange, Nakahara couldn't help but think, it's just that a little change by Osamu Dazai can make her spend such a long time tangling uncertainly, thinking over and over again, and even getting angry for no reason. The treatment that I didn't get when I became a "dragon" singularity.

It's disrespectful to Shibusawa Tatsuhiko to say that, but that's the way it is.

In the previous "Battle of Three Organizations", when the hints of unknown meaning left by Osamu Dazai disappeared, Nakahara Nakahara was also able to piece together his plan with clues and cooperate. When it appeared, it jumped down from a high altitude without hesitation, and said the command of [dirty].

Of course she was taking a risk by doing that.

Just like Chuya complained, even if Osamu Dazai configured the paralyzing poison himself and hid the antidote in his mouth in advance, the development of the matter is by no means 100% error-free.If guns were used instead of knives, and the location of the damage was changed from the back to the heart, it would be enough to guarantee the death of Osamu Dazai. Such a result would most likely buy one get one free.

Even if the "Dragon" singularity is solved, the middle that jumps directly may also end the game.

Afterwards, Verlaine wanted to leave the basement to slaughter because he was also afraid of the consequences, and then he vented his anger.Regarding whether Verlaine can still open the "door" and collide with Zhongye, it is Schrödinger's success rate - the self-contradictory singularity in his body has already been incinerated and consumed when Zhongye was 16 years old, and now it is guaranteed The power that he can still survive and function comes from his dead partner Rimbaud.

Under such circumstances, Zhong also jumped without any hesitation, never thought, and didn't even care whether he would die in love.

But she really didn't know how she should face a Osamu Dazai who seemed to be getting better now.

Falling in love is really a strange thing. Although I hold the thread in my hand, and Dazai is within my reach when I turn around, but...it still makes people worry about gains and losses. Perhaps it is because of the change in Dazai's way of doing things, or maybe it is because I put love in the first place. The word promise is too simple.

Judging rationally, Chuya certainly knows that the current Dazai is better for him and herself, but she is at a loss as to whether she should cooperate, let herself change and adapt, and to what extent.

As a result, he became so entangled that he couldn't describe it, and he could only sulk himself.

"I don't know, how much does a person need to do in terms of love relationships?" Nakahara also said the same, his blue eyes reflecting his thoughts, covered with a mist like a veil.

Perhaps it was because her expression was too confused when she said this, or maybe it was because Nakahara Chuya was born with a beautiful appearance, so that the girls who were just talking about topics to ease the tension at first unknowingly ignored her The murderous premise of the PortMafia cadre began to seriously ponder her question.

Tanizaki Naomi blinked her eyes as if she understood something, while Yosano Akiko gave a bit of annoyed "tsk".

Compared to Haruno Kirako, who was the only one present who was emotionally blank and lived on the good side from the beginning, the two of them could understand to some extent what Nakahara Nakaya's answer contained, that kind of looking up from the darkness to the light Incompatibility, because familiar people in life suddenly become strange, more troubles and even confusion of gaps.

"Wow, Ms. Nakahara doesn't need to answer so seriously, it makes people very nervous," Naomi Tanizaki, who is highly emotional, stuck out her tongue first, and hurriedly tried to remedy it, "I just want to say that if the person you like is unconsciously bluffing around like this behavior..."

"...Ah, there is a high probability that this is not true," Zhongya Nakahara replied without hesitation, "Dazai basically doesn't do useless things, he generally doesn't bluff and deceive, but tends to guide others to follow his ideas If you do it, it can’t be considered a deception, but a long-planned guidance.” Generally, if he sacrifices his appearance, he will be deceived later. Most of the people will suffer bad luck, ranging from financial loss to life, but this kind of statement is obviously not suitable Say it in the context of the moment.

But even if she didn't say it, everyone who now knew that Osamu Dazai was a former mafia cadre still couldn't help swallowing.

Da, I can roughly imagine what kind of black hand and poisonous existence Mr. Dazai used to be!However, Miss Zhongyuan's answer without thinking is hard not to give people a sense of subtlety...

"Then what if he really cheated Miss Zhongyuan? I mean, there are times like this." Haruno Qiluozi couldn't help asking, suppressing the subtle feeling in his heart, most people are gossips, and it's not hard to talk when seeing Zhongyuan Zhong It is reasonable for people who want to ask more questions and get to know their colleagues by the way.

Nakahara also nodded: "Well, yes, there are quite a lot. Of course, I took them back unceremoniously afterwards. I have accumulated more than 300 methods of revenge against Osamu Dazai so far, such as..." Hanging people upside down The ceiling, the PortMafia building, halfway through the next mission and leaving the hardest part to himself, or interrupting him while he's trying to get in the water and throwing him a load of work...that sort of thing.

The same, the same is a very harsh method of revenge, would Osamu Dazai allow such revenge?Compared with Mr. Kunikida who has been bullied by Dazai in the agency.Except for Yosano Akiko who listened to the story with great interest and never forgot to give her bad ideas during the period, the other two relatively ordinary girls couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat.

It seems that I can understand why the two of them are partners. Although their personalities are very different, if they are together, there will be a feeling of "ah, the two of them will be very suitable" and "very tacit understanding".

Yosano Akiko directly pointed to the core of the problem, "Since you have been getting along like that before, I think it is the state that is most suitable for each other, can't you keep it?"

Yes, why not continue?

Zhong Yuanzhong also froze for a moment, and thought hard for a while: "It's immature to still do this now, because the two have different positions." She said uncertainly.

If it is in PortMafia, even if the relationship between the two parties was once superior and inferior, Dazai Osamu is still a partner in the eyes of Nakahara Chuya, and he is the guy she will work hard to promote and catch up with. She will not feel distance or unfamiliarity at all.

But after the other party joined the Armed Detective Agency, the situation was different. The other party belonged to a different organization than myself, and needed to have the professionalism of an adult. They should not interfere with each other's work, respect each other, and give in sometimes. The thoughts and restraint that fit her personality made Chuya feel uncomfortable intuitively, but he felt that maybe that would be better...

"These should be done. It's basic respect. Otherwise, it's easy to cause trouble." She said uncertainly.

"Well, it's not all like that, Ms. Nakahara." Tanizaki Naomi puffed up her face, "Since it's a couple, be more self-willed, participate more in each other's life, swear that you are special to each other, and at the same time demand It is a natural privilege for two people to be intimate with each other. Because that person is the one you like, wanting to monopolize and want to be fulfilled, isn't it normal for the two to be in conflict with each other?" She thought she could understand That kind of mood is just like her and Junichiro Tanizaki. They are the most intimate existences in this world, they share the same blood, and they regard each other as the only one. It's really hard.

"Miss Zhongyuan is much more convenient than me." She said wistfully.

Tanizaki Naomi does not have supernatural powers. Although it is not a big deal, she has been trying to make up for the gap with her own IQ and EQ, chasing and helping her brother, but sometimes the fact that she cannot directly assist her still makes her heartbroken.

"Little Naomi..." Haruno Kirako looked at her worriedly, and she remembered what she said in the battle of the three organizations before, "If she has supernatural powers, Xiaozhimei will become a better agent than your brother." Is praise actually a kind of harm to Naomi Tanizaki?

"But I won't accept my fate. It is precisely because of this that I have to let the other party understand my own intentions and work hard to become better." Naomi Tanizaki clenched her fists and said, "Ah, for example, if my elder brother dares to do something If something makes me unhappy, hehe, you must be severely punished~"

"Xiao Naomi is right. Expressing possession of someone you like is a privilege, and there is no need to restrain it." Yosano Akiko finally said, "Besides, that guy Dazai likes to show off more than you." Recalling the first time we met before At the time, the two were deliberate, seemingly arguing and actually showing off, and when they went to annihilate the organization in the follow-up, someone seemed to be explaining the tone of showing off in the ear, and the intimacy that Dazai wanted to hang on Nakahara Nakaya all day long on Standard Island, She finally couldn't help complaining.

In other words, she has been wanting to complain about this pair of idiots for a long time, and they both look like that, as if you two are still entangled in this kind of shit, is this a new way of feeding dogs?

"Huh?" Zhongyuan Zhong was also stunned, and it took him a long time to make such a voice expressing doubts.

Sanhuamao jumped out of the half-open window of the detective agency, deftly climbed up the dark red bricks, and finally climbed to the small platform on the top floor.

"Meow." It squatted on the chimney of the platform, staring straight at Osamu Dazai lying there with his eyes closed and basking in the sun, with a hint of condemnation in the cat's eyes.

It's understandable to bring a girlfriend here, but it's not kind to expose its private extra meal. It's very hard for the safety of Yokohama, so what's the matter with eating more?

"Hey, but that's what Chuya said, and it's definitely not my problem." Osamu Dazai opened one eye, looked at him, and then closed it again. It's your old man who turns into a cat and patrols Yokohama all day long. I have also been caught by Sanfan several times, whether I am a three-colored cat or a male, it is normal to be remembered. If you have the ability, don't keep changing into a three-colored cat, dye your hair color and become an orange cat.

Besides, Sanhuamao's body is indeed a bit overweight.

"Wuah——" Don't beep, if you two want to show your affection, you should go to other places to show it, isn't it enough for the years of PortMafia?This generation of diamond polishers has changed from partners to lovers, which really makes the cat bald.

"That's really not enough," although the cat's shell is actually a human, but the other party doesn't intend to take off the vest anyway, so Osamu Dazai simply treats the other party as a cat-shaped trash can, and complains as if no one else is there, anyway, Natsume Suishi doesn't care Because two people are in a relationship and feed him dog food, I can't bear to complain to Mr. Mori or President Fukuzawa.

"Besides, it's so good. Although she only likes me, other people like her unilaterally. I can reluctantly allow her to be very popular."

Sanhuamao: ………What the hell is this new way of showing off.

It began to regret coming up to find this little bastard.

I repeat again, Yokohama’s generation of diamonds definitely has a big problem. Mori Ogai is a bad student who can’t teach children.

"However, I have always hoped that Chuuya could be more self-willed. It doesn't matter if he is a little bit fierce." Osamu Dazai wrinkled his nose, making it difficult for him to make this decision. "Although Chuuya is also my dog ​​and my maid. , but if she becomes not like her and restrains her unhappiness because of this, then I will also be unhappy." Osamu Dazai knew that he had always been possessive towards Nakahara, and the chocker worn around her neck, The gemstone on it, the ring on her middle finger, these are the proof.He has been wrestling with his own possessiveness for several years, and although he has been able to restrain himself relatively well, he himself occasionally hopes to respond to the same possessive desire.

But this is obviously more difficult, because it is Huangbatu's personality protection device. Although Zhongya Zhongya has always been affectionate, straightforward and bold, he is also good at restraint. No, the exact description is as she participates in more PortMafia management affairs, and therefore become more and more adept at restraint.

Of course, this has its own problems. Osamu Dazai knows that because he defected without telling her at the beginning, Mr. Mori must adjust the way of teaching her for the development of PortMafia, because he recently chose to return the line to her. She seems to be doing everything on her own initiative, but...

For Zhongya, too many changes will obviously bring more burdens. She strives to maintain the balance between her career and emotions. The calmness and excellence she can show now are honed a little bit.

In the long run, this is of course an uncomfortable but beneficial mentality experience for her.

But as Osamu Dazai himself, it means...

"Wow!" Sanhua Mao couldn't bear it and let out a cry of protest. Now that he knew it, why didn't he tell it face to face, how could the other party know if he didn't tell it.

"But because it's Chuya, of course she has the freedom to choose, I hope she can be better." Osamu Dazai finally said.

This is an indescribable experience, because it is Zhongye, so I have such restraint. I am trying to restrain my possessiveness and want to give the other party the freedom to choose, but I can't help but hope that she can respond to me more. belong to myself.

Such contradictory and complicated emotions that are almost pathological.

"So you think so?" A familiar voice suddenly sounded, Osamu Dazai froze, and opened his eyes.

"Wow, Chuya, are you silent when you walk?" The voice was half true and half false.

He subconsciously stared at the three-flowered cat, and knew that the other party was making all kinds of messy noises, which were disturbing and kind, trying to cover the little man, the old man was very bad.

"Miss Haruno asked me to find her cat, and said that Mimi might have gone to the roof of the building, so I came up directly." Nakahara Naka said the same, she squinted her eyes, after being pointed out by Yosano Akiko unbearably She thought a lot about herself, about Dazai, and finally figured it out and flew up, but she didn't want to hear such a monologue.

She was not so much looking for a cat as she was looking for a bandaged mackerel.

After hearing the word "Mimi", the sanhua cat's expression was obviously stiff, and then she jumped down the chimney quickly before she was about to reach out to pick up the cat's nape. Came out directly into a soot cat.

"So you are too lazy to pretend to fly directly, right..." Osamu Dazai said as the idlers disappeared.

"Yeah, it's very useful anyway." Nakaya shrugged, "You can't have expected this level, Dazai, right?" Gravity was restored, and she jumped into the opponent's arms, "Isn't it good to just say it?" If you insisted on taking her around such a big circle, and pointed it out through others, she hated grinding her teeth with the opponent's neck.

"Huh? Some words are almost meaningless." Osamu Dazai blinked and said innocently, "Shouldn't this kind of thing be figured out by Chuya himself? Besides, Chuya was awkward but clingy before." The look is really cute~" like thinking seriously about the child's problems on the bed~ Although he doesn't care about those, seeing all kinds of expressions is enough to make him happy.

"Bastard! That...that... You must have thought a lot of super bad ideas at that time, right!" Recalling his previous entanglement, Zhong Yuanzhong was also impatient.

"Well, yes~" A very frank and shameless answer.

Before Chuya Nakahara was really angry enough to hit someone, Osamu Dazai hugged her with a smile and held her face, "But actually, that's not the point, Chuya, can you understand? The point is always just you."

This is probably the most frank moment for him, although he still doesn't say the word "love", but.

"I like Chuya so much that I don't want to let go no matter what, so—"

So Zhong can also be reciprocal and self-willed, she can do whatever she wants, she can just be herself, there is no need to feel any worries or confusion.

After understanding the unfinished meaning of Dazai Osamu's words, Nakahara Chu also slightly widened his eyes, "But then..."

"Hush." ​​Osamu Dazai pointed to her lips, "Anyway, we are angry at each other, and it's not just a matter of a day or two. Chuya pampered me, and I pampered Chuya, what's wrong? "

He kissed Zhongyuan Zhongye's dumbfounded expression, and announced with a smile.

"You owe me again in this way~ One step closer to my loyal maid plan~"

"??? Osamu Dazai!!!"