[hp] Rescue Mr Diggory

In the fifth grade, Cedric felt that he was going very well. It seemed that the good luck that had never been in the past had doubled for him in this year. In this year, he not only became the prefect, but also served as the Hedge Patch, the Quidditch captain, and more importantly, he can finally get his wish to become an official Seeker, which is his dream.

Soon he led the Hufflepuff team in the game against Gryffindor, and showed everyone his strength as the captain and the new Seeker. Although the game was controversial afterwards, if it weren't for Gryffindor's Seeker Harry Potter had some minor accidents during the game, otherwise the victory would not have belonged to Hufflepuff in the end, but most people are still more optimistic about this brand new team.

Somehow, Cedric felt that since he won that Quidditch match, especially after he defeated the famous Harry Potter, Cho had become a lot more active, and he was very happy about it, a little selfish. Dadi thinks that maybe her outstanding performance in the competition has won her heart repeatedly.

As Qiu's attitude became clearer, Cedric wanted to hit the iron while the iron was hot, so he gradually showed his preference for Qiu in a high-profile manner, and soon there were scandals on campus, because they were very popular with each other, so that the public opinion was very harmonious. It turns out that the two of them are talented and beautiful, a natural pair.But there were different voices too, mostly girls who liked Cedric and were jealous of Cho being favored by him.

Many people are saying that they are a good match, but Cedric's friends are not optimistic. They think that Qiu is not as easy to get along with as she appears to the outside world, but they don't want to directly pour cold water on Cedric. It hurts, and they have no solid evidence that Cho is difficult to get along with, and these feelings are all told to them by that damned unspeakable intuition.

However, due to various factors, for a long period of time, there was only a thin layer of window paper between Cedric and Qiu, but it was not necessarily pierced. Seeing that it was the last step, the two of them seemed like It's like competing, waiting for the other party to take that step first.

Because of her reservedness as a girl, Qiu thinks that boys should take the initiative in this kind of thing, fearing that if she is too active, she will appear cheap, while Cedric still can't figure out how he feels about Qiu and Camelia respectively. This made him hesitate to make up his mind, because he felt that it was shameful for him to be so dual-purpose, and felt that he was a bastard, so he made a rule for himself that he had to think clearly before confessing, otherwise he would very likely be at the same time. Hurt the two girls, but he didn't want to do this. If someone had to be sad, that person had to be him, not any of them.

It wasn't until after the April Fool's adventure that day that Cedric walked and talked with Camelia who had helped him out. Miria made a few classic jokes on April Fool's Day, such as words such as shoelaces falling apart or something dirty on her face. Although she was frightened a lot, the festival was still going to be over, but he never thought about it Then there is a big surprise waiting for me.

Before that, Cedric hadn't thought about whether Camelia would also like the idea of ​​his arrogance, because she had beautiful eyes that were not too deceiving, especially when she took off her silly eyes. Behind the silly glasses, he seemed to be able to see directly into her heart through those eyes.

But every time such a thought comes to mind, Cedric wants to punch himself, trying to wake himself up. He has self-knowledge, knows that he is far from being so good, and can make every girl he meets fall in love with her. He, he's just a damn normal boy, and it's not good to be arrogant.

The moment he heard Camelia's confession, Cedric's brain stopped functioning. He couldn't tell whether it was an April Fool's joke that Camelia had prepared for him or her truth. Looking at her sincere eyes to find out the truth, but he only found that his heart was very flustered, expecting that it was true, but also expecting that it was not true, even he himself did not expect that he would be such a contradictory person.

At that moment, his brain was spinning fast, and he asked himself if Camelia really liked him, would he accept it?Even though it was really a jerk, he couldn't deceive himself. He admitted that he would accept it with a high probability. Even if he took Qiu into account on this issue, it would still be difficult for him to refuse Camelia, and he couldn't bear to say If he refuses, because he has rejected many girls before, he knows that most of them will cry after being rejected, but many of them hold back until they are out of his sight in order to retain some dignity. Wept bitterly, and some couldn't help crying on the spot, so he thought that if he refused, Camelia would definitely cry, but he didn't want to hurt her at all.

I don't know whether it was seeing Cedric hesitant, or it was really just a joke, Camelia quickly smiled and said "Happy April Fool's Day" in a relaxed tone, and then told him that she already has a boy she likes , the man was in France, and finally she revealed to him that she would go to France to find the boy this summer vacation.

Although Cedric was relieved, when he heard that she had someone he liked, a strange sour taste appeared in his mouth. He thought this was really the worst prank he had ever experienced, but he still forced a smile on his face and wished her well The trip to France can go smoothly.

Afterwards Cedric was amazed that he was jealous of a French boy he had never met, and the first thought in his mind was that he should be expelled from Hufflepuff, because he was obviously a jerk, and there was no such thing as that. Undoubtedly, he is so inattentive in his treatment of feelings, it’s fine if he can’t control his heart, and now he’s starting to be jealous, obviously to Camelia, he’s nobody, she likes whoever she likes is her freedom, he has no choice He felt that he was not even qualified to be her friend now, because his thoughts towards her were not pure, and he knew that this should not be the case between ordinary friends.

It was only at that time that Cedric still stubbornly believed that his favorite girl was Qiu, especially after Camelia's "April Fool's Confession", he began to reflect on himself, and he realized that he should no longer indulge himself in such absurd ways up.

After thinking about it for a long time, Cedric actually came up with a relatively reasonable but seemingly inexplicable explanation. He himself thought that the heartbeat he felt for Camelia from time to time was that he saw something in her. Qiu's shadow, during that period when Qiu ignored him and he couldn't find Qiu's people, he seemed to regard Camelia as a substitute for Qiu, and they did have a lot in common. But Camelia will not let him down quickly after giving him hope like Qiu, and repeatedly, Camelia never does this, even if she herself is in a bad mood, she never spreads bad emotions to her surroundings But she is sometimes as unpredictable as Qiu, but he cares very much and wants to find out.Now when Cedric closes his eyes, her every move and smile will always be automatically outlined in his mind...

After arriving at these points, Cedric, as if deluding himself, decided that he didn't actually like Camelia, but liked her who looked somewhat similar to Qiu. As for why he firmly believed that she was exactly like Qiu, not Qiu resembles her because he thinks he met Qiu first, and his feelings for her are preconceived, so when he meets Camelia, who is somewhat similar to Qiu, he unconsciously brings her into it.

Although he could finally explain the problem that had puzzled him for a long time, this did not prevent Cedric from still thinking that he was a complete jerk.

Later, Cedric and Qiu got together, and he was very happy when they first got together, thinking that he was the luckiest person in the world who could find the love of his life in the vast crowd at once.

But after a long time, Cedric found that Qiu's suspicion was so strong that he almost couldn't resist it.Although before we got together, Cedric knew that Qiu's character was a bit sensitive and suspicious, and he knew that there were many girls who liked his appearance, and he couldn't get rid of him even if he wanted to, so he understood and tolerated Qiu's feelings when he was jealous, because he I also feel uncomfortable when I see Qiu getting close to a certain boy, but Qiu can't tolerate a grain of sand in her eyes. Even Cedric grew up with Iris and April. With a little communication and contact, she also loses her temper. When she loses her temper, she will refuse to talk to Cedric for several days. recognize people.

At the beginning, Cedric always thought that he should be more magnanimous as a boy and tolerate his girlfriend unconditionally. After all, everyone will have a temper. On the other hand, he once thought that he fell in love with two girls at the same time. He felt guilty about it, and even though Qiu didn't know about it, he still tried to make up for it as much as possible.

Since being with Qiu, Cedric has consciously cut off all behaviors that might make him rekindle unreasonable thoughts about Camelia. In addition, he also pays more attention to maintaining relationships with other girls than before. distance, but he found that he was the only one who gave so much behind his back, but Qiu seemed to have all his love and was proud of her, always taking his kindness to her for granted. The contribution of the relationship seemed to be nothing more than telling her friends the details of their relationship in detail, and then passing it on to the other students through their mouths, as if deliberately letting everyone know how much they loved each other.

Cedric doesn't mind Qiu sharing their love story with other people, it can be seen that she likes him, because if she doesn't like him, she won't be so proud to show it off to others, but it is precisely this show, It always made Cedric feel uncomfortable, because he always felt that when Qiu talked about him with people outside, his tone was like sharing a certain expensive jewelry and clothes she owned, which made Cedric often cranky The reason why Zhuoqiu agreed to be with him was because, like those girls, she only saw his appearance and didn't pay attention to him except for his skin.

Cedric knew he shouldn't think of his girlfriend that way, but the other party's constant suspicion made him physically and mentally exhausted. He thought he had given Cho all the security and trust he could give, but she never seemed to be satisfied, and in her While expressly prohibiting Cedric from having any contact with the opposite sex, she still does not refuse the advances of some boys after the relationship between the two, as she did when she was single, and if Cedric gets jealous, she will He would think that he was so petty, claiming that he and that boy were just good friends, and it was normal for friends to have such contacts, but he forgot that he had found out that Cedric was preparing a birthday present for Iris She was more attentive or furious after talking to them a few more words. At that time, she claimed that she firmly did not believe that there would be so-called pure friendship between boys and girls.

I don't know when Cedric felt that staying with Qiu was a torment. He obviously didn't think it was a waste of time to do any boring things with her before, but now Cedric sees her and suddenly has an idea. No thought of hiding.

During one Hogsmeade week, Cedric and Ian went to the Three Broomsticks for a drink.Cedric drank himself a few glasses of wine depressedly, and then he began to pour bitter water under the stimulation of alcohol. Ian was still joking with him at first, teasing him that he was in the blessing and didn't know the blessing, so don't share so much sweetness Ian had to deal with the burden of this poor bachelor, but after seeing the fool almost suffocating a large bottle of fire whiskey by himself, Ian realized that there was something wrong with Cedric, and he looked real. unhappy.

In the end, Cedric, who was so drunk, was carried back by several friends. He didn't know what nonsense he said when he was drunk, and he didn't know if he did any absurd behavior, but when he sobered up The next day, he found that Qiu didn't talk to him again. He was obviously angry with him. In the past, he would try to coax her immediately, but this time he didn't even want to understand the reason for Qiu's anger. For the first time, he decided to let her sulking like this, and he felt that he couldn't have to work alone to solve the problems between them every time.

Cedric, who usually doesn't lose his temper very much, once lost his temper, he was extremely stubborn, and it was useless to persuade anyone. Moreover, his friends were all on his side. They thought that since he was in this relationship, he would make him If you're so unhappy, it's better not to talk about it, and just break it up.

After a few days like this, Qiu Xu was terrified when he saw that Cedric was determined to fight her coldly to the end, and for the first time he took the initiative to find him and subdue him.Although Cedric has a stubborn temper, he is extremely soft-hearted. The condition of reconciliation is only to ask Qiu to trust him more in the future. Qiu readily agrees, and the two get back together again.

But if the relationship that keeps showing cracks has been solved only through repeated sewing and mending, it will definitely not work, not to mention Qiu can't get rid of his suspiciousness. However, even if they really broke up later, Cedric would not He has never attributed the breakup of this relationship to Qiu's sensitivity and suspicion. He has reflected on himself and knows that he also has many problems and has made many immature mistakes in this relationship.

After interacting with Qiu, Cedric kept instilling in himself those concepts that were ridiculous later on: the only girl he liked was Qiu, and the only girl he was attracted to was Qiu, and Camelia was just a passing fancy. These self-suggested words have been repeated silently in his heart, and for a while he almost believed them to be true, but in fact he couldn't lie to his own heart.

Originally, Cedric always thought that it was Camelia who looked like Qiu, that's why he fell in love with her, because he loves the house and loves Wu, but he gradually realized that it was Qiu who looked like Camelia. Miria's shadow, not Camelia like Cho.

When Cedric realized this, it suddenly occurred to him that maybe he really liked Qiu before, but after meeting Camelia, he didn't realize that his liking began to undergo some subtle changes since then. It is precisely because of this slowness that he mistakenly transfers most of the affection for Camelia to Qiu, just because he thinks that Qiu came first, and Qiu has so many blessings. A thick filter.

Cedric was taken aback by this thought, at first he was unwilling to face the truth, and he tried harder to force himself to love Qiu more than before, but Qiu's suspiciousness always made his heart go away. Camelia pushed.

At that time, Cedric and Qiu had endless quarrels. He always wondered where the girl he met on the Astronomy Tower had gone, but what Qiu always loved was that she hadn't changed at all, but Cedric. He has changed his mind, and his thoughts are not on her, so how dare he accuse her.But no matter how fierce the quarrel was, she was able to disguise all this very well when she came to Renqianqiu. She pretended that nothing happened. In the eyes of outsiders, their couple was still as perfect as before, but Cedric did not. She has such superb acting skills, and she doesn't want to match her performance. He is a Hufflepuff who likes to show his true feelings.

Camelia was also a prefect at that time, and since Cedric and Qiu got together, she began to consciously keep a distance from Cedric. At the beginning, Cedric always joked that she made a fuss, He was just in a relationship, and she didn't have to draw a line with him to the point of breaking up.But it is undeniable that they are indeed farther apart than before. To be more precise, Cedric has basically cut off contact with all the friends of the opposite sex around him because he was afraid of making Qiu unhappy.

Usually at the beginning of a new school year, the prefects will gather together for a meeting, and they have to follow the instructions of the chairman of the male and female student council.Cedric hadn't had any contact with Camelia that summer, and although he had predicted she would become a prefect, he was pleasantly surprised to see her in the prefect's car.What Cedric didn't expect was that he felt that he had only been gone for a summer vacation, and Camelia looked much haggard.

They seized the time before the meeting to exchange pleasantries, but it was only for a short while, but they didn't expect to be seen by a friend of Qiu's prefect, and they didn't know what kind of intention that person ran to Qiu. , probably to add fuel and vinegar to the story.

The next time Cedric met Camelia on campus, he wanted to say hello and ask her if she was already familiar with the prefect's position, but the other party quickly walked past him as if he didn't know him. After thinking about it, it made him feel strange. At first, he thought it was Camelia who was in a bad mood that day, but it happened several times in a row, which made Cedric start to mutter in his heart, and at the same time, he vaguely realized something.

Since the prefects all have night watch duties, Cedric finally intercepted Camelia one night after thoroughly studying the duty list.

"Because I don't want to be misunderstood anymore, I don't know why, they all think I'm your meddler, obviously I haven't done anything."

As she said with red eyes, Cedric suddenly realized that it was because of him that she was in a worse situation recently. Because of this, he naturally couldn't just sit idly by, so he asked her guiltily who said that, and Who bullied her, asked her to tell him, and then he would solve it. He would never let her be wronged again.

But Camelia withdrew the hand held by Cedric, and stepped back a few steps heartbroken, her continuous tears made Cedric almost heartbroken, "Cedric Di Gorey, since you already have a girlfriend, please stop being so nice to another girl, or she will fall in, foolishly fall in love with you, and be hopeless."

She ran away crying, and Cedric quickly chased after him. At this time, he still had many questions in his heart and wanted to ask Camelia clearly. What was the meaning of what she just said? Could it be that she really Do you like him?Thinking of this, his heart was beating violently, and his breathing became short of breath.

But whether it is or not, there is no doubt that Cedric has caused Camelia a lot of harm, and it is impossible for him to leave her alone.

Camelia was caught up by Cedric within a few steps. At this time, she could no longer control her emotions. She couldn't stop crying. The red and swollen eyes made Cedric aroused for a while. There was a strong desire for protection in his heart, he thought that at this time he should give her a hug, he should comfort her who has been wronged for so long, he wanted to hug her and pat her on the back, saying Don't be afraid, with him here, it's all his fault, but the sense of responsibility tells him that he can't do this, because as another girl's boyfriend, he has already lost the qualification to hug her, even though he is made her life worse.

So who does he really like?Cedric once again asked this question in his heart that he had thought about countless times. At first he thought he had figured it out, but he always found that he seemed to have made a mistake again shortly after he figured it out. It was to upset him.

So far, it has only been one month since the start of school, and Cedric and Qiu have been arguing more and more fiercely. Camelia, who has a heart condition, falls ill during the night watch.

In Cedric's eyes, Qiu has always been so considerate, a girl who can't bear to see a wounded caterpillar, but as he got to know her better, Cedric found that the Qiu he knew It seems that it all just came from his fantasy.

Cedric knew that he was being unfaithful to Qiu by falling in love with Camelia, and she had reason to be angry, but she asked him to choose not to save his classmates, and it was not a temporary one To be angry, this is her true thought, but Cedric can't do it no matter what, he thinks that Qiu will understand, whoever it is, will temporarily put aside everything when life is at stake. Personal grievances choose to save people.

Qiu's various expressions and words made Cedric feel that she had become a stranger in front of him.

If it hadn't been for such an accident, Cedric didn't know how long it would take him to realize that Camelia was extremely important to him.He only heard the news on the second day after the incident, that the girl who attempted suicide in the women's bathroom on the second floor was Camelia.

Perhaps there was a lightning strike that hit Cedric's head, and Cedric was far from panicked by the news. He just felt that the whole world seemed to collapse. It wasn't until this time that he realized that his eyes were full of Kami. Leah, he ran to the school hospital at the fastest speed in his life, but it was too late, she was picked up by her family long ago, and Cedric was quite ashamed when he learned that she might never come back burst into tears in Madam Pomfrey's presence.

People always wait until they lose it before regretting it. It was at this time that Cedric realized that he had always liked Camelia. She was not like Qiu, but Qiu was like her. When he met Camille Queen Ya, most of his liking for Qiu is actually because she has the shadow of Camelia on her body, and that is what Cedric likes. He hates himself for being so slow, but the most hated thing is that he has never Protected her well.

Since Camelia left, Cedric has been sluggish for a long time. He finds time to write letters to Camelia almost every day, but these letters cannot be sent. His owl always Return the letter written yesterday to him the next morning unopened, because it cannot be found where to send it.

Generally speaking, owls raised by wizards can accurately find the person the owner wants to send a letter to, but if they can't even find them, then it means that the other party must have used some method to prevent anyone from getting in touch with them. It seems that Camelia was so heartbroken that she refused to receive all information from outside.

Not many people in the school knew about Shafik’s family, because no one was close to Camelia, and when they saw her, they would always consciously detour and walk away, as if she was carrying some kind of bacteria on her body. Because of this, Cedric could not hear about her from his classmates or friends.

After trying to find information about Camelia to no avail, Cedric decided that this was probably God's punishment for not cherishing Camelia, but he didn't blame others, it was his own bitter fruit, and he was willing He accepts the punishment, but he still wants to find her, not because he is obsessed, but because he wants to pay for those mistakes. As for whether she loves him or not, and whether she forgives him, it doesn't matter, even if she hates him to the core, it's normal Yes, after all he had caused so much harm to her.

Not long after Camelia dropped out of school, the Triwizard Tournament was held as scheduled. Cedric had no idea about this game for a long time because of the loss of his beloved girl, but his friends around him persuaded him to sign up, thinking that he deserved it Hogwarts Warriors, but these are not enough to make Cedric heart to participate in the competition.

Until a friend mentioned that a person who became a warrior might be interviewed by the "Daily Prophet", Cedric thought that if he was selected as a warrior to be interviewed, then after reading that report, Camelia would Knowing that he is looking for her, knowing that he misses her every day, knowing that he loves her so much.

So Cedric went to sign up, and got his wish to become a warrior and accepted the interview.

When he told the story between them to the notorious female reporter, he was told by the other party that such a story was useless, because no one wanted to see the youthful love affair of an ordinary student like him, but this The reporter was very interested in whether another Hogwarts warrior had a tortuous emotional experience like Cedric, but Cedric let her down. He said he didn't know, so his interview was very fast. it's over.

In the report that was finally published, the names of Cedric and another warrior were both misspelled, and the other two were probably considered to have a lot to do, and there were many things mentioned about them. In related reports, Cedric was never mentioned again.

This once made Cedric's father feel angry. He thought it was unfair to his son. Although he performed so well in the game, Cedric didn't have any complaints about it. He only hoped to wait until he became the top three. The champion of the competition, with some fame, maybe those reporters will be interested in his story, will come to interview him, and write a special report for him.

During that time, Cedric put all his energy into the competition, and because he had understood his heart, he proposed to break up with Qiu. He had already hurt a girl's heart, so he couldn't make mistakes again and again to delay another girl.

But Qiu is unwilling, crying and telling Cedric that now is not the right time to break up, because once they break up, they will become the focus of people's discussion.Cedric wasn't ruthless, but seeing Qiu crying so sadly reminded him of Camelia's previous situation. She was also overwhelmed by people's saliva at the beginning, and she was powerless to resist until the end. That, so he thought that he couldn't let such a thing happen in front of his eyes again. Out of such kindness, he had to promise Qiu not to disclose the news of the breakup for the time being.

For Cedric, the title of champion has long been less important. He just wanted to use the fame of the champion to get news about Camelia through more channels.So at the end of the game, Cedric said to Harry who urged him to pick up the trophy: "I don't care if I am a champion or not. I just want her to see me in the newspaper."

"Who do you want to see? Cho?" said Harry, startled.

"No, not her, but a girl I lost."

Cedric lowered his head and read a name softly, but unfortunately the wind was too loud in their ears at this time, and Harry couldn't hear it clearly.

Just when they were still unable to decide who would pick up the trophy, the two sides of the maze suddenly moved closer to the middle, and the width of the aisle they were in was suddenly reduced, and they were all about to be trapped.

Harry stood up with difficulty dragging his injured leg, "It's too late, let's go get that trophy together and end it all! Because we also help each other to overcome difficulties, right? So, Cedric, don't hesitate , let us share this honor together.”

The situation was urgent at that time, Cedric had no time to think, and agreed to Harry's proposal, but he didn't know that what awaited him was a trip with no return, and no one knew that he had just decided to go to Harry's house not long before he was killed. After the game, go to Camelia, even if there is no clue, even if it may have to search every corner of the world, he will find her back and tell her that he loves her so much.

The author has something to say:

Continuing from the analysis in the previous article, the previous brief analysis mentioned that Seid met Jamie very late in the previous life. At that time, Seid was already in love with Qiu, so there would be no love at first sight like in the later generations, because he When you already have a clear favorite, it is unlikely that you will suddenly fall in love with another girl. At most, you can only have a good impression, and the impression is still deep.So he would go and say hello to Jamie when he met her for the second time, but the main reason why he did that was because he mistook Jamie as Cho's friend.

Regarding the relationship with Qiu, Seide in the previous life did like her, but it was not all because of her pretending to be Cammy that night, and he got all of Seide's love. In fact, Sede had more things about that night. The most important thing is gratitude, and whether you like it or not is actually not hooked.In later life, he also liked Jamie. It took a while to realize that she might be the girl from that night. This incident is just a more favorable plus point, but it can't play a decisive role, because whether he likes it or not depends on Seid himself. idea.

Seid in his previous life liked Qiu before he met Jamie, that's because she is also an excellent girl, so it's not surprising that people like her.Seder gradually fell in love with her while getting along with her, and it was the first relationship, so it was relatively more meaningful, so he would be a little stubborn and think that he liked the first one more, because that It was the first time he felt heartbeat.

The loves of young people are all young and ignorant. They don't know what they want, and they don't know what is most suitable for them.This was the case when Seid found out that he had a different feeling for Cammy, because he was still chasing Qiu at that time, and he didn't know who he liked. If he liked Qiu, then he shouldn't be attracted to Cammy. He likes Jiami, but he is still chasing Qiu, so he is confused.His later choice was Qiu, but in fact he didn't know the basis for his choice, just like he flipped a coin on this kind of thing, whichever side it landed on, that was Because he still doesn't understand what choice means, so when he understands, he will regret his choice.

Let’s just analyze this, and to sum up, all kinds of misses and regrets in previous lives, apart from some of their own personality problems, are also closely related to the choices made by each of them, even if it is a small choice, it will affect what happens later. , of course it would be the same in real life.

Finally, I wish everyone can meet their love and stay together for a lifetime.