[hp] Rescue Mr Diggory
Chapter 7 7. Heaven
On the afternoon of Halloween, Camelia was stopped by a Gryffindor boy when she walked out of the classroom door after the last class of the day, which is a common occurrence these days.
That boy came to invite her to the evening banquet. Although Camelia was not interested in this, the other party behaved gentle and refined, which was in stark contrast to those messy boys before. Sincere sincerity, it is difficult for people to say anything hurtful, so Camelia had to abandon her usual style, and it was rare that she seriously thought about how to express it euphemistically so as not to hurt the gentleman's heart.
Fortunately, she didn't struggle for too long, because at this moment, Qiu Zhang stepped forward and rescued her from the embarrassing situation.
Qiu, who shares the same school with Camelia, has always been a very popular girl in school. Whenever she meets her, she is always surrounded by a large group of friends, and she rarely walks alone. At the same time, she not only looks Pretty and good at playing Quidditch. She was selected for the college team not long ago. In short, she is perfect in all aspects. She is recognized as the goddess of Hogwarts campus. She has an excellent reputation, just like Cedric. Being able to become the focus of the crowd is very different from the treatment Camelia received at school.
This is not the first time that Qiu took the initiative to show affection. Not long ago, Camelia received a roaring letter from her mother. At that time, most people around were waiting to see her joke, but Qiu took the initiative to sit down come over.
When it was discovered that Camelia had received a shouting letter, many girls on the Ravenclaw long table had already covered their mouths and giggled, and the few who had the most conflicts with her on weekdays purposely yelled loudly, so that More people know that another unlucky guy has received a roaring letter.Because everyone knows that generally speaking, receiving a Howling letter is not a good thing, especially the Howling letter received by Ron Weasley of Gryffindor a while ago is so fresh in the memory that it almost wiped out the glass of the auditorium. Shattered.
But what disappointed those who were waiting to see Camelia's jokes was that the roaring letter was far less powerful than the one from the courtyard next door. At most, her mother's voice was a little shrill, and not many people knew the contents of the letter. , because it is a bunch of chattering French.
And because of the earth-shattering roaring letter that Mrs. Weasley sent before, this letter is so tender that it is outrageous. Precious kisses sent from thousands of miles away.
At the end of the letter, not only the tone became obviously gentle, but even the red envelope was very suitable for the occasion. It turned into palm-sized flaming red lips, and flew towards Camelia, just like a real kiss. Her forehead, then her cheeks, and finally kissed the crescent-shaped birthmark under the corner of her eye, which is her mother's unique habit.After the last kiss, the letter returned to its original form and flew in front of her, like a dandelion on fire, drifting away with the wind and turning into ashes little by little.
The owl that sent the letter was named Perry, who was originally Camille's pet and a gift from her French grandparents on her fifth birthday.Later, when she realized that her parents’ marriage was hopeless, the young Camille had to face the reality and passively chose to live with her father, but she was sensible and worried that her mother would be lonely, so she let Perry fly away France accompanied her instead of herself. Although she was reluctant to part with Perry, she thought that her mother was in a worrying mental condition at that time and needed company more. Moreover, Perry was originally an owl of French descent and could only understand French. It would be happier in France.
After the letter was delivered, Perry did not fly away from the window like other owls, but landed on Camelia's shoulder, and rubbed her cheek affectionately with his small head, just like when a Frenchman greets It seemed that it wanted to show its little master that it had never forgotten her.
Although the shouting letter did not have the expected effect, Camelia communicated with Perry on her shoulder in French from time to time in a strange way. People who were embarrassed by her became excited again, imitating her French accent with their partners. Some people directly threatened with their partners that she had read too many books and made her brain stupid, and she could actually talk to an owl .
Not long after the roaring letter disappeared, Qiu sat down with her breakfast.Not only her friends, but even Camelia herself were a little surprised by her move. In fact, her relationship with Qiu can't be called close, let alone friends. Few of her friends liked Camelia very much.
Cho asked about Perry with interest first, and Cho looked surprised when Camelia asked Perry to say goodbye to Cho before heading to the owl shed to confirm that the owl could indeed understand French .After talking about some nonsense such as what class is there today, did you bring all the books, and your hairstyle looks good today, Qiucai politely asked about the content of the shouting letter.
In fact, it was just that after Camelia's mother received the candy, she was moved and thought that she should tell her daughter to control her weight and not eat high-calorie food.As a perfectionist woman, Camelia's mother strictly controlled her diet since she was very young, and even tried to persuade her to become a vegetarian with herself, but Camelia Her appetite was inherited from her father, and she couldn't give up meat completely.
It was not until Camelia lived with her father that she was allowed to eat meat and desserts without so much scruples, but it may be that she was restrained and used to it when she was a child, which caused her to consciously eat very little, and her appetite was as small as a little bird.
Although Camelia was not very happy that a person she didn't know very well suddenly came over to inquire about her privacy, but she thought that there was nothing ulterior in the letter, and then thought that in the concept of ordinary people, the roaring letter is mostly I wrote some bad things, maybe Qiu just cared about herself out of good intentions, so I didn't have any defenses and told her all about it.
Although she complained in the letter that her daughter should not eat so much sugar, her mother sent a lot of French desserts, which are not often found in the UK.
While talking to Qiu about the content of the letter, Camelia opened one of the boxes of macarons and handed it to her, but Qiu seemed only interested in the contents of the letter, even though Camelia said it was baked by her mother herself. Compared with the ones sold on the market, they contained much less sugar and tasted more crunchy, but Qiu politely declined and sat back beside her friend.
Those desserts were finally taken by Camelia to the Hufflepuffs she knew when she went to Iris to visit the kitten Cynthia. Recently, she and Iris have had a lot of contact with cats. Iris is very shy, but Iris is carefree and has a straightforward personality like a boy. No wonder she calls herself a good brother of Ian and Cedric.
Cynthia recovered very well after careful care. When Camelia praised Iris as a good master, she was a little embarrassed to say that although she had the title of master, Cynthia was actually taken care of by Cedric. more time.
If it wasn't because ghosts couldn't eat, Myrtle would have been able to enjoy these sweets, but fortunately Camelia didn't forget to decorate her ghost friend's toilet seat with colorful candy wrappers, so that her Have fun with Halloween.Camelia has been coaxing Myrtle to be happy recently, because Myrtle complained about Camelia, thinking that after she made new friends, she would gradually neglect her old friend, maybe she thought she would always be Camille Ya's only friend at school, so I'm a little jealous of those new friends.
For the Halloween dinner that night, the Great Hall had been decorated with live bats, and Hagrid's giant pumpkins had come in handy, carved into elaborate lanterns big enough for three people to sit inside.
The Halloween party was more than two hours away when Cho rescued Camelia from an awkward invitation.
"Zhang, thank you for what happened just now."
"You're welcome, it should be."
Qiu said with a smile on his face, and at the same time stretched out his hand to embrace Camelia's arm very affectionately, but the latter shrank his hand back somewhat in resistance, which made Qiu catch nothing, and the smile on his face seemed to be become a little stiff.
"I'm sorry, you may not know, I have a problem, I'm not used to being in contact with people." Camelia explained, and she always had an indescribable resistance to Qiu's sudden overture.
Qiu kept that smile, and put down his hands, "Ah, I can understand that people who don't have much contact with each other on weekdays, but suddenly ran over without any warning and wanted to make friends with you, it would really make people feel very awkward. But what I want you to know is that I mean no harm."
"You didn't drink Veritaserum Potion in front of me, how would I know if you were telling the truth or a lie? Could this be another trick that your friends came up with?"
"This is my own business, and has nothing to do with them. In fact, I also think they shouldn't always target you. Many times it is really too much." Qiu said slowly, "I think you should know Well, it was Mary who pushed you downstairs a while ago. I know that she did too much, so I came here to apologize for her. But I can assure you that she has no bad intentions, just doing things more Impulse, that's what happened that day... because she likes Eddie so much, I decided to apologize to you on behalf of her, no, all of them. I'm really sorry!"
After she finished speaking, she bowed deeply, looking full of sincerity, but it was not Qiu Zhang who took the lead in bullying people all this time, she was only a bystander at best.Camelia didn't understand the logic behind her coming to clean up a friend's mess, or whether Marietta knew about it and would be grateful for having a good friend like Cho, but she only knew one thing However, those injuries could not be erased by Qiu's understatement of "I'm sorry" and a simple bow.
"You have already said that your matter has nothing to do with them, and they are the ones who bullied me, so why do I want your apology?" Camelia said indifferently, "I don't know what your purpose is for doing this .If you think you're atoning for Exmo, you don't have to, she doesn't deserve it, and I don't think she'll be grateful to you for coming to me to apologize."
The smile on Qiu's face has completely disappeared, "I'm friends with her, I do this from the bottom of my heart, from the perspective of her good, since she has done something wrong, as a friend, I should help her correct her mistakes , can't let her make mistakes again and again."
"What if she doesn't really regard you as a friend?"
"Are you trying to provoke the relationship between the two of us? If you don't know anything, please don't make such a definition."
After hearing this, Camelia couldn't help but sneered, "Instigating? Don't dare to take it, I just said it casually, but if you think so, I can't help it. But let's not talk about her, let's talk about our current affairs first Solve it. Since you also feel that she has done something wrong and want her to correct it, why don't you persuade her to come over and apologize to me, instead you have to come over and speak to me alone without her knowing? Please please me It doesn't do you any good, and you don't have to push yourself so hard."
"You really misunderstood me. I don't have any malice. I just think it's necessary for all of us to get to know you again, put aside our previous prejudices, sit down and have a good talk, and they will accept you. Believe me. The past Let it go, wouldn't it be good to shake hands and make peace with everyone?"
Shake hands and make peace?It's easy to say, obviously they caused her to see a psychiatrist on a regular basis, and her heart burden was much heavier than before, even if she swallowed a lot of pills that were supposed to make people happy , but under the torment of the side effects of those drugs, I feel more and more how painful it is to live.
"I said that you don't have to work so hard to pretend to be a good person in front of me, and you have to make a special trip to apologize for them. Do you think you are much nobler than them by doing this? In fact, in my eyes, you are just like them. But the nature and degree are slightly different. Don't try to use one or two cheap apologies to persuade me to change your mind. Sorry, I am not as generous as you think. I am a very vengeful person and will not forgive hurt. my people."
Qiu was silent for a while, and then finally spoke, but her tone was flat, "Shafiq, don't you think you are too closed to yourself sometimes? You seem to have been living in your own world, always thinking that everything around you Everyone wants to hurt you."
"But I don't think you are treating me well now." Camelia suddenly felt that this was a funny thing, "Or maybe I misunderstood you, and you came here to take pity on me because you wanted to be with me Show off your superiority."
"I just think you're lonely."
"Yes, I am very lonely, but where do you see that I am so pitiful that I need to accept your charity? I don't just live in my own world like you said, I just don't want to wrong myself and pay a bunch of money. Meaningful friends. You and I are not the same kind of people at all, different circles cannot be integrated, and I know what kind of friends I need."
It wasn't until Qiu Fang opened her mouth that Camelia suddenly understood why she couldn't like her. It wasn't because she was jealous of her popularity and reputation among classmates, or because she always seemed to be favored by life. Not because she is the girl Cedric loves, but because she simply hates her self-righteousness.
"Qiu Zhang, I really hate you and your group of friends. I really hope you all disappear and get out of my life." Before leaving, Camelia finally said what she had always wanted the words said.
The wind on the Astronomy Tower was as strong as ever, blowing away the bangs on Camelia's forehead, and the hem of the wizard's robe on her body was also fluttering irregularly like her broken hair. Now she is doing what she often does, Staring at the starry sky in a daze.
The sky covered in black is dotted with stars, and the ground shrouded in darkness is scattered with hollowed-out jack-o-lanterns.
At this time, everyone should stay in the auditorium to celebrate Halloween. Normally, no one would notice Camelia's absence, but what she didn't expect was that Cedric would find her at this time.
"Why don't you go to the banquet?"
"Not interested, what about you?"
"I came to see you." Cedric smiled, and then wiped away the tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, "Why is he hiding and crying secretly?"
"It has nothing to do with you." Camelia said impatiently.
"Why doesn't it matter? Remember what I said?"
"What did you say? You said so many things, how could I remember every word. "
"Forgot? It's okay, I'll say it again, and you will remember." Cedric said softly, as if coaxing a child.
Camelia stared at him seriously and said, "Digory, I have to say that you are really good at coaxing girls."
"If only it were true, because I really want to make you happy and laugh every day." Cedric said, "You don't have to be so polite, just call me by my first name, my friends. They call me Seid."
For Camelia, Cedric has a fatal attraction, which makes her irresistible. Even if she met him when she dropped out of school to live in the Muggle world, and was pursued by many outstanding and handsome boys, the only one Cedric had always been the only one who could make her face blush, her heart thump like a deer, and her thoughts scramble.
She was angry with herself, felt how worthless she was, and would panic when facing him.But Cedric, who was standing opposite her, didn't notice the panic in her heart, and stretched out his hand to rub the birthmark under the corner of her eye repeatedly with his fingertips.
"It's really special," he said softly. "My mother once told me that birthmarks are hickeys from angels."
Thinking of what happened before, Camelia shook her head and smiled wryly, "Really? But the version I heard seems to be different from yours. They say that the birthmark is the devil's paw print."
"I can be sure that they must be wrong. If I were an angel, I would leave such a mark on your face without hesitation, and tell the world that you are a child favored by angels, because you have the purest and the best. good."
He happened to be standing where he could be bathed by the moonlight, and a large amount of moonlight shone on him, which made his whole body glow, and he really looked like an angel with a halo.
No one seemed to have ever seriously discussed this issue with Camelia, not even her parents.Before the age of 11, she was troubled by many things in her life, but she never thought that this unique birthmark on her face would cause trouble one day.
When the rumors spread, she also hated why she had a distinctive birthmark, and it happened to grow in a place where everyone could see it. She also complained about why all the bad things happened to her. She naively thought that the solution to the problem was to completely disappear the birthmark on her face.But it wasn't until she left Hogwarts, a place that made her heartbroken, that she realized that the existence of birthmarks was not a problem, but the problem was people's prejudice.
"Digory, you..."
"I told you to call me Ced." Cedric was laughing again. He was really the most smiling boy Camelia had ever seen.
At that moment, Camelia was moved for a moment, and wanted to throw herself into his arms to turn years of grievances and sorrows into tears. Hug, but it may be that the wind on the Astronomy Tower is too strong, so strong that it immediately blows people awake. She realizes that she can't ask for so much, and there is a price to pay for asking too much. Repeat the same mistakes.
"No, we can't..."
She pushed Cedric away resistingly, and took a few steps back in a panic to distance himself from him. At this moment, she was too frightened to notice the disappointment on Cedric's face, and the expression in his eyes Full of bewilderment, but still forced to smile.
"It seems that I was too impatient and scared you. But I really hope that you can come and teach me, what should I do to make you not afraid of me? I really want to know."
His words were obviously so gentle, but for some reason, Camelia suddenly couldn't control her emotions. The feeling of self-loathing was as strong as it is now, and she broke down suddenly, crying with her head in her arms, and at the same time kept talking to Seth Derek said, "I'm sorry, I don't know, I really don't know, I beg you not to ask..."
Her sudden crying scared Cedric to a loss, and he clumsily hugged her into his arms instinctively, and attached it to her ear, explaining to her patiently over and over again that it was all his fault, yes He was not good, and he talked so dryly that he didn't dare to stop, coaxing her until her mood completely stabilized.
After finally waiting for Camelia to stop crying, Cedric did not let go of his arms around her waist, but asked cautiously: "Camelia, can I call you that like Iris? I May I?"
She sniffed her nose, nodded hesitantly, her eyes were red and covered with a layer of water vapor that could not be dispelled, and the tip of her small nose was also a little red, with a pitiful look, which made Cedric feel something that he had never felt before. It was so strange that I almost forgot what I originally wanted to do for a while.
In the end, he tried hard to restrain his urge to kiss her and said: "The wind on the Astronomy Tower is too strong, I'd better take you back, be careful not to catch a cold."
The author has something to say:
I want to briefly explain some of the content of this chapter, otherwise some people can’t understand it. First, Qiu Zhang. The reason I have emphasized in the copy, so I really like Qiu in the original work. If you can’t accept the changes in my article, I suggest Do not read on.The second is why the heroine has a sudden emotional breakdown. It is because she is a patient with severe depression and is still receiving treatment. This must be kept in mind. The breakdown is because she does not know how to explain to Cedric where the fear comes from. At the same time, she felt that it was wrong for her to upset Cedric, and then unconsciously developed self-loathing. In fact, the reason she was afraid of Cedric was because she loved him too much and she knew that this Cedric was not from her time and space. That, when facing him, her mood was very complicated, and at the same time, she was afraid that she would fall into it like in her previous life.
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That boy came to invite her to the evening banquet. Although Camelia was not interested in this, the other party behaved gentle and refined, which was in stark contrast to those messy boys before. Sincere sincerity, it is difficult for people to say anything hurtful, so Camelia had to abandon her usual style, and it was rare that she seriously thought about how to express it euphemistically so as not to hurt the gentleman's heart.
Fortunately, she didn't struggle for too long, because at this moment, Qiu Zhang stepped forward and rescued her from the embarrassing situation.
Qiu, who shares the same school with Camelia, has always been a very popular girl in school. Whenever she meets her, she is always surrounded by a large group of friends, and she rarely walks alone. At the same time, she not only looks Pretty and good at playing Quidditch. She was selected for the college team not long ago. In short, she is perfect in all aspects. She is recognized as the goddess of Hogwarts campus. She has an excellent reputation, just like Cedric. Being able to become the focus of the crowd is very different from the treatment Camelia received at school.
This is not the first time that Qiu took the initiative to show affection. Not long ago, Camelia received a roaring letter from her mother. At that time, most people around were waiting to see her joke, but Qiu took the initiative to sit down come over.
When it was discovered that Camelia had received a shouting letter, many girls on the Ravenclaw long table had already covered their mouths and giggled, and the few who had the most conflicts with her on weekdays purposely yelled loudly, so that More people know that another unlucky guy has received a roaring letter.Because everyone knows that generally speaking, receiving a Howling letter is not a good thing, especially the Howling letter received by Ron Weasley of Gryffindor a while ago is so fresh in the memory that it almost wiped out the glass of the auditorium. Shattered.
But what disappointed those who were waiting to see Camelia's jokes was that the roaring letter was far less powerful than the one from the courtyard next door. At most, her mother's voice was a little shrill, and not many people knew the contents of the letter. , because it is a bunch of chattering French.
And because of the earth-shattering roaring letter that Mrs. Weasley sent before, this letter is so tender that it is outrageous. Precious kisses sent from thousands of miles away.
At the end of the letter, not only the tone became obviously gentle, but even the red envelope was very suitable for the occasion. It turned into palm-sized flaming red lips, and flew towards Camelia, just like a real kiss. Her forehead, then her cheeks, and finally kissed the crescent-shaped birthmark under the corner of her eye, which is her mother's unique habit.After the last kiss, the letter returned to its original form and flew in front of her, like a dandelion on fire, drifting away with the wind and turning into ashes little by little.
The owl that sent the letter was named Perry, who was originally Camille's pet and a gift from her French grandparents on her fifth birthday.Later, when she realized that her parents’ marriage was hopeless, the young Camille had to face the reality and passively chose to live with her father, but she was sensible and worried that her mother would be lonely, so she let Perry fly away France accompanied her instead of herself. Although she was reluctant to part with Perry, she thought that her mother was in a worrying mental condition at that time and needed company more. Moreover, Perry was originally an owl of French descent and could only understand French. It would be happier in France.
After the letter was delivered, Perry did not fly away from the window like other owls, but landed on Camelia's shoulder, and rubbed her cheek affectionately with his small head, just like when a Frenchman greets It seemed that it wanted to show its little master that it had never forgotten her.
Although the shouting letter did not have the expected effect, Camelia communicated with Perry on her shoulder in French from time to time in a strange way. People who were embarrassed by her became excited again, imitating her French accent with their partners. Some people directly threatened with their partners that she had read too many books and made her brain stupid, and she could actually talk to an owl .
Not long after the roaring letter disappeared, Qiu sat down with her breakfast.Not only her friends, but even Camelia herself were a little surprised by her move. In fact, her relationship with Qiu can't be called close, let alone friends. Few of her friends liked Camelia very much.
Cho asked about Perry with interest first, and Cho looked surprised when Camelia asked Perry to say goodbye to Cho before heading to the owl shed to confirm that the owl could indeed understand French .After talking about some nonsense such as what class is there today, did you bring all the books, and your hairstyle looks good today, Qiucai politely asked about the content of the shouting letter.
In fact, it was just that after Camelia's mother received the candy, she was moved and thought that she should tell her daughter to control her weight and not eat high-calorie food.As a perfectionist woman, Camelia's mother strictly controlled her diet since she was very young, and even tried to persuade her to become a vegetarian with herself, but Camelia Her appetite was inherited from her father, and she couldn't give up meat completely.
It was not until Camelia lived with her father that she was allowed to eat meat and desserts without so much scruples, but it may be that she was restrained and used to it when she was a child, which caused her to consciously eat very little, and her appetite was as small as a little bird.
Although Camelia was not very happy that a person she didn't know very well suddenly came over to inquire about her privacy, but she thought that there was nothing ulterior in the letter, and then thought that in the concept of ordinary people, the roaring letter is mostly I wrote some bad things, maybe Qiu just cared about herself out of good intentions, so I didn't have any defenses and told her all about it.
Although she complained in the letter that her daughter should not eat so much sugar, her mother sent a lot of French desserts, which are not often found in the UK.
While talking to Qiu about the content of the letter, Camelia opened one of the boxes of macarons and handed it to her, but Qiu seemed only interested in the contents of the letter, even though Camelia said it was baked by her mother herself. Compared with the ones sold on the market, they contained much less sugar and tasted more crunchy, but Qiu politely declined and sat back beside her friend.
Those desserts were finally taken by Camelia to the Hufflepuffs she knew when she went to Iris to visit the kitten Cynthia. Recently, she and Iris have had a lot of contact with cats. Iris is very shy, but Iris is carefree and has a straightforward personality like a boy. No wonder she calls herself a good brother of Ian and Cedric.
Cynthia recovered very well after careful care. When Camelia praised Iris as a good master, she was a little embarrassed to say that although she had the title of master, Cynthia was actually taken care of by Cedric. more time.
If it wasn't because ghosts couldn't eat, Myrtle would have been able to enjoy these sweets, but fortunately Camelia didn't forget to decorate her ghost friend's toilet seat with colorful candy wrappers, so that her Have fun with Halloween.Camelia has been coaxing Myrtle to be happy recently, because Myrtle complained about Camelia, thinking that after she made new friends, she would gradually neglect her old friend, maybe she thought she would always be Camille Ya's only friend at school, so I'm a little jealous of those new friends.
For the Halloween dinner that night, the Great Hall had been decorated with live bats, and Hagrid's giant pumpkins had come in handy, carved into elaborate lanterns big enough for three people to sit inside.
The Halloween party was more than two hours away when Cho rescued Camelia from an awkward invitation.
"Zhang, thank you for what happened just now."
"You're welcome, it should be."
Qiu said with a smile on his face, and at the same time stretched out his hand to embrace Camelia's arm very affectionately, but the latter shrank his hand back somewhat in resistance, which made Qiu catch nothing, and the smile on his face seemed to be become a little stiff.
"I'm sorry, you may not know, I have a problem, I'm not used to being in contact with people." Camelia explained, and she always had an indescribable resistance to Qiu's sudden overture.
Qiu kept that smile, and put down his hands, "Ah, I can understand that people who don't have much contact with each other on weekdays, but suddenly ran over without any warning and wanted to make friends with you, it would really make people feel very awkward. But what I want you to know is that I mean no harm."
"You didn't drink Veritaserum Potion in front of me, how would I know if you were telling the truth or a lie? Could this be another trick that your friends came up with?"
"This is my own business, and has nothing to do with them. In fact, I also think they shouldn't always target you. Many times it is really too much." Qiu said slowly, "I think you should know Well, it was Mary who pushed you downstairs a while ago. I know that she did too much, so I came here to apologize for her. But I can assure you that she has no bad intentions, just doing things more Impulse, that's what happened that day... because she likes Eddie so much, I decided to apologize to you on behalf of her, no, all of them. I'm really sorry!"
After she finished speaking, she bowed deeply, looking full of sincerity, but it was not Qiu Zhang who took the lead in bullying people all this time, she was only a bystander at best.Camelia didn't understand the logic behind her coming to clean up a friend's mess, or whether Marietta knew about it and would be grateful for having a good friend like Cho, but she only knew one thing However, those injuries could not be erased by Qiu's understatement of "I'm sorry" and a simple bow.
"You have already said that your matter has nothing to do with them, and they are the ones who bullied me, so why do I want your apology?" Camelia said indifferently, "I don't know what your purpose is for doing this .If you think you're atoning for Exmo, you don't have to, she doesn't deserve it, and I don't think she'll be grateful to you for coming to me to apologize."
The smile on Qiu's face has completely disappeared, "I'm friends with her, I do this from the bottom of my heart, from the perspective of her good, since she has done something wrong, as a friend, I should help her correct her mistakes , can't let her make mistakes again and again."
"What if she doesn't really regard you as a friend?"
"Are you trying to provoke the relationship between the two of us? If you don't know anything, please don't make such a definition."
After hearing this, Camelia couldn't help but sneered, "Instigating? Don't dare to take it, I just said it casually, but if you think so, I can't help it. But let's not talk about her, let's talk about our current affairs first Solve it. Since you also feel that she has done something wrong and want her to correct it, why don't you persuade her to come over and apologize to me, instead you have to come over and speak to me alone without her knowing? Please please me It doesn't do you any good, and you don't have to push yourself so hard."
"You really misunderstood me. I don't have any malice. I just think it's necessary for all of us to get to know you again, put aside our previous prejudices, sit down and have a good talk, and they will accept you. Believe me. The past Let it go, wouldn't it be good to shake hands and make peace with everyone?"
Shake hands and make peace?It's easy to say, obviously they caused her to see a psychiatrist on a regular basis, and her heart burden was much heavier than before, even if she swallowed a lot of pills that were supposed to make people happy , but under the torment of the side effects of those drugs, I feel more and more how painful it is to live.
"I said that you don't have to work so hard to pretend to be a good person in front of me, and you have to make a special trip to apologize for them. Do you think you are much nobler than them by doing this? In fact, in my eyes, you are just like them. But the nature and degree are slightly different. Don't try to use one or two cheap apologies to persuade me to change your mind. Sorry, I am not as generous as you think. I am a very vengeful person and will not forgive hurt. my people."
Qiu was silent for a while, and then finally spoke, but her tone was flat, "Shafiq, don't you think you are too closed to yourself sometimes? You seem to have been living in your own world, always thinking that everything around you Everyone wants to hurt you."
"But I don't think you are treating me well now." Camelia suddenly felt that this was a funny thing, "Or maybe I misunderstood you, and you came here to take pity on me because you wanted to be with me Show off your superiority."
"I just think you're lonely."
"Yes, I am very lonely, but where do you see that I am so pitiful that I need to accept your charity? I don't just live in my own world like you said, I just don't want to wrong myself and pay a bunch of money. Meaningful friends. You and I are not the same kind of people at all, different circles cannot be integrated, and I know what kind of friends I need."
It wasn't until Qiu Fang opened her mouth that Camelia suddenly understood why she couldn't like her. It wasn't because she was jealous of her popularity and reputation among classmates, or because she always seemed to be favored by life. Not because she is the girl Cedric loves, but because she simply hates her self-righteousness.
"Qiu Zhang, I really hate you and your group of friends. I really hope you all disappear and get out of my life." Before leaving, Camelia finally said what she had always wanted the words said.
The wind on the Astronomy Tower was as strong as ever, blowing away the bangs on Camelia's forehead, and the hem of the wizard's robe on her body was also fluttering irregularly like her broken hair. Now she is doing what she often does, Staring at the starry sky in a daze.
The sky covered in black is dotted with stars, and the ground shrouded in darkness is scattered with hollowed-out jack-o-lanterns.
At this time, everyone should stay in the auditorium to celebrate Halloween. Normally, no one would notice Camelia's absence, but what she didn't expect was that Cedric would find her at this time.
"Why don't you go to the banquet?"
"Not interested, what about you?"
"I came to see you." Cedric smiled, and then wiped away the tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, "Why is he hiding and crying secretly?"
"It has nothing to do with you." Camelia said impatiently.
"Why doesn't it matter? Remember what I said?"
"What did you say? You said so many things, how could I remember every word. "
"Forgot? It's okay, I'll say it again, and you will remember." Cedric said softly, as if coaxing a child.
Camelia stared at him seriously and said, "Digory, I have to say that you are really good at coaxing girls."
"If only it were true, because I really want to make you happy and laugh every day." Cedric said, "You don't have to be so polite, just call me by my first name, my friends. They call me Seid."
For Camelia, Cedric has a fatal attraction, which makes her irresistible. Even if she met him when she dropped out of school to live in the Muggle world, and was pursued by many outstanding and handsome boys, the only one Cedric had always been the only one who could make her face blush, her heart thump like a deer, and her thoughts scramble.
She was angry with herself, felt how worthless she was, and would panic when facing him.But Cedric, who was standing opposite her, didn't notice the panic in her heart, and stretched out his hand to rub the birthmark under the corner of her eye repeatedly with his fingertips.
"It's really special," he said softly. "My mother once told me that birthmarks are hickeys from angels."
Thinking of what happened before, Camelia shook her head and smiled wryly, "Really? But the version I heard seems to be different from yours. They say that the birthmark is the devil's paw print."
"I can be sure that they must be wrong. If I were an angel, I would leave such a mark on your face without hesitation, and tell the world that you are a child favored by angels, because you have the purest and the best. good."
He happened to be standing where he could be bathed by the moonlight, and a large amount of moonlight shone on him, which made his whole body glow, and he really looked like an angel with a halo.
No one seemed to have ever seriously discussed this issue with Camelia, not even her parents.Before the age of 11, she was troubled by many things in her life, but she never thought that this unique birthmark on her face would cause trouble one day.
When the rumors spread, she also hated why she had a distinctive birthmark, and it happened to grow in a place where everyone could see it. She also complained about why all the bad things happened to her. She naively thought that the solution to the problem was to completely disappear the birthmark on her face.But it wasn't until she left Hogwarts, a place that made her heartbroken, that she realized that the existence of birthmarks was not a problem, but the problem was people's prejudice.
"Digory, you..."
"I told you to call me Ced." Cedric was laughing again. He was really the most smiling boy Camelia had ever seen.
At that moment, Camelia was moved for a moment, and wanted to throw herself into his arms to turn years of grievances and sorrows into tears. Hug, but it may be that the wind on the Astronomy Tower is too strong, so strong that it immediately blows people awake. She realizes that she can't ask for so much, and there is a price to pay for asking too much. Repeat the same mistakes.
"No, we can't..."
She pushed Cedric away resistingly, and took a few steps back in a panic to distance himself from him. At this moment, she was too frightened to notice the disappointment on Cedric's face, and the expression in his eyes Full of bewilderment, but still forced to smile.
"It seems that I was too impatient and scared you. But I really hope that you can come and teach me, what should I do to make you not afraid of me? I really want to know."
His words were obviously so gentle, but for some reason, Camelia suddenly couldn't control her emotions. The feeling of self-loathing was as strong as it is now, and she broke down suddenly, crying with her head in her arms, and at the same time kept talking to Seth Derek said, "I'm sorry, I don't know, I really don't know, I beg you not to ask..."
Her sudden crying scared Cedric to a loss, and he clumsily hugged her into his arms instinctively, and attached it to her ear, explaining to her patiently over and over again that it was all his fault, yes He was not good, and he talked so dryly that he didn't dare to stop, coaxing her until her mood completely stabilized.
After finally waiting for Camelia to stop crying, Cedric did not let go of his arms around her waist, but asked cautiously: "Camelia, can I call you that like Iris? I May I?"
She sniffed her nose, nodded hesitantly, her eyes were red and covered with a layer of water vapor that could not be dispelled, and the tip of her small nose was also a little red, with a pitiful look, which made Cedric feel something that he had never felt before. It was so strange that I almost forgot what I originally wanted to do for a while.
In the end, he tried hard to restrain his urge to kiss her and said: "The wind on the Astronomy Tower is too strong, I'd better take you back, be careful not to catch a cold."
The author has something to say:
I want to briefly explain some of the content of this chapter, otherwise some people can’t understand it. First, Qiu Zhang. The reason I have emphasized in the copy, so I really like Qiu in the original work. If you can’t accept the changes in my article, I suggest Do not read on.The second is why the heroine has a sudden emotional breakdown. It is because she is a patient with severe depression and is still receiving treatment. This must be kept in mind. The breakdown is because she does not know how to explain to Cedric where the fear comes from. At the same time, she felt that it was wrong for her to upset Cedric, and then unconsciously developed self-loathing. In fact, the reason she was afraid of Cedric was because she loved him too much and she knew that this Cedric was not from her time and space. That, when facing him, her mood was very complicated, and at the same time, she was afraid that she would fall into it like in her previous life.
感谢在2021-01-2216:48:53~2021-01-2523:39:31期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel of irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Mu Nini;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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