[hp] Rescue Mr Diggory

At the beginning, I really didn’t expect that it took more than half a year to write this intermittently, and I could write so much. The original idea was to write a novella, but as the outline was continuously improved, and I wanted to try it in the middle and late stages. In order to describe the plot of multiple characters, instead of limiting this article to the love story of the male and female protagonists, many original characters have been added, and the stories and endings of some of the original characters have been expanded and adapted. , and finally have the current length.

Although the main theme of this article is about the love between Seid and Jamie, as I mentioned above, I don’t want to limit the content to this, so I added a lot of original characters, even the names of each of them are my own. It took a long time to decide, because since I want to write seriously, I want to tell the story well, and I feel that behind every little person there should be his story and wonderful life.But I think it may be that I have failed in shaping the characters and stories. It seems that everyone does not remember or have some interest in an original character in the article...

In short, the process of conceiving the plot is very painful and difficult. When there is no inspiration, I always think wildly, and I always feel that I can't write.But fortunately, my girlfriend is willing to listen to my nagging and discuss the plot with me. Although she didn’t supervise her later, she didn’t watch it, but I’m still very grateful to her for accompanying me through countless uninspired days.

Next, I will talk about some settings that may be doubtful about the article, and I think it is necessary to explain.Note that the following are my own personal views and do not necessarily agree with them completely.

1. About the setting and redemption of the heroine

The original idea for this article came from a whim before going to bed one night, whether it is possible to try to write an article about a heroine who has experienced school bullying, and at that time I was writing another article about Otome related to Draco Long story (now abandoned, the previous article was put in a hp short story collection next door), and the male lead of that article was Seid, and it happened to be in the bottleneck period and I felt that I couldn't continue writing, because I was half selfish I feel that Seid can be successful in the top position, and Draco can do nothing later, and according to the setting of the sensitive heroine, it is indeed more appropriate to determine Seid as the heroine, so I have this article.

The character of the heroine is clearly positioned from the very beginning, a girl who has been bullied on campus, has a complicated family situation and is infirm, this also determines to a certain extent that it is impossible to be sweet all the way to the end, you can never let one get it A patient with severe depression suddenly becomes optimistic about life. Even with the blessing of love, it must take a very long process, just like her gradual depression is also a long process.

My original intention is to use this character to express that depression is far more terrifying than we imagined. The hearts of patients with depression are both strong and fragile. Sometimes your unintentional joke is very likely to irritate them. Except for themselves, others It is difficult to understand their helplessness, and for some patients, this disease will accompany him for a lifetime, just like the saying goes-unfortunate people spend their lives healing childhood.What I think is very simple, I just hope that everyone can have a better and deeper understanding of this group.

There is also the phenomenon of campus bullying. I haven’t studied abroad and I don’t know much about European and American cultures. But from the British and American dramas I have watched, I know that campus bullying is very common in them. Although it is actually very common in China now, However, it is more common for domestic campuses to be colder and more violent, that is, small groups in the class isolate students and the like, and physical bullying has also begun to increase. The original book very straightforwardly describes Harry and Luna The unfair treatment suffered in the school, and it is worth noting that Hogwarts is a year-round closed boarding school, and Aunt Luo specially set it up for her reason. The campus life of foreign boarding schools is closer Judging from the news that broke out this year, there are many problems, and bullying incidents occur frequently, and there are many serious cases.

And in fact Hogwarts has the phenomenon of isolated students no matter what college, and there is a general disdain for nerds among Western students. The most popular and sought after boys and girls in their student days are often the stars on campus , cheerleader or something.

I also saw some comments from readers before. They may think that it is impossible to be bullied like this. In fact, there are many children who are isolated like this in real life. Don’t open your mouth and say why she didn’t sue the teacher and the parents. But in reality Reporting to teachers and parents is not very effective in most cases, and you may be more isolated in the future. Some parents and teachers often do not understand the feelings of children, and some even say that maybe you have a problem, otherwise why would you If you don't play with you, it will be worse in a boarding school.Moreover, most of the children with a character like the heroine are unlikely to take the initiative to ask for help from the outside world. It is not good to hold back blindly, but whether it is to swallow your anger or resist bravely, it is everyone's choice.

In addition, racial discrimination in foreign countries is more common and serious than we imagined, and Aunt Luo also implied a lot of real things in the book when she wrote the book. Everyone knows this, so the wizarding world has become a pure blood for wizards. concerns, and discrimination against Squibs.

I said a long time ago that the heroine has great character flaws. She is too weak and has some low self-esteem. Maybe outsiders see her as having nothing to feel inferior to. She was born in a rich family. She is beautiful and smart, and it is too late for people to envy her. , just being squeezed out at school, looking a little pretentious and moaning without illness, I think many readers probably expected in the early stage that she would be aroused in the later stage, and it would be better to hit those who hurt her with tooth for tooth, but I'm sorry I never thought of writing this book as a novel about the heroine. I have always insisted on redemption, including the heroine's self-salvation and Seid's redemption of her.

Before talking about the self-salvation of the heroine, I want to say something else, that is, the Camelia I wrote is the kind of world that kisses me hard, but I reciprocate with songs. I think this is the biggest flash in her body The point, what I mean is that even though she was bruised and bruised by such a world full of malice towards her, she still chose to reconcile with life countless times, and she was willing to live desperately for the one she loved no matter how bad her situation was, and The most valuable thing about her is that she didn't take out all her pain on those innocent people like Filch, who has been treated unfairly by others for a long time, or bully those who are weaker than her. She mostly chooses to digest those negative emotions by herself, always treats others gently, never involves innocent people, and always cares for those around her, but the negative energy she can bear alone is limited after all, once it exceeds her collapsed.

But putting aside all the positive things about this shining point, in the final analysis, she is too soft-tempered. I wrote in the introduction that she has a somewhat flattering personality. The reason for this unhealthy personality is that she received more "conditional love" when she was a child. , and there are very few "unconditional loves", but in fact Camelia received no less unconditional love than conditional love, but she didn't realize it, and her mother was the kind who had a strong desire to control, A typical tiger mother has strict requirements on her children and can't stand someone who doesn't agree with her. In addition, public opinion from the outside world also drives her to become more extreme. It's not that she doesn't love her children, but she loves her children in a wrong way and doesn't care self-knowledge.

Under such circumstances, the young Camelia spontaneously formed a wrong concept, that is, to obtain all maternal love, one must satisfy all the requirements of the mother, and soon she found that this concept was applicable to other mothers. Gradually, she learned to please the people around her, just because those things made her afraid that she would be abandoned by her family, and the divorce of her parents undoubtedly strengthened this concept, which made her feel inferior and extremely self-confident at the same time. He should blame himself for all the sins of his parents' divorce.

Although she has realized that this is wrong when she grows up, she has become accustomed to pleasing others, and subconsciously believes that only by catering to others can she gain the respect of others, and subconsciously still believes that her own tragedies are all caused by her.If there hadn’t been such bloody things happening at home, we’d probably see a controlling mother end up driving her proud gifted daughter crazy, so in the previous New Year’s episode, I’m replying to a reader below Even if she goes to France with her mother, life will be difficult, unless her mother will repent later, but Camille will undoubtedly have a great change in her personality after following her mother, and she may also be like her expression Her brother is so arrogant and arrogant, but what we can know is that empathy is far inferior to staying with her father. Her father is an extremely emotional person, which is also the main reason for her to be kind to everything around her. Some words and deeds of her parents It will always affect their children invisibly.

Having said so much, what I want to express is that the self-salvation completed by Camelia in the process of traveling back to rescue her first love is that she no longer worries about her parents' marriage, and no longer thinks that all the mistakes in the world are Because of what she caused, she no longer deliberately pleases others, she starts to live for herself.

And Seid's redemption for Camelia is that he helped her when she was in the most difficult time. The first time he accidentally saved her life, otherwise she would have died in the second grade who was kicked out The night in the room, the second time pulled her out of the self-enclosed world, and pulled her when she was about to fail, so Seid was her light, her obsession, but it was a pity Their previous lives ended in tragedy, and Camelia, who was unwilling to let the light disappear, would be so desperate. She also redeemed Seid. It was she who made the boy understand what love is, and he was no longer so confused and hesitant about it, which also made him braver.

2. Cedric in My Eyes

Because I saw some short stories and novelettes on lof that portrayed the character of Cedric as a male version of green tea, central air conditioner, and Jack Su. To be honest, I personally only feel a little disgusted, but the disgust belongs to me. Respect the creations of all these authors.However, I think Hufflepuff Light should not be so one-sided. Some people say that he may be the only nearly perfect character in hp. The reason why Cedric's popularity has not been very high is because he is not like those other characters. He is too perfect, so perfect that he is not like someone in reality at all, and he is not real at all.

I personally have always thought that Cedric's character is similar to our protagonist Harry to a certain extent. In addition, as a digression, what I dislike the most in the movie is that it weakens the strength of the two boys in the Iron Triangle. Hermione added a lot of scenes that didn't belong to her in the book, so the movie was dubbed "Hermione and her two useless men", but in fact Harry in the book is more rebellious than in the movie, It is also more leader-like, and the Iron Triangle in the book is indeed indispensable.

Let me talk about why I think Cedric and Harry are similar?

Let's start with his name, "Cedric" (Cedric) has the meaning of "leader" (chieftain) in Celtic, and in the original book, Cedric is the Quidditch captain of Hufflepuff. He has demonstrated his leadership skills well, and he is still a prefect. If there is no accident, we have reason to believe that he will definitely become the male student president of their class in the seventh grade.And Harry's leadership is fully demonstrated in DA, and it can also be seen from the first part.

As a courageous leader, Cedric is definitely not the kind of emotional person. He will weigh the pros and cons, see the overall situation, and will never lose the big because of the small.This is what I want to say about the similarities between him and Harry. Harry is ready to sacrifice himself for the magical world at any time. It's never his individual, but the collective, but this is also the reason why he and Qiu are destined not to make it to the end. Yes, I want to talk about Qiu next.

What I like is Autumn before the Goblet of Fire. After that, I don’t like Autumn, but it’s not particularly annoying. What I hate about her is that she pulls Marietta into DA. In Marietta When she was disfigured by snitching, all she did was go to Harry's and accuse Hermione of going too far, to fight for a friend who betrayed her, I never understood that, some people say she just didn't realize the situation at the time, She thinks that her friend accidentally did something wrong and she shouldn't be punished like this.But I don’t think that since Qiu chose to join DA, she should realize the seriousness of this matter. In addition, she said good things for Marietta, which gave me the biggest feeling that she was guilty, because it was her fault that indirectly caused Marietta’s death. Ta's disfigurement, after all, Marietta was unwilling and she didn't take the initiative to join, so there is always a feeling that Qiu's actions are more like mending after a dead sheep, more for peace of mind, for Marietta's future. The friendship between them is also a bit unlikely.This is my little personal feeling.

Another thing that made me uncomfortable was the brief interaction between Cho and Harry.Of course she can associate with other people after Cedric's death, which is her freedom, but she chose a person who witnessed the death of her ex-boyfriend. Some people say that this is because she cannot get over the grief of losing Cedric. But Qiu was with Harry less than a year after his death. Leaving aside the European and American dating culture, I think she may not have loved Cedric very much, but he perfectly met her criteria for choosing a mate. It's their hot love period, so it's very memorable for Qiu, but I don't think it's real love.

If it was true love, it was absolutely impossible for her to choose to be with Harry so quickly. Even if it was to divert the grief of the previous relationship, it would be too hasty.Maybe she didn't love Cedric that much, but expected the same from Harry, expecting him to be another Cedric.What she is looking for, from beginning to end, may just be a perfect lover who can meet all her needs, so she is angry that Harry mentioned Hermione during the date, and thinks that the DA matter can be put aside compared with her, because the actual In fact, she didn't really care about Harry and got to know Harry, which is what I am a little disgusted with.

Of course, we cannot criticize Qiu from the highest point of morality. She has no crimes, but is just an ordinary girl who is somewhat sentimental, overly emotional, and confused about major issues. Like most of us, if we encounter the same thing as Qiu , maybe our approach is similar to hers, or maybe we are not as good as hers.But no matter what, I personally think that Cedric deserves a better one. I don't think that if Cedric hadn't died, Cho would have gone to the end with him, because Cedric is similar to Harry in some respects. It is inevitable that there will be conflicts due to various factors, but it is unknown what the outcome will be. After all, they are probably each other's first love.

I also want to emphasize that I like the role of Qiu Zhang, but I am dissatisfied with some of her behaviors. I personally like the young lady who plays Qiu Zhang in the movie. She looks very temperamental.Don’t get me wrong that I have drastically changed Qiu’s character design in this article. This is entirely out of plot needs. I have never deliberately discredited this character because of the above-mentioned points of view. The autumn in the novel is regarded as the same person as the autumn in the original work, and the autumn in the text is just a character with the same name and surname as the original work, and the two are different.

Because I don’t want my Seid to look like a central air conditioner, so I imagine that maybe he When facing the girl he likes, he will appear very unconfident, hesitant, and not as decisive as when leading the team.He is tall and handsome, and he must be chased by girls on weekdays. When he chases others, I think he needs a process to learn in chasing girls. He didn't understand the truth when he was born, so he was very straight , plus the heroine's previous bad experiences, so the progress of their love is so slow to ridiculous, because both of them are people who like to keep some emotions in their hearts.

As for why Seid became a Seeker so late, I am referring to the original book. He didn’t appear until the third book. He appeared as Hufflepuff Quidditch Captain and Seeker. We all know that Harry was in the first grade. He became a Seeker when he was young, but he didn't meet Seid in his first two years, and Wood also became wary of the Hufflepuff team when Harry was in his third year, because their captain changed. Seid, so where has Seed been for the past two years?If you simply guess based on the plot, Seid hadn’t become a player before, so I assumed that he couldn’t be a seeker because of his size. I’m not talking about the seeker Yes, I have indeed seen such a statement. Although this is not the only criterion for measurement, it can indeed be said that Tong Said will have to wait so many years to join the team. Of course, I did not specify this point, but it can be ignored It's a matter of size, or it may be because of being excluded and jealous by some members of the team, so it is also possible that he has not joined the team for a long time.

At the same time, I think his character is stubborn. From the request to cancel the game in the third part to the performance in the Triwizard Tournament, of course, the most indispensable thing in him must be the passion of a teenager, so he will sign up. Inevitably, unless Camelia is willing to tell him the truth, he will completely stop this idea, but everyone knows that Camelia's character will never reveal anything to him in advance.

Some people said that they were very angry when they saw that he had clearly promised not to participate but regretted it in the end, but we might as well look at this matter from the perspective of God for a while, assuming that you are him, when everyone around you is ridiculing you as a creamy boy, now you appear You are given such an excellent opportunity, and your friends around you are encouraging you, thinking that you are the chosen one, you don’t care about those honors, but you really need a chance to prove yourself, instead of being ridiculed as reluctant Take your own pretty face to take risks and dare not sign up.

There is always a moment when impulse will overcome reason. You have to think that he is also a hot-blooded boy who has just turned 17. Of course he is not mature enough. Maybe there will be a moment when he will have irresponsible thoughts and want to make his girlfriend angry. How coaxing, he also thought that he would not be selected by luck, but simply thought of suppressing the voices around him saying that he dared not sign up. Fa, he definitely wouldn't make fun of her life.

In addition, Cedric's popularity is good, but he is not Gallon. It is impossible for everyone to like him. Some people will always dislike him because he is jealous of his outstanding looks and is popular with girls. Not that I made it myself, but that's how it was written in the original book, and Fred and George also said he was empty-headed, because the girls on the team were crazy about Seid at the time, and the twins were not very happy, Even Harry was jealous of Cho's promise to go to the dance with Seid and enviously thought that his brain was not as big as an egg, especially after Gryffindor lost the game, and most of the boys in Gryffindor The attitude towards Seid is not very polite, because they were very unconvinced after losing the game. This can also be found in the original book, so I wrote it like this, and the Digory family and the Weasley family do live together. Very close, the two parents are good friends, this is mentioned at the beginning of "Goblet of Fire", according to the twins' attitude towards Percy, so I also guessed their attitude towards Seid, but not blindly. It is written that everyone does not like Seid, and his reputation in the text is as good as in the original book.

Another point to emphasize is that Cedric loves Camelia no less than Camelia loves him, so I have been reluctant to give up the first situation of the parallel ending, because only in this way can the love between them be reflected It is mutual, and they are willing to give everything for each other. From the beginning to the end, this relationship should not be just Camelia's unilateral self-sacrifice and self-moving.

3. About the setting of time travel in this article

There are two ways of traveling in this article, one is the time-space converter set in the original book, and the other is the magic circle I set up privately.I refer to some sci-fi films and novels I have read, and the most important thing is to refer to the grandfather paradox. It is not very rigorous and should not be too realistic. The general setting is as follows.

Let me talk about the grandfather paradox first. This paradox is about, suppose you go back to the time when your grandfather has not met your grandmother, and your father will not be born for several years, where you accidentally kill you grandfather.But this move will create a contradictory situation, that is, if your young grandfather dies at this time, your father will not be born, and you will not be born without your father, and it is even more impossible for you to exist today. The scene where he killed his own grandfather in the past.

There are many explanations for the paradox, but the knowledge involved in it is very complicated and profound. I refer to two statements that I can understand a little bit. Let me introduce it to you in layman's terms. Note that these are all my own superficial ones. Interpretation, or that sentence do not take too seriously.

One is the theory of multiple worlds, which is what we often hear physicists think that maybe the world is composed of countless parallel universes, and when you or others go back to the past and kill your grandparents, if the assassination is successful, it means that the world is composed of countless parallel universes. The dead are actually your grandparents who lived in another time and space, and the death of "grandfather" or "grandmother" in this time and space will only make you in that parallel universe no longer exist, and have no effect on you.That is to say, what happened in the past will not have any influence on the current moment. Take the topic of killing your grandfather by time travel to explain it. When you travel to another time and space, you can only change that time and space and the result, which has no effect on what is happening now. Events that happen will not have any impact, that is to say, there is one you in every time and space, and you are independent of each other, and will not have any impact.

This article assumes the existence of parallel universes. In this article, Camelia uses magic to travel to another time and space, and completely replaces the self in that time and space. It should also be explained that this time travel is not physical travel but consciousness. Traveling, one of the endings in the parallel ending is also Seid's final time travel to himself in another time and space by the same method.The specific post-time travel of the protagonist will be described in more detail in a special episode, so I won’t go into details here.

Another explanation for the paradox is the banana peel mechanism. Simply put, when you go back to the past to assassinate your grandfather, there will always be various accidents that prevent you from succeeding. Before birth, you could never kill your grandfather, so the paradox is resolved.Under this mechanism, the time traveler seems to be able to act freely, but whenever his behavior is about to cause a causal paradox, he will always be disturbed by some seemingly accidental factors, resulting in the failure of the action.

I applied this theory to the time-space converter in this article, that is, the past that relies on it to go back is still in the same time and space, so you can't change the past anyway, even if you do, it's like those often staged in science fiction films , Changing the past will have a series of causal effects, and the development of things is often worse, and the tossing will eventually make things return to their original appearance.So nothing has changed.

4. Conclusion

The above is what I want to say. Originally, I just wanted to say something casually. I have nagged so much. You may disagree with these views of mine, or you may have doubts about the logic in it, but this is my idea, I just I have expressed my thoughts on writing this article and why I wrote it like this.

I said that the next step is to edit the article and some extra stories, but I apologize in advance. The original idea of ​​​​the article next door is that this article will be updated after it is finished, but this article really took me too much energy. Now I feel a little tired of hp fan creation, I don't know how long this situation will last, and the three-dimensional life is busy, and I also want to write some original novels that are more meaningful and maybe rewarding.

In addition, my writing style may also look tired, no one reads it, and the favorites are dropped intermittently. In fact, I really want to see some interesting comments, but my plot is so bad that I don’t have any good comments. When I read tweets, especially the special issue of Cedric bg, I saw that most of them were tweeted on Jinjiang, and I didn't have this one, so I was quite frustrated...

I want to give myself some time to slow down. This is not to say that the other article will not be written, but that I cannot promise you that it will be completed. I will still find time to write a few chapters during the summer vacation. I don’t know in the future. It depends on my mood. , if I am still very interested, I may keep writing, but I am really tired at the moment, and I am conceiving an original novel recently, so let’s put the fanfic or something first.

Thank you for watching to the end and supporting you until now!

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When editing the text, I also edited the postscript.