Don't throw the little beggar you picked up

Hao Yuyu laughed out loud when he heard Chu Mian's answer.

Chu Mian looked at him and asked him what he was laughing at, but he shook his head again and refused to answer.

The shadow of the big tree was cast on the ground, winding, the sky was blue like a river, and fish with colorful tails were swimming. Chu Mian raised his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead, moved his lips and asked Hao Yuyu: "How much can I ask you?" question?"

"Say." Haoyu leaned on the back of the chair with a relaxed and comfortable look.

"How...how did you know you liked boys?"

Chu Mian's palms were also covered with sweat, he swallowed and rubbed his trouser seam, not sure if it was from heat or nervousness.

His heart was beating like a drum, reminding him of the heavy rain that day, he heard the sound of lightning and thunder in a trance, and the rumbling sound seemed to tear a hole out of the sky.

Now he also heard that thunder, it came from his chest, and an invisible hand was holding his heart, and it could be torn in two with just a little force.

"Just be happy when you see him, and think about it when you don't see him."

"that's it?"

Hao Yuyu is an ordinary person who can't say very philosophical words, touched the tattoo on the back of the ear that was exactly the same as Meng Li, and smiled: "If you like it, you just like it. Others don't know. You can touch your heart and you will know. "

Chu Mian touched her chest with her hand, felt it for two seconds and then put it down again.

Hao Yuyu tilted his head and asked if he knew, and he said yes.

Chu Mian blinked slowly twice: "I like it, do you just want to eat delicious food with him?"

Hao Yuyu snapped his fingers: "Yes, that's what it means. When I see a good one, I want to bring him a copy." He touched Chu Mian's arm and asked with a smile, "Tell me, who do you like? Yes Isn't that your brother?"

Chu Mian's skin has always been cold and white, but now after being out in the sun for a while, it is stained with a faint layer of peach powder, a thin layer, coming out from the inside of the skin, and a drop of sweat slid down from his forehead and fell to the ground , was dried in an instant.

"Yeah." Chu Mian didn't hesitate this time.

That strange feeling has been lingering in his heart in recent months, tossing and turning several times at night, and still having that dream.

He was afraid that he would get sick, and felt that something was wrong with him. Qin Tang was his benefactor, and he shouldn't have dirty thoughts about his benefactor, but those emotions accumulated in his body were about to explode, and he didn't dare to tell Qin Tang.

"Then does he like you?" Hao Yu asked.

Sweat dripped down the browbones to the eyelids again, Chu Mian closed her eyes, opened them after a while, and blinked heavily and slowly: "I don't know. '

It is also an affirmative sentence.

He really didn't know Qin Tang's intentions, he was eager to get the love from the other party, but he was not willing to give up extravagant demands.

It was too far away, and he was afraid that he would not be able to reach it.

Chu Mian was envious of Hao Yuyu and Meng Li, envied that they could freely walk arm in arm in the sunshine without caring about other people's eyes.

But Chu Mian is afraid, a man and a man love each other, and if they are put in the countryside, they will be stabbed in the back. He dare not, but the seeds of that love are probably planted in the afternoon when the sun is just right, and they are watered again and again. , Take root and sprout unconsciously.

By the time he understood, it had already grown into a towering tree.

If you want to pull it out, you have to pull out the flesh and blood together with the root, which is too painful.

Chu Mian took out his phone from his pocket to look at it, but Qin Tang still didn’t reply to his message. Hao Yuyu glanced aside, and intuitively told him that Chu Mian’s phone wallpaper was not just roses. Sure enough, when he asked, Chu Mian said , was given to him by Qin Tang.

It was the rose that was saved by him and put on the living room and the bedside, and it withered after a while, but it was always in full bloom in Chu Mian's mobile phone. The meaning of that bouquet of roses to him is different.

"I bet 90.00% five that he has a crush on you."

Chu Mian's heart was moved, but she still controlled herself and asked why.

"A three-year-old child knows the flower language of roses. How can he, a grown man, know it? Besides, he can do such a vulgar thing as sending flowers. What is it if he doesn't like you?"

Meng Li never sent him flowers, Hao Yuyu secretly made a note of it in his heart.

Chu Mian touched the rose petals on the screen, and the sound of thunder and rain in his chest became louder and louder.

"Then, when I meet, I'll ask him."

"what?"

"Didn't you say he likes me too?"

"Ask directly?"

"...Hmm." Chu Mian's ears felt hot, this time it was because of embarrassment,

"It's a little too direct."

"Then what should I do?" Chu Mian didn't understand, he watched men and women confessing to each other on TV, giving flowers and knelt down.

He had no money to buy flowers, and he was too embarrassed to kneel to Qin Tang outside.

"Be tactful."

Chu Mian's simplicity once again refreshed Hao Yuyu's cognition. Seeing that Chu Mian was so straightforward, he hesitated instead, for fear that what he just said would hurt Chu Mian.

You must know that in this world, homosexuality is not easy to be accepted by others, and he is only guessing, if he guesses wrong, Chu Mian will be very embarrassed.

"It's okay." Chu Mian made up her mind, "If I don't ask, I, I always can't sleep well. I always think that if I ask clearly, I can fall asleep."

"Okay, you decide. If he doesn't admit it, you can call me. I'll let Meng Li beat him up."

A smile finally broke out on Chu Mian's pretending serious face, and he nodded, "Okay."

But even if it was the worst result, how could he be willing to let Qin Tang get beaten?

"Actually, I'm quite happy." Chu Mian said with a smile, "At least I finally figured out what I want. It turns out that those feelings are all because of liking."

Chu Mian clasped her hands together, her palms were sticky with sweat, but she was in a good mood.

The mobile phone in my pocket vibrated for the last time, and after a black screen, it could no longer be turned on, and it was out of battery.

"The library is about to close today, how about I take you back?"

Chu Mian shook her head: "No, I'll wait a little longer, I believe he will come when he is done."

He believed in Qin Tang, or he just gave up unwillingly, always feeling that if he left today, he would regret it later.

Hao Yuyu's cell phone rang after he finished speaking. It turned out that Meng Li was waiting at home for someone to come back, so he finally started to get upset.

"Meng Li is on his way, are you sure you don't want to leave?"

"No." Chu Mian laughed with dimples on both sides, "Thank you today."

"Ham, what's so polite about this, if you need anything else, just call me, I'll go first."

"OK, bye."

Chu Mian watched Hao Yuyu's back go away, and cast a long shadow on the ground. The clouds in the sky were dyed orange with a paintbrush, and lava was scooped from the crater and poured on it, and the hot air boiled and evaporated. .

It was only later that Qin Tang found out that his mobile phone was out of battery. After the dinner party, he went home and opened the door to the empty room, only Qin Ergou squatted on the shoe cabinet to greet him.

There was no sound in the house, and the sunset light cast on the floor, as if he had returned from a business trip last time.

The call to Chu Mian showed that the phone was turned off, and the door of the guest room was opened and closed violently by Qin Tang, and only when his eyes caught sight of the wild mint growing on the balcony did he gradually return to his senses.

Something flashed through his mind, and he quickly took the car keys thrown on the long table and ran out the door.

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