Don't throw the little beggar you picked up

Qin Tang didn't want to force Chu Mian, the child finally regained some vitality, tentatively stretched out his soft paws to the outside world, but now he was scared back by his few words.

He put a few mouthfuls of food into his mouth, and his tone was as slow as possible: "Forget it, if you don't want to go out, just stay at home."

He just remembered the scene of Chu Mian in front of the window this morning, thinking that children probably don't like to stay at home, when he suddenly remembered, he just casually mentioned that Chu Mian didn't want to go out, and he wouldn't force it.

But Chu Mian wasn't sure whether Qin Tang was angry with him, he secretly raised his eyes to look at the expression on the face of the man opposite him, his heart was tense, and the knuckles of his hand holding the chopsticks were turning white.

"I'm sorry." He murmured, with a crying tone in his words, but he tried his best to restrain his tears. The food in his mouth was sour, but there was no reason. He could clearly and sensitively feel Qin Tang's pain. Mood changes.

His breathing became cautious accordingly, and the food in his mouth was swallowed without much chewing.

"There's no need to apologize." Qin Tang frowned, "No one will blame you, if you don't want to go out, don't go out, it's up to you."

Chu Mian nodded, the atmosphere in the living room was a bit stagnant, Qin Tang didn't know why it suddenly became like this, he was in a bad mood, got up and left before finishing the rice in the bowl.

"Eat slowly, I'm going back to my room."

Qin Tang left him a back view.

It wasn't until the wooden door was closed with a bang that the tears in Chu Mian's eyes began to fall crazily, dripping on the side of the bowl and splashing on the table, like water with moss in the rainy season, sour and bitter .

The living room fell silent, as if the air had become indifferent, Chu Mian was still shoveling the rice into his mouth with sour tears, and he choked up while swallowing the rice.

In the end, he choked because he ate too fast, his tender face flushed from coughing, but he didn't even have a glass of water at hand.

Chu Mian slid down from the chair and sat on the floor, unable to swallow the last mouthful of food in his mouth, he hugged his knees tightly, as if he could see the distinct ribs on his body through the white T-shirt, Chu Mian Crying silently, with snot and tears streaming down his face, he was extremely embarrassed.

He misses his family so much, misses his parents, if only they were still here.

Qin Ergou looked at him motionless on the sofa.

After crying enough, Chu Mian climbed up from under the table again, cleaned the table with red eyes, went to the kitchen to pour himself a glass of water, and paused when he glanced at Qin Tang's mug.

Qin Tang was leaning on the bed and playing with his mobile phone. The bedroom door was unlocked, and he didn't lift his head when he heard the knock on the door: "Come in."

Only one night light was turned on in the room, and Chu Mian still had dry tears on his face, and his eyes were a little blurry from crying just now. He stood at the door holding Qin Tang's water glass, hesitating whether to go in or not.

Qin Tang didn't hear any movement, so he looked up at him, and saw Chu Mian got out of bed with a cup in his hand and walked over: "What's the matter?"

The child didn't speak, and held the cup in his slender hand and passed it forward.

Qin Tang clicked his tongue and refused to pick it up with his hands behind his back. His voice sounded a bit fierce: "Speak."

Chu Mian hiccupped in shock. In this situation, it was a bit funny and weird. He covered his mouth with his empty hand, and peeked at Qin Tang.

His eyes were red like a rabbit, it was hard for Qin Tang not to pay attention, sighed, took the cup and pulled him into the room and asked, "Crying?"

Qin Tang sat by the bed, Chu Mian stood with his head down, like a student who made a mistake being scolded by the teacher.

Qin Tang couldn't see him looking like a doormat, pulled the chair and forced him to sit on it, raised his head and knocked on the table beside the bed, and said impatiently, "Speak."

Chu Mian was so frightened that she shook her body, grabbed the hem of her jacket with her fingers and nodded, "Yeah."

After finishing speaking, as if afraid of Qin Tang misunderstanding, he added, "It's because I choked while eating."

Not because of you.

He said deceiving himself in his heart.

"Three cakes." Qin Tang called him, with more helplessness in his voice, "You don't have to be so careful in front of me, I'm not a bad person, and I don't have a habit of beating people."

Chu Mian lowered her head and stared at her toes, hummed softly, thinking in her heart, but you are really scary when you are fierce to me, so he wouldn't really believe what Qin Tang said.

Anyone can say nice words. When he was in the village, people greeted him with smiles and said endless polite words when they met, but when something happened, no one would really stand up to help. Everyone only cared about themselves.

Just like when his mother was sick, he and his father ran so many houses and begged so many people on their knees. In that winter, the ground was as cold as needles. Chu Mian knelt on the ground and listened to what those people said. He politely refused, and all he could think of was the vegetables and borrowed money they usually took when they went to his house to chat.

This is human nature.

Chu Mian even thought that he could understand Qin Tang.

Chu Mian sniffed and said in a muffled voice, "Okay, I see."

Hearing his obedient response, Qin Tang seemed to be in a better mood: "Then tell me, why are you crying?"

Chu Mian pursed her lips and did not speak again.

Qin Tang smiled lightly and asked him, "Is it because of me?"

The child hesitated for a while, then nodded, and said in deliberation: "Just now, brother left before finishing his meal."

Qin Tang could guess the rest by himself.

"I was a little upset just now." He confessed, "I've never been with a child like you. I'm afraid you'll cry. I don't know how to coax you."

Qin Tang was too frank, which made Chu Mian feel embarrassed, the skin on the back of his neck turned red, he pursed his lips and asked Qin Tang, "Brother, are you still hungry?"

"It's okay." He took a sip from Chu Mian's water glass, and the slightly sweet water flowed down his throat and into his stomach, "Sweet?"

"I put some honey." Chu Mian stretched out her hand and gestured, "Very little, I won't release it if I don't like it."

Qin Tang didn't say whether he liked it or not, he drank all the water in the glass before saying: "It's delicious."

Chu Mian usually has the habit of observing Qin Tang secretly. At the beginning, she was afraid that she would do something that Qin Tang would not like. Later, she found that people seem to like sweets.

Brother likes to eat sweets,

Chu Mian secretly wrote it down in her heart.

Qin Tang's bedroom furnishings are more interesting than his own. Whether it's the Marvel figures on the table, the pile of vinyl records, or the basketball sitting quietly in the corner, like Van Gogh's sunflowers, they are full of vitality.

Chu Mian was extremely envious.

Only after he came out did he realize,

It turns out there are people living the life of their dreams.

After Chu Mian returned to his room, he couldn't sleep holding the corner of the quilt. Qin Ergou seemed to understand that Chu Mian's temper was much better than Qin Tang's, and would secretly paw open the door with his paws and walk in swaggeringly at night.

Usually at this time Chu Mian should have fallen asleep, the room was dark, Qin Ergou jumped on the bed, stepped on the pillow and was about to lie down, when he suddenly met Chu Mian's eyes.

He lowered his hips to sit down and froze, his eyes glowed strangely in the night, as if he was asking Chu Mian in a daze, "Are you okay?" '

No wonder he wakes up every day to find that there seems to be cat hair around his mouth, so it is like this.

Chu Mian sighed, pretending not to notice that she turned around, there was a rustling sound behind her head, and the pillow sank, probably Ergou was lying down.

It was a little funny, Chu Mian raised the corners of his mouth in the dark, the injury behind him was still hurting, so he could only sleep on his side, and after a while, a hairy head came over his ear.

The air conditioner in the room was turned on, and the temperature was a little lower. Er Gou searched for the heat and came over, resting his chin on Chu Mian's slender neck, and the breath from his nose hit his face, sleeping soundly.

Chu Mian blushed a little, he had never been so close to anyone before,

Neither do cats.

Now he didn't dare to move any more, and slept in the same position all night.When I woke up the next day, I found myself in a stiff neck.

"Hiss." Chu Mian moved her numb arm, the bones in her shoulder and neck creaked, and the culprit of all this got up at five o'clock in the morning and went to the living room for dinner.

It was downright callous.

When he came out of the room, Qin Tang was sitting on the sofa, with his arm resting on the armrest of the sofa, and holding a cat teasing stick in his hand, playing with Qin Ergou very perfunctorily. His gaze was originally on the phone screen , heard the sound of the guest room door opening, turned around and greeted Chu Mian: "I'm awake."

"Yeah." Chu Mian rubbed her head, "Brother, don't you have to go to work today?"

"Go again in the afternoon."

"Oh." Chu Mian nodded, rubbing her shoulder with one uncomfortable hand, and two stupid hairs exploded on the top of her head, which was a little funny and a little cute.

"What's wrong with the neck?" Qin Tang raised his phone and took two photos of Chu Mian without anyone's consent.Chu Mian didn't know that she had been secretly photographed, so she loosened her hands from her shoulders and licked the corners of her mouth: "It's okay."

The summer morning sun shines on the child, the photo is beautiful, Qin Tang secretly kept it, and patted the seat next to him: 'Come here, let me have a look. '

Chu Mian's back was very thin, and Qin Tang's clothes were empty, and when he touched them with his fingers, he could still feel the ribs under the skin. Qin Tang frowned and reached out to rub his shoulders and neck for him, as if he was worried about the child's body. Healthy parents: "Why so thin? It's all bones."

Qin Tang's technique is very good. He learned a few tricks from the master when he went to the massage, and he was more than enough to deal with Chu Mian. After a while, he softened the child's bones and wished he could lean on him.

Chu Mian squinted his eyes, facing the window full of sunshine, his face was relaxed: "Brother, you are really good, you can do this."

Qin Tang laughed, probably disdainful of this kind of praise: "What is this?" After pinching Chu Mian twice casually, he felt that he was amazing, and it was really easy to be satisfied.

"When you are willing to go out, I will take you to archery."

Even after the conversation last night, Qin Tang didn't seem to care about talking about letting him go out in front of Chu Mian.

Chu Mian just paused for a moment, but agreed in surprise, "Brother can also shoot arrows?"

"of course."

There are many and complicated things in the Qin and Tang Hui. According to the old saying, they know all kinds of things, but they are not proficient in all kinds of things. It is okay to fool a child like Chu Mian.

"Brother's future girlfriend must be very happy." Chu Mian sighed suddenly. He didn't know Qin Tang's orientation, but he sincerely felt that if Qin Tang was so good, his future lovers would also be very good to match him.

"Really?" Qin Tang asked calmly.

Chu Mian didn't notice what was wrong, so she obediently said 'hmm', then turned her head to look at Qin Tang with bright eyes and asked, "Will you invite me when you get married?"

Qin Tang qu pointed to his forehead and said, "You think too far." Chu Mian was not angry when Qin Tang didn't answer, he covered his forehead and muttered, "Brother, it hurts too much for you to beat someone."

"It's about you."

Chu Mian moved her neck: "Huh? My stiff neck seems to be healed!"

Qin Tang took his hand back, lifted Qin Ergou from the ground and held it in his arms, rubbed its cat's head, his every move revealed dignity: "Then why don't you hurry up and thank me."

Chu Mian did not doubt that he was there, the corners of her mouth raised to reveal her clean and neat teeth, and her fine bangs covered her bright eyes, "Thank you brother!"

He never grudged his thanks, and he did owe Qin Tang a lot of thanks. Chu Mian didn't take Qin Tang's casual sentence as a joke, the sincerity in his eyes.It was so hot that it could burn people.

Qin Tang coughed lightly, originally just to amuse the children, but thought that he was the one who was embarrassed in the end.

He straightened up and leaned against the back of the sofa, seeing that Chu Mian's clear eyes were still staring at him, he stretched out his hand to smear his face, urging people to eat quickly.

Chu Mian responded obediently, and when he smiled, the corners of his mouth seemed to have dimples. He got up and ran from the living room to the kitchen to get the dishes.

Qin Tang looked at his disappearing back, pressed the tip of his tongue against the softness in his own mouth, and let out an uncomfortable 'tsk'.

strange,

But can't speak.

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