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When asked on the show how she felt being single for many years, Yu Zixin couldn't respond.This kind of question is not often asked recently, and he forgot the standard answer approved by the company for a while.

It would be obviously suspicious to do more thinking, and he had an idea: "It's the feeling that I don't know how to answer every time I am asked."

Driving home, he tuned to the symphony channel. Hearing the majestic momentum, his mind seemed to broaden a lot.

It's been two months since we broke up, and to be honest, I don't feel much different from before.

It wasn't like that at first.In the first two weeks, when he encountered a problem he didn't understand or something funny he wanted to share, he would subconsciously want to send it to Lin Weizhou, and then he was quickly overwhelmed by the fact that he had already broken up.Although the breakup was a bit sudden for him, it was only a few days of sadness.

He is already a middle-aged man, so instead of complaining about himself, he might as well think about how to plan his next job and buy a property in Wangdu sooner.

His original plan was to completely draw a line with Lin Weizhou and never communicate with each other until death.Telling Zhong Xiaowu about this plan, she asked him why he pretended to be like this.Zixin didn't know what girlfriends were referring to, so Zhong Xiaowu explained: "You don't have such a personality."

"I have such a personality." Yu Zixin firmly insisted that this is due to nature.Zhong Xiaowu didn't argue with him, and turned around to plan her and her husband's anniversary trip.This time they are going to Northern Europe, driving in the ice and snow is quite challenging.

Yu Zixin is also looking forward to the Nordic countries. I heard that they are suitable for summer vacation, and winter is like a kingdom in fairy tales.He watched Zhong Xiaowu mark the location on the google map, and couldn't help laughing at himself: "I found that there is a disadvantage of being single. If I drive by myself, if I slip into a car accident on a snowy road, no one will help me."

The best friend casually flipped through the strategy book: "Ann, the people over there are very kind. If they see your car overturned, they will definitely get out of the car and help."

Yu Zixin was free, so she helped her find a suitable accommodation.This woman is very picky, she has high requirements for hotels in the city, and has another set of requirements for B&Bs in towns, which drives him crazy.

The two of them finalized a part of the itinerary, Zhong Xiaowu stretched her waist, stared at Zixin for a while, sighed and said, "You are not too old anymore, don't carry it, let go of what should be put down."

Yu Zixin didn't understand what she said.

On the day Zhong Xiaowu and her painter husband were sent away, Yu Zixin received a call from Lin Weizhou.He thought of his best friend's "putting down" theory and hesitated.

In the end, he broke his own principles and answered the phone.There was nothing special about the ex-boyfriend, just chatting nonsense.Yu Zixin kept waiting for him to talk about business matters, but when the phone hung up, Lin Weizhou didn't mention any business matters.

Maybe this request is too difficult to say.Sure enough, he received another call the next day, but the content was still the same, just chatting.

On the third day, he finally asked before hanging up the phone: "What exactly are you looking for?"

Lin Weizhou said that he had nothing to do with him, just chatting.Yu Zixin held the phone in a daze.So this is the rhythm of being friends after breaking up.

He couldn't help complaining: "It's not more direct to chat face to face. Aren't you also in Shangcheng recently?" After saying that, he suddenly regretted it. He shouldn't let Lin Weizhou know that he was secretly paying attention to his movements.

Lin Weizhou immediately took up the topic: "You're right, are you free tomorrow? I'll treat you to dinner."

Why does it feel like I have jumped into a trap.Yu Zixin tried hard to get rid of his wild thoughts, and complied.

I don't know if it was on purpose that Lin Weizhou chose the Chinese restaurant on Boulevard that he had bragged about to him.

Yu Zixin changed her dating style in the past and arrived a little earlier.In the end, it was still later than Lin Weizhou.

He found that there were no other guests in the restaurant, and when he asked, it was really Lin Weizhou's handwriting.Sure enough, he is a rich man.Gritting his teeth, he said, "You're showing off your wealth again."

Lin Weizhou poured him tea: "This time, I really didn't spend any money." He raised his eyebrows at Yu Zixin: "I've been in Shangcheng for more than [-] years anyway, and I don't have many friends."

The food is ready, and the two start.Lin Weizhou picked up food for him, but he felt awkward and didn't take it for a long time.Lin Weizhou laughed at him: "Such an avoidance of suspicion...can't there be a meal between friends?"

It seems to be such a reason.Yu Zixin picked up some food by himself: "You don't need to take care of me, I can reach it."

He didn't move when the bill was paid, and of course let the treater pay.Lin Weizhou nodded as if approving: "I think of the time when we first met, when you were your friend, it was the feeling of spending money and eliminating disasters every day."

Yu Zixin thought for a while: "You are coveting my beauty, and you are willing to spend money."

Lin Weizhou smiled and glanced at his watch: "It's still early, do you want to watch a movie?"

There are no strong movies in the cinema this month, but there are a lot of cartoons.The two chose for a long time, and finally picked a feature film imported from abroad.

There are only two or three audiences in the theater.Yu Zixin felt drowsy watching it, and hated the slow pace of the movie.

After leaving the theater and returning home, Lin Weizhou talked about an actor in the movie: "I saw it before, do you remember? It's called Wang Yang?"

Yu Zixin didn't remember, and he was still sleepy.I listened to Lin Weizhou telling stories all the time, saying that the actor is also gay, and his experience is quite legendary. He has a very loving boyfriend. They have been together for many years. It is said that they are still an "office romance". his boss.

The story made him uncomfortable.He interrupted Lin Weizhou's narration: "Do you know the boss of our company named Lu Ming?" Seeing Lin Weizhou nodding, he asked: "Do you know the story between him and me?"

Lin Weizhou's expression seemed to say that he didn't want to know.But Yu Zixin didn't care what he thought, and said while recalling.

When Yu Zixin signed into Zhenxin back then, he actually carried a lot of light.At that time, he was young and energetic, relying on his handsomeness, he thought he was smart enough, so he failed several roles, but he didn't care too much.

The first time he participated in the annual meeting, he was arranged at the table closest to the bosses. Except for him, all the top stars of the company were at the same table.He thought that he also had the same weight, and he was even more smug.

The bosses toasted from table to table, and they were the first to be toasted to their table.He looked at Mr. Lu in front of him, and took a sip of the red wine in the glass: "To Mr. Lu!"

Mr. Lu looked at him happily, and asked the people around him to pour him another glass of white wine: "If you can drink this glass, the new year's drama will start, and you will be the leading male."

Yu Zixin felt a little weird.He glanced at the senior brothers around him with some hesitation, and felt that the way they looked at him was also a little weird.Maybe this glass of wine should not be drunk and should not be drunk.

At that time, Hu Yale was not his manager, but he brought a junior over to stop the drinking.The younger brother is in good shape, with an expression that looks like he is giving it a go. He took the liquor from Zixin, and said to Mr. Lu respectfully: "Mr. Lu, if you are in a good mood, you can arrange a role for me at will. Find me, I'm here anytime!" After a few sips, he drank the wine in the glass.

Of course, Yu Zixin didn't become the male number one later.Occasionally, he saw his junior brother hanging on Mr. Lu's arm in the company, thinking about how he should make a choice.

Maybe it was because he thought for too long, the company kept him in cold storage for a long time.The employees who were kind to him when he first joined the company suddenly avoided him. The contrast was so great that he had huge self-doubt and even thought of quitting.

Mr. Lu once again threw an olive branch and invited him to a wine tasting party held at home.He made up his mind that if he didn't take this step, his youth would be wasted in the group rented apartment.

Sister Yale happened to be there that day, saw him dressed up, and asked him where he was, she looked him up and down, and said, "I didn't realize you were so stupid."

Yu Zixin swallowed her anger: "Sister, I'm really stupid, I don't understand what you say."

Sister Ya Le left after saying, "When beauty fades, love fades".

"I still went to Mr. Lu's house that day, and stood outside his neighborhood for a long time." Yu Zixin yawned. "There was a very ugly song playing at the gate of the community. It seemed to be called "The Breeze Blows the Green Peak". Clapped his hands: "The story is over, how about it, is there any inspiration?"

Lin Weizhou stroked his chin thoughtfully.He replied: ""The Breeze Blows the Green Peak", I wrote this song."

Yu Zixin was taken aback: "You wrote it? It's the same name, what a coincidence."

Lin Weizhou took out his phone, found the song on the music app, and pointed it out to him.Yu Zixin watched it back and forth several times in disbelief, and it was true, "The Breeze Blows the Green Peak", written by: Lu Renjia, composed by: Lin Weizhou.

He clicked on and listened to a few words, then immediately frowned and threw the phone back: "Turn it off, turn it off, you criminal."

He didn't dare to look at the smile on Lin Weizhou's face.But after holding back for a long time, Lin Weizhou was still laughing, and finally he couldn't help complaining: "Did you arrange it?"

Lin Weizhou smiled even more happily: "The story is what you want to tell, and I have told you that I don't want to hear it." He bumped into Yu Zixin again: "Test your common sense, how would others describe the relationship between us? Say what do we have?"

Yu Zixin glared at him: "I'm sick, you're guilty, nothing else."

Lin Weizhou smiled and stopped.When Yu Zixin looked up, he found that he had already walked downstairs to his residence.After moving, he didn't tell Lin Weizhou where he lived. What kind of relationship did he use to know?

He said goodbye distractedly, and ran into the building in three steps at a time.I used to date Lin Weizhou, and every time Lin Weizhou would take him home and watch his back.At that time, after I got home, I secretly looked down upstairs and saw Lin Weizhou staying on several times. He would not leave until he turned on all the lights in the house.

What an unfathomable man.Yu Zixin turned on the light, hid by the window, and watched the figure slowly go away.

From then on, he and Lin Weizhou met occasionally, had dinner and watched movies, and chatted more than before they broke up.

Sometimes he was confused by the friendship.It seems to be just a friendship, but I have many other friends, it seems that there is no other friendship like this.

Zhong Xiaowu is still traveling in Northern Europe, and it is said that she will not be back until next month.He didn't have the nerve to talk about the situation between himself and Lin Weizhou, but said in general terms that there was still a connection.

Looking back at the capital on a certain weekend, I met various people for dinner, and there were only six meals in total, which were fully arranged, and a supper was added.

At a dinner, I met an old acquaintance, the assistant director and casting director of "Going to the Meeting Alone".He felt embarrassed, but after all, he had worked together, so he had the cheek to toast.

The assistant director joked with him: "Your records are selling so well now, when will you sing the theme song for my movie?"

Yu Zixin rubbed the back of her head happily: "You greet me, I'll go over immediately." Then said with emotion: "I thought you wouldn't want to see me anymore after that movie was shot."

The assistant director raised his eyebrows and looked at him: "What happened? What's wrong with you?"

Yu Zixin had no choice but to admit his mistake again. If it wasn't for his poor performance, their movie would not have failed miserably at the box office.He deliberately did not mention Lin Weizhou, for fear that the two directors would laugh at him.

The casting director laughed: "Yu Yu, you are so narcissistic, how badly do you have to act to ruin our box office?"

Yu Zixin had never been so embarrassed before, and hurriedly apologized.The assistant director patted him on the back: "Straighten your back, young man." He couldn't help turning his head to look at the casting director: "I almost forgot, Yu is such a cute kid," he said again Looking at Zixin, he said, "No wonder Xiaolin likes you so much."

It's over, let's talk about him.Yu Zixin simply broke the can and said: "Director Lin said later that he regretted choosing me to play the leading role. In fact, I know it all, so don't comfort me."

The casting director smiled even more exaggeratedly: "Xiao Yu, are you pretending to be here with us? Did you forget? The box office of "Single Sword" is not good because someone deliberately set up low scores to rush for the film! Originally we planned to sue them, but later Director Lin said that the public opinion on the Internet is too complicated, and he doesn't want the actors to suffer any more harm, it's because we're being honest, we're the ones who suffered this.”

Yu Zixin didn't have any relevant content in his memory.He looked at the two directors with some confusion: "But that's his debut work."

The assistant director sighed: "Yes."

The casting director also sighed, and patted Yu Zixin on the shoulder: "So, Yu Yu, Director Lin treats you, of course he claims to treat all actors equally, but what do I do, he can't fool me, he It’s really kind to you. There are still many things you don’t know. At that time, the distribution company wanted to stir up some news to save the box office. In fact, the news about you and him was very hot, but Director Lin didn’t agree in the end, saying that actors should not be allowed to Suffering from this kind of injury, if the box office is really short, he will make up for the investors himself."

Yu Zixin still couldn't forget the words of his ex-boyfriend: "But he regretted it after all."

The assistant director frowned and thought for a while: "Xiao Lin said something similar, but what he meant was that if you weren't selected, you wouldn't be the one who got scolded, right?"

The casting director was overjoyed: "Really, if the protagonist is not Yu Xiao, Director Lin probably won't object to going to court and hype, then we will do both, and the box office will definitely go up."

Lin Weizhou never answered the phone.Yu Zixin called his manager instead, but no one answered.

He sat on the balcony thinking.Inexplicably, I remembered what Zhong Xiaowu said, maybe it was really his own problem, he lived in his own world wishfully, and only misunderstood the outside world.

But he didn't know what to say to Lin Weizhou.The breakup between the two was not due to a breakdown in their relationship. Lin Weizhou made it very clear that he wanted a boyfriend who was not far away, and Yu Zixin couldn't do this.

Anyway, he couldn't do this before.He is a person who likes to calculate, and he has already calculated less emotionally, but he still can't help but do cost accounting.He used to think that he had made money, but at the same time he felt that he was not losing money, but later he felt that all his true feelings were in vain.But now it seems that he actually earned too much, or owed Lin Weizhou too much.

And Lin Weizhou saw him very accurately.He is such a man who is unwilling to sacrifice his career development for others.Nothing wrong, he thought Lin Weizhou was the same.But how could a person who is also unwilling to sacrifice make the same choice as Lin Weizhou?

The phone vibrated suddenly, it was an unknown number.He pressed the caller, and before he could continue thinking, the same number called again.

He answered the phone, and the man spoke English and asked him if it was Yu Zixin.After getting an affirmative answer, the man said something again, and Yu Zixin had a hard time hearing it, so he asked the man to speak slowly and say it again.

He finally understood, and the man asked him if he knew Zhong Xiaowu, because he was the emergency contact in Zhong Xiaowu's passport.