My boss is my fan [Transmigration Book]

That's right, in fact, Gu Siming came here today not only because he wanted to accompany Wen Yumang to spend an important moment in his life, but also because he had another idea, which was to confess to Wen Yumang that he was a big fan.

"So why did you tell me this all of a sudden?" Wen Yumang had an answer in his heart, but he still asked.

"Because I have selfishness."

"What?" Wen Yumang tilted his head, "If you want to talk, finish it all at once, don't be endless, let people guess for a long time."

The "affectionate" atmosphere that Gu Siming had just brewed with great difficulty was severely washed away by Wen Yumang's cold water of reality. He sighed insignificantly, and then laughed again.

Sure enough, there was nothing he could do about it.

So Gu Siming cleared his throat, and said in a businesslike manner:

"Because I have selfishness towards you. When I saw you for the first time, I thought we would be strangers who met by chance, and I even had a prejudice against you. Later, I found out that you are indeed a capable person, and I appreciate capable people , so I paid attention to you. After that, I gradually paid more attention to you, but I don’t want to admit it, or to be precise, I am deliberately avoiding and confusing the definitions of different loves, due to the particularity of your profession , I thought that as long as I put myself in the position of a fan, I could express my love in a legitimate and dignified way, but I was subconsciously unhappy and dissatisfied, but I didn’t know what I was dissatisfied with.”

"And when I knew that my mother and aunt were friends, I gradually realized that I couldn't be content with the status quo at all. I couldn't accept that the relationship between us can only be the relationship between fans and idols. I am a greedy People, I want more. What I want is a further relationship. I still didn't realize what kind of relationship it was. I thought that through the relationship between our mothers, I would recognize you as Brother, you can fill the gap of my desire, but it turns out that I was wrong again."

"It wasn't until this time that I realized what the relationship I really wanted was. Yumang, I don't want to be Mr. Gu, your friend, or your brother. Yumang, I really want to know , can I have further qualifications?"

"...You really don't make any noise, you are a blockbuster." Wen Yumang glanced at Gu Siming with a half-smile, "Everyone says you talk less, but you talk a lot when you say it."

"Mangmang, I've always been talkative to you." Gu Siming felt a little aggrieved.

He really tried his best!

"Yes, I found out." Wen Yumang stretched out his hand and made a bow, obviously begging for mercy, but said perfunctory words on his mouth.After letting go of his hand, Wen Yumang simply put away his half-smiling expression, and said to Gu Siming seriously, "But you are quite a thief, why did you throw the question to me again? What is a further step?" Qualifications? What exactly do you want? Make it clear."

Obviously, Gu Siming didn't know where Wen Yumang was angry, but he still apologized quickly: "I'm sorry, it's all my problem. What I want to say is, can I be your boyfriend?" Of course, if it doesn’t work, I will never force you, as long as you don’t mind, I will treat you as before and will not change my attitude towards you; of course, if you feel uncomfortable or embarrassed, I will try not to To bother you, not to appear in your life."

"So, please, Mr. Wen Yumang, can I?"

Gu Siming, who has lived for nearly 30 years, felt a little nervous for the first time while waiting for Wen Yumang's answer, but years of experience in the mall made him habitually hide all emotions firmly in the bottom of my heart.

Therefore, what fell into Wen Yumang's eyes was just a picture of such a posture—the man's eyes were calm and unwavering, and the aura exuding from his body was like his posture of sweeping thousands of troops at the negotiating table, as if this matter was in his mind. It's just an insignificant matter in my heart, like asking myself where I'm going to eat for a while, it doesn't cause the slightest ripple; it's also like a leopard with a winning chance, believing that I will be his meal sooner or later.

Wen Yumang sighed: "Originally, if you didn't say that, I would actually agree without hesitation."

Gu Siming's heart was immediately lifted into his throat, and he asked in a hoarse voice: "What about now?"

Wen Yumang tilted his head and looked at Gu Siming: "Hey, do you want to listen to the truth or lie?"

"Of course it's the truth." Gu Siming was a little puzzled.

"The truth is hard to hear," Wen Yumang heard the puzzlement in Gu Siming's tone, and explained, "However, how should I put it, should I say that sometimes you are pretty good-looking? But sometimes you feel Very far away, very high and unfathomable.”

"The truth is: 1. From an emotional point of view, I really like you. Since you also like me, then the situation between the two of us belongs to mutual affection; 2. From the external conditions, your appearance is the type I like. , no matter in terms of appearance, character, character or family background, there is nothing to choose from; 3. From the perspective of actual income, you can bring me a lot of benefits."

"These are all advantages, let me talk about the disadvantages." Thinking that he might not be able to get out for a while, Wen Yumang simply lowered the back of the seat, and continued,

"First of all, as I said just now, your overly frank statement makes me feel a little worried. I don't mean to say that frankness is wrong. Honesty is undoubtedly a good quality of human beings, but it is true that in today's era, this society , the price of honesty is too high, and not everyone dares to face the honesty of themselves or others. I don’t mean to get the whole society to endorse me by saying this, I just, um, try to make you understand ? That is, when everyone knows that "you can't believe everything" is an unspoken rule passed down by word of mouth in the whole society, and when I am used to socializing in society and manage interpersonal relationships, it will be more difficult to face honest words Accept it, from another angle, maybe you can also understand it as, I am angry from embarrassment."

"You said before that you have selfishness. Indeed, your selfishness is not limited to changing the relationship. I hope you can understand that this is an inappropriate confession in my opinion-after a movie conference, the public In the parking lot, in your car. But I also know why you confessed to me at this time and this place, because you think it’s hard for you to think clearly, and you finally know the relationship you want to pursue with me. What is it, so I chose the closest time, just right, after all, this is the first film directed by me, it really means a lot to me, and I can relax after the press conference, right?"

"No," Wen Yumang said and shook his head again, "This doesn't even deserve to be called a confession, because you didn't even tell me the three words I love you."

"What's more, have you ever thought that I'm an artist? It's not even two years since I debuted. Is it responsible for my fans when I reveal the news of my relationship? Don't ask if it's okay not to post the news, it's against you Responsible. I can say that I am not a traffic star; I can say that I have more resources because of our family connections, including you; I can say that as a singer and actor, my professional level is not bad, but I am absolutely not qualified to say I don't rely on fans."

"The fans' love for me is real, and my love and gratitude to the fans is also true. This is a beautiful feeling in itself. Maybe I did not rely on fans' money or resources to get resources, but my Fans have indeed helped me a lot. The love of fans let me know that my work is worthy of being liked. Not only that, they also fell in love with the creator of this work-I am a person, and I am also worthy of being liked. It’s recognition. I admit, it’s naive in a way, but yes, it’s really nice to be recognized, and I’m happy.”

"I understand that logically speaking, I shouldn't have this kind of thinking. Some actors should be audiences, some singers should be audiences, and audiences should focus on the work, not me, the person who participated in the creation. , to eat eggs, you don’t need to pay attention to what kind of chicken is laying eggs. To become a fan of someone is an irrational thing in the eyes of passers-by. However, just imagine, there is such a group of people, among them quite Some people are loving you in a way that almost doesn’t ask for anything in return, selflessly, and can give everything, anyone who knows will feel touched and feel ashamed.”

"Unfortunately, I am really going to disappoint my fans. I am a person who is not worthy of being trusted. I am greedy. I shouldn't have fans."

"But you didn't even think about it, so you confessed so recklessly and caught off guard."

"In short, your selfishness lies in the fact that you only see yourself and only care about yourself, which is called selfishness for short. Although you said something later that you would respect my feelings, not force me and not disturb me, in my opinion, this This kind of talk is really strange. The front clearly ignored it, and went on a rampage all the way, directly knocking down other people's homes, and then quickly retreated from the ruins, pretending that they hadn't been hit. , to be precise, it belongs to loan supplement, and it sounds nice.”

"Oh, by the way, you keep asking me for answers. Your honesty has already interrupted my original plan, and I still have to think about how to quickly sort out my thoughts and express my thoughts for you. I know that today I You can refuse to answer, but I also want to tell you frankly how I feel at the moment."

Wen Yumang poked Gu Siming: "Do you understand my thoughts? Nod or shake your head. Now, I want you to tell me frankly."