Back to Yongzheng in Qing Dynasty

Seeing Yinreng leaving by himself, Yinzhen was a little puzzled, but he was really annoyed by Yinreng's previous actions, so he went back with Yinxiang.Said not to let him wait, or wait for him here.Yinzhen was very helpless about this, but he still felt warm in his heart.Yinxiang dragged Yinzhen to his place, and when he first entered the room, there was a sense of coolness and comfort.When I walked into the room, I saw that the ice cubes had already been placed. As soon as I sat down, a maid came in with a plate of iced watermelon.

Yinxiang handed Yinzhen a piece, and said: "Fourth brother, eat a piece of watermelon first, chilled, it will taste just right." Speaking of which, this melon was sent by the fourth brother two days ago, if it wasn't for the fourth brother I have been thinking about him all the time, not to mention those ice cubes, even the seasonal melons and fruits have to be saved.

"Okay, you patronize me to eat, you just watch." Yinzhen also took a piece and handed it to Yinxiang. After eating a piece of watermelon, he felt better and his anger disappeared.It was only now that Yinzhen realized that there was really no need for him to get angry with him. Now that he thinks about it carefully, there seems to be something wrong.At that moment, the contrast between the front and the back was too great. Did something happen?Based on what he knew about his second brother, he shouldn't be like that.The more he thought about it, the more wrong it became, so Yinzhen only ate one piece, and hurriedly said goodbye to Yinxiang, and decided to go to Yinfeng's to have a look.

Yinxiang sent Yinzhen to the door, and asked caringly: "Fourth brother, how about I accompany you there." Yinxiang still felt that it would be dangerous for Yinzhen to meet Yinreng by himself, just like that, as if he wanted to eat people .

"No, don't run around in this hot weather, I'll come back as soon as I go." Yinzhen smiled at Yinxiang, then turned and left.The relationship between the thirteenth brother and the second brother is probably worse than in the previous life. It is better not to let them meet each other as much as possible to avoid conflicts.

Seeing Yinzhen leaving, Yinxiang had no choice but to watch Yinzhen leave, and secretly thought, if he didn't come back in an hour, then he would go to Yuqing Palace to find him.

Xu Zhen walked to Yuqing Palace under the sun, and when he arrived, he was already sweating profusely.Yinzhen, who was guarding the palace gate, naturally recognized it, nodded and went in by himself.Because Yinzhen always came and went freely in and out of Yuqing Palace, and he didn't need to communicate along the way, he arrived at the door of the study room where Yinreng stayed, but after asking, he learned that Yinreng was not inside.Since he was not there, Yinzhen planned to go back, but he met the Crown Princess Shishi, who greeted Yinzhen to sit down, and when he saw that Yinzhen was about to leave, he inadvertently told Yinzhen, and Yinreng came back angrily and went Dongxiang, if you are looking for Yinfeng, you can go there to have a look.

Shi Shi is the Crown Princess of Yuqing Palace, she takes care of everything in this palace, how could she not know that there is an extra person eating in this palace.Just now Yinreng frightened Sister Wu to tears. Although she didn't see it with her own eyes, she knew something about the scene at that time.She doesn't know who lives in that courtyard, and she doesn't want to know, she will protect that person well, after all, only when Yinfeng is good can everyone in Yuqing Palace be good.However, there are some things, it doesn't matter much to let Yinfeng's precious brother Sibeile know, after all, they are the prince's own people.

Shi's words revealed Yinreng's strange behavior, and also said in words that she is a woman, so it is inconvenient to ask.Yinzhen could hear the implication, so he thought, since he's here, let's go and have a look.

The Shi family sent a young eunuch to lead Yinzhen over there. When he saw the courtyard, Yinzhen asked the young eunuch to go back, and he went in by himself.Pushing open the courtyard door and seeing He Yuzhu, he knew that Yinfeng was here.When He Yuzhu saw Yinzhen's face was full of disgust, he hurriedly greeted him from the door, intentionally preventing Yinzhen from going any further.

"Fourth Master, why are you here?" He Yuzhu didn't dare to look behind him for fear of attracting Yinzhen's attention, so he asked guiltily.

"Second brother is in there? I have something to look for him." Yinzhen glanced into the house as he spoke, feeling a little strange in his heart, this place was not like the place he would come to on weekdays.

"Back to... Fourth Master's words, Grandpa... Grandpa is resting, and this courtyard is cleaner." He Yuzhu forced himself to find a reason, but it also sounded unbelievable.

"Understood, then I'll go back first." Yinzhen could understand that he didn't want to be disturbed, he still came at an inappropriate time.Just turning around to leave, when he heard a sudden scream from inside, and it was obviously a man's voice, Yin Zhen was stunned, and subconsciously looked in the direction of the room.

He Yuzhu didn't dare to answer. He lowered his head, and he heard it too. He had screamed several times before.It has been quiet for a while. I thought it was over, but I heard the voice again.He Yuzhu was covered in cold sweat, he really didn't dare to think about what would happen next, maybe he would just lose his head here.

Yinzhen's first reaction was that Yinreng was beating someone, but he didn't need to do it himself, but if Yinreng really got angry, he might beat someone to death.Thinking of this, Yinzhen wanted to leave quietly, but also stopped.Although Yinreng is the crown prince, it's nothing to beat him to death, but he doesn't want to see such a tyrannical Yinreng, it's like seeing the Yinreng from his previous life again.

"He Yuzhu, go and report to the prince, just say that I have something to look for him." Yinzhen thought that was the only way he could do it, maybe he would stop when he heard it.

He Yuzhu really didn't dare to go, but Yinzhen glanced at him coldly, then obediently went, walked to the door, and knocked on the door bravely.Hearing the sound of "rolling" inside, He Yuzhu's legs immediately went limp, but he still spoke, "His Royal Highness, Fourth Master has something to ask." After finishing speaking, he suddenly couldn't hear the movement inside. Repeated.

Yinfeng thought he heard it wrong, why did he come back, but when he heard He Yuzhu say it again, he knew that he had indeed come.This time it can be said that a basin of cold water was poured from head to toe. He was completely awake. He lowered his head and looked at the person under him. He was no longer human. His legs were covered with blood, and his body was also swollen and red.With the facts in front of his eyes, he clearly told Yinfeng what he had done, and he was not allowed to have any quibbles or doubts.Yinfeng couldn't believe that he actually did this kind of thing himself. Didn't he tell himself over and over again not to break through the last bottom line, but why did he still do it.Yin Reng recalled the previous events, and the specific details became blurred. He vaguely remembered a tyrannical and crazy shadow, and that shadow was none other than himself.

Yinreng's face was as pale as paper, he hurriedly got off the bed, put on his own clothes indiscriminately, and wrapped himself up.The bloody smell in the room was mixed with the strong smell of sex, Yinfeng didn't want to stay any longer, so he simply tidied himself up, put on his shoes, opened the door, and walked out.When I went out, I didn't see Yinzhen yet, but I just told He Yuzhu, who had an ugly face at the door, to change his clothes for him.

He Yuzhu changed Yinfeng's clothes in a hurry while secretly looking at Yinzhen.Yinfeng followed He Yuzhu's movements and saw that even though he was stiff, he never expected that he was coming, not because he was waiting for him in the study, but in this yard.

Yinzhen waited for He Yuzhu to pass it on, and after a while, he saw the door open, but he never thought that he would see a disheveled Yinfeng with disheveled clothes, sloppy footsteps, and disfigurement.It is self-evident what the voice inside was just now, but it turned out to be the case, because he thought too much.

Looking past Yinreng, Yinzhen felt his heart tremble. He didn't know whether it was shock or atmosphere. In short, he was too much to come here. He didn't look at Yinreng again, and said, "I'm bothering Your Highness the Crown Prince." Quickly walked out of the yard.

Regardless of his clothes not being tidied up properly, Yinreng chased after him. Although Yinzhen walked fast, Yinreng ran, so he still caught up.Yinfeng stepped forward and grabbed Yinzhen's arm, pleading: "Zhener, listen to me."

"His Royal Highness, please let go. Besides, please call me fourth brother or Yinzhen from now on." Yinzhen looked around. Although the place was relatively clean, it was hard to guarantee that he would not be seen by the interested people in Yuqing Palace.

"Okay, the fourth brother is the fourth brother. Don't leave yet, can you listen to me?" Yinfeng still didn't let go, and he also knew that Yinzhen would still be scrupulous and compromise in the end.

Sure enough, when Yinzhen saw that Yinreng was tugging at him and refused to let go, he had no choice but to nod, then turned around and walked towards the yard in front of him.Seeing this, Yinreng breathed a sigh of relief and followed up.Yinzhen would never go near that courtyard again, but he didn't want to attract anyone's attention, so he had to go back first.

Seeing Yinreng and Yinzhen coming back, He Yuzhu took the initiative to go to the door and watch in case anyone passed by.Yinzhen took a deep breath, walked to the courtyard and sat down at the stone table, and said calmly, "Please say what the prince wants to say, and I will listen attentively."

At this time, Yinreng didn't care about Yinzhen's attitude towards him, he just sat down and grabbed Yinzhen's hand, and hurriedly said: "Zhener, things are not as you see, I don't want to, I don't want to. "Yin Reng rubbed his head in pain, he didn't know what to say, it seemed that he was completely making excuses for his own indulgence and tyranny.

"What could that be like?" Yin Zhen laughed at himself, pulled his hand back from Yin Reng's, and asked.He was worried that it was superfluous, not that he saw that he was too different, but that that side was his nature, how could he forget it.It was purely his own wishful thinking that the prince Yinfeng in this life, his second elder brother, would never be the same as in the previous life.In this life, he is a talented and ambitious prince.

"I don't know how to tell you." Yinfeng clasped his empty palm tightly, and said in confusion: "I, I sometimes don't know what I'm doing, as if I can't control myself at all. Same."

Seeing Yin Zhen's obvious disbelief, Yin Reng became anxious and said, "Believe me, what I said is true. I know I was wrong, I'm not making excuses, my mind is still blurred, no See why things are the way they are."

Yinfeng's attitude is very sincere, and Yinzhen's heart can't help but feel a little shaken. After all, the memory of the previous life is far away. The current Yinfeng, who gets along with him day and night, grows up together. If this is the case, Yinfeng is always there. He hides himself very deeply in front of him, which only shows that Yinfeng hides too deeply, and he, who has gone through two lives, is not even as good as a child.Yinzhen calmed down a bit, thinking about it, he was indeed deceived for a while just now, even though it was true, he should listen to what he said, after all, sometimes, even what he saw with his own eyes may not be the truth.

If he has been deceived by him in the past 20 years, it is all because of his wishful thinking that he is the prince in his heart.That can only show that his past few decades, life after life, have been wasted. It's better to go to Hades to report earlier, so as to save him from going through this again and wasting time.

After calming down and thinking it over, Yin Zhen wanted to listen carefully to what Yin Reng said. After all, he came here to look for him because he felt something was wrong.

"Okay, then think about it again, what else do you think is strange." Yin Zhen still looked into Yin Reng's eyes fixedly while talking, human eyes can't lie, they are always the most authentic expression.Hundreds of years later, Yinzhen had more or less contact with him, so he was able to understand Yinreng's statement relatively, instead of blindly believing that he was talking nonsense.

"Ever since I discovered my feelings for you when I was a teenager, I felt like I was a lunatic, but I was still sober at that time, at least I knew clearly what I had done, and I could control it Myself." So after he indulged for a while and found that he couldn't get rid of that torture, he stopped suppressing his heart.

Yinzhen was obviously a little shocked that it started so early.Yinzhen settled down, and asked again: "And then?"

"Then you live in contradictions and entanglements every day. As you grow up and get closer to Yinxiang and the others, you will start to feel uneasy again. As long as you think that you will belong to someone else, I will feel like I am not me. There will be a lot of crazy thoughts." Yinfeng smiled bitterly, "I am afraid that I will get farther and farther away from you and lose you completely, but I still imagine that one day you will have the same feelings for me. But I am still attracted by you Rejected, years of illusions were shattered, and then it seemed even more wrong."

Yinzhen was silent, and Yinfeng showed him the side of his heart that was heavy, powerless and entangled in pain. He was powerless, and he couldn't really understand Yinfeng's feelings, only to hear Yinfeng go on to say: "It's okay, I can still control it." Myself, as soon as I saw you and Yinxiang, I felt that you already had Yinxiang, and I was completely excluded by you. And I was about to go crazy with jealousy, it's ridiculous, I am also a dignified prince , and will also be jealous of others." After that, he was also very vague.

"Second Brother, if you can let go, everything will be fine." Yinzhen still called Yinfeng Second Brother as before, and his words were full of powerlessness.These words are undoubtedly Yinfeng's sincere confession to him, showing him the deepest secret in his heart, and exposing the most vulnerable side of his heart to him.But he couldn't change anything. As for Shisan, whom he regarded as an enemy, he was thinking too much, it was just an imaginary enemy he set up for himself.

"Zhen'er, if I can let it go, do you think I will still be like this now, a lunatic who doesn't even know what I am doing." It's a lunatic, he is no different from a lunatic now, like this I'm really disgusting myself.

"Second brother, I'm sorry." If so, then he really can't help him.Yinzhen believed what Yinreng said, but he was helpless. This was a dead end after all.

The author has something to say: The second brother’s mental problems seem to be very serious, but the heart disease needs to be treated with heart medicine, ╮(╯▽╰)╭