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Feeling the trembling of the person hugging him, Yinzhen wondered if something terrible happened to him?Then he patted the girl's back with unfamiliar movements, and softly comforted him: "It's okay, I'm here." After all, he is the one he will take care of in the future. Compared with other people, Yinzhen is naturally more gentle, and more importantly, , He has a strong sense of familiarity with her, as if he knew her a long time ago.

With Yinzhen's comfort, Wanlan's mood finally stabilized a lot, she just sobbed a little, hugged her for a while, then suddenly realized that she was hugging the fourth elder brother, her face was burning, and she left Yinzhen with a shy expression Yinzhen's embrace, she didn't dare to look at Yinzhen, said in a low voice: "Wanlan thank you fourth elder brother, Wanlan is fine." Just now she only felt scared in her heart, an inexplicable fear, but she didn't know why it happened.

"Why did you faint?" Yin Zhen still wanted to get some information from the person concerned.

"I, I don't know..." When she asked how she fainted, the feeling of fear came again, she shrank herself, closed her eyes and thought carefully, but she couldn't think of anything, it was blank, completely blank. blank. "I don't remember, I don't remember." Wan Lan shook her head while holding her head, her body trembling unconsciously.

"If you can't remember it, don't think about it, it's okay." Yinzhen didn't expect that he would react so strongly just by asking a question, he must have been frightened by something.But what could be so terrible that even the memory is hidden.Thinking of his own hidden memory, Yinzhen couldn't help guessing, is it also a memory of pain and fear?

"En, um." Wan Lan nodded hastily, now that the fourth elder brother is by her side, it must be all right.It seems that the fourth elder brother can make people feel very at ease. With him, there is nothing to worry about, and there is nothing to be afraid of.

"If you want to sleep, you can sleep again." According to the rules, Yin Zhen shouldn't stay in the women's room in the boudoir, but after all, it is his future Fujin, and his mother-in-law is unwell, and he is the only one to take care of it.

Seeing Yinzhen guarding her bedside, Wanlan fell asleep peacefully. When she fell asleep completely, the imperial doctor checked her again and said that she was all right. After waking up, take some soothing decoction.Yinzhen ordered the maid beside Wanlan to watch over her, and went out by herself first.

When he went out and saw Su Peisheng who had just come back, he asked, "How is it?" He sent Su Peisheng to check to see if anyone noticed.

"Master, the servant has inquired about it, and no one noticed how Wangege got there." What a coincidence, most of them were busy at that meeting.

"Understood, continue to investigate, but be careful not to reveal the rumors."

Because of Yinzhen's care, the previous events had almost no impact on Wanlan, except that she couldn't remember what happened that day.And because of that incident, the relationship between her and Yinzhen became much closer, which was a blessing in disguise for her.Before, the fourth elder brother was very polite to her, but he was very distant, even though they were going to get engaged soon.Moreover, she had a feeling that the fourth elder brother was always looking at things through her.Now it's all right, he can keep his eyes on her, and he can chat with her a little bit.

In the matter of engagement, Yinzhen is the protagonist, although he doesn't have to do anything himself, he still participates, and he hasn't seen Yinfeng again for a while.Although he was thinking in his heart, what Yinfeng was doing, he hadn't seen him for a while, he was not used to it.But I didn't delve into it, and I must be busy.

And Yinreng didn't go to see Yinzhen, it was naturally deliberate, he didn't want to see the celebration of Yinzhen's engagement, and he didn't want to see even a little bit of joy on Yinzhen's face.He was afraid that he would not be able to control himself, and if he didn't see her, he could restrain himself from thinking about it, and he could act as if nothing had happened.

What he threatened Wanlan that day, he thought about it afterwards, and regretted it a little, blaming himself for being too impulsive, if Yinzhen knew, what would he think of his second brother.However, he also knew that Wan Lan would never speak out, and his worry was just in case.It's just that he didn't expect that girl to say that she didn't remember anything. Whether it's true or not, she is a sensible person.

But if you can hide from the first day of the junior high school but not the fifteenth day, you always have to see what you should see. On the day of the engagement wedding, no matter what, Yinfeng, who is the prince, must attend.Yinfeng tidied up his mood, with a smile that he thought was hypocritical, facing the glaring sunlight, and headed for Chengqian Palace.

It's just an engagement, and Yinfeng felt very depressed. Before that, he didn't understand why those love affairs would arouse so many people's emotions. Even just some words can make people feel melancholy.It turns out that when you find out that you love, but the person you love is someone you shouldn't love, and may never love you, it will only make people feel unbearably painful.

All emotions are hidden in the bottom of my heart, today he is Zhen'er's second brother, the prince of the Qing imperial family, he will smile and bless him, today's engagement banquet, he will perform flawlessly.

Engagement is not like formal marriage, the rules are much less, but after all, it is still the prince's engagement with Di Fujin, there are still many etiquettes, after going through the whole process, even Yinzhen is a little tired.But seeing that Erniang got up from the bed today, groomed and groomed meticulously, her face seemed to be radiant, and Yinzhen's tiredness dissipated.Yinzhen knew that this was his mother's last wish, and he had to do well, not let her down, let alone make her regret.

Tong Jia only survived the salute, but was unable to continue, and could only leave the stage with a little regret.But she was able to see her son and daughter-in-law pouring tea for her, she had already fulfilled her wish, and she could see clearly even in the underworld.

At the engagement banquet, although Yinzhen was still young, he was also given alcohol. Although it was only sake, he was a little dizzy even though he rarely drank alcohol.And among his brothers, except for the young ones who don't know what an engagement is, the others, especially the elder brother and the third elder brother, are unavoidably jealous.At that time, the emperor's father had never held such a grand engagement ceremony, what's more, they hadn't appointed Fujin as the daughter of an important minister's family in the army so early.

With dissatisfaction, Yinzhen forced Yinzhen to drink several glasses of wine, while Yinhu looked anxious. He knew best about his big brother's behavior and would not accept anyone better than him.The eyes are on the top of the head, and he thinks that everyone is inferior to him, but in his opinion, he is nothing more than that.

Yinhu's gaze has always been on the crown prince, not daring to stay on him. Up to now, he still can't face the crown prince calmly without feeling guilty.If he could, he must have seen nothing and knew nothing.But he saw it. If he hadn't seen it, he would never have believed it. It turned out that his previous knowledge of the prince was simply too shallow.He is a prince, different from them not only because of his superior status, but more importantly, he has unscrupulous capital.

And Yinhu also thought about why the prince would do that. At first he thought he would really strangle people to death. Even if people fainted, he didn't look panicked at all.It wasn't until the fourth brother appeared that Yinhu realized that there must be no action.And what he had seen of it seemed to evaporate, never to be heard from again, and he allowed himself to forget it, preferably never to think about it.

What is the conflict between the prince and the future fourth sister-in-law? There seems to be no relationship between them, except for the connection of the fourth brother.Could it be because of the fourth brother, but even if it was because of the fourth brother, why would the prince do that, as if he wished for the death of the fourth sister-in-law.Speaking of hate, Yinhu was thinking again, what about himself.Before he heard the news that his fourth brother was going to get engaged, no matter what he thought, he seemed to be resentful. In short, he was not happy, and he knew very well in his heart that he was not willing to accept such news at all.He himself had thought about why he was in such a state of mind, but he had no idea, but when he thought of seeing the prince like that, he seemed to have caught something again, but in the end he was even more confused.

At the banquet, Concubine De held Yinzhen in her arms until Concubine Tong Jia left, but she did not see Yinzhen give her a look, as if she was not present at all, completely ignored.Concubine De didn't expect this to happen. Originally, she hadn't seen Yinzhen since that day, and she just thought she was busy, but now it seems that things are not what she thought at all.Yinzhen's attitude towards her has changed a lot. Something must have happened, or something was said there.Did he know?Concubine De guessed, if this was the case, was he deliberately keeping a distance from Tong Jia in front of her?

Yinfeng just stared at the wine glass in his hand, one glass after another, neither looking nor listening.He had already said what he said on the scene, what else could he do but let this wine paralyze him.With the paralysis of wine, his heart will not be so sensitive, his ears will not be able to hear, and his eyes will not be able to see.But Yinfeng clearly noticed that in the eyes of everyone, that pair of beauties was a match made in heaven. What's ridiculous is that even he felt that way, there would be no place for him, no.He thought that Zhen'er could love him, that's an extravagant wish, right...

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After Yinzhen's engagement, Tong Jia became seriously ill again, sometimes waking up and sometimes comatose, Kangxi watched his woman go to death little by little, feeling powerless and heartbroken.Looking at Tong Jia's pale sleeping face, Kangxi made a decision in his heart, Qingya, I should have given you the position of queen long ago, I know you never wanted this title in your heart, but I owe you this .The position of empress was a pain in Kangxi's heart. After getting married, the two empresses left him, so he did not give Qingya the title for a long time, but she still wanted to leave him.

Two lines of clear tears burst out of the eyes, Kangxi choked up non-stop, hot tears dripped on Tong Jia's hands, she seemed to be aware of it, and she woke up faintly.As soon as she opened her eyes, she saw Kangxi, and Tong Jia smiled, and shouted: "Your Majesty, I am here." Her face was like a peach blossom, her face was beautiful and moving, her smile was beautiful and moving.

Seeing that Tong Jia's improvement was better than before, Kangxi immediately realized that it was a flashback, and his heart ached, and he said with force: "Qingya, I will make you a queen, okay?" He should have said this long ago, But it has been delayed until now.

"Okay, I've been waiting all this time. The emperor really is. It's only now, but it's not too late." Tong Jia said teasing words in a weak tone, but it didn't make people feel relaxed at all, but even more sad.If this is the case, the emperor can feel at ease, then she can happily accept it.

Kangxi held Tong Jia's hand, his hands trembling slightly, and said: "Okay." Recalling their childhood, the past is vivid in his memory, and it has been so many years.How can we let go of years of relationship.

On the ninth day of July in the 28th year of Kangxi, Emperor Kangxi decreed that Tong Jia, the imperial concubine, be the empress. Tong Jia Qingya became the third and last empress of Emperor Kangxi.Tong Jia received the order on the bed, and looked calmly at the people around her who began to call her empress, are you happy?Tong Jia asked herself, she should be happy.Even though she was unable to get up, the emperor still gave her the auspicious clothes that belonged to the queen. Tong Jia touched the luxurious clothes and thought that they were very beautiful, but she had no chance to wear them, so she ordered: "Take it off."

Yinzhen always stayed by Tong Jia's side in silence, only forced a smile at Tong Jia, no matter who told him to leave or go to rest, he would not move.Yinzhen watched Tong Jia fall asleep again, and seemed to have a premonition in his heart, would he wake up again after this sleep?He fell asleep beside Tong Jia's bed, and when he woke up in the early morning, he saw Tong Jia's hand that was originally held together limply lying on the side.Yinzhen didn't dare to think about it, and tremblingly reached out to check Tong Jia's breath, but there was no breath at all.Yinzhen yelled: "Emiang!" She just left without a sound, gone!

Yinzhen's tense nerves in grief were broken at this moment, and he couldn't bear it for a while and passed out.He didn't know that he passed out, but fell into darkness, and he couldn't see or hear anything.Shouting over and over again: "Er Niang, Er Niang! Don't go, don't leave me!"

Yinzhen was delighted that when he called, his mother-in-law actually appeared, but there was something different, why was she not her even though it was her.He called again, but the man ignored him, and then he couldn't see other people, including himself, the emperor's father, the second brother, the eighth brother, and the thirteenth brother.But it was as if he hadn't seen him, but the scenes flashed before his eyes.He saw him growing up, but he didn't seem to be looking at him, because he saw things that he was sure he hadn't experienced at all.Until there was a blinding white, a figure that looked like his back was kneeling in the mourning hall.Who died, Yinzhen gradually saw the name on the spiritual tablet, it was actually his mother-in-law, Tong Jiashi.How could Erniang die? He clearly watched her fall asleep, but she didn't die.No matter how he yelled, the scene was still going on, the funeral was held, the familiar and unfamiliar people seemed to be crying in pain, but he was the only one who knelt silently without shedding a single tear.

Another scene flashed by quickly, and the fast Yinzhen couldn't catch it at all. The people in the picture grew up quickly, as if he was the only one trapped inside, watching others go around.In the void, he seemed to hear a voice, it was the second brother, where are you, the second brother?

"Zhen'er, why are you still awake? The second brother has nothing else to ask but you to wake up." He thought he had already endured the pain before, but compared with this time, he realized that it was nothing at all. What.When he was unconscious last time, he had never felt the way he is now, panicked and powerless, why did he feel that Zhen'er was going to leave him this time.

"Zhener, you said how you can wake up. It's been two days. Tong Erniang will be buried tomorrow." The moment Yinzhen learned that Yinzhen passed out, Yinfeng was stunned, and when he woke up, he ran away madly all the way. Seeing the lifeless Yinzhen, he felt like he was going to collapse.If it wasn't for He Yuzhu who was beside him, he might go crazy and make some crazy moves.

Yinfeng kissed Yinzhen's hand, and pressed his forehead tightly, "Zhen'er, wake up soon, okay, the second brother told you a secret, and the second brother planned to keep it from you for the rest of his life if possible."

"Zhen'er, the second brother is not a good second brother. He has done bad things. If you know, you will be unhappy and angry. The second brother will tell you now, you should hurry up and beat the second brother and scold the second brother." Yinfeng thought to himself, if Yinzhen could hear it, he would definitely wake up angrily, and then it would be fine, as long as he could wake up.

"Zhen'er, you won't believe it, second brother, I like you, I'm in love with you." He said it, but under such circumstances, "Don't believe it, second brother not only treats you as a younger brother , you are my lover, if possible, I hope you are not my younger brother, but, in that case, I will never meet you." Yinfeng smiled bitterly, he was confessing his love to Zhen'er Well, right?

Yinreng seemed to feel Yinzhen's fingers move, and excitedly called Yinzhen twice, but found that there was still no movement, so it was just his illusion.Looking at the comatose Yinzhen, Yinreng was thinking, the words had already been spoken and could never be taken back, but did he really want him to hear it or not?

Yinzhen heard Yinreng's words clearly, but Yinreng's voice became clearer and clearer when those pictures disappeared.He couldn't believe it, he just wanted to think that it was Yinfeng's nonsense, it must be his illusion.At his age, he mistook brotherhood for love.

But because of Yinreng's words, Yinzhen saw some scenes that he never wanted to see again. He saw Yinreng who was bigger than the current Yinreng, suppressing him crazily, no matter how hard he struggled, he would not let go.Yinzhen couldn't help shouting in his heart, second brother, let go.The people in the picture would not hear Yinzhen's words at all, biting Yinzhen's lips even more crazily, and stretched out their hands to pull the clothes on Yinzhen's body.

Yinzhen couldn't help shouting: "Don't, don't..." Second brother, don't treat me like this, don't, this time, Yinzhen clearly realized that the person in the picture is him.He is not just a spectator, but also a protagonist.

Yinzhen, who didn't respond at first, suddenly said something in his mouth. Yinreng was so excited that he moved to Yinzhen's mouth and listened carefully to what he said.But I couldn't hear what it was saying, it was just a bit like, don't want anything.Yinreng was anxious and wanted to comfort Yinzhen, but for some reason, when he saw Yinzhen's lips, he leaned forward and touched them lightly.Yinfeng didn't realize what he was doing until he touched the patch of moistness. He wanted to leave, but found that he couldn't bear it at all.But I don't do anything anymore, just a light touch like that.Although it was just a simple touch, it was a feeling Yinfeng had never had before.Although he had done it many times in his dreams before, he had never had such a real feeling. It seemed that his whole body had become light and foggy.

Another surprise to Yinrong was that the originally restless person seemed to suddenly quiet down.I can't help but wonder if his consolation has any effect.Yinfeng didn't want to let go of those sweet and warm lips, even a voice in his heart wished him not to wake up.Yinfeng was taken aback by his own thoughts, how could he think so, that person is not him, not him at all.In a panic, she left Yinzhen's body, not daring to touch him, not even daring to touch his hand, but gently put it down and hid it under the quilt.

Yinzhen not only heard Yinreng's words clearly, but also keenly felt Yinreng's movements, which pulled him back from the scene.He clearly knew what the people around him were doing, and he wanted to resist, but he couldn't move.He has perception, but can't control his body, Yinzhen can't help thinking, will he always be like this?

The people around him quieted down, Yinzhen couldn't feel his movements, but knew that he was still there.Those interrupted pictures continued to pass through his mind little by little, and Yinzhen looked at them little by little. He didn't know how long it took, but he had experienced a lifetime.The scene was frozen at the moment before his death in his last life, and then he finally understood.That was the memory he had lost for a long time and had always wanted to get back.It turned out that it was such a memory, he never wanted to think about it, it wasn't anyone who stopped him from thinking about it, but himself all the time.

He is none other than Aixinjue Luo Yinzhen, but he lived a new life and came back here again.Sixth brother is dead, Er Niang is also dead, and second brother thinks about him again, these are exactly the same as in previous life, so what's the point of his coming back, just to let him go through these pains again.He's back, what can he do, what can't he do, nothing can change!

The two lines of tears that flowed from the corners of Yinzhen's eyes in a coma, what does it mean to him to live a new life, everything, he has to go through it again.Why do you want to do this, why do you want him to come back, is it just to watch him suffer again, but you can't do anything?

No!It's not like this!Yinzhen is a person who refuses to admit defeat in his bones, no matter how many lives he has experienced, this will not change.No matter what the reason is, if he comes back here again, then he can no longer be at the mercy of fate, he has to make his own decisions, and he has to reverse it by himself.Even if it is to turn things around, why can't he Yinzhen!What Yinzhen didn't notice was that since he returned to the Qing Dynasty, some things were a little bit different. Yinzuo lived well outside the palace, and he also had a younger sister of Tong Jia's own...

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In the middle of the night, Yinzhen finally opened his eyes, turned his eyes around, and saw Su Peisheng sleeping on his stomach by the bed, Yinzhen was relieved.Think about it too, he is the prince, how can he stay here all the time.He thought of everything and heard his words again, and for a moment he really didn't want to face him.Standing up, Su Peisheng woke up. Seeing that Su Peisheng's eyes were red, he forced a smile, and ordered: "Change clothes, go to the mourning hall." It's a fact that Er Niang died. It's the same in both lives. .

"Master, you, you know?" Su Peisheng said cautiously, he was really terrified that day, the queen passed away, and the master was also unconscious.

"Well, let's go." Yinzhen said with a tired look on his brows, how could he not know, Yinzhen said with self-mockery in his heart.

Su Peisheng didn't dare to speak anymore. He felt that his master had changed after waking up. Not only was he more imposing than before, but he seemed to have experienced a lot of vicissitudes.Cursed to himself, how could he think of his master so much.

Yinzhen didn't need Su Peisheng's guidance, so he walked to the mourning hall. Except for a few court ladies and eunuchs who were dozing off, there was no one there, only the white lantern fluttering in the wind, making him even more lonely.Yinzhen's arrival frightened the night watchmen, and they woke up immediately, and were even more frightened by Yinzhen's cold and hard breath.Just glanced at them, then stood upright, not daring to doze off again.

"Emiang, I'm here." Yinzhen knelt down, put his head on the ground, and said in a low voice.The indescribable depression in his heart made him breathless, but he couldn't cry at all.

Turning to look at Su Peisheng who was kneeling behind him, Yinzhen ordered: "Su Peisheng, you go back, and you can take good care of Jin'er these few days."

Su Peisheng didn't dare to say no, but just asked: "Then master, you..." The master was so calm, but he became more restless and nervous.

"I'm fine." After finishing speaking, he stopped talking, just knelt straight, leaving Su Peisheng with an even more aloof back.

Until dawn, Yinzhen knelt there motionless, if it wasn't for those eyes that were hiding the turbulent pain, he wouldn't have looked like a living person.He hadn't eaten water or rice for a few days, and he looked even thinner when outsiders looked at him.Kneeling Yinzhen didn't notice anyone coming in at all, until he was embraced by someone, hearing that voice full of surprise, Yinzhen sighed inwardly, got up without a trace, and got out of the embrace.

"Second brother, why are you here?" Yinzhen wanted to act as if nothing had happened, but there was still the shadow of the previous life, so he couldn't help but care and think about it.

Yinfeng was also stunned, how could he not hear the rigidity in Yinzhen's words, his eyes tightened instantly, his tone was filled with uneasiness that he didn't even notice, and he responded: "Let me see if you are awake. "Whether he heard it or not, it seems that Zhen'er meant that he didn't hear it, and nothing happened, right?

"I'm fine, thank you for your concern."

This kind of dialogue was extremely awkward between the two, polite and alienated, Yinfeng wanted to get closer, wanted to explain something, but couldn't say anything, it should be like this, isn't it, just wake up.It is already very good to hear his second brother, not His Royal Highness.He hasn't completely lost him yet, and that's good.Even though he was thinking this way, Yinreng still couldn't stop the pain in his heart, his face was sad, he looked at Yinzhen with complicated eyes, and had no choice but to leave.

Yinfeng left in a hurry, and at a place where Yinzhen couldn't see, he finally couldn't bear it anymore and shed sad tears.Did he cry? How could he? He was just blinded by the wind.In a corner that Yinfeng didn't notice, a figure swished and hid in.

"Prince?" Yinhu couldn't believe it, why was he so embarrassed, but fortunately he hid in time, if this happens, it will be difficult to meet face to face in the future.After Yinrong passed by, Yinhu came out. Looking at Yinrong's back, Yinhu could actually see Yinrong's pain.Not only did Yinhu guess what it was because of, but he had an intuition that it was because of his fourth brother. He didn't know why he was so sure.

Hearing that the fourth brother fell into a coma due to the death of the empress, he also went to see him, but not everyone can enter there.Every day, he would take a look outside, and then go to the mourning hall of the empress to watch.

Another pleasant surprise for Yinhu was that this time he actually saw a figure he hadn't seen for a few days. When he arrived at the mourning hall, he should have been sad, but he couldn't help being happy.The fourth brother woke up, and he finally came back.Obviously seeing him turn his head and glance, but as if he didn't see him at all, he turned around again, Yinhu was completely ignored.

Yinhu concealed the unexplainable sourness in his heart, stepped forward, showed the concern that a younger brother should have just right, and asked: "Fourth brother, are you okay, please forgive me."

Only then did Yinzhen come back to his senses, paused and said: "It's the eighth brother, thank you." Yinzhen couldn't help but look at Yinhu from the perspective of the previous life, and he handled things smoothly and everything was just right.Thinking about it now, this is the ability of the eighth brother.The person standing in front of him now seems to overlap with the memory of the previous life, and then suddenly separate.

Rao Yinhu has always talked a lot, and because of Yinzhen's indifferent attitude, he can't say anything, why does he feel that there is an extra alienation in his words.At this time, Yinzhen suddenly overlapped with the person he dreamed of in his dream, looking down at the feeling of oppression.Yinhu didn't believe it, no, it was just a dream!

Yinhu was not reconciled, so he continued to remain silent like this, speaking boldly, unlike his usual style, which required careful consideration. "Fourth brother, no matter what, Yinhu will always be with you." This is what he really wanted to say all the time in his heart, this person who gave him warmth in the first place, he really wanted to hold on to, hold on to.

Oh, is it so?This is what Yinzhen said in his heart.However, he still expressed his gratitude faintly on the face, and in Yinhu's ears, it was just a polite way of dealing with it.

"Fourth brother, what I said is true!" Yinhu eagerly explained why he had never been close to him before, why now he felt farther and farther away.

Yinzhen's expression finally changed, this Yinhu was completely different from the one he remembered.He shouldn't have such an expression, and he shouldn't be so eager. Whether he believes what he said, it shouldn't have any effect on him.

"Fourth brother, please believe me, I have never had the courage to tell you." Yinhu suddenly hugged Yinzhen who was puzzled, and said, "You know, I always hope that you will agree with me, fourth brother. "The words that had been hidden in my heart for a long time came out like this, and Yinhu couldn't tell whether he was more relaxed or more anxious.

Yinzhen's body froze unconsciously, and he laughed in his heart. Now, he would be extremely uncomfortable when anyone touches him.It's not that he didn't hear the sincerity in Yinhu's words, but so what, everything will change in the future.Although he couldn't stop it, he would never allow anyone to hurt Thirteen.Although he couldn't find any evidence, what happened back then is absolutely inseparable from the boss and Yinhu.

"Things are unpredictable, eighth brother, fourth brother can only tell you that I hope you will remember what you said in the future." Although I know that it is unfair to look at people in this life from the perspective of the previous life , but to prevent problems before they happen, he can no longer sit idly by.

Yinhu felt indescribably sad, fourth brother, you treat Yinhu differently, there are only two people in this palace who treat me sincerely, but why don't you believe it.Yinhu looked at Yinzhen, hoping to see some hesitation in Yinzhen's eyes, but he was disappointed.The warm feeling of that embrace seemed to still linger in his heart, but now there was only a piece of ice in his hand.

Yinzuo heard the news that the imperial concubine passed away one day after being named outside the palace, and he was worried about Yinzhen at the first moment.The fourth brother must be very sad, he cares so much about the imperial concubine, he really wants to know how Yinzhen is doing, but how can he know the news inside the palace when he is outside the palace.Yinzuo, who was already in a peaceful mood, suddenly became agitated, always looking in the direction of the Forbidden City in ecstasy.

How could he enter the palace, he could only wait until the funeral driver left the palace, as long as he could take a look at him, just one look.Even if the fourth brother doesn't remember him anymore, he is still in his heart, and he will never forget him in his life.People in the capital changed into plain clothes, and so did Yin Zuo. At this time, all he wanted was to be by his side, but it was just his wish.

"Sixth elder brother, what are you thinking? You're so preoccupied." Liu Fansheng asked because he was also worried about Yinzuo.Although Yin Zuo has a noble status, they have lived together for so many years now, and they have long been regarded as relatives.

"It's nothing." Yinzuo was depressed and uncomfortable, and wanted to be able to confide in Liu Fansheng, so he said, "I was just thinking, how is fourth brother? Look at what I said, how could it be good, it must be very bad. "

"Sixth elder brother, fourth elder brother will be fine, you can rest assured about this." He said this because there was a lot of comfort in it. Only those who have experienced the pain of losing a loved one will understand.It's okay to be okay, but the grief in my heart can only be smoothed out by time.

But his feeling is very bad, Yinzuo thinks so, although he knows that the fourth brother is a very powerful person, he is a person who can make people feel at ease and rely on.But who can give him to rely on? Fourth brother also needs to rely on him. As for that support, Yinzuo hopes in his heart that fourth brother's support is him.

Yin Zuo finally waited for the day of the funeral. The long funeral procession, with white eyes everywhere, looked even more desolate.As the team passed by, everyone fell to their knees, and Yin Zuo secretly looked up among the group of people looking for a figure he hadn't seen for several years, and he didn't know what he looked like now.Yin Zuo was anxious, he didn't dare to raise his head all the time, but he was afraid of missing it.Fortunately, in the middle of the team, I saw the long-awaited figure.I haven't seen him for many years, but he still recognizes him at a glance. He is taller and more handsome, but he is also thinner. It hurts his heart to look so thin.Fourth brother, why didn't you take good care of yourself, thinking, Yin Zuo's eyes became moist.

Yinzhen was watched by an eager and familiar gaze, and Yinzhen turned around subconsciously, as if he caught a familiar face, a voice suddenly came out of his heart, Xiaoliu!But when I looked again, I couldn't find it again, and I sighed in my heart, how could it be, Xiao Liu was gone long ago...

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After finishing the funeral of Empress Tong Jia, Yin Zhen returned to his biological mother Concubine De just like in the previous life.On the day of the official ceremony, Yinzhen packed up his mood and walked to Yonghe Palace.Even though he was already familiar with this road and couldn't be more familiar with it, there was still a sense of strangeness.The memory of his previous life is vivid, he has always had expectations for his biological concubine Ernian De, hoping to get her maternal love, but in the end, he just got her disapproval and disapproval.She didn't recognize his own son as the emperor, what a joke in the world.In her heart, only the fourteenth brother is his son, but he is not.Just thinking about it made him feel very depressed, but even so, he still couldn't deny her as a mother.

Although looking back on this life, it seems to be different from the previous life, but Yinzhen is still apprehensive, worrying about gains and losses.Will she be like in the previous life again? He doesn't want to be disappointed again after he has expectations for her again.Originally, when Yinzhen hadn't recovered his memory, he didn't have such complicated feelings for Concubine De, it just took time to accept that Concubine De was his biological mother.But now with the involvement of the previous life, he can no longer treat her simply and calmly.

Yinzhen looked at the distant sky, and murmured in his heart, Erniang, are you disappointed? Yinzhen cared about Concubine De very much in his heart, but he didn't really care about his own Erniang for a day like Erniang.Er Niang, do you know that Yinzhen has always had a knot in his heart, and he always wanted to ask her, but he never had the chance to ask, until she suddenly left, did she really think of me as her son?

Thinking of this question that has troubled him for many years, Yinzhen felt very depressed. Looking at the road leading to Yonghe Palace, he suddenly hesitated, and his feet became hesitant.What should come is still coming, Yinzhen collected himself, took a deep breath, firmed his footsteps, and left for Yonghe Palace.

Concubine Wu Yashi waited anxiously for Yinzhen with a veil in her hand, looking at the door from time to time, counting the time.The maid beside her looked at her, and boldly joked: "Your Majesty, these four princes can't run away, you've finally arrived."

"Nonsense. Don't say this again, do you understand?" There was no waiting, she just hoped that Zhen'er would come back to her.

"I know I'm wrong." Ruan Zhu hurriedly said, after thinking about it, she realized that what she said was disrespectful, but fortunately, the empress did not blame her.

Thinking of this period of time, she only saw him a few times from a distance, and seemed to be avoiding her. If it wasn't for the formal meeting today, he would still not come to see her.Just as I was worried, I didn't know what would happen when their mother and son officially met, when I heard a soft voice.

"My mother, my mother."