Vodai Ecstasy

29

"I'm sorry, Ian."

The girl's eyes dimmed, the drizzle began to fall slowly again at some point, the mist began to spread, and the temperature dropped from floor to floor, the girl standing alone in the corridor seemed thinner than the rain .

Nord took a deep breath, forced down the soreness in his throat, and pulled out a bleak smile: "Why do you have to say sorry to me every time? You don't need to be sorry. I know, from beginning to end, these are nothing more than It's my wishful thinking."

Daiyu didn't speak any more, she could clearly see the red eyes of the young man, it was the helplessness and unwillingness that he endured so much, he continued in a low voice: "I blame you, just like I like you, it has nothing to do with you in the first place. "

"I don't even know why I like you. It just happened so purely. When I realized it, my eyes, my attention, my joy and anger, all surrounded you alone." The teenager took a deep breath: "Even then you can't even remember who I am."

"I often think that if you don't show up, will my world be different from now, will I live a better life? Maybe I will bypass your sweetheart, and I will graduate safely and enjoy my life. School life, maybe at this time I should be writing and writing to owe two months of summer homework, preparing the exam textbooks for the new year in Knockturn Alley, thinking about what job I want to do after graduation, instead of hiding in this remote place. In my manor, I take care of a person, guard a half-dead person, and worry about the safety of my relatives and friends."

"Miss Lin, you have changed my life so completely. You have taught me what it is to like someone, what it is to hate someone, what is joy, what is hope, what is fear, what is unwillingness...all these The growth that I don't want to accept is all related to you, can this be my reason to blame you?"

Before the girl could respond, the boy smiled weakly: "But these have become the reasons why I love you."

The girl lowered her head, but unconsciously raised her hand over her heart—a gesture expressing hesitation and rejection.

Nuode naturally saw all Daiyu's movements, he shook his head with a wry smile, and seemed to be mocking his own self-righteousness: "What I really blame you is not why you fell in love with him, but why you must Avoid me." The young man said with red eyes: "You have guessed everything clearly, why did you hide it from me? Why did you never believe me once? Even if you have a chance, you can have a tacit understanding with him, Why never give me a chance, and how do you know I can't do it?"

"Sometimes I also wonder, if I went to the library to attend your appointment, would everything be different?" The young man laughed again: "But then I realized that you were originally the soul he created, Nothing will change."

The girl sighed: "Ian..." Her words were quickly interrupted by Nord: "Actually, I blame you, but I just blame myself. Blame my incompetence, my insanity, my vacillating... blaming me for all the ailments that lead to where I am, I hate who I am."

Nord finished talking a lot in one breath, but at this moment, it seemed that he had finally let go of the suffocation that supported him to stand. The boy's upright body suddenly collapsed like a jade mountain, and he crouched on the ground with his head in his arms.

Daiyu paused for a moment, then walked over gently and squatted down like him, her skirt stretched gently like a lotus flower on the cold corridor, she stretched out her hand to touch the boy's somewhat disheveled hair.The boy's body buried between his arms stiffened for a moment, but he didn't say anything.

"You don't have to be like this." The girl said softly, "You remind me of an old friend."

"Who?" There was indescribable frustration in the boy's dull voice.

"A brother of mine," the girl smiled softly, "seriously speaking, you are not the same at all, but your current appearance is very much like him in the past."

"What happened to him?"

"He..." The girl's eyes were full of tenderness, but she couldn't hide the pain in her heart: "I have been ignorant all my life, sweet talk when I am happy, crazy and stupid when I am frustrated, and believe what others say." She has a very good temper, but it's a pity that she can't see two steps away from everything, and then..." She paused, as if she had made up her mind, and then continued: "After all, I suffered a great loss, but it's a pity that I waited When he figured it out, the people around him walked away and scattered, and it was no longer something that one person could bring back."

"Miss Lin..." Nuode looked at the girl who was close in front of him with some depression: "Are you telling a ghost story or comforting me?"

The girl burst out laughing, and she tilted her head: "Guess?"

Nord had never seen such a lively Miss Lin, but he was neither happy nor angry for a moment, so he could only say in a muffled voice, "You don't want to comfort me at all."

"Well, I don't want to." Daiyu was very kind-hearted: "I just want to ask you, have you thought about what will happen in the future?"

Nord froze for a moment before saying in a deep voice: "...I don't know."

The girl tilted her head slightly, and the meaning in her eyes was self-evident.Nord was defeated in such a wordless confrontation: "What do you think I should do?"

"Ian, I have a few addresses here." Daiyu took out a piece of paper from her sleeve, on which several places were written: "If I think right, I think you can find it in these places. Someone you want, but you need to be quick."

After all, she seemed to see the doubt in Nord's eyes, and she lowered her eyes and said: "I said, I am nothing more than a prisoner in this appearance. I only got this list today."

Riddle's memory statement would not lie to her, but he could hide it. What's more, that memory didn't know what really happened in the past two months. Even if he could guess his actions, he might not be willing to share his own with her. arrange.

He is arrogant, but also extremely cautious.

Any topic related to the moment would be quietly avoided by Riddle, as if he really only had one task to make her happy.

If he hadn't lost his sense of restraint under the ecstasy today, it must have taken her more time to touch some of the truth.

But if that's the case, maybe it's too late.

Nord froze for a moment, took the list from her hand: "I believe you."

The girl exhaled calmly, and stopped Nord who was about to leave again: "But I have a wish, can you grant me first?"

"What?" Nord looked at her puzzled, did he want to see Riddle?

"Ian, if you really found them in those places, you should stay far away from here." The girl looked at him seriously: "Never come back again."

"……why?"

"You can't stop him." Daiyu paused and asked, "How about the person who was with you before?"

Nord frowned, knowing that she was asking Angric: "Dead. He was cursed by Avada Kedavra, involving conflicts with the Muggle army and diplomatic issues. The Ministry of Magic suppressed the matter. "

The girl didn't have any other expressions, as if she already knew the ending, she looked at the boy who was still there, and said softly: "Take me to see Riddle, and then, you go away and never come back. "

"Do you want me to be a coward?"

Daiyu shook her head helplessly: "Ian, you are different from him." Seeing that the other party raised her eyebrows in dissatisfaction, she had no choice but to continue to explain: "You can't kill him, you are not the type of person who can kill with your own hands, you Neither can the people around you... not to mention you have relatives and friends, you always need to think about them."

Nord clenched his fists tightly, but he had to admit that what Daiyu said was correct, he did not have the strength to bring down Riddle now, and even his wishful thinking harmed the people around him.

"If you are not willing, there is always a chance to live." Daiyu sighed: "You should be able to see that even though he also fell under the death curse that day, but now... he should still be alive, right?"

"...but not quite alive."

Nord gritted his teeth, it was already dusk outside the porch, the sky was even darker in the rainy weather, there were no lights under the porch, and the ever-increasing darkness seemed to be watching to engulf the two of them at any time.

The girl shook her head: "He will come back."

Nord looked at the girl seriously: "How do you know?"

"It's just a terrible guess." The girl sighed: "It's a guess, if he is attached to it with magic, I won't be able to tell you more to alarm him. But I think, if you continue to stay, Not only you, but the people around you probably all became his prey."

"What is he going to do?" Nord frowned, he hated such a passive situation from the bottom of his heart

"You know that, don't you?" Daiyu carefully observed every subtle change in the boy's expression, and said slowly, "Eternal life and authority, what he has been chasing all along."

"You mean, he did it? How is it possible?"

Nord's eyes widened, but Daiyu shook her head: "I don't know, it's just my guess, but please take me to see him. No matter what, the matter will eventually come to an end."

The corridor has been completely submerged in darkness, and it seems that only the girl's light-colored skirt is still glowing faintly in the world.In the dark, Reynolds couldn't see Daiyu's expression clearly, but he could only hear her always gentle voice, firmly, with the power that he could not refuse:

"If you believe me, go here and don't come back."