Feminism and donkeys

Chapter 2 The Lesbian Is Myself

After Zhimai left, Qingxuan poured himself a glass of water, his mouth was really dry after talking so much.

The body clamored to stop and strike, but the brain was extremely hyperactive.

She lay on the bed tossing and turning, the quilt rolled into a ball and wrapped herself around her body. After a long time, she still couldn't fall asleep.

Reluctantly, Qingxuan fumbled for the mobile phone beside him, sat up, and began to browse Weibo.

Swipe down quickly with your thumb, scan feminist microblogs every day, and first glance at the content first, and if you talk about men and women, you will directly like and comment on the woman on the site without saying much.

Women have been oppressed for thousands of years, their submissiveness has been disciplined, their dignity has been corroded, and all kinds of humiliation have been subtly lurking in their lives, and this little resistance has caused a violent reaction?

Once the gender is changed, people are used to it again.

The louder the noise on the Internet, the more likely it will attract real attention.

It is a good thing to have attention, and the ruling class can face up to the claims and needs of the so-called second nature.

Of course, even if the ruler pretends to be deaf and dumb, so that the reality cannot be affected, it can still deter men with malicious intentions and keep them away from women.

Today's unrequited news made Qingxuan angry again-the girl was killed by the driver in a car late at night.

At an age like flowers and jade, beauty is a sharp knife.

Qingxuan opposes the theory of victim guilt, because people can find "unreasonable" in women no matter what, and they are used to being extremely harsh.Gender opposition, harshness to women is tolerance to men.

Has Du Meimei been abused by the gangster less often? Is there any follow-up to the subway incident where the woman was torn up by the security guard? The female employee who was sexually assaulted was forced to distribute leaflets in the cafeteria

No matter how perfect the victim is, what can he do? For thousands of years, men have been lenient enough. If you don’t grasp the main contradiction but grab the woman’s inconspicuous flaws, you don’t understand dialectics at a small scale. It is to open up the eyes for the powerful class and act as a minion for the tiger, and its intentions are very sinister.

No matter what the outcome of the dispute is, even if the woman is wrong, Qingxuan will not stand by the man.

If there has always been one party's exploitation and oppression of the other, then the so-called Lizhongke's "playing [-] big boards each" and not speaking for the victims is already on the strong side.

The more she scrolled through Weibo comments, the more confused she became, and she couldn't find a single sentence in the whole article, and she was still "waiting for a reversal", what are you waiting for a reversal?The whole public opinion is stigmatizing women, who are these people speaking under the account?

I kept scrolling down until I found a sentence that sounded a little nice, but it was superficial, and the words were more neutral and soft, and it didn't make any sense at all.

Qingxuan gave up, closed Weibo and switched to WeChat Moments, and found that a classmate shared a sexual orientation test.

No way, Qingxuan is a little speechless after reading a doctorate and still believing this.Sexual orientation is engraved in the genes, how can it be so randomly tested.

But this classmate is a biology student, since he said it right, is there a trace to follow?

Relying on curiosity and boredom, she still clicked in to test it.

After a few questions, the screen was filled with barrages of "soul sexual orientation", "really accurate", "good son", and the result report came out in a few minutes.

Can this identify a person's sexual orientation?It's too simple, Qingxuan complained.

Looking at the results, oh, the lesbian is actually me.

"You are a person who is easier to get same-sex love, understanding and tolerance between the same sex makes it easier for you to gain a sense of security and support, so your external sexual orientation is manifested as homosexuality"

"In the eyes of others, your emotional preference is more inclined to the girl/family type. The same sex seems to be more attractive to you. Sometimes you can reach a very tacit level without saying much. When facing the opposite sex You are often not very”

Qingxuan raised his eyebrows, amused by the result, and didn't care, so he posted it on Moments and continued to sleep.

In the evening, Zhimai brushed Qingxuan's circle of friends, and his heart moved.

Although the senior sister only retweeted it without commenting, her heart was beating violently, like setting off firecrackers during the Chinese New Year, the red paper was scattered and exploded, her ears were rumbling, and her eyes were completely white.

Is this true? Is the senior sister the same as me?

But the test report is indeed right, she is really attractive, her every move is charming, and her face seems to shine when she talks.

Whether it's the appearance of concentrating on scientific research, or the small movements of puckered mouth and frowning in the canteen, they are all cute.

Should I let her know how I feel?

Zhimai's desire to confess has never been as strong as it is now.

There is always a voice in her head urging her, and she has publicly forwarded her test results, which is considered a public outing (?).

What's so difficult about confessing, even if you don't like yourself but work hard to pursue her, it's not impossible to accept it.

Another voice said, their relationship is not bad now, is it really necessary to break the peace of the two of them now, and if they refuse, can they really reconcile as before, the senior sister will be embarrassed to avoid suspicion.

But confession has a story, and nothing will happen if you don’t do anything. Do you expect the senior sister to discover your feelings? It’s impossible.

She is so good, if I don't seize the opportunity, what should I do if I am confessed by others first.

Zhimai's mind was very chaotic, the two voices were entangled and fighting endlessly, messy thoughts kept getting into his mind, and he couldn't fall asleep until very late.

When the alarm clock rang the next day, Zhimai opened his eyes and looked straight at the ceiling, kicked the quilt vigorously, but decided to stay still.

But she is much more attentive than usual, and gradually intervenes in Qingxuan's various lives.

For example, eat and sleep at the specified time, stop Qingxuan from staring at the computer every few 10 minutes, drink water regularly, and so on.

And Qingxuan didn't notice it, just thought it was the normal operation of his junior sister, so he continued to enjoy Zhimai's meticulous care, and continued to live a boring life without knowing it.

This made weaving wheat worse, and the temptations in the words became more frequent.

"Right now the house price is falling so fast, anyway, my senior sister and I have nothing to do with each other, now we can save money to buy a house together."

Zhimai flicked his mobile phone, seemingly focusing on real estate news, but actually focused on Qingxuan's every move beside him.

"? Housing prices are indeed falling fast, but didn't you want to save money to buy a house for your brother before, why did you suddenly think of buying a house with me?" Qingxuan stopped working and asked.

"Yes, because I gave my mother a lot of money before, and I don't have enough financial means, so I want to find my senior sister to join the group."

Qingxuan felt stagnant when he heard that, endured the discomfort and continued: "Since you want to buy a house, don't give the family so much money anymore, you have to save it well."

How should I put it, from the perspective of the only daughter Qingxuan, Zhimai's growth environment is difficult to describe.

Zhimai was born in a typical patriarchal family, and her parents always favored boys. The resources she got from childhood were always given to her younger brother as soon as possible, and the family was only responsible for her upbringing.

It's not that he doesn't love her, it's just that compared with her younger brother, the family's devotion to her is very little.

And Zhimai is still doing well, all the way to get a Ph.D., if he graduates and leaves his family, he can have a good future.

Her parents didn't look for her often before, and they paid little attention to her. They only contacted her when they asked her for money, usually as if she was dead.

But recently, the number of times the family came to ask for money has suddenly increased. Maybe it is because they suddenly discovered that the eldest daughter can earn more money.

The point is that Zhimai doesn't seem to think there is anything wrong with this. Qingxuan has seen her send the saved money home several times, and she speaks attentively when calling, eager to ask for a little love and approval, like a small dog begging for mercy .

Can such a girl really live for herself? Qingxuan is in a complicated mood, as if something is stuck in her chest.

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