Feminism and donkeys

"Senior sister, I like you."

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"What, what did you say?" Unbelievable, Qingxuan was stunned, opened his mouth in surprise, and turned his head to look at Zhimai.

"I'm sorry, Senior Sister, because I like it so much, I worry about gains and losses, so I'm very afraid that you won't want me because of today's quarrel." Zhimai lowered her head, and Lihua was sobbing with rain, pitifully.

Ah, fortunately, it's just a love between good friends.

Fortunately for Qingxuan, she let out a breath, and before she could let go of her high-pitched heart, she heard Zhimai continue:

"If senior sister thinks I'm not good and likes someone else in the future, you must tell me in advance, and I will leave immediately, so as not to cause you any trouble."

In the middle of Zhimai's speech, he seemed to be unable to continue, and wiped his face and turned his head to prevent Qingxuan from seeing tears.

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Qingxuan petrified in the wind on the spot.

Ah, this is not what she thought, is it?

No, why, how did things develop like this?She just came to ask for reconciliation, not to accept the confession.

And you don't seem to agree, do you?Why, how did it become the junior sister begging her future self, if she cheated, she must inform in advance so that she can get together and leave.

Too shocked, Qingxuan felt like the panda emoji with a row of question marks on its head.

She stood there dumbfounded for a few seconds, then caught up with Zhimai.

Qingxuan ran to Zhimai and looked her in the eyes: "Zhimai, thank you for your liking, me and me"

Qingxuan, I've been there for a long time, but I don't know why.

Zhimai began to shed tears again: "I know, I can't do anything well, and I'm not worthy of the senior sister who is always shining. I just want to tell the senior sister my heart, and I'm sorry for causing trouble to the senior sister."

Zhimai took a step back and bowed deeply, then ran forward while wiping away tears.

Qingxuan was anxious, and caught up with Zhimai's shoulder in two or three steps: "No, I didn't think about it that way, you are very good, really good, I don't dislike you, I just did it too suddenly , can you give me a little time?"

Qingxuan speaks incoherently, and the brain that runs at high speed on weekdays is like a ball of cotton stuffed, stuck and unable to move, and Zhimai's pitiful expression of grievance and injury is all in his mind.

Zhimai is very calm, much calmer than her current performance.

"It's okay, senior sister, I was too anxious today, I'm really sorry for scaring you."

Zhimai stopped crying, and took it away when he saw it, his eyes fixed on Qingxuan's expression for a moment.

From love comes sorrow, from love comes fear.

She was really scared at first, what would she do if Qingxuan had other people in the future, even if she begged hard, she couldn't let her look at herself again.

So she instantly sympathized with the wife who stayed alone in the vacant room but couldn't wait for her husband to return.

But Zhimai is destined not to be a sweet wife who just sits and waits to die and only talks about flirting with Xiaosan.

At the moment of leaving, reason returned to her brain in an instant, and she had already figured it out when the cold wind blew.

What Qingxuan said is right, there has never been anyone else in the rivalry of feelings.

If she loses, she will only lose to Qingxuan, and then she will be defeated.

So what is she afraid of, just hold Qingxuan firmly.

As Zhimai expected, Qingxuan didn't reject him on the spot, which is a good thing.

Qingxuan opened her mouth, she wanted to say something but stopped, she swallowed.

Zhimai smiled, and she didn't want to push too hard: "Senior sister is really a very gentle person, you don't need to rush to answer me, it doesn't matter if you think about it slowly. Until then, let's continue to maintain the relationship between teachers and sisters." .”

Zhimai's understanding words relieved Qingxuan's embarrassment, and today she was finally able to breathe a sigh of relief.

Too many things happened today, and now she has to go back and think about it, to clarify what happened today.

Qingxuan was very embarrassed during this time. When she lived together before, it was okay to take off her clothes in front of the other party, but now she has to wrap herself tightly when she comes out of the shower.

And Zhimai didn't seem to have changed from before, except that sometimes she would stare at herself for too long, her eyes were so straightforward that she had to go back to the room.

Looking back in the mirror, his entire face was red.

There seemed to be laughter like silver bells from weaving wheat in the living room, and the tips of her ears seemed to be getting hotter.

Do you like weaving wheat?Qingxuan was thinking about it when she couldn't sleep.

She doesn't think it's true to say "I'm just in love with someone who just happens to be of the same sex."

Interpreting sexual orientation in terms of the contingencies of love is self-deception.

If the first person you fall in love with is the same sex, the next person will be the same sex.

In Qingxuan's knowledge, sexual orientation is determined by nature and cannot be changed.

But now she is caught in a deep self-doubt, is she really straight?

If from a physiological point of view, falling in love with someone means hot face, shortness of breath, rapid heartbeat, and sweaty palms, then she seems to have a little bit of affection for Zhimai.

But when she was in middle school, she also had a crush on a boy, but it was a pity that she didn't like it anymore before it took root—the self at that time was obviously a proper heterosexual!

Does environment influence sexual orientation more than genes?Does emotion choose sexual orientation, or does sexual orientation choose emotion?Or is it bisexuality?

Qingxuan put the quilt over her head, and the more she thought about it, the more confused she became, as if she had turned around 20 times in the same place, she was dizzy, she didn't want to figure out this problem.

On this day, Zhimai got up early to make breakfast as usual.

In the past, Qingxuan has always accepted the other party's kindness calmly, but since knowing her intentions, she can no longer enjoy the other party's service unscrupulously.

Qingxuan subconsciously found that Zhimai took care of her meticulously, raising her taste to be extremely tricky, but she was also used to it, and her picky eating habits were aggravated.

It's just breakfast, you don't have to make it too delicate, junior sister.

But looking at Zhimai's expectant eyes, it was always difficult to say no, so he had to swallow it along with the delicious food.

Besides, the meal cooked by the junior sister is really delicious, if you refuse, let's talk about it next time.

Zhimai is very confident, and all the details show that Qingxuan is becoming more and more dependent and inseparable from herself, and this is what she wants.

It's just gender, I can figure it out, and the sisters who like to accept new things, new knowledge, and new ideas can also figure it out.

She is also a highly educated woman, with a good face, a gentle temper, and filial piety to the elderly. She can't find a reason for Qingxuan to reject her.

It should be a matter of course for them to be together, just as Zhimai first expected.