far and near

As a student liked by all the teachers of Baizhou Opera School, Maosheng wandered on the fringes when he arrived at the Provincial Opera School.The teacher said that you are a student of Wang Li, but her singing is also very limited, relying more on innate than acquired, you have to forget what you have learned in the past, and follow me to learn the basic skills.

When talking about the master, Wang Libai Maosheng was very stubborn, "My master won the Plum Blossom Award and Wenhua Award, how about you, teacher?"

The teacher couldn't step down from the stage, and was influenced by the subconscious mind that his peers looked down on him, so he sneered, "Yes, you are worthy of the Plum Blossom Wenhua Award winner to teach, and I can't teach you."

Uo was already in a bad mood, so he skipped class for a week and didn't show up.The opera school called Zhao Lan, and when Maosheng returned home, he was caught up with a crackling and bloody wind.Zhao Lan said that you don't know what is good and what is bad, I have two legs, and I lost one for you to go to school, do you want to take the other?

Uno, who was under great pressure from school, family affairs, and Yu Xiaomin, said, "Mom, I didn't ask you to cripple that leg for me. I just can't figure out why we have to come to save money when Baizhou is staying well. The city suffers?"

She missed the laughter of the master and mother in the old house, she missed lying on the old sofa at home and sleeping late with her head on the master's head, she also missed the time spent with Yu Ren at the snack bar in front of the No. In that small bed, Yu Ren was teaching Little Tail downstairs, and she lay down peacefully in Yinxiu's room to doze off and chat.

She even misses her teachers and classmates in Baizhou Opera School, Miao Yuan, who glared at her after singing a few lines, and Yinxiu, who ate a lunch box on the tree-lined avenue leading to the road at the school.

Zhao Lan said it was for your own good, it would be nice to go out after graduating from the Provincial Opera School, the Baizhou Opera School is too famous.

Uno's 16-year-old eyes showed disbelief. She looked at Zhao Lan empty-handedly taking off her prosthetic trouser legs, and her face that was losing its luster day by day, "You are lying, you are avoiding the master for yourself."

The red-eyed Zhao Lan, who had never slapped Uno before, slapped her daughter who was half a head taller than herself. Uno didn't cry like she did when she was a child. She looked at Zhao Lan's slap coldly, "Master, I'm not sorry for us."

Zhao Lan curled up her fingers, "Yes, she didn't feel sorry for us, but I felt sorry for her." Tears rolled down, Zhao Lan looked at her daughter with wide eyes, "You can't be with Yu Ren either."

Uosheng's heart ached when he was hit by these words, "Yu Ren?"

She looked away with empty eyes, no wonder her mother was anxious to transfer her to another school, and no wonder Yu Ren's mother would add her friend to say a heart-to-heart talk with reason and evidence.They all knew it, they already knew it.

She always thought it was a matter between her and Yu Ren, and what she had always dreamed of was to accompany Yu Ren to study in Shanghai while she sang opera.Simply and happily accompany each other, and work together towards the goal of "together".Bai Maosheng had always been confused about the future, but it was Yu Ren who helped her clarify her plans.

"You are so young. If you don't understand this kind of relationship, there is no future. You can't put yourself in it, and let Yu Ren in it too." Zhao Lan said with a suppressed cry.

What's in it?Uno didn't understand.Could it be that being with Yu Ren meant she couldn't sing?Uosheng thought about what he could get involved in, except for singing, there was only the fire in her heart, she was willing to open up for Yu Ren, and keep her warmth for her, is it wrong?

"You will get married and start a family in the future, and you will have children of your own. This is the day of security, two girls, everything in the future is uncertain, and you can't even get a marriage certificate, do you understand?" Zhao Lan He simply made it clear, "I am different from your master... I am obsessed with ghosts, and now I let her go."

Uno said she didn't understand, and she left the dwelling with her mother in the provincial capital.For the first time, she lingered in the Internet cafe all night and did not go home. For the first time, she cut off Zhao Lan's phone or even turned it off. For the first time, she felt that there was no place for her anywhere.She still doesn't know how to face the master and Yu Ren.

Uno didn't even dare to open QQ to receive the news. It had been a week since Yu Xiaomin contacted her, and she seemed to have been beaten to the point of losing her vitality. Seeing that penguin icon made her feel apprehensive.

When she slept in the Internet cafe until eight o'clock in the morning, the boss shook her awake, "It's time for the night package."

The haggard Uosu let his footsteps rest on his neck, and unknowingly embarked on the road to the new house.There was a company introduced by Yinxiu to take over the decoration, but she couldn't get up the energy to see it for several days.Zhao Lan repeatedly urged her not to take it lightly, but Usheng thought: Come on, it doesn't matter if it is made of plywood or oak board, and it doesn't matter if the wiring is bad, the feet are bad, the ceiling is cracked, the door is rough, and it's fine to make it look visible.She has no enthusiasm or affection for this "family", but Zhao Lan imposes a sense of responsibility and stares at her.

Sitting downstairs in the new house, her stomach was growling, her face was yellow and her eyes were dark, but she didn't want to go home.Just sitting like this, it is really impossible to open a small hotel, and she still has 200 yuan on her.

A gray Lexus car was looking for a parking space in the community. The man who got out of the car looked at Uosheng, "Hey, Xiaobai? Why don't you go upstairs to see the construction?" This is Brother Hao who Yinxiu introduced him to know. Thinking that one of his bosses went to the scene to see it in person.

Uosheng greeted him, and Brother Hao said that he stopped by today to check the hydropower construction, and he will continue if there is no major problem. "Xiaoyin's little sister, you have to take care of it." Brother Hao said as he walked, not noticing Uosheng's reluctant expression.

"Oh, did Xiaoyin tell you? She will come to my company in three months." Brother Hao took Yinxiu to his company and the market for several times, and then used the monthly basic salary of [-], The income of [-] yuan plus the commission convinced Yin Xiu. "In the future, if your relatives and friends want to decorate, they will find Xiaoyin."

Hearing him talk about a great deal, Uosheng's eyes only brightened when she heard "Xiaoyin", she stopped before entering the elevator, "Brother Hao, I won't go up, I don't understand."

Brother Hao was stunned for a moment, his displeasure flashed across his face, but he still said, "That's all right, I'll just go and see, and call if there's anything to do." He looked at Maosheng walking away and shook his head secretly, "Being a human being is worse than Xiao Yin's. Far."

Maosheng turned on the phone outside the community and went to the restaurant to look for Yinxiu. After answering the phone at the front desk, his tone paused, and then he shouted impatiently, "Yinxiu, your little sister is looking for you."

Yinxiu, who was changing into work clothes, answered the phone in a hurry, and Usheng called out "Sister Yin" and was crying on the other end. Yinxiu even forgot to fasten the last button on the skirt, and she asked, "Usheng, what's wrong? "

"I don't want to go home, I have nowhere to go." Maosheng wiped his tears hard, "I don't know why life is so boring, Sister Yin, my mother knows it, and Yu Ren's mother knows it too. They don't let us be together... ..."

Yinxiu, who has already mentioned her resignation, is really embarrassed to ask for leave again. She thought about it, "Well, you go back to Baizhou by car. I will try my best to finish my work and go home early today. You ask Sister Yuan to open the door for you to go to my room to rest. .”

The other end hesitated for a while, shaking and crying, and said, "Okay."

Yinxiu was in a bad mood at work all day, she was worried and sour.Finally, it was lunch time at three o'clock, and she said that she would go home first.Normally, she was reluctant to take the bus, so Yinxiu directly hired a taxi to go back to the village in the city.The lunch box in her hand was still hot when she got out of the car. Yuan Huifang from the Unicom shop downstairs actively stood up and announced when she saw her, "That little girl, the one who sings, I'll let her go to rest first."

Yin Xiulian said "thank you" and stopped to give Yuan Huifang the packaged restaurant cakes, "I'm causing trouble for Sister Yuan again."

Yuan Huifang accepted after several refusals, and even said, "Why are you polite?" When Yinxiu had climbed the stairs, she shouted behind her, "I don't have enough quilts, so I want them."

Opening the door, Yinxiu smelled the unique smell of Uno, and she liked to sniff the orange scent secretly near him.Locking the door, I saw Mao Sheng curled up on her little bed, sleeping soundly.The corners of the lips and eyes drooped in grievance, and his breathing was a little short, causing his chest to rise and fall.

Yinxiu put the lunch box aside, quietly dragged a chair and sat beside Uosheng.Seeing the girl's arm stretched out and the quilt hanging over the edge of the bed, Yin Xiu quietly retracted it for her.She didn't expect that Usheng would be more childish than opening her eyes when she fell asleep. Looking at her tired eye circles and recalling Usheng's helpless crying on the phone, Yinxiu could only sigh softly in her heart.

The parents said that it was impossible for Maosheng and Yu Ren, but how likely is it for her and Maosheng?

Usheng's life is enough for her to envy. She has a mother and teacher who love her, as well as a childhood sweetheart.Although her father was lost, her family was well-off. At such a young age, Zhao Lan bought her a house in the provincial capital.I don't have to worry about work in the future, just sing her favorite drama.A girl who doesn't know how to feel sad has indeed suffered too many blows recently. Usheng's life was changed by Zhao Lan's car accident, but Yinxiu thinks this is not a difficult matter.

Uosheng only needs to take good care of his mother, learn opera well, and he can still easily take root in the provincial capital in the future.

Yinxiu herself was born without roots. She finally grew up to the age of 17. She was cheated, bullied, and almost raped. With a thick skin and patience, she finally found a relatively stable job. , can afford to rent a room in a village in the city...

She is nineteen years old this year, and her life has reached a peak that she has never experienced, but this low peak cannot even catch up with the starting point of others.

There are thousands of miles between her and Usheng, and Usheng's mother doesn't even agree with Yu Ren, let alone herself.Yinxiu laughed secretly again that she was so courageous, she dared to think of those things that were available.Right now, she just wants to change jobs and save some money for opening her own small shop.

She leaned on the table with one arm, and her other hand was leaning against Uosuke unconsciously.When Yinxiu fell into a drowsy state, her palm suddenly felt warm. She opened her eyes and saw Uosheng holding that hand.

"Are you awake?" Yin Xiu rubbed her eyes, "Are you hungry?"

Uosheng held her hand and said she was hungry.

"Stupid, don't you want to buy something to eat on your way?" Yin Xiu was a little bit reluctant, so she took a lunch box for Maosheng.

"Because I know that if I look for you, there will be no shortage of delicious food, and I can only go to you." Uosheng sat up and looked at Yinxiu with a smile. Except for Yinxiu, she really can't rely on anyone.This small rental house gave her an infinite sense of security. She slept smelling Yinxiu's quilt, her hair was pressed on the clean and fragrant pillow cover, and her eyes were on everything in the house: Yinxiu usually learned cutting tools, printing A few simple cosmetics for Yinxiu, thin jeans she washed, the coat she bought for Yinxiu...

The orderliness calmed the messy Uso, and he fell asleep without knowing it.

Yin Xiu had already picked up a steamed dumpling and came over, "Let's eat."

Maosheng opened her mouth, chewed it very deliciously, "delicious." Her mouth was full from eating, tears came out again, but she still chewed stubbornly.Yinxiu felt distressed when she saw it, and hugged Usheng's head into her arms, and Usheng's hands quickly wrapped around her waist.

I really grew up, and I know how to hide when I cry.Yinxiu touched Usheng's hair and thought, her lips brushed Usheng's hair quietly, "I will not work in the restaurant anymore, I will go to Brother Hao's company..."

She made this decision mostly because of money, and partly because of complicated human relationships.When she was contemplating, Yinxiu could still see a half-asleep beast in her heart: Why was she born poor?Why should she spend her whole life in a restaurant looking at people's faces?Why can't she afford fancy clothes and cosmetics?And this opportunity provided by Brother Hao is a bait to lure the beast.

Her opportunities were too meager.Yu Ren is a top student in the No. 23 Middle School, and her choice has not yet begun.Usheng is the only seedling whose family has paved the way for her. She can live a good life without choosing.Among her little sisters in No. [-] Middle School, most of those who lived happily after graduation seized an opportunity that Yu Ren and Uosheng didn't like: men.

Yinxiu accepted Brother Hao's invitation with a fluke: she just needs to take over this man's opportunity as a springboard for herself.She will work hard to repay Brother Hao, not with flesh and soul.

Uno said that life is meaningless.She is stupid, Yin Xiu thought, she thought so too when she was a child, but now she has hope.

She still has Maosheng in her arms, which is the rose plant on the lips of the beast in her heart, Maosheng is very interesting.

Yin Xiu patted Uosheng's back with one hand, "I have to make money."

"Yeah." Uosheng also began to understand the importance of money. Money is needed for his mother to see a doctor, buy a house for his family, and his future life.

"If you can like someone, keep liking." Yin Xiu's thumb brushed against Uo's hazy eyes, and was poked by her wet eyelashes.

"I like Yu Ren's." When Uosheng said this, he saw Yinxiu's tough and delicate eyes, and she suddenly wanted to kiss those eyes, but she felt a "thump" in her heart, so she turned her face away.

A trace of bitterness flashed across Yin Xiu's heart, "Yes." She also lowered her eyes, her demure eyes and straight nose were like the sweet fragrance of wild chrysanthemums in the setting sun.

Uosheng peeked at Yanyinxiu, and tightened his hands around her waist. She swallowed, and her stomach grumbled again, "I...I still want to eat."