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Feng Nian is more willing to discuss the cause with Yu Ren than to admit the shame of liking the girls he grew up with.

Why did I ask you a few days ago, and you still said it was sisterhood?Fengnian, what are we running away from when we say something wrong?Yu Ren had a happy event today. The brand tea she and Yin Xiu carefully cultivated received the test report from the National Quality Inspection Center. Now they are preparing for the certification of organic tea.But for Fengnian, her sharpness was not diluted by joy.

"You mean nothing to Xiao Liu?" Feng Nian sat opposite Yu Ren and looked at the scenery downstairs.

Basically no.Yu Ren's answer was very loud. Facing Shang Fengnian's probing gaze, she took a sip of tea, "Even if there is, it's because of her involuntary control."

If the body is involuntary, what is it?Is Fengnian's opinion moral, and the opinions of people around him, or his own obsession?She said that the second thing that troubled me was that I couldn't accept Xiaohai's devotion to me.I think I should give her something, but I don't have the ability to give her more than the daily little sweetness.

Yu Ren also felt sorry for this, "I'm learning to accept it a little bit." He accepted Yuan Liu's attachment to him, he also accepted his dependence on her, and he also accepted all kinds of love and care from Yuan Liu.But girls want more than these, she has many desires and requirements hidden deep under the water.

"Yu Ren, the love that grows over time seems to be different from those strong and sudden likings in our subconscious." Fengnian was thinking about another thing, "Would it lack motivation, or in other words, magic power?"

When people go to see the scenery, they like to pursue such qualities as beauty, danger, steepness, and strangeness. A few people go to the ordinary hills and rivers to chase, and they also take it for granted that this search is in vain.

Some people regard love as a novelty hunt, and feel that only intense and passionate love is worth remembering and collecting for a lifetime, and they also accept a pre-determined fact-mostly, it can only be remembered and cannot be held forever.Therefore, a "plain" and long-lasting companionship that results from a long-term relationship becomes a rational choice, and rationality means "economics" in this context.

Fengnian said that Song Yueqiong was like a gorgeous dream of mine, but Xiaohai was the singing voice in my head, even when I was dreaming, it didn't stop.I dare not tell her that my liking for her is not that intense, at least not as intense as that of Song Yueqiong.

Yu Ren narrowed his eyes and smiled, but did not speak.Fengnian said, do you think I am naive and dissatisfied?

"I shouldn't be answering this question, Feng Nian, you have thought too carefully, only Xiao Hai can accept these trivial things." Yu Ren said that Double Eleven is coming soon, I am so busy, Associate Professor Huai, if you don't want to fall in love , How about reviewing the text for us?

Fengnian got up immediately, "I will definitely come to help tomorrow, today...not." She only admitted her relationship with Su Hai to Yu Ren, and every night at 09:30, Fengnian would look up from the text in the book and go to the barber shop to talk to Da. The girl met.

Her time was pretty accurate. At [-]:[-], Su Hai pulled down the sunshade curtain in the glass window, stood at the door of the store and cleaned the hair on the clothes with a sticky brush, and finally put the scissors that had been with her for several years The tool is carefully wiped and packed into the leather bag.

When Su Hai subconsciously checked the time on his phone, Feng Nian had already knocked on the door outside.The corner of the eldest girl's mouth immediately opened, and the smile spread from her heart to her hands and feet. She opened the door to let Fengnian enter the store, and the two immediately embraced tightly.

There was the scent of jasmine tea in Fengnian's mouth, and the eldest girl took a bite, "Bad Fengnian, I'm sorry, I'm so busy every day that I don't have time to fall in love with you."

Fengnian said it was good. Sitting on the sofa with the eldest girl, Fengnian felt a weight on her legs. The eldest girl lying on her lap said, "Turn off the light." She pressed the button on the wall, and the barber shop was suddenly dark, only slightly The light of the street lamp poured into the clean mirror.This is their night of stars alone.

Fengnian touched Suhai's tiger's mouth and the calluses between her fingers, and the eldest girl also wrapped her hands around Fengnian, "Fortunately, I will rest tomorrow." Unfortunately, Fengnian had a big class on Monday, and Su Hai was not interested in her lecture content.

The eldest girl did listen to it for the second time last week, which aroused Li Man's curiosity, "You really like listening to Teacher Huai's class." Su Hai, who didn't understand, could only shrug. How good-looking Feng Nian is in class with her meticulously crafted watermark perm, and by the way, proudly said: Mine!

"Xiao Hai, I told Yu Ren that we will move out when we find a house at the end of the year." Feng Nian told Su Hai.

"Hey, you can live in my house. Isn't it a waste of money if you rent it?" Su Hai said that in Huai Fengnian, your monthly salary is more than 7000, so why spend one-third of it to rent a house?This is one of the problems that Feng Nian cannot solve.

You are so much younger than me, I can't take advantage of you.Feng Nian said.

"That's fine, don't take it, let's just lie in the barber shop for an hour all day." Su Hai smiled, but didn't get angry.Fengnian was curious, "Xiao Hai, aren't you angry?"

You know I get mad why would you still want to rent?Besides, I really don't think it's a big deal, I want to live with you, like Bai Maosheng and sister Yinxiu.But...it's fine if your mother comes with me, I'd better live comfortably by myself.Su Hai has already moved into his small house, and new furniture is still being added one after another.

Feng Qingnian sighed, "You always put a lot of weight on complicated problems and don't get entangled."

I'm confused.The eldest girl said, "I struggled when I was in online dating. I was afraid that people would think I was fat and I was good-looking. I also struggled when I tried to date people. I knew I wanted to fall in love, but I had a tricky mouth. I could tell if something was mine by taking a bite." Vegetables. People too, I can tell right away if I feel right or not.” However, it’s very troublesome to bite the bullet and break up with people. I can lift my chopsticks and say I don’t want to eat, but people still hold the bowl and don’t let go .

I'm also confused about you.The big girl's face was pressed against Fengnian's belly, and today she only smelled the fragrance of laundry detergent, and there was no other irritating smell. "Because the gap between me and Sister Song is too big, she is super feminine." The eldest girl wore a woolen skirt specially today, Feng Nian just pursed her lips and smiled, as if she was not surprised at all, "Sometimes I am afraid to think One thing, how long will we do?"

"Why are you worried about this?" Feng Nian bent down to look at Su Hai's face, but secretly sighed at the young girl's keen vigilance.

"My mother got married twice and divorced twice, so did Aunt Yuan, oh, sister Yu Ren also broke up twice, and you and sister Song... Isn't it more common to break up in a bad harvest than Chang Jiujiu? "Su Hai's words made Fengnian speechless for a while, "I can tell the difference between fiction and reality. The emotions in novels are too perfect, and the trivial matters are only in life." The eldest girl finally said, do you know why I think so?

In Bad Harvest Years, the two of us secretly met after ten o'clock in the evening all day long, and then went back to our respective homes.Don't you want to learn more about me?I'd like to know what you look like with your clothes off.

"Is it because you think I'm still young?" The eldest girl sat up and hugged Fengnian's shoulders, "I've asked, Bai Maosheng is older than me."

I don't know how many times, the eldest girl's hand slipped into Fengnian's coat, touched her thoracic spine along her waist, and then withdrew her hand as if being burned.But Fengnian was still thinking, "What can I give?" She grabbed Zhu Zhuhai's hand, "Xiaohai..."

This girl has built her own barrier-removing skills since she was a child, and the beautiful mood of countless poems was torn off by her with a pair of scissors. What "light shirt and thin sleeves are the king's will"?It's just, "What do you look like with your clothes off."

It's not that she naturally knows how to love when she is eight years older. Fengnian only knows how to express emotion through words and sentences, but love is a much larger proposition.Before Feng Nian solved the problem, Su Hai had already started writing articles without a teacher.

For the unknown, Fengnian is the one who is timid.So when she was admitted to university at the age of 16, she ran for a 10 yuan bonus to repeat her studies, because she hoped to have a definite university life without asking her parents for money.She was also troubled by the uncertainty given by Sister Song: not sure when she will return to China, not sure how much she loves, not sure if there will be a real intersection in her future life... She is even so timid that she only dares to discuss this with Yu Ren Thinking about it, Su Hai directly asked, "What should we do if we get along?"

"Xiao Hai, aren't you afraid that there will be many unknowns in your future life? I'm not that kind of adventurous character, I'm actually very old-fashioned and conservative." Fengnian's words fell into Su Hai's ears, and the eldest girl frowned, "It's useless to be afraid. Besides, I You can cut your hair, and you can make wontons. What are you afraid of?"

I have a house and you have a serious job, and I know a little bit of wrestling. You, with healthy limbs, said, "Bad Harvest Years, I'm worried about whether we will have a good life, but I can't do without dating you, I can't like others. "

Fengnian's eyes were sore, she said that today I want to take advantage of you, let's go to your house.

The eldest girl was surprised, "Huh?" Hey, hey, pull her out immediately, lock the barber shop, and then push the eDonkey, "Hurry up, bad harvest, what are you doing?"

Fengnian hugged Su Hai's waist, and kept counting in his heart, "Are you ashamed of Huaifengnian? Huaifengnian, don't take the initiative. Huaifengnian, what experience do you want to give her? You lie flat and down." You give her all you have. , just give her what she wants?

After entering the house at 11:30, the eldest girl yawned and pushed Fengnian to wash up, while she rummaged through the clothes in the closet, "Bad Fengnian, you should bring some clothes for me at least." said the eldest girl.

The sound of water gurgling in the bathroom, Fengnian said, "Huh?" She didn't hear it.

Su Hai repeated it twice, but Feng Nian still couldn't hear clearly.Forget it, wear whatever you have.Muttering to herself, she turned on the air conditioner and made the bed, placing her favorite doll among the pillows.Feeling in the way again, I took it to the bedside table.

When the eldest girl finished wiping her hair and got into bed, it was Feng Nian who was nervous, and the associate professor clenched his hands into fists and stared at the ceiling stiffly like a zombie.

The eldest girl also pulled up the quilt, and looked at Fengnian again.

The associate professor was still looking at the ceiling, then let out a breath, took off his glasses solemnly, turned over and shook hands with Su Hai.At the same time, her kiss was softly on the big girl's face, and suddenly became fierce after meeting the tip of Su Hai's tongue.

"No, it's a bad harvest, you're taking off your clothes." The eldest girl took the time to ask.

Fengnian freed his hands to quickly unbutton the five pajamas buttons and get rid of the clothes. Su Hai only felt that his eyes were blurred, but Fengnian started to knead with the tip of his tongue again. When Su Hai had to pant for breath, he looked at the girl, "I want to turn off the light." ?”

Su Hai thought for a second, "It doesn't matter." She wanted to look at Fengnian, although the squinting associate professor's face looked a little stupid.Fengnian brought her hand to him, looked at Su Hai encouragingly, "Check?"

Su Hai felt that her skin was pretty good, her shoulders were narrow and thin, and this style was uniformly maintained throughout Fengnian's body, which was different from what she had seen countless times in the book. She didn't have the feeling of creamy skin and smooth muscles and bones.Fengnian's body veins are not as gentle as her character, on the contrary, the protruding parts of the joints are obviously somewhat arrogant.

Su Hai grabbed the associate professor's curly hair, "No wonder, the softness in your bones has grown into your hair." The eldest girl touched Fengnian's small waist again, twisted half of the flesh and let it bounce back, "I have to practice ah."

Feng Nian was amused by her innocence, and pecked Su Hai's chin to the corner of his mouth, "Where else do you want to see?"

Su Hai's cheeks were flushed, she pushed Fengnian away a little, and also unbuttoned her pajamas, "Reciprocity is reciprocal, reciprocate."

She looked a little shy, after all, it was the first time she confessed to her lover so frankly.Perhaps Zhentao's enthusiasm for Zhenli touched Fengnian. Seeing her face move, Su Hai thought that he hadn't unpacked it properly, so Xue Fengnian threw his shirt on the doll's head, and the young enamel sparkled again. Harvest Eyes.The associate professor's lips moved, and she focused on Su Hai's eyes again.

"You have to look at your stomach too. Xiao Liu hasn't come out of my shape after practicing for two years." The eldest girl inhaled to make a concave shape, while Feng Nian stroked her forehead, "How can you be so cute?"

I have been cute since I was a child, except for a few years in junior high school.Su Hai refused to accept it.

She knew what she was going to do next, but she didn't know. Even if she packaged some words and kept them together for observation from time to time, Su Hai still felt that the descriptions there were mysterious.

What is not fragrant?Su Hai raised his body and leaned closer to smell it. He still bought the two-for-one Liushen mint flavor.What is soft?She has experienced it, but it's not a face-to-face meeting, so she can't be softened.What is hot or not?She didn't sweat much, only a drop of it fell on the pillow along the corner of her temples, and she was about to wipe it off, but Fengnian's tongue swept over the sweat marks, tsk——Su Hai said bad Fengnian, what other quirks do you have?

"A little bit, like reciting some poems, or explaining in class." But Fengnian didn't want to be distracted at this moment, she sank into the flesh-like touch.The girl was indeed nervous. She closed her eyes and said, "Turn off—turn off the light."

Soon the lights went out, but the two fires in Fengnian's hands lit up.Su Hai felt that she had fallen into a strange embrace. This was not the usual gentle and plump bad Fengnian. There were other expressions in her embrace: eagerness, shyness, domineering, and caring possession. Fengnian said you were uncomfortable. Let's just stop.Probably this is the "unknown" that the two people mentioned before.

How nice it would be to have this kind of unknown every day?Su Hai let out a smile, not wanting Fengnian to have eaten the melon core from the flesh.

The eldest girl shrank back and said, "Don't—" More unknowns came with the harvest, numbness, soreness and numbness mixed with Su Hai's senses according to the random ratio. She wanted to say that's it, stop, but she was afraid of sweeping away Feng Nian's interest, but she needs a little more time to adapt to this unknown.Fengnian seemed to have heard what was in her heart, and returned to hug her in front of the eldest girl, "Are you afraid?"

"I'm not afraid." Su Hai said that I feel a little strange, you seem to be a different person.The girl's voice was so soft that Feng Nian's heart was numb. She said it was still me, and I was also nervous, for fear of leaving a bad first impression on you.If there is no rush, let's wait.I'm in no hurry.

"Really?" Su Hai was agitated by these words, "Am I so unattractive? Bad harvest, I just need to rest and get used to it." The eldest girl closed her eyes, "Come on."

"Are you treating death like home? Just like I handed over my hair to you." Fengnian's other hand was always soothing on the top of Su Hai's head.

"It's not that I'm about to die. Although I'm a little panicked and don't know what's behind me, but when I think of you, I'm not so scared." The big girl felt that the bad harvest was back again, and the coy and hesitant pretending fool kissed own cheek, "Bad Harvest Year, why are you suddenly happy tonight?"

"Because you said that you can't like others." Fengnian said that you tied me up to death because of this sentence.If I want to cover and dodge, I'm too useless. "I want to give you what I can do, the best." Although Fengnian felt that maybe both of them were a little anxious tonight.

She was just about to lie down, but the eldest girl pulled her arm, "I'm fine, bad harvest."

Um?Fengnian wanted to say, why not stop here?

"It's good to do it all over again." The eldest girl looked at Fengnian's dim eyes in the darkness, "Also, you have to keep kissing me, Bad Fengnian."

The night is still very long, and the night has a scale. Feng Nian buried his head, and Su Hai entangled and jumped on the scale of the night.Both are afraid, but the two of them are afraid together but become addicted.

"Bad Harvest Year," finally, the girl's voice penetrated into the night, bright and warm, "I see, I like you like this."