far and near

Fengnian's work officially started in September. He will teach two classes of introduction to literature to sophomores every week, and two classes of ancient Chinese literature for freshmen.After preparing the PPT for two months, she was still nervous when she went to the podium at the beginning of the year. She just showed up in front of the classroom and was even regarded as a student who had gone to the wrong place.

The associate professor with finely cut curly hair is wearing a fitted blue shirt, black suit pants and small leather shoes with round toe straps of the same color, just like Yu Ren who just entered the workplace that year.Looking at the stunned students in the audience, Fengnian cleared his throat, "Everyone, I will be teaching the Introduction to Literature class this semester. My surname is Huai, and my name is Huai Fengnian." After finishing speaking, he wrote down three names with square and open faces on the blackboard.The college students were shocked by these words, and immediately put away their contempt, and their eyes began to change.

It was originally a relatively boring theoretical course, but Fengnian made a clear subdivision of the content of the syllabus, learned from the past and the present, and quoted recommendations, which quickly led students into a new understanding of concepts.When Fengnian talked about "the last element of the four elements of literature - the appreciator", his small spiritual eyes glanced at the lecture theater with a smile through his glasses, and suddenly found that there was a ball head in the last row, which seemed familiar.

She walked down the podium with a laser pointer in her hand, walked up the stairs slowly, and approached the back row while speaking, "Mirror and Lamp" by Abrams expounded such a relationship. Some people simply understand the lamp as the content of creation, while others think This is the inner spirituality and thoughts, which are displayed in front of the readers through the creation of this mirror, by—" Feng Nian and the last row of ball heads finally met, and she recognized Su Hai.

Where would the big girl want to listen to mirrors or lights, she was holding up a makeup mirror to apply lipstick to herself.Nearly a hundred people in the large classroom turned their attention to Su Hai, curious that this student was not like this student.At this time, a short-haired girl next to Su Hai gently abducted her, and the eldest girl realized that she had become the focus of the audience.She put down the mirror, sat upright and looked at Fengnian, her eyes said, "Don't come here."

Fengnian smiled slightly, turned around to turn the page of the PPT, and continued to explain the mirror and lamp that either hypnotized the big girl or urged her to look in the mirror.In a big class, Su Hai sat obediently in the back without moving his butt, and finally heard that Fengnian had assigned the reading and writing homework for this class so that the students screamed "Ah--", a [-]-word essay The analysis or post-reading impressions, plus two original works and auxiliary reading materials, should be completed within a week.

Feng Nian's reaction to them was quite innocent, "I have to take the test." The students below stopped their voices and hurried to take pictures.

After class, Feng Nian was surrounded by more than ten students. God knows whether it was for academics or just to get close. After she patiently answered the questions, the students asked for a more private contact information. The associate professor said to email, I will contact your supervisor if there is anything to do.It was as if he had wrapped himself up tightly and couldn't get close.When he said this, Fengnian looked up and saw that the eldest girl had already walked out of the classroom with another student carrying a small satchel.

"Glory, what if Teacher Huai asks you questions in class today? I'm scared to death." Beside Su Hai is a new girlfriend from Baizhou University she met on the Internet. She is a head shorter than Su Hai and has worse hair. Fengnian is straight, his eyes are almost small, and his round-frame glasses are almost the same style.

"She won't ask me questions." Su Hai said that he was tortured to death, and he couldn't move after being there for nearly three hours, and couldn't understand a word in a daze.I want to go back to the store to rest, "Li Man, I won't come to attend lectures from now on."

Suhai rests every Monday. Today, in order to show his sincerity for "contact love", he didn't sleep in late. He didn't expect to rush to Bad Fengnian's nose.

The girl named Li Man said that I thought you were interested in college life, but in fact, this teacher spoke very well, and you are so young, so amazing.

The eldest girl laughed, not revealing her relationship with Fengnian.

"Let's go to the cafeteria for dinner, and I'll take you back after eating." Li Man said that there were many wonderful programs in the welcome party some time ago, and I will accompany you to watch it.

Li Man is a lively girl. She met Su Hai on social platforms. She was the one who shouted "Sister, look at me" after seeing the photo of the older girl. The two chatted for half a month, and finally met last week Saw it for the first time.After that, Li Man sent messages more diligently.

She and Su Hai talked about their love history. The little girlfriend who held hands in the second year of high school separated from her after the college entrance examination. Now the other party has found a boyfriend, saying that it will make her feel safe.The other party had a sense of security, and Li Man had a shadow. She asked Su Hai, "Are you Bi?"

The eldest girl who has read Lily's prose said she didn't know.Anyway, having seen so many men and women so far, almost none of them moved her.

Li Man from the Chinese Department asked what does "almost" mean?Does that mean there's still a bit of it?

The eldest girl said that was nothing, so don't mention it, and she would be angry if she mentioned it.

Su Hai said that the cafeteria would not eat it, and the small refrigerator in her store still had the leftover salad bread from yesterday, which had to be wiped out, or it would expire.

When he reached the gate of the school, Li Man was a little bit reluctant, "Then I have no class and go to your store to play with you?"

"Okay, it would be better if you introduce more businesses to me." Su Hai said that it is cheaper to place an order on Dianping.com, and she will give a free nursing care if it is well received.

After saying goodbye to Li Man, Su Hai looked back at her back, wondering if it was a psychological effect, she always felt that this 19-year-old girl lacked energy.

Today, the apprentices in the store are also resting. After opening the door, Su Hai hung up the sign "Closed Today" and jumped on the sofa to eat a salad that was about to expire. The pride, although small, is her own shop.

A barber chair was lifted too high and failed to return. Su Hai bit the fork to lower it, and then turned on the stereo to listen to music.The little girl in the store loves to listen to crackling internet celebrity tunes, but now Su Hai likes pure music, because it helps to maintain the ears.After all, the taste of being a boss is different from that of an employee, mature and deep.

Opening the phone, there is Yuan Liu's message, the camouflage uniform, the little black face, and the best friend told him that he must go back to Baizhou after the military training.Su Hai smiled, "Come back, you're not thinking of me anyway." In addition, there are inquiries from customers, usually in voice, "Glory, when will you help me dye my hair?" "Xiao Hai, can you make it cheaper?" How about?" There was also a junior high school student who called her "Sister Hai" and asked Su Hai if he could do Miyamoto Musashi's hairstyle for him.

Put down the phone, the world is really silent.When the people around me stay away one by one, and when I start to grow up on my own, this feeling comes more and more frequently.Although Mao Xinxia also takes care of the business when she goes home every day, she thinks that the mother whose daughter is half-graduated puts more energy on her son——Shao ​​Junhan is in the third grade of elementary school, and his grades are much better than those of Su Hai when he was a child, with an average of [-]. This made Mao Xinxia I also suspect that a Wenqu star has come to my home.

Is there anyone who really belongs to you?Actually no.Feelings allow everyone to weave a net together. Suhai is a warp thread and a weft thread, but it is never the central mesh.The brightest moment in her life so far is the opening day of this "Shanghai Style Yijian". When everyone gathers to eat hot pot, everyone praises themselves: Xiaohai is an entrepreneur among us.Xiaohai will open a chain of ten or twenty stores in the future.Xiao Hai makes a lot of money to expand his store.Xiao Hai is the winner in life...

If Xiaohai can eat, eat more.Xiaohai's makeup is painted by himself, he really has the aura of a director.Xiaohai's figure is really model level.Xiao Hai can be regarded as letting her mother breathe a sigh of relief, your mother is starting to get over it...

During the second round, everyone talked about their lives, Yuan Liu's major, Yu Ren Yinxiu's business, listened to Bai Maosheng's new play, and cared about Fengnian's work.Joy is all kinds of big and small ingredients rolled in the hot pot soup base, and it is also the food that everyone loves to eat. Suhai's happiness retreats into the dipping sauce in front of everyone.

The loneliness of Xiaohai, the trepidation of opening a shop alone, the age of longing for love, the emptiness of friends after leaving their hometown, the monotony and tediousness of social networking, the filial piety training that parents and grandma never forget for retirement, Mao Xinxia's worry about being separated from Shao Junhan ...no one pays attention.Everyone agrees that this girl is tall and strong, with excellent skills, her life has begun, her heart can already bear all kinds of storms, she is a "director", she has a top-down perspective, and she doesn't need that subtlety The consolation of the last day.

Even when she told Xiao Liu that she might have a little interest in Bad Fengnian, the good girlfriend said that's not surprising, you have a unique aesthetic.Su Hai's aesthetics has been different since she was a child. People around her are used to it, and their eyes will lightly flicker, and they will equate the spark in her heart with "curiosity". Hair - will grow back.

The eldest girl was chewing lettuce and only turned on a row of spotlights. She guarded her small shop like a gilded Bodhisattva, looked at herself in the mirror, and thought about some sporadic things in class today in the bad harvest year. Sentences, what spiritual thoughts, what to see inside, do not understand.She looked at the bad years and only thought of Turgenevwa in these years, and she accompanied her through many gaps in life, and she also accompanied her to filter out the grains of gravel in life.

She spoke for nearly three hours, which was also very hard.The job of an associate professor is not easy either.This is Su Hai's biggest feeling after listening to the class.

In the past, Su Hai would leave a message for Fengnian, "You look like a teacher today, and it's thanks to me for giving you a good hairstyle." But Glory, who made Fengnian so unattainable, would not say that.She dated so many times online, but was rejected every time.I fell in love twice offline, and they broke up unhappy.After countless times of thinking, Su Hai's emotional mechanism was triggered by acute appendicitis. She found that the feeling she hadn't found was in Bad Fengnian's hands and legs. When she carefully hugged her head, at that moment, Su Hai felt I am not a sauce, but a big treasure.

She was hugged, cared for, cared for, and cared for, and she was the only one, and the impulse to echo was ignited in her heart.

It's a pity that that moment was very short, and those days were not long, and it's a pity that the confession was without surprise or danger, and it's a pity that Su Hai was embarrassed to say, "You are really a dead man in a bad harvest, and you don't give me any face." Care for yourself, "I want you to be too high to climb."

Ball lettuce is one of the most unpalatable vegetables in the world, besides being crunchy and a little watery, it has almost no taste.But it seems to be the most suitable dish for Su Hai's life: the scissors at her fingertips are always brittle, and her hands are always wet when she washes hair for guests.

She thought, if only a few cherry tomatoes were added, it would be as sweet and sour as a bad harvest.After the fork stirred the lunch box a few times, Su Hai put down the food and lay down on the sofa to rest.Li Man's message came again, saying that we should watch a movie this weekend, shall we?

That's fine too.Su Hai's answer was not very energetic, which aroused the nervousness of the girl on the other end, "Do you think we are not suitable?"

"I don't know, whether it's suitable or not, I can't give a conclusion so quickly." Su Hai felt in his heart that this online dating with a girl was the same as her previous attempts, lacking energy.It was as if she felt that Li Man's back was lacking strength - no elasticity, chewiness, luster... nothing, she was not tempted.She remembers the feeling of being moved.

A figure suddenly stood outside the store, and Su Hai said that he would be off today.The other party was still knocking on the door, then bent down, and put his whole face under the wooden sign. His eyebrows seemed to be elastic, his eyebrows were bent, his eyes were slender, and a clean smile appeared. Su Hai's heart hovered in the air, That's what it feels like.

She opened the door, and Feng Nian was carrying two boxes of lunch, "I bought it specially from the faculty cafeteria, haven't you eaten yet? Let's eat together."

"How do you know I'm in the shop?" the eldest girl asked.

"Well, I guessed it." The associate professor did not say that he calmly followed the two girls, and did not go to the cafeteria to buy food until he saw the eldest girl crossing the road and returning to the store.

"Char siu, beef tendon, this pumpkin pie is also a must." Fengnian frowned when he saw the lettuce and bread on the coffee table, "This is not your favorite." She opened the lunch box, "Try it quickly."

The eldest girl pinched a piece with her hands. It was indeed delicious, but because it was bought in a bad year, she could only nod reluctantly.

"You look like a teacher today, thanks to the fact that I gave you a good hairstyle." The eldest girl said while eating.

The associate professor said yes, so don't I come here to express my thanks?She brought another dish for Su Hai, and the eldest girl stepped aside, "Don't keep stuffing me, you eat your own."

"Why are you sitting in the last row? You should sit in the first row." Fengnian pushed down his glasses, "What do you think of my class?"

I couldn't understand, so I sat in the last row.Li Man said that if I get sleepy from listening, I will sleep for a while, and the teacher usually doesn't care about it.The eldest girl said why you came over directly, why do you still want to ask me?Aren't you afraid that I would stand up and show everyone your Sixi meatball hair?

She blinked her thick and long eyelashes, and raised her eyes to look at Fengnian, "It's actually quite hard to talk for three hours."

Fengnian was moved by this delicate gaze, she smiled, "It's not hard work, it's not easy at all." She chewed slowly, and asked again in a calm manner, "Li Man, that's the student next to you ?”

yes.Su Hai said she was from the Chinese Department. I glanced at the boys in the Chinese Department today, and there were quite a few crooked ones.Girls have several beautiful ones.

"As teachers, we don't pay attention to these things." Feng Nian picked up the meat in the lunch box, and couldn't help but send it to Su Hai bowl.

"Li Man." Fengnian repeated the name again, "Well, you guys met online?"

"That's right, she sent me a private message because they're all from Baizhou." Su Hai didn't dislike Fengnianse her this time, and he still ate deliciously. "We're not completely dating, we're just trying to date."

The associate professor on the opposite side didn't say a word, and said "Oh" after a while, "Try." She nodded again, "Post-ninth fifth generation quite understands."

Su Hai picked up the old thermos cup and took a big mouthful of wolfberry tea, "This one won't work, I'll try another one." While eating, she suddenly slowed down, and she looked at Feng Nian, who was also staring at her, "Look what I'm doing ? I'm an adult, I'm the director, don't use my sister to control me."

"Then, are we still dating?" Fengnian smiled, "I don't care about your love, I just care about your health." She stretched out her hand to stroke the big girl's ball head, "You..." Fengnian swallowed, the little girl Embarrassment flashed in his eyes, "Well, try not to use the Internet...I..."

To me what me.Su Hai stretched out his hand and patted her on the head, "Hey, why is the associate professor dripping? I just touched his head." She felt that the loneliness was not so turbulent, and the bad harvest year was like a dehumidifier. When she came, the air would be dry, "You What happened?" The eldest girl happily asked Fengnian.

nothing.Feng Nian sighed, she was eloquent when she talked about the introduction to literature, but she couldn’t explain it now—what she was used to and reluctant to part with, what she liked and felt at ease, those bits and pieces that belonged to Turgenevwa, she didn’t want to be shared bit by bit.