far and near

"Tell me what it was like to have a first kiss?" Su Hai sat on Yuan Liu's bed and ate three Liuxin mooncakes, watching his best friend's face finally return to normal from red.

"I can't remember." Yuan Liu lowered his head and pretended to read a book, but his heart was wrinkled everywhere.

"Huh?" Su Hai kicked Yuan Liu's ass, "It's only been 15 minutes." She felt bored in the house at night, so she lay on the balcony eating cantaloupe and watching her mobile phone. Bad Fengnian said Dali was very fun. Cycling around the Erhai Lake, the doctoral student also sent a photo: the face is black and thin, the curly hair is too long, one left and one right are tied in two buns, and the two fried Sixi meatballs are alive.Su Hai laughed so hard that his hand slipped, and the phone fell downstairs.

After searching for a while with my butt pouted, the screen of the mobile phone has been broken, but the system is still running miraculously.Su Hai calculated the time to change the screen and was about to come out of the flower bed when he heard the sound of a car stopping.

"Fortunately, I squatted down for a while before I saw such an exciting scene." Su Hai said you lied, don't you remember?I'm afraid I'm still feeling it in my heart.How can I still remember the taste of the curry beef vermicelli soup I ate in the morning?I remember the last place in the class back then, but don’t you remember the top place in your high school entrance examination?

"Maybe like tofu, or butter?" Yuan Liu said, "So fast, I really don't know how to say it. Your beef soup is in your mouth, and your tongue can taste it. I just put my lips on it, just one touch."

Looking at Yuan Liu's face full of clouds, Su Hai was suspicious, "You are terrible, why are you so courageous?"

Courage comes from confidence, and it can also come from ignorance and fearlessness.Yuan Liu's courage is a bit complicated, she is wronged, but also fearless, and she can even hear Yu Ren's overtones.She took off the rubber band on the ponytail to loosen her hair, bit her lip and recalled the sudden ceremony that was completed in almost a second, "Xiao Hai, you screamed like that downstairs, and my mother asked you what you were talking about." Keep a low profile and count me on you.

"I'm very thirsty for knowledge, so if you don't answer, I'll keep asking loudly." Su Hai glanced at the remaining mooncakes, "It's a crime, it's delicious."

"She said...she was embarrassed sometimes." Yuan Liu said that I didn't know how to explain it. At that moment, I felt that the embarrassment she said was not that she couldn't pick me up for several days because of overtime work.She knew everything, and my brain was hot.Like watching a video and accidentally pressing the fast forward button.

"Here comes Xuan again." Su Hai put on his slippers, "Come on, I'll take a shower and go to bed, and you can show yourself Xuan."

After her best friend left, Yuan Liu stared at the door for a while, then jumped back on the bed and buried her entire face in the pillow.If she could stretch that less than a second, she might be able to recall Yu Ren's expression at that time, see clearly the trembling hair on her face, and peek at the heat under her skin.If she was more courageous, she might be able to stare into Yu Ren's eyes, where there could be some clues—the clues of what Yu Ren said was "embarrassing".

Yu Ren's difficulty lies in the number "16". Yuan Liu knows that the thickness of life cannot be measured by age, but moral norms can, so Yu Ren is in a dilemma.So Yuan Liu suddenly felt that he should take the initiative.She did the same.

But Yuan Liu couldn't recall the process, she only felt that the nerve endings in her lips were scalded, as if they were still numb.She turned over and raised the phone, wanting to say something to Yu Ren, the characters she pressed several times were deleted one by one, and finally changed to, "Good night."

Yu Ren replied quickly, "Xiao Liu, don't do that in the future, you are still young."

Yuan Liu was stunned for a while, and finally recovered.

Now she can answer Su Hai's question. The feeling of the first kiss was blank at first, then numb, then tasted sweet and sour, until the feeling of fear.

Doomed to sleep poorly tonight, Yuan Liu tossed and turned, got up to read at three o'clock in the middle of the night, and fell asleep when his eyes blurred.Yuan Huifang stuffed her with a carton of milk when she was going out at seven o'clock in the morning, "Are you reading in the middle of the night again?"

Yuan Liu smiled, "I just watched it for a while."

The girl now goes to school instead of riding a bicycle to squeeze the bus. She puts her schoolbag on her back and sits in the last row looking at Baizhou City outside the window, thinking about what Yu Ren is doing at this point.She had a premonition that Yu Ren would not come to pick her up tonight.She rubbed her eyes and sighed, her foot was kicked by the next door, Yuan Liu raised her head, only to find Zhang Ruohui, a serious student sitting on her right.

"Where's the bracelet?" Zhang Ruohui asked.

Yuan Liu said that she was in the bag, and she was delayed for a few seconds, "Are you late too?"

Xueshen didn't answer the nonsense, saying that you don't like bracelets?

"I... am not used to wearing things." Yuan Liu returned Zhang Ruohui's gift, which was very uncreative, a pair of wireless headphones worth 120 yuan.The god of learning took it, and now it is plugged in the ear.

The Xueshen turned his head, "I see that you like to run laps sometimes, so I thought you needed a pedometer."

When the car arrived at No. [-] Middle School Station, Xueshen pulled Yuan Liu's wrist to get out of the car, and Yuan Liu broke away in front of the school gate, saying that I packed my schoolbag.Xueshen folded his arms and looked at her, "Oh, we need to talk."

Yuan Liu said that we had a lot of conversations, and said in the cafeteria that you would go to my mother's restaurant every weekend and say that my mother was embarrassed, and asked me to tell you not to order so many dishes.Two is enough and our family has a huge serving size.It's 07:30 in the morning, we're both late, not a good time to talk.

"It's already late anyway." Xue Shen took a step closer to Yuan Liu at the grand gate of the No. [-] Middle School, and looked straight at Yuan Liu, "Are you unwilling to associate with me because of Jiaqi?"

Xueshen faced Yuan Liu as eagerly as she was facing an Olympic test paper. Her question made Yuan Liu look around in fright, "Sister, this is the school." Go and say, there's no one there right now.

Yuan Liu walked into the school with her, and couldn't wait to explain, "It's not because of her, even if you are not in that relationship, we are not suitable for dating. I...I have someone I like." Yuan Liu said Zhang Ruohui , I am very happy to be friends with you, and it is also very interesting to talk to you.

"What kind do you like?" Xueshen ignored the invalid information and directly flipped through the standard answer.

How to answer?At this moment, Yuan Liu could skip class and just talk about Yu Ren, but facing the demanding student, she summed it up in the most succinct words, "Mature, in every sense." The student stopped, looked down at himself She nodded, "It's the same as me. But you are the person I worry about the most." She left Yuan Liu, and no longer went to the Lihua building, but hurried to the classroom on the east side of the Lishi class .

As expected of a god of learning, I figured it out.Yuan Liu smiled and was about to go upstairs, when suddenly the head of the god of learning protruded from the railing upstairs, "Yuan Liu—" The girl hesitated to speak, "You missed a champion!" She bit her lower lip and turned her head Go upstairs.

Xueshen didn't eat with them at lunch, Zhao Jiaqi said it was strange, didn't she like to cling to you?

Yuan Liu talked about the conversation in the morning, and Zhao Jiaqi mechanically mixed the rice with a spoon, "She can do everything she wanted to do since she was a child, but she just arrived in Waterloo today." Purpose and planning, so you may feel that she is pressing on you... every step of the way.The two walked and chatted on the playground after eating. Zhao Jiaqi said that no one but me could stand her, and she kissed in steps.

Yuan Liu blushed, "Huh?"

Just like slow-motion analysis, the first step is to fix the opponent's cheeks with both hands.The second step is to make sure that the other party's lipstick is wiped clean, because she hates the smell of Vaseline.The third step, touch the upper lip.The fourth step, touch the lower lip.The fifth step, lick the lip line.done. "Zhang Ruohui said that exchanging saliva is not healthy, so there is no need to go deeper. Oh, her mother is the head nurse and has a cleanliness habit, which may have affected her. Her father is from the Department of Chemistry. He took her to observe the laboratory since she was a child, and taught her the experimental procedures. Importance." Zhao Jiaqi talked about Xueshen's state of mind has calmed down a lot, and Yuan Liu was wandering, and she tried to go back to the time before and after the fast-forward second, but she still couldn't remember the look in Yu Ren's eyes, and the sign of a broken heart came again.

Yuan Liu, why do most lovers can't resist kissing?Zhao Jiaqi's soul question brought Yuan Liu back to her senses. She thought about Yu Ren's cheek, "Maybe the sensory perception of the body is another way to reach him." With one hand, he escaped first after alarming the master.While her body fled, her consciousness remained in front of the path.

At the end of the drowsy day, Yuan Liu did not see Yu Ren at the school gate. Su Hai was riding on an electric donkey eating roast sausage, with her long legs on the pedals. Seeing Yuan Liu's footsteps pause, she laughed and patted the seat , "There is no way to downgrade the treatment. Sister Yu Ren went to the airport to pick up Bad Fengnian."

Bad Fengnian actually went back to Baizhou to find a job. I can’t imagine what it’s like to be a teacher in Bad Fengnian. Good year.But Yuan Liu was a little cold, and put his hands into Su Hai's coat pockets.

"Xiao Hai, is your phone repaired?" Yuan Liu asked.

"Well, I changed the screen in the afternoon, 300 yuan." Su Hai said, so I was very generous to myself today, and bought new clothes.Because I am so willing to change the skin of my mobile phone, why should I pick myself?Su Hai was in a very good mood, passing by the snack street, he asked Yuan Liu if he wanted to eat.

Yuan Liu shook her head, "Don't eat, let's go home and review." She leaned her head on Su Hai's back, "Xiao Hai, I feel a little sad."

Why are you sad?Didn't we all kiss yesterday? "Let me tell you about my first kiss. It was like being bitten by a protruding fish. It was fishy. It wasn't good at all." Su Hai wrinkled his nose, as if reminiscing about the fishy smell.

"I...may have offended her." Yuan Liu said.

Why, Su Hai said she wouldn't finish kissing, did she lose her temper with you?

I didn't lose my temper, just told me not to do that in the future.Yuan Liu said that I am very happy to see her every day, but it is different, it has been different since yesterday, you know?

"Why is it different? I think the grilled sausages at the west gate of the community are delicious, so I can't go back to the snack street on the east side?" Su Hai laughed "giggle", "Xiao Liu, I really can't think of you... We grew up together, you are here In my heart, I am a nerd who memorizes vocabulary while riding a bicycle." Su Hai had a strange feeling of growing up as a daughter.

The best friend's face leaned against her back, "It's not a contrasting choice to eat, it's weird." I knew I shouldn't push the door, but I couldn't help it.I hate this kind of lack of self-control. I'm afraid I will scare her in the future. What should I do if she really ignores me?

"It's impossible for Sister Yu Ren to ignore you, she loves you dearly. Now that I said it, I remembered—" Su Hai stopped on the side of the road, pulled out the key and gave it to Yuan Liu, "Open the trunk at the back."

Yuan Liu opened it and found a set of folded fitness quick-drying clothes inside.

"You brought it to the store at night, saying that you would catch a cold if you were sweating from running at school, so you can put it on next time you want to run." Su Hai said that your sky is embarrassed to give it to you in person?Why do you two blame Chunqing? Don't tell her that I saw it, or you won't even see me in the future.

Yuan Liu held the clothes in his arms and his eyes were slightly wet, "Xiao Hai, it would be nice to have a fast-forward button in life."

"I don't want to fast-forward." Su Hai said that my mother is obviously older than a few years ago, what will happen to her if I fast-forward again?Little Liu, please do your best.It will be great if I go to university, and then I will have my own shop.It was rare for Su Hai to speak seriously to Yuan Liu, "Don't be cowardly, it's just that I like her. If I like someone, I won't look forward and backward like you. Isn't that just a kiss? You are underage, and you have protection buffs."

"I'm not cowardly." Yuan Liu raised his voice.

"You're cowardly." Su Hai speeded up, "You don't want the present, and you are cowardly if you rush forward." How can it be done overnight?I have saved less than 5 yuan now.If she likes you, she will not dislike you even when she is 16 or 60 years old.

"You still don't understand." Yuan Liu said.

"Yeah, I don't understand." I also don't understand what you said and can't help but push the door.If you can't help but knock on the door, you can wait if the master is not at home.Homework is not good, is it?The snacks are not good, are they?Su Hai snorted, "What's the difference, Xiao Liu, isn't it just the awakening of desire. You don't read enough novels?" Yuan Liu didn't say anything, her ears were itchy with heat.

Fast forward is wrong, slow motion is wrong, and you say awakening.After awakening, it wants to speed up...Xiao Hai, what is love?How does it mess up people's hearts?Why is Yu Ren so calm? Sometimes I feel that she cares about me, but sometimes she can easily push me away.

Why am I like a string, she is the hand that plucks it.I wanted to change it, but she immediately suppressed it.I wanted to speak out, but she already understood.Xiao Hai, what kind of woman is this?Does she really like me?

It's true that I'm 16 years old, but half of my life is already in her hands.Xiao Hai, I like her so much, but I want to jump out of her palm, can I jump out?

Yuan Liu said a long list, but Su Hai fell silent.

"Am I vulgar?" Yuan Liu asked her best friend when she got off the car.

The eldest girl flicked the car keys, "Who is good?" You dance, let me give you a suggestion, go to live in school.

"Huh?" Yuan Liu was surprised.

Your problem is that you see her too much, you can't jump out, and you are tossing yourself.Go to the No. [-] Middle School and squat in prison, maybe, distance produces beauty.Su Hai looked at Yuan Liu, "Yo? Can't bear it?"

I can figure it out, love is three words: find awkwardness.

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There should be another chapter tonight