far and near

Yu Xiaomin and Yu Ren had shared the same hatred with Yu Ren in the matter of urging the marriage, but relatives and friends who did not know the inside story never let go of lobbying.Every time she goes back to Yuzhuang, Hu Zefen always has an ambiguous and cunning expression, asking her granddaughter if she has someone she likes?

In the past few years, his grandfather Yu Wenzhao, who has gradually seen through Yu Ren's work ambitions, persuaded his granddaughter in the same old way, "Women must have families, and women must have children."

Why must it be?Because it has been like this for thousands of years.The law of the ancestors is not easy.

"I don't know my ancestors, and they don't know me either." Yu Wenzhao rolled his eyes angrily at Yu Ren's joke.

But Ren Songhong is not easy to get rid of here. The father called his daughter home and asked his wife Liao Hua to cook a table of meals. "Let's talk about your personal problems." Ren Songhong said that apart from Zhu Chaoyang, Zuo Heming's I've heard the same thing, the young man is nice, measured and steady, and now Baizhou is doing a great job of starting his own business.You rejected him, but you also rejected your leadership. Have you learned this lesson?

"Absorbed." Yu Ren's obedient expression made Ren Songhong smile, and the next sentence blackened him again, "In the future, the leader will not cooperate with meddling in my personal affairs. My mistake is that I can't worry about offending others in the first place. But going to an appointment, going there and then rejecting it will make the leader even more embarrassed."

"All right, let's not mention the past, what about Liao Kuang?" Ren Songhong said that Liao Kuang has been promoted again at the Banking Regulatory Bureau, and has a bright future. Your age, education, family and personality are all compatible. Are you worried about your mother?Don't be afraid, Dad will persuade you for you.

When talking about her nephew, Liao Hua, Ren Songhong's second wife, had a kind smile on her face. She said affectionately to Yu Ren, "Caicai, Auntie is not partial to her nephew. Xiaokuang is really one in ten thousand in Baizhou. young talents."

Yu Ren was silent, the dinner table became cold, Ren Songhong gave his wife a wink, and after the father and daughter were left, he asked, "Is there someone else he likes?"

Yu Ren paused, then smiled and replied, "No."

"Then why don't you consider Liao Kuang?" Ren Songhong said that when I think of your life-long events, I get anxious, and there has been no movement for so many years.

Dad, why should I consider him?Is it for breeding?I can't think about it, I don't mean anything to him, he's fine, but not for me.

"Who is right for you?" Yu Ren's heart skipped a beat when he heard this question, "Myself."

The meal broke up unhappy, and Ren Songhong finally said, "You have to think about it carefully, marriage is not a cage for you, but a help. Do you still want to make progress?"

Yu Ren drove around Baizhou City twice before returning to the community. She was bored in the car and didn't want to go home, so she opened the window and let the air blow her in a daze. Bad things can be sad.She got out of the car and bought a few cans of beer, took off her shoes and sat in the back seat to drink slowly.Alcohol can make her temporarily forget the invisible rope tied to her body. After drinking until her cheeks turned pink, Yu Ren glanced at her phone: [-]:[-].

At the moment, she can't drive, she's dizzy and it's inconvenient to pick up Yuan Liu, so she calls Su Hai and asks her to pick up her best friend.

Leaning in the car and sleeping for a while, after being woken up by the horn of another car in the community, she looked at her phone again, it was already 10:30, and Ren Songhong couldn't confess her sexuality, at least she had to persuade him to stop interfering with her.

Yu Ren took a sip of wine to soothe his throat, and dialed his father's phone number. After Ren Songhong was promoted, his tone of voice was calmer and slower than before. Yu Ren felt that he was playing tricks and trying to shrink his wings. "Understand?" Ren Songhong ask.

"Dad, I want to have a serious talk with you about this matter. Please let me make the decision on my own marriage, and don't introduce anyone to me anymore." Yu Ren didn't meander when he talked to his father, but It's a direct call.

"I don't need a man." Yu Ren's words made Ren Songhong silent for a while, "Is it because I divorced your mother?"

"No, on the contrary, I am grateful that you are divorced, at least gave me a quiet time to grow up." Yu Ren said, "If you regard me as an independent person, I hope you will respect my wishes."

"But you are my daughter!" Ren Songhong emphasized her tone.

"I am myself first." Yu Ren predicted that this phone call would lead to another quarrel, "Dad, I don't need to impose things or people. It's not me, but you. I really want to improve, but I don't believe it. This system cannot tolerate the struggle of a single woman. Dad, can you say on behalf of the conclusion that 'unmarried women have no future in the Baizhou system'?"

"Absurd words." Ren Songhong said forget it, Liao Kuang seems that you really don't like it, let's look at other boys.

"Dad, I think you didn't understand. I don't need a man, any man. Don't make trouble for me." Yu Ren's words directly ignited Ren Songhong's anger, "Is there something wrong with you? How did Yu Xiaomin teach you? You are unbelievable... Do you still have a social consciousness as a woman?"

Yu Ren hung up the phone and touched the beer cans with a wry smile. Both cans were empty. She put on her shoes and was about to go home. Suddenly, she was frightened by a black figure in front of the car and trembled all over. Goose bumps went from head to toe. Sombra spoke, "Sister?"

Yu Ren was relieved, and locked the car door with bags and garbage bags shaking, "Are you here again?"

Yuan Liu chuckled, "Xiaohai picked me up, and I asked her to put me downstairs at your house. Sister, have you been in the car for a while?" Seeing Yu Ren shaking again, Yuan Liu stepped forward Holding her up, Yu Ren pushed her away, "It's okay, I may not have time to pick you up for dinner today."

The little girl's hand returned to her waist, "Go upstairs?"

"No." Yu Ren thought for a while, "I want to go to the bathroom."

That's still worth it.Yu Ren went home and locked Yuan Liu out of the door. The little girl ate her nose ashes and touched the tip of her nose at the door.After a while, the door opened again, Yu Ren didn't even change his shoes, "I'm going out for a walk."

"I'll walk with you." Yuan Liu said hastily.

I don’t want you to accompany me. You go to write your homework and go home to review. Next semester, you will be in the third year of high school. Have you figured out which university to take?Yu Ren didn't tie the knot after a series of words, but Yuan Liu concluded that she drank too much-it is Yu Ren's normal state to cherish words like gold.

"You drink too much, what should you do if you go out and meet bad people? You are so beautiful." Yuan Liu and Yu Ren entered the elevator, "My homework has been written long ago, and there is no delay in reviewing. What else can I do? Fall in love?"

Yu Ren snorted, "I'm going to visit Baijiang."

Okay, Yuan Liu said that the weather is quite warm today, suitable for walking.One big and one small quickly walked to the edge of the Baijiang River. Regardless of whether the ground was clean or not, Yu Ren sat on the side of the road with his knees hugged and looked at the river, and suddenly said, "At that time, I was in love with Uno, and I only had the opportunity to come with her on weekends and holidays." Check it out here."

What are you looking at?Yuan Liu's heart twitched.

"Look... look at the water, listen to her sing... the opera." Yu Ren was a little shy when talking about the past, "It's all over."

You can fall in love while studying, but I can't.Thinking of this, Yuan Liu said "Oh", and sat cross-legged beside Yu Ren, looking at her cheek.

"I... drank, it's not sexy, what do you think, little bastard?" Yu Ren didn't look at Yuan Liu, and his mood gradually improved, "Oh, although I am very open-minded, I am also this kind of person, but I am really Worry, you... from now on..." Yu Ren licked his lips, "Xiao Liu, this road is not easy."

"I don't think there is anything difficult to go." Yuan Liu's answer seemed a little ignorant and fearless to Yu Ren.She snorted and hit the little girl on the head, "It's hard."

Where is the difficulty?Does the family disagree?I am confident that my mother will accept it.Yuan Liu said that the difficulty is not what kind of person I belong to, but something else.

"You pointed again." Yu Ren patted her on the head again, "You are not allowed to talk about Yin and Yang."

"You can't speak positive words, you have to leave it blank." Yuan Liu moved closer to Yu Ren, "Yu Ren?"

"Call my sister." Yu Ren was dissatisfied.

"Yu Ren!" Yuan Liu raised his head, "We must stick to matters of principle." Why are you unhappy?Is it because of orientation?

It was Yu Ren who was speechless for a long time who answered her, and finally said, "When I was young, I really didn't think it was a big deal. Of course, the suffocation thrown by the society can't kill me now. I'm not for my own experience. Sad, I'm unhappy for all of us."

Life is not easy, but such a relationship is like moss on the back of a stone, growing and surviving desperately when it cannot be exposed to the sun, it is even more difficult, isn't it?

"Xiao Liu, don't look at me as mature, but I always feel injustice in my heart. Really, people who can't pretend to be 'injustice' can't be considered mature." Yu Ren's hair was messed up by the river wind and his eyes were itchy. He yawned, and said in a low voice and aggrieved, "My dad——said I didn't have the social self-awareness as a woman."

Xiao Liu, the more I think about it, the sadder it becomes. Even if he uses the self-consciousness of a public official to ask me, I won't feel sad.But he is using "women's social consciousness" to regulate me.He and I are father and daughter. In the end, he accused me from the height of "society", and his blood relationship is not as good as his "social consciousness".

"What is a woman's social self-consciousness, and what is your father's social self-consciousness?" Yu Ren was stunned by Yuan Liu's crystal clear eyes, "You knew too early...it would be very troublesome."

"But you are 27 years old, Yu Ren, aren't you still troubled? Maybe tell me earlier, I can think about this question earlier. Maybe someday I can figure it out." Yuan Liu took off his down jacket and put it on Yu Ren. On Ren, Yu Rengang was about to refuse, but she pressed her shoulder, "Just give me this chance, I'm not cold." The little girl blinked, "Sister, what are those two consciousnesses?"

Hearing that the little girl changed her title to "sister" again, Yu Ren said that you are really cunning, you are a little fox, do you know that?Changing context is becoming more and more proficient, Yuan Liu, you little bastard, do you lose the most points in Chinese reading comprehension?

Yuan Liu opened his eyes wide, "How do you know?"

"Hmph, because you think too smartly." Yu Ren gripped the skirt of his down jacket, feeling much warmer now, "We all have positions when we think about issues. Of course, the expression 'position' is sometimes prone to political associations in academics. Then use a neutral word, 'field'."

A man's field, like my father's, who took it for granted, without thinking, that women should enter into marriage and have children.He usually uses the perspective of "daughter" when he looks at me, but in the social field, his perspective is the condensation of multiple elements such as history, thought, economy, politics, culture, and etiquette for thousands of years. He sees me as "a A member of a lower class who is supposed to do his part."

I am saddened by his self-consciousness of execution, which transcends "father and daughter" and falls naturally on the socio-historical level of gender.Do you understand if I explain this way?

Yuan Liu thought for a while, "Do you see you more as a social tool than as your own daughter?"

Yu Ren opened his mouth, and then patted his cheek lightly, "I really can't drink, my brain is too drunk to talk so long."

"Then look at him with the eyes of a tool." Yuan Liu rubbed his hands, "It's better not to have a father who can't help, let alone a father who causes trouble. Liu Maosong was kicked out by my mother just because he was useless and caused trouble. gone."

Yu Ren smiled and nodded, "That makes sense." He tilted his head on the little girl's shoulder, "Shall we take a taxi home?" Yu Ren sat upright.

There are no cars in Jiangdi.Yuan Liu said, not far away, I will take you home.

"But, my sister can't walk anymore, I'll take a break." Yu Ren buried his head between his legs a little shamelessly and couldn't get up, Yuan Liu squatted down, "Then I'll carry you?"

The person behind was stunned for a moment, and then stood up consciously, "Go home." After walking two steps, the little girl handed her the schoolbag, "Hold it for me, you are walking too slowly, and it will delay me going home to do the review .”

"Come up." Yuan Liu still lowered his body.

"You can't carry it! I won't delay you!" Yu Ren supported her shoulders, and suddenly her legs were rolled up by the little girl, and Yuan Liu had already put her on his back and walked a few steps, "Look... this... It's very light... Oh my sister, you better come down." Yuan Liu overestimated himself and underestimated Yu Ren, and let her down.

"I'm not heavy." Yu Ren raised his eyebrows, and the redness of alcohol had already stained his eyes.

"I'm useless." Yuan Liu took the schoolbag with a smile, "Let's go."

Yu Ren swung his arms, "I'm only one hundred and two."

Xiaohai said you were one hundred and eight, and he was envious of you for a long time.Yuan Liu exposes Yu Ren.

Yu Ren was blocked, "Who doesn't get fat during Chinese New Year?"

"Yes." Yuan Liu replied, watching Yu Ren's hand swallow her saliva, she hadn't held hands with Yu Ren for a long time, strictly speaking, she had only held hands with her sister.

She stood behind Yu Ren and thought about it, Yu Ren turned around, "What's wrong?"

"Yu Ren, you pick me up from school almost every day, just because you are worried about my safety?" Yuan Liu's nose was sweating.

"Yes." Yu Ren recalled the child's words again, and slowly repeated his answer, "Yes... ah." This child is also a master of jumping in various "fields", and Yu Ren was awakened by a single question.

"What's wrong?" Yu Ren approached Yuan Liu, the little girl's eyes gathered moisture, "Oh, I... I'm afraid of the dark, take me home, sister."

Yu Ren hesitated, but tentatively touched Yuan Liu's left palm with his hand. The swift palm pinched her back quickly, firmly pinching Yu Ren's four fingers outside the thumb, "Let's go." Liu said.

Yu Ren froze, and stabilized his right arm after a slight tremor, "Go."

Hey bastard, you actually hold my hand?Yu Ren immediately reacted and wanted to break free.

"I'm holding sister's hand." Yuan Liu said, holding Yu Ren's even harder.

After hesitating for a while, "Oh." Yu Ren replied.The two figures were walking in the dark night, and a street lamp that appeared only after a while cast only a round faint halo, which occasionally enveloped the heads of the two of them.