far and near

On Sunday, Yu Ren was still lying under the covers, and the louder doorbell urged her to get up and open the door, "Yuan Liu, what are you doing here at ten o'clock in the morning? My curtains don't need to be washed—" opened the door, and found that it was Yin Xiu and Uogi looked at her with a smile.

"Huh?" Yu Ren was a little confused, when did we have an appointment?

"There is no appointment. Usheng said that you are too deserted here, so I want to help you warm up the pot." Yinxiu pointed to Usheng, who was carrying a bag full of red, green and green ingredients.

Yu Ren scratched his hair in confusion, "Come in."

Uosheng said that this year they will go on vacation alone for the Spring Festival, and come to pay respects to Yu Ren in his early years.She didn't stay idle when she entered the house, and went straight to the kitchen to start washing vegetables.Yin Xiu boiled water for Yu Ren, opened her refrigerator and took a look, "Sure enough."

Yu Ren laughed, I can’t even cook by myself.

When there are many people, it will be lively.Yin Xiu pushed Yu Ren to wash up, and went to Uosheng to test the water temperature, "This is too cold, adjust the heat." She reached out to adjust the hot water faucet, but Uosheng came over and kissed her lips, Yin Xiu Xiu said this is Yu Ren's home, please pay attention.

Maosheng said "Okay" and mended it again, causing Yin Xiu to thump her lightly, "Bai Maosheng, you are a bitch after all."

Jiao'er didn't do much, but was frightened.Uosheng said that ever since you watched that super talk, you are not very happy to hold hands with me outside.Then go home and hold hands, your mother still said I'm clingy.What's wrong with me being clingy, you have to worry if I'm not clingy, right?

"I'm not worried." Yin Xiu smiled, put on the apron Yu Ren found for Uosheng and hung on the wall, and checked the condiments in her house, "It's quite complete." Uosheng has a reason to be clingy today, She went to other places to sing a play for half a month, and after returning to Baizhou, Yin Xiu drove her to Zhao Lan's place for a few days, "Auntie misses you."

I just went home early this morning, and the two of us went straight to Yu Ren's place as soon as we made arrangements together. Yin Xiu also said that you can rest assured that Yu Ren will definitely not work overtime on Sundays this week.Uno laughs, how do you know so well?

"Of course, I often chat with her." Yinxiu was peeling potatoes, chatting and laughing with Uosheng.

Yu Ren wanted to help after tidying up himself and the bedroom. As soon as he arrived at the kitchen door, he saw Maosheng turned his head and bit Yinxiu's ear. She coughed, and Maosheng turned around and smiled sheepishly.

"That's not what I meant," Yu Ren had already drank the tea made by Yinxiu, "I just found it strange—" It's not surprising, as a young man is better than a newlywed.She shook her head, "What can I do?"

You go and play.Mao Sheng asked Yin Xiu to accompany Yu Ren, "Leave the cooking to me."

Uosheng has always cared about others, and what is rare is that her gentle traits have been permeated from childhood to adulthood. Yu Ren said that she is good at everything except sometimes she looks soft.

"Yes, my ex-girlfriend told her about her marriage, and after accepting the invitation, I drove to the provincial capital to attend the wedding, and even gave me a generous gift." Yinxiu looked at Uno in the kitchen, "I went there happily, and I came back with swollen eyes. .”

Yinxiu asked Uosheng, did you cry because you were reluctant to get married?Uosheng said that it wasn't because she was reluctant, but that Sun Tian helped her out. The breakup seemed sudden at the beginning, but she actually saw that I was reluctant.I was invited to sing an opera in Ningbo, both for money and for exercise, but I didn't discuss it with her. "The ins and outs have nothing to do with me. It was originally a forced fate, and it may have become fragmented because of this separation. I let you go without any worries, and I will concentrate on studying the establishment." Sun Tian and Uosheng the day before their wedding I ate a meal specially, and now I'm telling the truth.

Sun Tian also said that the sum of the two wallets does not add up to 500 yuan, and the two futures are full of fear and confusion, and the addition of one is a negative number.But I really didn't expect, Bai Maosheng, you didn't look back after you left.The holidays are just greetings, and Sun Tian is also stubborn, so she didn't reply.

Maosheng cried all the way, came back and hid in Yinxiu's arms and said, "I'm quite a jerk, I failed three people at that time."

Yu Ren sighed for a moment, "It's a good thing she met a good girl."

Yin Xiu held her cup and sipped her mouth. She, who was fed up with drama since she was a child, has never seen those complicated scenes. She is simple in nature and treats people with heart and soul, so even if they break up, people will not remember her.Yu Ren smiled, "Not bad."

The three of them enjoyed a meal, and Yin Xiu and Yu Ren drank a bottle of beer.Before going out, Yin Xiu looked at Yu Ren with bright eyes, "You have to be lively, even if you are alone."

Yu Ren said that I was very lively, without you, Xiao Liu and the others would also come and make a scene.With a warm heart, she kept sending the couple to the elevator door, and when the elevator closed, Yu Ren returned home with a smile, and only remembered that she forgot to bring the key after being shut down.She was dumbfounded, and even grabbed the door with both hands and pulled it hard, but the anti-theft door didn't move at all.She touched the phone in her pocket, and the cold sweat stopped for a while, and she called Yu Xiaomin, who said you are waiting.

Fifteen minutes later, Yu Xiaomin appeared in front of her. The vice president was wearing her most expensive down jacket in high boots, with light makeup on her face. When she saw the thinly dressed Yu Ren, her facial features immediately wrinkled, " You're going to die, Caicai, wear something like this."

"Mom, open the door for me quickly." Yu Ren said that whoever thought of going out to send a guest, he took it with him.

Yu Xiaomin opened the door and sat down on her daughter's sofa, "It's a good thing you came on the phone, otherwise I would be too embarrassed to leave." Yu Xiaomin said that at the high school reunion in Baizhou, she also talked about the child's love and marriage. Son, I just don't know when I ask you, but if I ask, they scold me one by one, saying that I let my children go.

"They don't know how to teach. Lao Ma's son is married again, and he is still proud of himself. Lao Peng's daughter will get married next year, and she also said that she will go to other places to bring her grandson. She knows that she is still so hard to think about at her age. Oh, Lao Xu His son owed more than 100 million, and he had to sell the house to repay the debt, saying that he borrowed money from gambling..." Yu Xiaomin said why didn't they reflect on themselves?Why do you say me.

Yu Ren listened to the music, Mom, then you just go straight up, your son is flirtatious, your son-in-law takes advantage of you, your son is a bad gambler... clean up the mess in your family and come to discuss education with me.

Yu Xiaomin frowned, and said in a strange manner, "Nonsense, how did I become the vice president?" I regret now, I am so good and still only a vice president, and the "deputy" has not been removed after all these years .

"Why?" Yu Ren also felt strange.

"Foreign monks like to chant scriptures." Yu Xiaomin said that every time the public competition said that I had a good chance, she would always be a fucking airborne soldier.Now I am getting older and older, but others are younger.To put it bluntly, I am a woman who can only rely on myself.

When this topic comes to this point, it is natural for Yu Ren to take over, "You are also a woman, and I will thank God when you are about to be promoted to a regular department one day. Don't count on Ren Songhong, I know exactly what he has in mind. He Isn't it just to use his own daughter to show off his two sleeves? It seems that he is fair and selfless, and righteousness can kill relatives."

"Forget it, I'm going to pinch my feet later. I'm not here to talk about things with you." Yu Xiaomin got up after taking a break, and suddenly looked at Yu Ren again, "Caicai, you're getting fat. Tsk tsk, Sure enough, there is no woman nourished by love, and the whole person's state has plummeted. Look at your dull skin, puffy eyes, and slightly protruding belly, turn around—" Yu Xiaomin pushed Yu Ren in a circle, and patted her daughter's buttocks with one hand , "Die Yu Ren, your ass has turned into a frying pan!"

You are really worse than a nun.Yu Xiaomin shook her head sadly, "Health care, where is the mask I gave you? Put it in the refrigerator, do you know?"

Yu Ren said she got it, and she has already started going to the gym to lose fat.

"It's useless to get rid of fat. Do you understand if you want to shape yourself? You are short and tall, so you can take advantage of this face and follow me. You need to practice to look tall and straight. Mom will find you a trainer another day. .”

No, no, Yu Ren grabbed Yu Xiaomin, "I don't need a coach, I...have a coach." The big girl taught for free, and the only reward was a barbecue.

Before Yu Xiaomin left, she looked at her withered daughter, scolded Bai Maosheng ten sentences, and then Qi Yiguo for ten minutes, "They are nourished, so... just leave you alone..."

"Don't talk about it, Mom, it's meaningless to keep mentioning this." Yu Ren said with a big head, "Emotional things like this are mutually beneficial, and if they don't, just deal with them calmly. I'm really good alone."

What a fart.Yu Xiaomin closed the door and left, leaving her daughter alone at home.A person is full of good things, he can put on pajamas without underwear, he can put on one sock and take off the other, he can pile the dishes and chopsticks in the sink, and he doesn’t need to fold the quilt... When there is no overtime call Time, the wantonness of one person healed the tension brought about by Yu Ren's high school and college collective life.

Yu Ren got back under the covers to play with his mobile phone again, and Yuan Liu's message came unexpectedly. Sure enough, she was not at the door on Sunday, and the photos were still coming.The little girl was wearing the dance outfit that Yu Ren had chosen for her a few days ago. She looked at the mirror and stroked the hem of the dress, trying to suck her belly to brighten the vest line, "Sister, is it obvious now?"

Yu Ren saw vertical lines on both sides of her white abdomen, she put down her phone and lifted the quilt, and inhaled like Yuan Liu, there were no vertical lines or horizontal lines, only a slightly soft white skin.She replied to Yuan Liu, "It's obvious." Before posting, she added two words "a bit" after the obvious.

Throwing the phone aside, Yu Ren yawned and wanted to continue to sleep, but his mind was split, "Yu Ren, Yu Ren, you have only one day off in a week, and you are living like a pig. What about your career? What about your body? What about your pursuit of ideas and words?"

The more tiring the work, the more laziness in other aspects of the person will be encouraged, because all the energy is dedicated to the day-to-day work, and the rest is at most only enough for self-condemnation.Yu Ren said to the self in his heart, "I'll take a nap and get up in the afternoon to continue writing."

She closed her eyes, but Yuan Liu's sweaty belly flashed in her mind.Trying not to think about it, after a while, the little dancing girl came out again.Yu Ren turned over, took out his cell phone and asked Yuan Liu, "Are you oiled?"

The little girl didn't answer, and Yu Ren waited for her for four or ten minutes before she replied with two words, "I didn't wipe it off."

Needless to say, she must have been sweating profusely in the dance room with Zhao Jiaqi in this outfit, and her flexible knees, wrists and wrists were reacting like electric shocks.Yu Ren expressed his understanding that a little girl should have her own life. The last time I saw a dance, it was all young people in their early twenties. Yu Ren felt like an old aunt.

After forced to sleep for a while, Yu Ren felt a little hot in his body.She got up to pour water for herself, and knocked carefully on the door along with the gap of the doorbell.Yu Ren passed through the cat's eyes and saw the little girl with flushed cheeks. She opened the door and stood in front of the door in an old-fashioned red plaid and fleece pajamas. "What are you doing?" Blown away by the cold wind outside the door.

The little girl grinned and opened her belly, "Sister, it's oiled now." Inhaling, the two vest lines that looked deeper were reflected with the texture of tight muscles with the help of oil, "Don't believe it? Do you feel it?" Yuan Liuting abdomen.

Yu Ren turned his face away, "You...you just went to find essential oils?"

No no, I used peanut oil from home.Yuan Liu lowered his head and sniffed, "Hey, it's also quite fragrant."

Yu Ren said you put down your clothes, she took Yuan Liu to the bathroom and wiped it by herself.Yuan Liu did as she did, the cold water touched her stomach, and her stomach retracted cutely.Yu Ren looked at Yuan Liu, "Are you stupid?"

The little girl lowered her head to check her clothes, "It's a good thing I'm smart, I'm wearing a very old one inside." Hehe, I saw that Xiaohai had wiped it, and it looked pretty good.

"Why are you so obsessed with the vest line?" Yu Ren said that girls put more fat to protect their internal organs.

Yuan Liu wiped off the peanut oil, "I... I read on the Internet that it's popular."

By whom?Yu Ren chuckled and patted Yuan Liu's head, "You interrupted my afternoon nap."

Then you go to bed quickly, I'll go dance with Zhao Jiaqi.The little girl went to the porch to change her shoes, took a deep look before she left, and took her away quickly. Yu Ren sent her out, saying that you were the third caller today.

Are you annoyed by interruptions?Yuan Liu asked apologetically.

No, I feel very happy.Yu Ren, who was used to holding the doorknob by herself, bit her lip and let go, "Go and dance, have fun." She was about to close the door, but she didn't want to, because the little girl was also looking at her, her lovely big With words in her eyes, Yu Ren understood her deep reluctance at that moment, she smiled, "Go now."

Yuan Liu, who came to the door for another novel reason, only stayed for 10 minutes this time, which she felt was not worth it.The little girl pressed her sister's door with one hand, "I don't have to dance with Zhao Jiaqi, we don't have an appointment today."

"You and I don't have an appointment." Yu Ren smiled, and couldn't help poking the little girl's abdomen through her clothes, "However, today's visitors are all appointments..." She lowered her eyes and saw Yuan Liu Taking a step closer, Yu Ren raised his head in surprise, "Huh?"

The little girl's chest rose and fell rapidly, "I..." The phrase "I miss you" was left unsaid, but the phrase "I want to see you every day" was her irresistible thought, "I want to be with you." Yuan Liu said.

Yu Ren's fingers picked at the protective film on the anti-theft door, one piece, two pieces, all kinds of puzzles in her mind peeled off as the protective film peeled off, and the little girl's sneakers had already stepped back on the threshold. This time Yu Ren felt The danger is close at hand, her eyes stop Yuan Liu.

"Don't peel it off, it doesn't look good." Yuan Liu took Yu Ren's hand, "Then I'm leaving." She withdrew, beckoned to Yu Ren, and quickly got into the elevator.The door of Yu Ren's house was still ajar, she raised her right hand to look at it, obviously it was just lightly pinched, but it seemed to leave marks.

"Fengnian, why did you fall in love with Miss Song at that time? Don't you like Miss Xiaoying?" Yu Ren asked his friend after returning to the bed.

"It's not that I was moved, it was she who pried open the door of my heart." Fengnian said, "Maybe I was too lonely and wanted to be loved at the time, and her arrival was just in time."

Just in time.Yu Renxin asked if this "time" is just a moment of weakness.She is now weak in all aspects, her head seems to be relaxed in her studies and aggressiveness, her body is not as good as before, and the strong emotional management has cracked a gap in an ordinary weekend.

If you love because of loneliness, is this called love?She asked Feng Nian again, would he not be able to stand the test?

"Yu Ren, what is love because of loneliness? What is the test of love?" Fengnian said that we always face love with the mentality of passing the test and winning the treasure, and always feel that after passing the test, it will end in a fairy tale.We all talk about love, but we can taste various forms of love only after falling into it.

Because of loneliness, charisma, talent, the dopamine mechanism in the body is touched, love for a long time, appearance and body... Do all these reasons imply our prediction of the ending of love?Does this kind of prediction mean "whether it passes the test"?

Lonely love either ends with symbiosis and mutual destruction, or it ends with forcible cutting to stop bleeding and stop loss.Loneliness is a bottomless well, even if you hold someone's hand and listen to her oath, you seem to be able to hear the echo at the bottom of the well, and you can see the shadows of two people, but only you know it, you can't touch it. In the end, because that well is connected to a star-studded underground river, sometimes even we ourselves do not know all the branches.

"You have to explore by yourself, face loneliness by yourself, and don't try to drag people around you into that extremely deep situation. She has her well and underground river." Yu Ren said in a low voice following Fengnian's words.

Yu Renneng could hear the distant sound of water in the depths of her heart. Sometimes she was afraid of going further, so she was unwilling to continue exploring, and always said, "That's it, go back the same way." Sometimes when she was tired from walking, she couldn't help going From the outside, relatives and friends are all probing along the well.

It's too quiet, and as I grow older, there is still a gurgling feeling surrounding me.But there was a voice that sounded particularly startling, it was the relentless throwing stones, and the sound of asking for directions echoed into the well.How lonely would it be if you couldn't hear it?How lonely would the stone-thrower be if he kept pretending not to hear?

The door of the house was opened and closed three times today, Yu Renjiu hadn't heard such dense human fireworks, and after Yuan Liu left, he felt a little uncomfortable.She turned on her mobile phone, and saved the videos and photos sent to her by the little girl in the cloud bit by bit. Picking up those stones to play with and observe, it can be considered a kind of comfort.