far and near

Yu Ren returned to Baizhou from Qinghai with a box of dried yak milk tablets and a box of luggage. Just as he walked out of the arrival gate and was about to line up for a taxi, a little girl who was not far or near was waving at him.Yu Ren's heart tightened suddenly. She knew that Yuan Liuwen's flight might be for this purpose. Seeing her, Yu Ren's vigilance naturally grew.

Yuan Liu said, sister, I'm fine, I'll help you carry your luggage.She is no longer wearing a simple school uniform today, but a uniform-style skirt with a tie on it.Yu Ren smiled, "Who brought you to buy this?" Just as she was about to reach out to help her take off her tie, Yu Ren felt two discomforts——she felt a sense of urgency when she asked who brought Yuan Liu to buy clothes; After making the move, she felt abrupt again.

"Zhao Jiaqi picked them for me. They are all online products, and they are very cheap." Yuan Liu pushed two boxes by herself, looked at her sister and smiled, "Ah, sister, is the sun so strong in Qinghai? You got tanned." .”

Yu Ren agreed and said "Yes".Walking to the taxi waiting area, "Zhao Jiaqi is the female classmate who ate with you outside the community that day, right?"

Yuan Liu was startled, nodded and said yes, sister, you saw it.In the next semester, she said that we will be in the same class, oh, her mother works in Baizhou University, and she also took me to borrow books from the library there.Yuan Liu wanted to explain, "She and I are like-minded friends", Yu Ren nodded, saying what a good guy.The double harvest of material and spiritual civilization is not far from meeting the parents.

Along the way, Yuan Liu kept asking about Yu Ren's journey. After hearing from her sister that she had taken some photos, the little girl said that she wanted to see them.Yu Ren turned on the phone for her to admire, and there was a photo of Zhang Yuren kicking water with his bare feet by the Chaka Salt Lake that caught her attention. , "Sister, I haven't seen you so happy for a long time." She said that the lake is so beautiful, with a clear blue sky and white sky, can you send me all the photos by the lake?

Yu Ren said it was okay, lowered his hair for a while, and saw the little girl staring at the phone screen with the corners of her lips curled up, on which was still the photo of her bare feet.After sitting for a while, Yuan Liu put away her phone and said that Sister Fengnian seemed to be in a bad situation these past two days, and she couldn't get up on the wonton shop at her house every day.

"You went to find her?" Yu Ren didn't contact Fengnian these days.

"Well, I want to eat her wontons, so I went to the street of Laoba Middle School with Zhao Jiaqi, and her mother called Sister Fengnian downstairs, but she refused." Yuan Liu said I climbed up the stairs and saw Fengnian covering herself Sweat in the blanket.The aunt said that sister Fengnian ate a little in two days, and she didn't go downstairs except to go to the bathroom.Neither read books nor do things.

Yu Ren's face sank like water, "That's something that happened."

Yuan Liu helped her put her luggage home, and Yu Ren took out souvenirs for her, "My sister gave you and Xiaohai belts, take them home and share them with her. I'll go and see Fengnian."

Yuan Liu said that Sister Fengnian is also my friend, I will take a look with you.On the way, I also analyzed with Yu Ren, "It may have something to do with Sister Song." Sister Fengnian went to see her happily, but now she is staying at home and not going out, I am afraid they will break up.

Yu Ren also made this guess. She has always been unfavorable about Fengnian's relationship with that Song sister.Even if Sister Song's marriage is just an empty shell, she is willing to hide under it, which proves that this shell is stronger than her feelings.The little girl on the side frowned, and Yu Ren laughed at her concern for the country and the people, "What are you worried about?"

I just don't get it.Yu Ren said that Sister Fengnian is so smart, she clearly understands Sister Song's complexity, but she wants to dive right in, why?

It can no longer be said that teenagers don't know how to feel sad.Yu Ren looked at Yuan Liu and said that complex rational cognition and simple emotional needs are not the same thing.Fengnian has always been as pure and innocent as her younger sister in her heart, until she and Yu Ren shyly said that she liked Miss Xiaoying, and later mentioned Sister Song, Yu Ren felt that Fengnian was not only written in ancient books, but also had a poetic heart. heart, love inevitably arises.

When the poetic Fengnian opened his eyes and lay in the small cubicle, unfamiliar footsteps came from the stairs, and the sudden surge of popularity blocked the stuffy room. Fengnian turned his head and saw Yu Ren and Yuan Liu.She opened her mouth, Yu Ren glanced at Yuan Liu, and the little girl handed over purified water, "Sister Fengnian, drink some."

"Fengnian, I'll give you 10 minutes to pack your clothes. I'll wait for you downstairs." Yu Ren went downstairs after speaking.

"What...what are you doing?" Fengnian's voice was a little hoarse.

"Go to my house, I have agreed with my aunt." Yu Ren said.

Feng Nian sat up and looked at the messy bed in silence, he seemed to be hesitating, and seemed to be thinking about some polite words to refuse.Yuan Liu had sharp eyes and saw the travel bag in the corner. She said that I will pack your clothes for you. Do you want to bring some books?

Meeting such a nimble girl, Feng Nian was rushed, she said I would do it myself.

Yuan Liu put down the bag with a smile, went downstairs and waited for Fengnian side by side with Yu Ren, her sister glanced at her, Yuan Liu also returned a mischievous smile, covered her mouth and whispered, "Sister Fengnian is most afraid of being in debt." Yu Ren Nodded, "That's right."

When Fengnian went downstairs, his steps were floating, staggering, dizzy and dizzy.Yu Ren and Yuan Liu supported her on the left and right, and said to Song Huixiang, "Auntie, I will accompany Fengnian for a few days and teach her well."

Song Huixiang's expression was complicated, and she nodded gratefully, saying that she had something to call.This is for my daughter.The child seemed to have lost his soul when he came home, and he said everything was fine when asked.Read a lot, people are stupid.

Feng Nian was stuffed into a taxi, Yuan Liu stopped at the gate of the community ahead of time, and knocked on the door of Yu Ren's house half an hour later.The little girl said sister, you talk, I will cook.Four dishes and one soup are made fresh, plus two stewed vegetables and two bottles of beer. The little girl brought the food to the coffee table in the living room, "Sister, I think the house is a bit dusty. I'll clean it up. Do you want to change the bed in your guest room with a sheet?" Quilt?"

Yu Ren hesitated, "Yes."

Yuan Liu then went to work, Fengnian and Yu Ren were in the living room listening to cicadas shouting outside, Yu Ren served her a bowl of winter melon soup, "Drink some first." These days you will live with me, don't worry, I will At work, you can cry as much as you want when you are alone at home.If I want someone to accompany me, I will ask for leave.

Fengnian was crying right now, the tears that had been suppressed for two days rolled down with silent convulsions, Yu Ren hugged her, patted Fengnian on the shoulder and said, "Look, I cried like this when I was studying, you were crying in the middle of the night Just stand by my bed and accompany me."

Yuan Liu, who was busy tidying up in the room, heard this, but didn't look back, his body just froze, and he continued to hold the bed sheet.

Feng Nian cried for four to ten minutes, and Yuan Liu also tidied up the guest room for her.The rest was dusting and mopping the floor, Yu Ren coaxed Fengnian, and occasionally glanced at the little girl, Yuan Liu tried his best to act lightly, bumped into the table and looked back at his sister apologetically, Yu Ren's eyes overflowed with a smile.

Yuan Liu's heart warmed up, he touched his thigh and acted more carefully.

After Feng Nian finished crying, Yuan Liu also gave Yu Ren's small family a new look.Three people eat dinner around a half-cold dish.Yu Ren poured wine for Feng Nian's vegetables, and then put a duck leg in the bowl of the little girl who bowed her head to pick up the rice.Yuan Liu raised his eyes, smiled slightly, and then ate more vigorously - he hadn't eaten with Yu Ren for a long time.

Feng Nian, who was an average drinker, drank two glasses, his eyes were still red, "I knew there would be such a day." She said that Sister Song told me not to hang me on one of her trees.She didn't want me to hang herself because she didn't have confidence in me or us.I don't ask too much, I'm really happy to know that she got divorced, because the big stone in my heart is gone.But she didn't plan to stay with me for a long time after she got divorced. I said that I would take care of her when she was old, but she didn't believe it.

What is freedom?Feng Nian asked Yu Ren, and then asked the little girl beside her who was eating so much that her mouth was swollen.

Yu Ren said that there is no absolute freedom, but he does not intend to start with John Mill's "On Liberty", and it is not suitable to make a long speech at the moment, "The decision she made was based on her situation, and it may wait until we are older , can understand better."

"But you can still like her." Yuan Liu's words made the two adults quiet.The little girl was a little shy, "It's still your freedom to like her."

Seeing that Fengnian's eyes became confused, Yu Ren advised her to eat something more, she regurgitated Yuan Liu's words, and couldn't help but glance at the little girl again.

"I like her very much, and she likes me to set limits. This kind of liking is meaningful?" Fengnian put down his chopsticks, unaware that there was a teenage girl in front of him.

Like means to you.Yuan Liu shrugged, Janet Winterson said, "Don't measure love by loss." I think, don't measure love by gain.The little girl lowered her head and gnawed on the duck leg, and nodded affirmatively, not noticing that Yu Ren's eyes darkened.

At eight o'clock in the evening, Yuan Liu cleaned the kitchen and took away a bag of garbage.Feng Niancai said, "Xiao Liu is very powerful." She said Yu Ren taught you well, this child has a down-to-earth spirit, and has grown an incredible fairy spirit.

Yu Ren held his teacup and smiled, "It's not immortal energy, we all had the indomitable, crystal-clear pure courage."

"Whoever gets this courage is also luck." Fengnian said, "I haven't had it. The people I have had a crush on treat me as my sister, and the people I have a crush on treat my feelings as vitamins, and the staple food of life is her children and relatives Money and property."

But Yu Ren grasped the point, "Do you think you are a younger sister? Do you?"

Feng Nian grabbed his cropped hair, "Well...it's over."

It will pass, Yu Ren patted her on the shoulder, "Take a shower, if you can't sleep, let's watch a movie at night. You can rest assured that I live here until you start school."

Fengnian pushed her to sleep, and at one o'clock at night when she lay down again in the sunny and fragrant quilt, she stretched her limbs and sighed comfortably.

Early the next morning, Yu Ren was still biting his toothbrush when he heard a knock on the door. When he opened it, it was Su Hai. The big girl with the bag in her hand said, Sister Yu Ren, I called Bad Feng Nian for breakfast.People are iron and rice is steel, so you don't panic if you eat three meals of it.Yu Ren pointed to the bedroom with a smile, and Su Hai kicked on her sneakers and went straight to Fengnian's bed. She flipped off the air-conditioning quilt, put her hands on her hips and stared, "Bad Fengnian!"

Fengnian curled up with her arms folded, slowly opened her eyes, Su Hai had put her glasses on the bridge of her nose, "Bad Fengnian, I'll take you to eat beef fried noodles."

"I still want to sleep." Fengnian yawned.

"Get up! I woke up half an hour earlier for you." The eldest girl pulled Fengnian up, but was brought down by her movements, and her whole body was pressed against Fengnian's upper body.Fengnian yelled "ah", what did Su Hai say?

"I'm one hundred catties." Fengnian clutched his stomach.

"Like a little chicken." The eldest girl pulled up Fengnian with proper force this time, "I'll give you 5 minutes to brush your teeth and wash your face, hurry up!"

Then go and explain to Yu Ren, who is slapping his face in the mirror, "She just doesn't take care of herself, Sister Yu Ren, when we are in Beijing, we can have a good meal. After Xiao Liu told me last night, I will leave Said that you shouldn't cook at home, you should pull her into the restaurant and push her through."

Fengnian was brushing his teeth weakly, the eldest girl glared, "Hurry up!"

Fengnian's speed immediately picked up, Su Hai continued to explain, "She needs to be urged."

She can't eat much by herself, and she gets excited only by watching others eat; when she encounters a difficult hurdle, she first struggles with her hair, she straightens it when she is in a good mood, and cuts it short when she is in a bad mood; This person especially likes to read poems and novels to find reasons for herself. I can't understand, but she still speaks with enthusiasm; although she is a person, she is only a small person, and she really eats and sleeps when she wants to eat...

After Su Hai babbled, Feng Nian was completely awake and said you were talking nonsense.

I'm not talking nonsense.The eldest girl grabbed her by the neck, "Come and eat with me, oh, have you brought enough money? I don't have any money." With Feng Nian dragging the uppers of his shoes, Su Hai and Yu Ren said goodbye, " Sister, I wanted to ask you to eat with me, but Xiao Liu said that you are too late to go to work." I put glutinous rice balls on the table, Xiao Liu said you like to eat meat floss, add it.

Yu Ren stood on the balcony and ate rice balls, looking at Feng Nian being dragged away by Su Haihai, he wanted to laugh. People who are full of romance in their minds have to wake up with a straightforward life.Looking at Su Hai, he thought of Yuan Liu from yesterday, "Don't lose weight, and don't get weighted." It's amazing, so many things in this world are caused by improper measurement, and the result is unsuccessful.

The bicycle bell rang downstairs, and Yu Ren looked down. The little girl with a bright smile was looking up at Yu Ren. The rear seat cushion of her half-old mountain bike was still on it. Yuan Liu said, sister, I just brought Xiao Hai is here, let's take you to work along the way.The little girl's skirt tie was replaced by a shirt and linen pants, making her look two or three years older.

She just smiled like that, with no desire or desire.

"I'll just take a taxi." Yu Ren said.

"Today is the provincial sports meeting, traffic control sister, have you forgotten?" Yuan Liu's words reminded Yu Ren, she said it was still early, and I could walk to work.

The little girl was neither annoyed nor sad, but still held her head up, "Yu Ren, are you stupid?" She looked at her elder sister happily: It's almost eight o'clock now, and it takes more than 08:30 to walk to work. Want to get scolded by the boss on the first day back?

bastard.Yu Ren held up the rice ball and smiled, "You wait for me." Yu Ren picked up the bag and went downstairs. In the elevator, her heart seemed to be beating irregularly a few times due to weightlessness.Breathe, take a deep breath.Yu Ren adjusted the rhythm, and when he saw Yuan Liu, Yu Ren stared at this childish face that was slowly fading away, feeling that she looked like Yuan Liu, but not like her.

"You're planning everything, Xiao Liu." Yu Ren folded his arms and looked at the little girl.

The little girl with a bag of chocolate milk in her mouth shook her head, "Sister, you are extremely intelligent, and you can't escape your discernment even with all your deliberations." In this case, she came to see her sister openly and reasonably.I didn't think she was too angry.

It is worth making friends, Yuan Liu gave Zhao Jiaqi a hundred praises in his heart, because of her words, "You are stupid, of course you have to be seen by others if you like it, and you can control the scale better and don't embarrass others." Are you willing? Turning into a beam of light in the universe, it also shines on others.