far and near

Fengnian taught Sister Song's daughter Zhangzhang the fourth class of the week at [-]:[-] p.m. Zhangzhang asked sister, can you stay with me, my parents are not at home.Feng Nian felt unspeakably ashamed, she asked where was the nanny at home?

"She went to Fengtai to see her child, and she also told my mother about it." Zhangzhang is 17 years old, the age that should be the most unwilling to be restrained, but now he is afraid of being alone at home because of loneliness.

She was used to her parents being busy on business trips since she was a child, and she has a relatively independent personality. She took the initiative to let Fengnian stay, fearing that she had something to confide in.Fengnian said, you have to ask your parents.Zhangzhang immediately said that she was going to call her mother.Feng Nian sat on the chair and waited for the result. After a while, Zhang Zhang smiled and said that of course my mother agreed.Fengnian looked at his mobile phone, but there was not a single word from Sister Song.

She accompanied the little girl to eat some late-night snacks, and sat in the living room watching a literary film. The little girl said that she would go to Hong Kong to take the SAT test next semester. My sister became more confident after teaching me.In fact, I am very envious of my sister. She can teach herself and teach me even if she has not passed the exam.Fengnian said that there was no way out, but the tutoring fees paid by your family at that time made my heart move.

Zhangzhang laughed, she looked like Sister Song when she laughed, her double eyelids were still carved out of the same mold, but Sister Song's eyes had the brilliance of time, Zhangzhang was still green and young.Fengnian wanted to see more about Sister Song's past from Zhangzhang, and his eyes shone with warmth. Zhangzhang also said that my mother seems to be divorcing my father.

Feng Nian almost didn't sit still, she said "oh", this is something she had been looking forward to, but talking with Zhang Zhang felt depressing.

"There is someone outside my father, I heard him and that woman on the phone." Zhangzhang shrugged, with a look of indifference on his face, "A few years ago, when they had a fight, my father said, Mom, you are not clean. Zhangzhang said that she gradually understood, what does "clean" mean?

Fengnian couldn't open her mouth, she sat silently for a while, "Adults have adult lives."

"Yes, I'm also very sad that two unemotional people made a gesture of affection for me." Zhangzhang looked at Fengnian and smiled. Although the girl who was not yet an adult, although the eyes were green, Fengnian's eyes were full of cold sweat.

"You and my mother have a good relationship." Zhangzhang said, one time she changed clothes and forgot to turn off the phone screen, I glanced at it, and you talked a lot.

The heat in Fengnian's body spread to the whole body along with the rapid acceleration of the heartbeat. Under the girl's gaze, she could only smile and say yes, your mother is very good.There was almost no intimate flirting in the information exchange between her and Sister Song, but it was indeed not as polite as ordinary friends.

"Can you help me persuade my mother?" Zhangzhang said, I don't need her to study abroad with me in the future, I can do it myself.

Fengnian never heard Sister Song mention the matter of accompanying her as a student. Zhangzhang said that her mother is now looking at houses in New Haven to buy a house.

"You may not just go to New Haven to study." Feng Nian's heart sank.

"I can definitely go." Zhangzhang said with confidence, "The test scores are only part of it, and there will be no problems with the rest." She just doesn't want to be accompanied by her mother when she is in college.

"What about her job? Probably not." Feng Nian still couldn't believe it.

My mother has long planned to retire early at the age of 45. Her career looks bright, and there are many people who quit around the age of 40. "Maybe I am too tired, maybe I have made enough money." Zhangzhang's words made Fengnian deep in thought. Finally replied that I suggest you convey your thoughts directly to your mother.

"I said if it's useful, I don't need my sister's help." Zhangzhang laughed.

Feng Nian suffered from insomnia in the guest room. She always thought that Sister Song was on a business trip in Guangzhou or Hong Kong, but she did not expect to go to the other side of the ocean to buy real estate, and even "study with her".The term "try" is not expanded in the plan, although the child has already known the intention to divorce.

In this relationship, Fengnian wants to work hard, but the direction is to help Zhangzhang more, or to prepare in advance for staying in Beijing.Even if she wanted it, even if she found a teaching position in a university in Beijing, the annual income would only be enough for Sister Song to do her hair more than [-] times, not to mention buying a house.She can give Sister Song very little, and Sister Song's apparent divergence from her plan makes Fengnian sad.

She thought of Yu Ren and Qi Yiguo, and finally realized that Yu Ren's self-proclaimed "ultimate self-interest" choice was actually helpless, because Yu Ren passively stuck to his choice.Even if there is Yu Ren in Qi Yiguo's plan, it is still a secondary position.

Now Fengnian is in the same situation as Yu Ren.She had insomnia all night, and in the end she didn't contact Sister Song, and left early the next morning to go back to school.

In the next few days, Fengnian's heart seemed to be soaked in anesthetics, and no matter what he drank or ate, he couldn't relieve the constant pain.She huddled in the dormitory for two days and didn't go out. There were a few books beside her pillow, and she read two lines when she was sad.The brain couldn't concentrate, so it forcibly crushed the words into powder and poured them into the heart.

No matter how sad a high-achieving student is, he can still study, but he can't keep up with a woman named Song Jie.Her gait is not like the bountiful years still confined to the campus runway, she fords rivers and rivers, crosses streams and seas, she has a large orchard and green grassland, and there will be elms in New Haven, and the bountiful years may get a cage on the tree, Be a canary with a clear and melodious cry.

With Sister Song's personality, she won't reveal too much at the beginning of the matter, maybe she will win the divorce battle, and then turn around and walk towards Fengnian with the cage.

Feng Nian slept until the afternoon of the third day, and the hairstyle worth 3000 yuan that he had been reluctant to cut had already turned into a chicken coop.After asking about Suhai's price last time, she passed it on to Sister Song, but she sent it back decently with a suit of clothes that she didn't even know the price for.The texture of the clothes is very good at first glance, and Fengnian is reluctant to wear them.She is used to the style of online stores and zoos, and the minimalist design is pretending to be foreign and fashionable, which is suitable for cultural people like Fengnian who have no money.

Went to the cafeteria for a meal, Fengnian received a call from Sister Song, she asked if she was busy?Come to Xiaojia.The secret meeting place of the two is still the small house in Zuojiazhuang, which Sister Song calls "small house". I don't know if the house is not spacious enough to call it "small", or it refers to something other than the legal effect. "Small".

Fengnian wanted to say "I have something to do", she has always had a good temper, and all her bad temper was used to fight against her parents and live the life she wanted, she pouted, "Say no busy."

Sister Song seemed to be slightly relieved, and her tone became doting, "I'll pick you up from school."

Fengnian said no, she just left the house and will be there in a while.Today, she didn't want to sit in Sister Song's cage with four tires, and took the bus mechanically shaking all the way to Zuojiazhuang.She needs time to sort out the questions in her mind, and more importantly, she needs to use her clever mind to package these questions into harmless and considerate inquiries.

She had a card, swept into the elevator and stood in front of the door to take out the key. Sister Song had already opened the door. She still had dark circles on her face. She must have been jet-lagged, but when she smiled, her eyelids widened.The girl's long eyes with single eyelids also smiled, she forgot the soreness and numbness for a moment, and grinned when she saw Sister Song, and the numbness in her heart was bubbling at the same time.

Sister Song stroked her hair with her hand, "Hey, this hair grows too fast."

Fengnian went into the house to change his shoes, stood at the door and let her touch his head, his fingertips slid to his cheeks, Fengnian held Sister Song's hand.Sister Song's eyes seemed to have a socket, which could be powered by Fengnian's sight. The girl hugged Sister Song, and the longing for more than a month ran out uncontrollably.Sister Song's reaction proved her liking, or infatuation, for Fengnian.

The eager Fengnian bit his lips to his chin, and Sister Song giggled, saying don't worry, it will be a whole night.

There is no essential difference between a whole night and a lifetime, Fengnian thought sadly, some people never have such a night in their whole life.It was almost early in the morning that the girl was tired, and Sister Song was even more tired, she fell into a short sleep with her arms around Fengnian's waist.When they were together, they seldom slept for more than three hours. Sister Song said that Fengnian was always hungry.Feng Nian just laughed, not exposing the fact that Sister Song was hungrier.The face between lovers needs to be taken care of, Feng Nian is young, and he will not use words like "forty like a tiger" to describe Sister Song.

Many nights have been spent like this, the process of "trying" is far less clear than the work schedule on Sister Song's computer. A small oil lamp in the night wind.

Feng Nian was still suffering from insomnia, and Sister Song put her hand on her shoulder, "Isn't it two classes a week? Are you not tired after four classes?"

The girl turned her face, and couldn't help but move her lips closer, "I'm not tired, Zhangzhang will have an exam next semester, it will help her to hurry up."

Sister Song lazily sighed, "I know." She knew that Fengnian would try her best to do something for her and her child.I also know that Fengnian knows that there is such a thing as buying a house during her business trip, and there is also a plan to accompany her to study.

Fengnian didn't say a word, she helped her mother open a wonton shop since high school, Song Exiang said that her mother was only good at this, if she were to be a nanny, she wouldn't know how much time it would take to go back and forth.I don't want to open this store either, how tired are you?No, can your dad afford 3000 yuan a month to support our mother and son?Mom does the calculations, at least three thousand, in charge of insurance, board and lodging, and your tuition and miscellaneous fees.

She also helped Sister Song do the calculations. The child's future tuition and living expenses will be 50 RMB per year.Buying a house costs at least several million yuan. If it is in Beijing, according to Sister Song's living standard, I am afraid that a zero will be added after it.And her dressing, cosmetics, travel and other expenses...

If he wanted to keep Song Yueqiong, Feng Nian, who had only 2 yuan left in his pocket, had to spend at least 2000 million yuan.Why let people stay in Beijing with me?With one mouth?

Feng Nian's contemplation was interrupted by Sister Song, "What are you thinking?"

If you can’t just say what you think, it will only increase your troubles.Fengnian is not a courageous person. He has done three major things in his life: repeating studies to make money, going to Miss Xiaoying, and following Song Yueqiong into a hotel room on the second day of the Lunar New Year.She is more used to holding it in her heart and trying to find a way out by herself.She asked Sister Song, "Do you want to accompany me?"

Sister Song said you know, did Zhangzhang ask you to help persuade me not to go?She wants to be free, but I'm not sure.I am the only child.

Sister Song, who is full of charm, is also a mother who cares about her life.She said that Zhangzhang was ignorant before, had a boyfriend in junior high school, and made trouble very dangerous.She said that if I found out later, I would become a grandmother before I was forty.Since then, she has not been in good health, so I forced her to practice tennis.

Feng Nian was stunned, she said she got it.Lovers don't fight with children, she has to count.

"It's better to be a woman, and you won't be pregnant anyway." Sister Song teased, Feng Nian felt cold from the heart to the tip of the toes, "Yes."

"That's not what I meant. I didn't seek you out of contraceptive considerations." Sister Song said, don't be so childish, always unhappy at every turn.

"Then what should I say?" Feng Nian looked at Sister Song in the dark night and asked.

"Tell me?" Sister Song brushed Fengnian's ear with her fingers, her movements were sweeter than her words.

Feng Nian pulled out his arm and said that now I don't miss poems, they were written by others.She wants to speak her own words, and she also wants to speak freely, without being trapped in her heart by being "childish" or "unhappy".Fengnian bit her lip, and Sister Song's legs hooked her waist, "You don't need to say anything."

Fengnian closes his eyes, that's right, let's do it.At least at this moment, Song Yueqiong is not someone's wife or mother, and Fengnian doesn't have to worry about the balance of her bank card. She should have understood that from the day she couldn't refuse Song Yueqiong, she couldn't care about it.

No matter how much you read, a top student is just a servant of desire.Fengnian's movements were more ferocious than at the beginning, Song Yueqiong thumped her shoulder, which was a hint of refusal and welcome.Fengnian was so tired that she was sweating, and she slid into the depths of the quilt to cover her face. After a while, she used the technique Song Yueqiong had carefully taught to make her lover cry out. Song Yueqiong said, "Fengnian, I can't live without you."

If you can leave it, the good year continues, and the time when the plane taxis slowly on the runway is what I can count on.