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When Maosheng arrived at the hotel at noon, she thought it was time for Sun Tian to wake up. She took the fast food she bought and knocked on the door. Sure enough, Sun Tian had washed and dressed and was ready to check out.She was a little surprised to see Uosheng bringing food, "How convenient is it for you to come to work?"

"I asked for leave." Now no one in the theater cares about a young man asking for leave for an hour, not even the rehearsal.Who is it for?Hematopoietic function is not rebuilt in a day or two.Uno was actually a little guilty, so he told Sun Tian the truth, "Yes... when I went out in the morning, I met an old classmate... and made an appointment to meet for lunch at noon."

Sun Tian's big eyes captured her expression, "Yu Ren?"

Her intuition scared Uosheng, "Yes..." She mentioned those two relationships under Sun Tian's questioning, so Yu Ren and Yinxiu had code names with Sun Tian, ​​"High Talented Student" and "Little Boss", Uosheng couldn't ask them anything other than "yes".Submitted the reason for the breakup, and Uosheng said that it was her own fault with Yu Ren.He Yinxiu was wrong.

What about me?Sun Tian wants to ask.The girl still has a question, "Why don't you ask me to eat with you?" She scratched Uosheng's ear, "Xiaobai, you don't want to rekindle your old relationship, do you?"

"How could it be!" Uosu blushed anxiously, "She has a lover, and I met her in the elevator today."

"It's okay, pry her!" Sun Tian joked carelessly, and then kissed Maosheng again, "I'm just kidding with you, let's go eat."

Uosheng leaned forward and wanted to continue the kiss, but was pushed away by Sun Tian, ​​"Xiaobai, you are guilty of this, hum, I will grant your wish." After speaking, he grabbed a chicken wing and ate it, and looked at his lover again, "Aren't you going? You don't want to let top students order and pay, do you?"

Uno's heart moved, "I'll go find you after get off work." She said goodbye to Sun Tian with a smile.

After the door was closed, Sun Tian's calm face became serious, and she put down the chicken wings and sighed.

At twelve noon, Yu Ren was about to go downstairs to meet Maosheng, Qi Yiguo hugged her waist and groaned, "Caicai don't go, Caicai stay, sister wants Caicai." Yu Ren said to accompany her all morning. After you stroll around the provincial capital, you go to your grandfather's house for lunch, don't make the old man wait anxiously.They went back to Baizhou together during the New Year's Day holiday, and arrived in the provincial capital last night.Xiao Qi's original intention was to have an extra day of space between the two of them, under the guise of seeing grandpa.Yu Xiaomin thought that she would be fine with Xiao Qi by her side, and happily sent her daughter out of the house.

"Don't do it, she's prettier than me, I'm jealous." Qi Yiguo still didn't let go, Yu Ren was tortured by her, turned around and said to his lover, "Yiguo, you're 27, it's time to grow up."

"I'm like this at 37, and 47 can grow in reverse." Qi Yiguo realized at the first sight that this girl and Yu Ren had a difficult relationship when he saw Usheng. It's all kinds of exclamations.Later, Xiao Qi came to a conclusion, "Cai Cai, you have a good face."

"Why don't you look at the face? Look at the butt?" Yu Ren was very calm about this.

I don't know what happened, but after dating Qi Yiguo for more than half a year, the title "sister" is not only an excuse in public, but also Qi Yiguo's self-proclaimed coquettish.However, Qi Yiguo was lucky enough to return to normal, so she gave Yu Ren the snack pack she brought from Shanghai, "Don't empty your hands."

Yu Ren said that you should be careful, and Xiao Qi shouted before going out, "Cai Cai, you missed something!" After speaking, pointing to his face that was as smooth as ever, Yu Ren waved his hand, "I ate enough last night, please tell me to slow down." Slow down, you have to digest."

When she closed the door with a smile, she heard Qi Yiguo's scream inside and laughed - Yu Ren liked to laugh more and more.Even the teachers in this school who are familiar with her praised, "Yu Ren, you look so pretty when you smile. When I first met you, I wondered why this little girl had the expression of a political worker."

When seeing Uno with a smile on his face, Yu Ren's first intuition was that she was not particularly happy just like that time in Shanghai.She stuffed the gift into Uno's hands, "There are too many sorrows in the play, Uno, don't you sing so much that you put yourself on your face?"

The ex-lover smiled embarrassedly, "Yes." Yu Ren's tone and expression made Uno's embarrassment dissipate quickly, and they chatted while walking, and quickly finalized a restaurant opposite the hotel.

Two people who don't like spicy food each ordered two dishes, sweet and sour pork, steamed fish, stir-fried seasonal vegetables and steamed pork, which matched each other's tastes.While drinking tea, Yu Ren and Usheng suddenly looked at each other, and Usheng said that you seem to have changed.

Yu Ren's eyes were sprinkled with sunshine, and a sense of maturity settled between his brows.She pushed down her glasses, "We've all changed." If it was Uo who was before the two fell in love, maybe she was already crying and having a hard time in love.

After exchanging some recent information, Yu Ren suddenly asked, "Where is Yinxiu?" She can naturally call her former rival by his first name, and is more concerned about the relationship between her and Uo.

Uno's face paused, "I should have gone to another place." She sank, "My current girlfriend is a resident singer, and it has been two years since I broke up with Yinxiu." moon.

Yu Ren was also taken aback, "It's so fast."

The conversation at the dinner table fell into a blank for the first time, Uosheng seemed to have something to say but couldn’t get it out, she held the cup and drank water, Yu Ren brought her food, "Uosheng, are you having trouble with your current girlfriend?"

Her tone and expression reminded Uosheng of Yu Ren in Yucai junior high school, which always made her feel inexplicably at ease. She shook her head, "Actually, it's okay."

The word "not bad" is always tweaked reluctantly.She turned to ask Yu Ren, the girl in the elevator, you guys look fine.

"Yeah." Yu Ren agreed, and introduced Qi Yiguo, "Before going out, she yelled that you were prettier than her."

"Where." Uosheng felt that when Yu Ren talked about his lover, his tone was brisk and sweet, even like an old married couple. "She looks very smart and good at reading."

Yu Ren said that he has read a lot of books. After graduating from a Ph.D., he is working as a training doctor in the hospital. He spends all day screwing bone nails and drills, and the work he does is no less than that of men.The work unit is full of people, and when I go home, I will complain that it hurts here and there.

Uno was a little surprised, "What a young doctor."

"27." Yu Ren said, but sometimes she looks like [-], which is rare. "Before I met her, it was really bitter and bitter." In fact, Yu Ren had a deep worry about Uosheng. It was only at the end that I tried a sentence, "Uo... If we are still good friends..."

Uosheng answered quickly, "Of course we are good friends, Yu Ren, I know you have something to say, and it's what I want to say." Sure enough, Uosheng's eyes were still red and he returned to his true colors, "I think I'm not a thing, half-pushed, half-hearted I fell in love with Sun Tian, ​​but I still can't forget Yinxiu."

This is exactly Yu Ren's question. Uosheng once pushed himself away so resolutely, saying that he was not complete because he still had Yinxiu in his heart.Sure enough.But is it fair to the other girl?Obviously, it is not complete for the current Uso.

People in Baizhou take a good bite of food that is sweet and sticky, like soft glutinous rice dumplings with bean paste stuffing.Usheng's character is very similar to the taste of this kind of dumplings, Yu Ren thought for a while, "Then you?"

Uo Business Association, nodded, "I did."

Yu Ren closed his voice and leaned back on the chair. At the end she said, I have no right to criticize your personal choice, Usheng, but I advise you, you can't continue to sink in Yinxiu.Cherish the person in front of you, experience what she wants and what she is afraid of with your heart, you have this ability.

Usheng thought about it for a long time, Yu Ren could only bid farewell when he saw the appointment time with Qi Yiguo, before leaving, she stood up and stretched out her arms to Usheng, Usheng was stunned, and then hugged her , Yu Ren whispered in her ear, "Uosheng, you are well, remember to find me if you need anything."

Maosheng almost cried again. After watching Yu Ren's disappearance, she felt sad for a long time. After the passage of time, Yu Ren became so decisive and sophisticated. She studied hard in college and did things smoothly. It is more stable and stable.Looking back at myself, it's like stepping on a leaky boat. Either the work is risky, or the relationship is in a mess.

On this day, Uso sat alone in the restaurant for a long time, until the waiter came to urge her to leave.

Yu Ren and Qi Yiguo walked around the old city wall in the provincial capital that no one knew. Qi Yiguo bought a candied haws and took a bite of it himself before feeding Yu Ren.

"Caicai, how fun would it be if our childhood sweethearts led you to eat candied haws?" Xiao Qi said.

"Yes, if you held me when I was young, you would be suspected of child abduction." Yu Ren squeezed her palm, "Yiguo, I feel sorry for Uo, her girlfriend, and even Yin Xiu. "

Yu Ren said that Mao Sheng once rejected me because she couldn't give me a complete self, but she gave the incomplete self to her current girlfriend.Yiguo, why is there such a difference in human behavior in different people?

Qi Yiguo looked at the crenels on the city wall for a while, "Because no matter then or now, the evaluation criterion is not who is more important in her heart, or who gets fair." Xiao Qi shrugged, "Her referee is only herself. Your first love, you have lost a little effort in self-examination and restraint." Qi Yiguo euphemistically said that Uosheng's character was weak, and he even commented on his lack of concentration.

Yu Renren thought about this, and slapped Xiao Qi lightly, "She's not that kind of person, and she has a crush on the incumbent." But didn't these words come back?

Pulling Yu Ren to the entrance of the city wall, Qi Yiguo handed over the tickets and walked up to the city wall with her, eating candied haws and saying, "Caicai, let me tell you a story that I used to enlighten myself when I was very unhappy. short story."

Venerable Yan Yang asked Chan Master Zhaozhou, I have abandoned everything during my practice, what should I do next?That is to say, "What if nothing is in the future?" Zhaozhou said let it go.So the other party asked again, since my hands are empty, what else should I put?Zhaozhou said, "If you can't let it go, take it away." Yan Yang realized it.What Zhaozhou means is that since you can't let go of the idea of ​​"abandoning everything and being pure and free from thoughts", what are you talking about when "nothing is coming"?

Yu Ren looked at Xiao Qi who raised his eyebrows, snatched the candied haws from her hand and ate the last one, chewed for a long time before saying, "It's not delicious."

Qi Yiguo looked at her and smiled, "It's delicious." Yu Ren suddenly understood, she was embarrassed to show too much on the outside, and turned her head to look at the moat under the city wall, "Yiguo, you mean that Uosheng didn't let go, and he didn't let it go. Didn't take it up?"

"I believe she didn't let go of her ex, but she let go of you." Qi Yiguo said, so she won't "carry" you, because you are no longer lovers.As for her incumbent, this classmate picked it up with one hand and carried it on both shoulders.She can't let it go because she has the awareness of being responsible for her feelings.As for the girl who always troubles her heart, this classmate Bai can't forget. She still carries her memories and uses her memories to carry her current self.

Her current state is divided, she hopes this is good, but also wants that good, and she can't let go of the good that was once.Because her life, growth, and consciousness are all gathered in pieces, she has not yet been pinched into a human form.

Caicai, we are all fragments. Bodhisattvas must cultivate the six senses, six senses, six senses and seven elements to reach 25 Yuantong. We will find those fragments everywhere in the world of mortals, and put them together to see what we are like.

"How do you spell it?" Yu Ren asked Qi Yiguo.

Qi Yiguo looked at the studious and knowledgeable girl, and suddenly wanted to kiss her eyes, she also looked around embarrassedly, and when she saw that there were many tourists, she grabbed Yu Ren's hand firmly, "I don't know either. But I try to identify each fragment, to gaze at them, and to gaze at myself in each of them."

Cai Cai, we must admit that we are all selfish.Even in the seemingly pure world of love.