Chase the train

At six o'clock in the morning, Lin Yousheng went back to the homestay to pack his things.

Xie Qingqiao came in with breakfast, "Are you awake? Have something to eat."

Song Shi said thank you, but didn't move.

"Her plane at three o'clock in the afternoon will definitely come again later."

These words worked, Song Shi took the breakfast.But looking at the porridge in his hand, he has no appetite.The realization that she was in the hospital made her extremely uncomfortable, anxious, and eager to leave.

Also, she wanted to see Lin Yousheng.

"How thin have you become? When you arrive in Hangzhou, I will find a nutritionist for you to supplement scientifically." Xie Qingqiao took care of a child for the first time, and it was very fresh. He arranged whatever he thought of.

"Can't you spend all your money?"

"It's no small thing to raise one of you."

"You can obviously adopt a child who has no memory and is in good health."

Xie Qingqiao took an orange and peeled it, "This is called fate. We originally planned to raise a child, but it was very troublesome."

"Am I not troublesome enough?"

Xie Qingqiao was stabbed by that look, "What's the trouble? Anything that money can solve is not trouble."

When Lin Yousheng came to the hospital at noon, the doctor was making ward rounds, "I still have a little fever, but it's not serious. Let's rest a little longer, and I'll be discharged tomorrow. The little girl is in a good mood, she's not terminally ill, she's happy."

Song Shi saw Lin Yousheng behind him and nodded.

"Did you eat anything in the morning?" Lin Yousheng asked.

"Yeah." She took Lin Yousheng's hand, "When are you leaving?"

"Twelve o'clock." Lin Yousheng bent his eyes, "Don't you want me to go?"

"no?"

"Of course, I can't bear it either." Song Shi was going to be taken to Hangzhou, and Lin Yousheng would go as a piggyback, but it would take time to go through the school transfer procedures, and they wouldn't be able to see each other for about a week or two.

"Ah."

That beautiful face was obviously depressed, Lin Yousheng looked more and more distressed, "It's okay, it's only two weeks, I can get through it, if I send you messages all day long, don't make me annoyed."

Song Shi smiled, "Okay."

Lin Yousheng held her face and kissed her, "It's so pretty when you smile."

There were two of us when we came here, but only one of us was left when we went back. After a good vacation, we were exhausted physically and mentally at the end.Lin Yousheng looked at the sky outside the porthole, already starting to feel lonely.

She wore headphones all the way, looking down at the road, like countless travelers in a hurry, walking mechanically towards the destination without looking at the scenery.While waiting for a taxi at the provincial capital airport, a boy came to ask for WeChat. She refused. She took out a peaked cap from her bag and put it on. The brim of the hat was pressed down very low.

After getting off the train, the closer I got to the old railway bureau, the more I was afraid, afraid of the street that I walked together for several months, afraid of those dialects I couldn't understand, afraid of the dilapidated small building without Song Shi, she stayed here forever For several months, the desire to escape has never been so urgent.

The phone rang, and it was Song Shi calling.The window of the long-suffocated room finally opened, she picked up the phone, "Song Shi?"

"Reached?"

"In a taxi, almost there."

"Oh."

No one spoke again.Lin Yousheng turned up the volume of the call, and after listening to Song Shi's breathing, he gradually calmed down, "I miss you."

"It's only half a day."

"It's been a long time. We haven't seen each other for a month and a half."

When she arrived at the intersection, the driver reminded her to get off the car. She got down with the suitcase and walked towards the rental house while talking to Song Shi. As soon as she reached the stairs on the third floor, she heard footsteps.

"I'm here, pack up my things, I'll call you later."

"You conflicted with packing up and making phone calls?"

"I... actually want to take a shower. If you want to listen to the live broadcast, I also..."

The phone was hung up, and in the corridor, Lin Yousheng and the red-eyed Nan Jing met each other's eyes.

"How long have you been standing here?"

"From noon to now. Song Shi..."

"Have you had lunch yet?"

"No, Song Shi her..."

"Why don't you go and eat something, it's so late..."

"Lin Yousheng! What happened to Song Shi!"

Lin Yousheng stopped turning the key, turned to look at Nan Jing, and after a long confrontation, finally said: "In the hospital, life is not in danger."

Nan actually slid down against the wall, supporting his forehead, and his shoulders collapsed. "That's good. Is she... quite compatible?"

Lin Yousheng found that he had no way to escape, no matter what he had to face the fact that Song Shi was ill, so he stopped resisting, "No, it's good, I will go to Hangzhou later, and I won't come back."

These words were like a heavy hammer hitting Nan Jing's heart, but when he looked up, he saw the same pair of sad eyes, and he was speechless again.

"That's fine...it's better than staying here."

The boy stood up, his back slowly straightened, and he regained his previous straightness, "Are you two together?"

"……Um."

"Oh. Then I wish you... well."

When he turned around and walked to the stairs, Lin Yousheng asked, "Do you still want to be a doctor?"

"Yeah." Nan Jing seemed to smile, "I will remember how I felt today, and hope that one day, I can do something useful to alleviate the pain of others."

Later, she never met Nan Jing in Jiangbei. That young man with a bright future does not belong to this place after all.

After the first class on Monday afternoon, Lin Yousheng was called to the office. Lao Zhou's expression was very serious, and he remained silent.

Lin Yousheng saw the transfer application form on the table, and became anxious, "Teacher."

Lao Zhou handed over the form, "Take it and fill it out."

Lin Yousheng was so happy that he jumped up on the spot, "Thank you teacher!"

Lin Yousheng walked out of the office, and the teacher next to Lao Zhou asked, "Lin Yousheng is going to transfer? Go back to the previous school?"

"No. It's a school in Hangzhou, and the enrollment rate is quite good." The promising student is about to leave the No. [-] Middle School. Lao Zhou has mixed feelings. He is happy for her, but he is also a little regretful. Which teacher doesn't want his staff to be able to graduate? A famous college student.

"Doesn't she have no parents? Who made the transfer for her?"

"I heard it's a distant relative."

"Oh. It's good to leave, she has such good grades, it's a pity to stay here."

Back in the classroom, Lin Yousheng put the form in his schoolbag, and secretly sent a message to Song Shi.

Lin Yousheng: I got the transfer application form!

Song Shi replied in seconds: yes

Lin Yousheng: Can I be discharged from the hospital today?what did the doctor say?

Song Shi: I'm out of the hospital, ready to go to the airport

Lin Yousheng was typing when his elbow was bumped by his deskmate.She put her mobile phone into the table, looked up and saw the English teacher standing on the podium.

"Be careful of your phone being confiscated."

"Thank you."

"You're welcome, let me learn from English composition."

Lin Yousheng pushed the homework over without hesitation, and didn't find a chance to send the news for the next whole class.

Their daily news exchanges are now more than the sum of the previous months. At first, Song Shi just talked to her, and most of the output came from Lin Yousheng. Gradually, Song Shi also shared with her what she did every day. The psychiatrist can talk about everything he ate at noon.This change made Lin Yousheng feel that a long time had passed, but when she checked her phone to confirm, she found that it had actually only been four days.

She needs Song Shi more than she thought.

It took more than a month to get used to the sound of the train, waking her up on time and on time these few days, when she was sitting on the bed alone, she wanted to send a message to Song Shi, and thought of Xie Qingqiao saying that Song Shi was not sleeping well now, so she didn't dare to disturb her, So I fell asleep with difficulty, and was woken up on time two hours later. Even passing by the wholesale market felt noisy, and the road that was always full of dust was even more uncomfortable.

She hates Lanzhou City without Song Shi.

On Friday afternoon, the school informed the second year of senior high school to start making up lessons this week, and the atmosphere of the third year of senior high school was full.Lin Yousheng's previous school arrangement was even more full than this, and he didn't respond to the complaints of his classmates, so he forgot to tell Song Shi about it.

The next morning, she walked into the classroom with dark circles under her eyes, drowsy during her morning reading.After the first class, he yawned and sent a message to Song Shi. He didn't notice the look in his deskmate's eyes. When he looked up, he saw the enlarged version of Lao Zhou's face.

So the yawn was swallowed, and the phone was put away.

She was restless for the whole class, and rushed out of the classroom as soon as the get out of class was over.

"Eh - where are you going?"

"office."

She stood in front of Lao Zhou's desk with her head down, trying her best to pretend to be a good student, "Teacher, I'm sorry, I just want to talk to my aunt about the transfer. It's my fault to play with my phone in the classroom. I won't do it next time." No, there is absolutely no next time, you believe me!"

"Okay, I understand, you go back first. Let me tell you, as long as you are here for a day, I will take care of you for a day. Don't think that you can do whatever you want if you want to transfer to another school. Go back to class."

"Teacher, my phone..."

"Come and get it from me after school."

Lin Yousheng still wanted to fight for it, but Lao Zhou had already left the office with a thermos.

There was an inter-class exercise between the two classes in the morning of No. [-] Middle School. During the exercise, Lin Yousheng found the team of Class No. [-], "Where is Long Ye?"

"Lin Xueba? You have something to do with him. He never fucks. He should be in the classroom, or..."

Lin Yousheng ran into the classroom but didn't see Long Ye, so he ran to the men's toilet on the seventh floor.

She called out: "Long Ye." The people inside seemed to be startled, Lin Yousheng heard a "Fuck", and then Long Ye came out.

Long Ye looked down at her lying on the door, "Are you perverted?"

"Do you have Song Shi's WeChat? The phone is also fine, lend me your phone!"

Long Ye frowned, took out the phone, dialed the number and handed it to her.

The phone was hung up as soon as it rang, Lin Yousheng dialed again, and was hung up again, Long Ye's face turned dark, and it was finally picked up the fourth time.

"Song Shi! It's me."

There was silence for a few seconds, and then came a hoarse voice: "Lin Yousheng." She probably waited for a long time, dialed Lin Yousheng's number many times, and sent a lot of messages, but the phone was put in the desk drawer, On mute, no one answered.

Lin Yousheng almost cried when he heard the voice.She knew that Song Shi was not feeling well during this time, moderately depressed, the treatment process was not smooth, and his mood swings were often beyond her control.Ever since she discovered that Song Shi had become clingy, she knew that Song Shi was relying on herself as a life-saving straw. She would share with her every meaningful or meaningless thing, long sentences and even occasional meaningless words. I miss you, and I don't have any demands, but every word and every word is "don't go".

"I'm here."

"Lin Yousheng."

"I'm here."

"Lin Yousheng. I miss you." She never knew that the desire to survive can make people so painful, and having the will to get better is more tormented than giving up on oneself.Thoughts dragging, emotions out of control, like running a marathon without knowing when it will stop, the body is exhausted to the extreme, but there is no effect.

Lin Yousheng squatted by the wall, tried his best to block the choked sobs that were about to come out, "I'm here to find you, don't be afraid."

I'm always here, I'm running for you, don't be afraid.

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coming!The exam has started recently, so the update will be a little less, everyone forgive me, love you!