The medicine jar is loved and abused

Shen Ning raised his head, staring blankly at the upper bed board.Starting from the time when the hotel stole the man's muscles, for two consecutive weeks, reversed and reversed and reversed again, until now, Shen Ning's heart was full of doubts:

How could I take Xie Yin as a "drinking appetizer"?

Am I worthy?

Ah, no, he's a man, why would I think of a man when I'm doing something like that in the first place?

Shen Ning didn't understand, but Shen Ning was greatly shocked.

He turned around and laid his head listlessly on the pillow. He opened his eyes and stared blankly at the opposite table like a puppet. The rough wood grains twisted and twisted in his eyes. The glass and water surface form several different light paths.

Shen Ning heard the shouting and scolding of his roommate outside, everything was so clear and so far away from him.

At this moment, the world meant nothing to him.

After a while, wait for the buzzing in my head to subside:

"The third one."

"what?"

The roommate responded casually without taking his eyes off the computer screen.

Shen Ning looked at the ceiling leisurely:

"If, I mean, if, while you are jerking off, you suddenly think of a person in your mind, and think of his body after the pistol, what do you say?"

At this moment, the third child still doesn't know how big things are.

He said casually, "It means you are greedy for her body."

"Which beauty is it? Do I know her?"

Shen Ning was shocked.

He said with a trembling voice:

"Can a man be greedy for a man?"

"Ah? Men to men, yes, why are there so many people of the same sex..."

His words suddenly stopped, his expression became more and more frightened, he couldn't even see the urging of his teammates in the game, and looked back at the boy on the bed in shock.

"Grass, Shen Ning, are you gay?!"

However, Shen Ning didn't pay attention to him. After he got the answer that puzzled him, he believed and disbelieved and lay back.

No, he thought.

Although I've never been in a relationship, the one I like should be a girl, right?

Puberty also blush at girls?I feel shy when I see a pair of couples. Could it be that the god who wears books has confused my sexuality and forced me to like men in order to make me adapt to this world?

In order to verify whether she likes men or women, Shen Ning made up her mind.

He secretly opened the movie his brother gave him again, and clicked on one at random.

"Ah, um, oh~"

After a few seconds-

Wow, this is too harsh!

Shen Ning couldn't stay in the dormitory any longer, so he simply dressed and went out.

Just after nightfall, the campus is full of youthful life again, and the street lights illuminate the whole school like a huge greenhouse.There are boys playing ball on the playground, and girls walking by talking and laughing. They wear different clothes for summer, autumn and winter in this season, and the smell of food overflows with the cold evening wind.

When Shen Ning was blown by the wind, he was shocked, and his brain suddenly calmed down.

Thinking about Xie Yin's handjob doesn't mean that he has changed his sexual orientation. Since he was a child, he has been educated to "respect women", so he doesn't want to desecrate women, so he is not doing that kind of thing. It's possible when you think about it.

There is no bottom line when a person's brain is on the sperm, it is extremely distorted, and it cannot be inferred by common sense.And once he regained his composure, he would still blush and heartbeat whenever he thought of those cute and innocent girls.

I will imagine myself walking on campus holding hands with girls; I will care about my image in front of girls; I will long for myself to be treated gently by women...

On the contrary, when he was in junior high school, because he was thin, he was dressed as a "handmaid" next to the princess by the girls in his class during the school celebration, and participated in the show.As a result, that night, many unsuspecting boys expressed their affection to him, but Shen Ning didn't feel any fluctuations in his heart, and even felt that women's clothing was really troublesome.

——Of course, this does not mean that he is heterosexual.

Perhaps he has been heterosexual for 20 years, and his brain has formed a fixed thinking that controls his self-righteous "likes".

As a person immersed in the artistic atmosphere since childhood, Shen Ning has many romantic and unrealistic ideas. For example, he accepts the saying "you can't confirm your sexual orientation until you meet someone you really love".

The boys’ eyes turned aimlessly on the playground. Not far away, on the road between two boys’ dormitory buildings, there were a few boys walking in one direction shirtless and holding a plastic bag in the late autumn night. In sweat, hormones ferment in the air.

A white light flashed in front of Shen Ning's eyes - yes!

......

The dormitories of Ronghai University have their own bathrooms, but the bathrooms are firstly crowded and second most dirty, and thirdly, the hot water supply system in most of the dormitories is not very good.In addition to the private bathroom, the school also has a public bathhouse, where girls generally like to wash, and boys also go there, but there are fewer girls than girls.Shen Ning has been in this world for more than a month and has not been there yet.

As the saying goes, if you don't enter the tiger's den, how can you get tiger cubs.

If you don't go into a public bathhouse, how do you know if you like the same sex or not?

The so-called public bathhouse is always filled with a white mist that seems to be going to heaven.The fog is misty, like glaciers and snow peaks, and like Penglai fairyland, a vast expanse of whiteness, and the noise of boys and ducks is everywhere.Unlike demure and elegant girls, boys are always playing and jubilant when they are together, not to mention comparing the size of the thing, maybe they will "sneak attack" you.

The moment Shen Ning walked into the bathroom with his mouth covered, half his life was lost.

The damp and hot environment is the paradise where bacteria are most likely to breed. Bacteria can easily cause diseases, and diseases can cause the collapse of the immune system, not to mention hot and humid is his natural enemy.

Shen Ning's brain was dizzy, and he walked towards the bathhouse in a daze. There was still a place to change clothes outside, and the people who simply walked back and forth inside were naked and honest.

Although college boys have huge differences in body shape and accommodate all kinds of beings, there are many good-looking ones among them.The young sports student has slender limbs, tight skin, full of youthful breath, and strong thighs.

The boys stood under the faucets in the same row, most of their bodies were bathed in steaming heat, chatting and laughing with each other, occasionally splashing water over them, causing a lot of laughter and cursing.Some people even compare each other, and if they win, they will show off triumphantly and loudly.

"Gao De, give me the shampoo, I forgot to bring it."

"It's annoying, who the hell is Gao De, my name is Gao Deyu!"

"Understood, Gaode map."

"..."

A boy walked past Shen Ning, and he was not afraid of strangers and said, "Wow classmate, why are you wearing clothes inside? Are you not afraid of getting wet?"

Shen Ning replied calmly: "I just finished washing, so I'm afraid of the cold."

"Oh......"

Not close enough, the white mist blocked the view.

From Shen Ning's perspective, only vague body lines can be seen. Perhaps for some people, hazyness is beauty, but it seems that it lacks stimulation when used as an object for doing something.

Shen Ning waved his hands to blow away the white fog in front of him, and walked a few steps in the direction of the boys.Getting closer, getting closer, Shen Ning stared at those boys through the white mist, as if wanting to engrave their bodies into his brain.

After a while, he looked down at his lower body, where nothing happened.

"..." Is that enough proof?

Shen Ning's heart is serene and peaceful, sure enough, his first instinct is correct, I am a heterosexual.

Shen Ning left the bathhouse peacefully and happily. Before leaving, he gave those boys a grateful look.

A boy under the shower head suddenly shivered.

"I just always felt that something was staring at me with terrible eyes."

"Actually, I also..."

"I also......"

"Grass, stop talking..."

And thus a new bathhouse horror story was born.

......

Shen Ning was in a good mood after solving his doubts about his sexuality.In order to prove once again that he didn't have the idea of ​​being in love with boys, he also deliberately deepened his contact with boys, which made a few dormitory classmates flattered, and repeatedly asked why are you in such a good mood today, big brother...

Leaving aside the above matters for the time being, in short, by the next afternoon, he had returned to normal.If there is no follow-up, I believe this episode can be forgotten soon.

After the fourth class was over that evening, Aunt Li brought over soup as usual, Shen Ning happily took it, chatted with Aunt Li for a few words, and then went back to the dormitory with the cup.

There are quite a lot of people in the dormitory today, Shen Ning has no space, so he has it all to himself.He drank the soup repeatedly, and after a while, his body became hot again. At first, Shen Ning didn't take it seriously, but it wasn't until the heat continued that he suddenly realized what was going on that embarrassing him yesterday.

After a long time, it turned out that there was something wrong with the soup sent by Aunt Li!Shen Ning's body is weak, and to others it might just be a little hot tonic, but to him it is already a great tonic.

Shen Ning's face was hot, his hands and feet had no place to rest because of the restlessness deep in his body, his brain automatically played yesterday's scene, reminding him of what happened yesterday with an extremely tragic ending.

"We must not repeat the same mistakes!"

The boy supported his head, his face flushed, he took a deep breath, and forced himself to lie down under the quilt.

Take a deep breath, take a deep breath.

It's good to sleep, it's good to sleep.

Perhaps Shen Ning is really talented in sleeping. After more than ten minutes of self-hypnosis, his consciousness gradually dimmed, and his sea of ​​consciousness fell into a blank.

......

"Hey, Shen Ning, I went to self-study last night..." A boy turned his head:

"Uh, he fell asleep."

The third child who was playing the game said casually: "Don't call him, you don't know that he is in poor health, he must be tired before going to bed."

"Hey, then I don't want to go to evening self-study..."

"Me too!"

"I also......"

Shen Ning didn't know that because of his occasional slack behavior, the entire dormitory was driven to skip class.After he fell asleep, he entered a dreamland in a trance.

In the dream, he returned to that bright room again, the sunset glow pierced through the transparent windows, secretly painting a bright color on the corner of the wall.

The light illuminates the room at a glance, and the bedside lamp is extra dim, like two distinctive spotlights, prompting the audience to cast their eyes on the two protagonists on the bed.It was still those two people, with the same indifferent and deep faces, but this time, their relationship was not as rigid as in reality.

They hug each other like any normal couple.

......

"Hey, what kind of rubbish teammate is this, I just shot backhand!!"

The mouse fell to the ground with a thud, and the roommate, who still felt inadequate, let out an angry sound.

Shen Ning opened his eyes when the sky-shattering roar sounded in his brain.He was immersed in the critical point between dream and reality, his consciousness had not yet come back, his body had already left the dream, his brain was muddled, and he recalled the theme of the dream at the first moment:

Sex.

It was a sex scene with him and Xie Yin as the protagonists.

For a moment, Shen Ning's hair was terrified!

......

......

In one's life, how many reversals do you need to go through before you can truly confirm the path you should take?

Just before today, Shen Ning could swear to the world that he is a straight man, and confidently "intimate contact" with boys, but it only took one night, or even an hour, to completely overturn his common sense of the past 20 years .

Shen Ning didn't understand.

He didn't understand why he thought of Xie Yin when he was doing that kind of thing, and he didn't understand why he had dreams related to Xie Yin.

He didn't even understand why he wanted to drink that soup. If he didn't drink the soup, nothing would happen?

The boy sat on the bed in a daze with his messy hair.

In the dormitory, which is only a dozen square meters, roommates are frantically flicking the mouse, Chen Yong is talking on the phone with his girlfriend, and some people are eating potato chips. The air is filled with the tempting aroma of junk food.Under such chaotic conditions, a boy is breaking his common sense of the past twenty years, and slowly reorganizing his world view amidst pain, confusion, and confusion.

【Does he like men? 】

【Is he greedy for Xie Yin's body? 】

Because he is gay, he loves Xie Yin's body, or because he loves Xie Yin's body, he becomes gay.

Thinking about such a meaningless topic, the boy's eyes became more and more dull, more and more dull...

"Wow, rubbish, that trash nerd in our team actually got a girlfriend and slept with him this week?"

"Fuck fuck why I don't understand!!!"

"Who's who?"

College boys have only a few hobbies, and when they hear gossip about the sexes, they immediately join in.

"Is the profile picture of himself? He is so fat and has a girlfriend? I don't understand, I don't understand!!"

Suddenly the room was filled with howling ghosts and howling wolves.

Some people plausibly said, as if comforting themselves:

"What's so good about an ordinary woman? I, I want to concentrate on capturing my goddess. My goddess is fair, beautiful and has long legs. If I can sleep with my goddess, I will be willing to die!"

Someone on the side sneered at him: "You have been a virgin all your life, so you are called Baihuo."

Something glaring touched Shen Ning, the boy was shocked, his eyes gradually entered the realm of nihility and transformation of gods slowly appeared light, he turned his head to look at the dormitory like ghosts walking at night, and suddenly asked:

"Is it comfortable to have sex?"

"Of course." The boy sitting on Shen Ning's stool said without looking back, "Is there any need to ask?"

"That's uncomfortable. Why do so many people want to do this? People are naturally happy creatures."

"Chasing Pleasure..."

Shen Ning repeated these words blankly, the light in his eyes became more and more intense, and his eyes gradually became firmer.

"You're right," he repeated:

"Human nature is to pursue happiness!" He clenched his fist violently.

The boy saw that Shen Ning, who had always maintained a minimum of life activities without desire or demand, agreed with him, and he was also passionate, and he just talked nonsense when he caught people.

Shen Ning walked out of the bedroom slowly.

His brain is still recalling the dream scene, or the dream scene in his imagination.

The boy unconsciously licked Interfering's lips and slept with Xie Yin, as if it was not impossible.

......

......

Jiang Hao is the second child in the dormitory and the most popular in the class.

He claims to be a hundred people, although he is indeed handsome, he is handsome in line with the preferences of Chinese people, he is tall and handsome, his family conditions are good, and his personality is also good, so he got along quite well in college.

However, because of Shen Ning's personality, hobbies, and social circles are all staggered, he and Shen Ning are not close.So when he stopped himself in the laundry room during his lunch break, he was surprised.

"What's the matter, Shen Ning, what's the matter?"

Shen Ning hesitated and hesitated, this is a rare thing for Shen Ning.He couldn't help being interested:

"It's okay, you said."

The boy took a breath, opened his eyes wide and asked him:

"Is it really comfortable to do that?"

Jiang Hao: "...Ah, here, let's see who we are."

After the initial shock, Jiang Hao said honestly because he was a roommate for three years:

"If it is someone you like, you will be very happy. The feeling of being satisfied is incomparable."

Shen Ning took a deep breath and said, "I believe in you!"

"Oh, that's right." The boy suddenly showed hesitation, and asked with some embarrassment:

"Will it be comfortable with men?"

"..."

Jiang Hao looked at Shen Ning's shiny black eyes, and his whole body became hairy for a moment.With his tongue out, he stumbled and said:

"Why do you ask that, you, are you gay?"

Shen Ning didn't answer his question, but just stroked his chin with a deep thought.After returning to the dormitory, he turned on the computer to search again. Just as he entered the Enter key, a row of information that needed to be coded jumped out.

But in general, it is:

Make love - it's really comfortable.

Turning off the computer, lying on the bed, Shen Ning closed his eyes.

After a few minutes, he opened his eyes with determination.

......

It was a fresh challenge for Xie Yin to receive a call from Shen Ning near nine o'clock in the evening.Shen Ning is not a clingy person, on the contrary, if he pays money on time every month, he probably doesn't even want to see his own face.

Xie Yin answered the phone and put it aside.

"Is something wrong?"

Through the earpiece, a warm and steady voice is introduced into the air along with the radio waves:

"There is one thing."

The male voice said slowly:

"Mr. Xie, I said before that I don't like men, and I admit that I was wrong."

Xie Yin: "..."

Xie Yin was puzzled for a moment, but what happened in a weekend?

The boy continued:

"Mr. Xie, I was self-righteous before. I said that I don't like men, and I don't like you. I apologize to you for all of this. I'm sorry."

Probably recalling something, the boy downstairs in the dormitory blushed. He covered his hot face with his hands, licked the corners of his dry lips with his tongue, and continued:

"Mr. Xie, actually I like you very much..." (body)

"As men, we all have occasional needs, and it happens that we also have a lover contract. Don't you think we are the most suitable people to be physical partners?"

Shen Ning was persuasive and tried to induce Xie Yin with gentle words:

"I would like to be Mr. Xie's man."

Anyway, that's how their boss novels are written, right?What you are just a tool for me to vent my desire, you are just my bed partner, don't wishful thinking or anything.

Shen Ning will definitely not wishful thinking, so if he took the initiative to clarify his position, Xie Yin should be happy to have one more person (tool) who can solve his physical needs, right?

After finishing the script, Shen Ning waited for a while, the breath on the other end of the phone was steady, and the breathing rhythm was even and smooth, as if there was no fluctuation caused by his words.

After a while, the man finally responded:

"You like me, should I agree?"

Shen Ning: Huh?

The deep male voice pierced the eardrum, vibrating the auditory nerve endings at a leisurely pace:

"You are interested in me, but I am not interested in you. Why should I do something that is not beneficial to me?"

-

Shen Ning didn't quite remember what happened after that, he only remembered that he was in a mess, his brain was racing, he didn't know what he said, and finally Xie Yin said that he still had to deal with work, so he hung up the phone.

At that time, I was indeed too young, and I was still self-righteous, and I didn't have anything to say after finishing the draft. It is important to know that adapting to the situation is the most important thing.

When she woke up the next day, Shen Ning rallied and harassed Xie Yin with WeChat.

[Shen Ning: Mr. Xie, are you not interested in me?So why do you always touch me, I don't think that if you are not interested in a person, you will want to touch him. 】

[Shen Ning: Going back to the root cause, Mr. Xie has been interested in me since the day Mr. Xie was willing to sign a contract with me. 】

Xie Yin was harassed so much by him that he finally replied:

【Xie Yin: It's just a face. 】

Shen Ning's eyes lit up;

[Shen Ning: Face is enough!It means that Mr. Xie is interested in my body! 】

Xie Yin: "..."

In fact, there is no way to talk about why Shen Ning is so persistent towards Xie Yin.

He really couldn't imagine the possibility of physical contact with other people. In a dormitory, he would always see his roommate's body inadvertently, and Shen Ning didn't waver about it.And just after awakening, he deliberately thought about the bodies of the people in front of him in that direction, and he...

Shen Ning thought euphemistically that he might have a relatively high level of facial control.

In this world, only Xie Yin perfectly meets the requirements of his bed partner. As a heterosexual, he has no special needs in that regard.As a homosexual, he has a partner who will arouse his lust. Life is too short, so there is no reason for him not to eat the delicious dessert in front of him.

[Shen Ning: Mr. Xie, I think the reason why you feel that you are not interested in me is because you have not seen the real me. When you see the real me, you will definitely be interested in me! 】

Xie Yin frowned.

the real him?

You should first change the problem of screaming pain when you hit yourself.

[Shen Ning: Mr. Xie, do men definitely have that need, or does Mr. Xie have any troubles that cannot be treated humanely for him? 】

Xie Yin sneered.

[Shen Ning: Mr. Xie, I am very clean and have no bad habits.And I can learn, is the most convenient lover. 】

He also included a couple of cute emotes.

Xie Yin turned off the phone casually.

Bad habits, convenience?If you pinch it lightly, it will leave scars, and if it is heavier, people will think I have some bad habits.

[Shen Ning: Mr. Xie, why didn't you reply? 】

[Shen Ning: Mr. Xie, are you scared? [Lovely Lovely]】

Xie Yin was so annoyed that he finally replied to him again:

[Boss: Busy, wait until I finish the case at hand. 】

Shen Ning stared at the latest reply in a daze. After a while, he stretched and muttered to himself:

"I'm so busy that I don't even have time to do that. Adults have their own difficulties."

Shen Ning slowly packed the things on the table, picked up the backpack and walked out of the library.The afternoon sun was just right, and there was no class until the third period this afternoon. Shen Ning finished his self-study in the library, and wandered towards the teaching building.

I don't know if it was Shen Ning's illusion, but when he got close to the teaching building, the classmates in the past all looked at him strangely, and some people looked at him and whispered to the classmates around him.

Become a big star overnight?

After a long absence, Shen Ning felt that he was indeed the hero of the abuse. He strode into the classroom and patted the shoulder of a classmate in the back row.

"Zhang Shucheng."

"Huh?" The boy looked terrified, his eyes flickering.

Shen Ning asked: "What's the matter?"

"Ah this..."

A girl next to her whispered: "Look at the school forum. Someone anonymously revealed that you are gay and have been adopted by someone."

"That's it." Shen Ning responded lightly, sat down in the middle seat according to the usual habit, first took out the books for class, and then took out the phone from his pocket.

He just clicked on a post on the homepage, and someone in the classroom shouted:

"What, Shen Ning is gay and is being taken care of?"

Shen Ning raised his eyelids and saw someone standing up in the corner with an excited expression on his face.Shen Ning knew this person, and he was quite annoying in class, because he always uploaded gossip about his classmates in class, and he talked with great interest.Some people like to listen to it, but some people feel that their privacy has been offended, and they don't like him very much.

"No way!" He shouted loudly, for fear that others would not hear:

"I was also photographed going to the hotel with the patron, wow, this hotel is so luxurious? Ordinary people can't get in..."

The presumption of guilt refers to a way of presuming that the person being prosecuted is presumed guilty or even guilty before determining whether he is guilty or not.

Although judging from the results, this presumption is not wrong, but when I heard it suddenly, I still felt offended.

The eyes of the whole class were almost on Shen Ning at the same time, as if they were waiting for his reaction.Shen Ning pondered for a while, then stood up as they hoped, and looked at the proud boy.